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Guns, Lies & Fairy Tales XIV

Relationship: Lloyd Hansen x Reader x Nick Fowler; Ari Levinson x Reader

Summary: Your world is ripped apart when a stranger with a vendetta finds you and your children.

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12 Chapter 13

Words: 5k

Series Warnings: Non-con, dub-con, kidnapping, Stockholm Syndrome, childbirth, threats of suicide, lactation kink, physical, emotional, and psychological abuse, isolation, violence, torture, murder, smut, anal sex, degradation, allusion to forced pregnancy, angst, trauma, threesome, blood, major character deaths

This is a DARK fic and you are responsible for your own media consumption.

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT 18+ ONLY, NSFW

Nick and Lloyd sat on the couch of the small study after lunch. You and the kids were all taking naps and you were happy for the reprieve from the two men. Nick was furious about what had happened earlier that morning, so much so Lloyd wasn’t allowed at breakfast or lunch.

“I understand why you’re upset, Nick,” Lloyd argued with him, “I understand why you don’t want Maya acting that way, but -”

“But nothing, Lloyd! You bragged about Maya attacking you, like it’s a good thing and for the record, it’s not!” Nick seethed as spoke, “And Nikki is fucking afraid of you -”

“She’s a snitch -”

“--What the fuck is wrong with you?!” Nick yelled as he stood up and loomed over Lloyd. His face was crimson and spittle flew from his mouth with each word, “She’s a kid! Kids have big mouths. Do you really want our daughter to be afraid of you? Huh? You want to be like your fucking mom?!”

Lloyd’s jaw ticked at the thought of his mother. He stood up angrily and grabbed Nick roughly by the collar.

“Don’t ever say that I’m like my mother!” he growled at him, “Ever!”

Nick looked at him defiantly, knowing his words had hurt the other man, “Really? Because now I honestly wonder how long it’ll take before you snap and treat the kids as badly as you do Y/N.”

“Shut the fuck up!” Lloyd snarled as his grip tightened, “My mother would get shitfaced and lock me in the basement for days because she was pissed off my dad was off getting his dick wet. She burned me with cigarettes because I fucking looked like him. I still have pins in my shoulder from when she pushed me down the stairs because he came home smelling like cheap perfume and pussy. I would never ever do that to our children!”

Nick’s face softened as he remembered the stories that Lloyd told him about his mom. Deep down Nick Knew it wasn’t a reason for him to be such an asshole, but Lloyd was his best friend and now lover. He was in so deep that he couldn’t help but excuse his behavior because of it.

Lloyd knew he had crossed a line and normally he wouldn’t have given a shit. But with how things with Nick were going now, he didn’t want to ruin it and he didn’t want to lose the kids. He was happy being one of the most feared men in the world and Mrs. Lydia Hansen was an inspiration for some of his techniques, but being like her in front of his children was one of the very few things he feared.

Lloyd let go of Nick’s collar, “I’m sorry, Nick,” he paused as he gently held Nick’s face, “I’m sorry…baby,” he said tepidly.

Nick looked back at him and didn’t say anything, making Lloyd nervous.

“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have called you that. I–”

“--No, no, it’s okay. It’s okay,” he cooed as he stroked Lloyd’s cheek, “You can call me that, cupcake.”

Nick still only loved Lloyd as his best friend but he would be lying if he said wasn’t attracted to him. He’d had a crush on Lloyd since they’d met as recruits. He was handsome, cocky, and Lloyd made him feel special by choosing him to be by his side when he was still an earnest young agent years ago.

Lloyd bit his lip to try and stifle a moan when Nick said his pet name. Nick gave a soft smirk and closed the distance so that their lips were almost touching.

“You really like that name, huh?”

Lloyd gave him a crooked smile, “Only when you say it.”

Nick crashed his lips into Lloyd’s and devoured his mouth. He didn’t break the kiss as he pushed Lloyd towards the couch and fell on top of him. Their tongues clashed as their kiss became sloppy and starving. They moaned into each others’ mouths and Lloyd rocked his hips on Nick’s thigh for friction against his growing erection. Lloyd whined as he kissed down his neck and moved his hands between them to undo his belt. Lloyd slowly stroked Nick’s hard length and Nick started to thrust into his hand.

Nick moaned into his neck before he started to undo Lloyd’s pants. He pulled them down, freeing Lloyd’s already weeping cock and allowing him to nestle in between his legs. Nick reached into his pocket to pull out a small bottle of lube but Lloyd stopped him.

“I want to be inside of you this time,” Lloyd rasped before pulling Nick down by his neck for a kiss, “I want to feel you around me.”

Nick returned the kiss briefly but then pulled away. It had been less than a day since Lloyd’s revelation about his feelings towards him and the first time they had sex. He enjoyed the feeling of Lloyd’s mouth and tight hole wrapped around his cock, but this was something different. Something he hadn’t expected so soon – or at all.

“I’ll be gentle, I promise.” Lloyd tried to coax him. He gently flipped Nick so that he was now on top of him.

Nick’s body went rigid in discomfort, but Lloyd sat back on his heels and removed his shirt before leaning back down to pepper Nick’s face with soft kisses. He slowly made his way down Nick’s chest and stomach before he reached his bobbing cock. Nick’s breath was shaky from both nervousness and a bit of fear from letting Lloyd be in control.

Lloyd slowly licked a stripe up the back of his shaft and then swirled his tongue around the tip to collect his precum. He opened his jaw, taking all of Nick into his mouth and moaned around it as his hand pumped in tandem with his swirling tongue. Nick moaned above him as Lloyd tightened his hold and sucked him harder. Lloyd suddenly pulled off with a pop and squirted lube onto two of his fingers.

He slowly stroked Nick as he played with his tight ring of muscles. Nick’s breath hitched as Lloyd slowly pushed one of his fingers in. The foreign sensation and his own nervousness made him instinctively clench around Lloyd’s finger.

“It’s okay,” Lloyd cooed, “Just relax, baby.”

He curled his finger to hit Nick’s prostate and the other man’s body jerked in response. Lloyd smirked and slid in a second finger.

“Fuck!” Nick gasped as Lloyd began to pump his two fingers inside of his tight hole in a come hither motion while stroking his cock tighter and faster.

The stretch of Lloyd’s thick fingers burned and Nick dug his fingernails into the arm of the couch above him. Nick bit his lip and closed his eyes, trying to focus on the pleasure growing from his sweetspot. He worried about how he’d be able to take Lloyd’s cock if his fingers were already so much of a stretch.

Lloyd leaned down to swirl his tongue around Nick’s cock again while playing with his tight hole. Nick groaned as he began to give into the stretch and his discomfort was replaced by pleasure. Lloyd scissored his fingers inside of him to open him up more until Nick’s breathing became labored and his cock twitched in his mouth.

Nick let out a small whine when Lloyd removed his fingers and stopped blowing him. Lloyd covered his dick with lube and then sprayed some between Nick’s cheeks. Nick’s heart pounded in his chest and he trembled anxiously as Lloyd lined himself up to his puckered hole. Lloyd rested on one of his forearms next to Nick’s head and gave him a soft yet passionate kiss. Nick became lost in it as Lloyd started to prod his entrance with his thick head. He pushed in slowly, causing Nick’s eyes to go wide from the pain. Lloyd devoured Nick’s whimpers until he was fully sheathed inside of him and stilled for Nick to adjust.

“I’m sorry,” Lloyd murmured against his lips, “It’ll be okay, just give it a second. Just breathe.”

Lloyd held Nick’s hands above his head, their fingers intertwined. He slowly began to move after a few moments and his body shuddered from the excitement of finally being inside of Nick. It took everything in him to hold back to keep Nick as comfortable as possible.

“You’re so fucking tight,” Lloyd moaned as he started to move faster, “I’m not gonna last long.”

His veiny cock massaged Nick’s inner walls, causing the pain of the foreign intrusion to grow into pleasure. Nick mewled and tilted his hips to meet Lloyd’s deep yet gentle strokes. He tightened his fingers around Lloyd’s and gazed up into his adoring eyes. Lloyd’s face was consumed by bliss as he felt Nick wrapped tightly around him.

He leaned down to give Nick a hungry sensuous kiss and started to snap his hips harder. Lloyd moved one hand to cradle the back of Nick’s head while the other wrapped one of his legs around his hip. Nick threw his head back from how the new angle hit his sweetspot over and over again. Nick pulled Lloyd into a needy kiss. He wrapped his legs tightly around him and dug his nails into his back.

“You feel s’good inside of me. So fucking good,” Nick moaned loudly as he desperately bucked his hips, “More, baby, more. Please.”

“Are you sure?” Lloyd asked breathily, “I don’t wanna hurt you.”

“Just fuck me, Lloyd, please,” Nick begged needily, “Please just fuck me.”

“Tell me if it’s too much and I’ll slow down,” he rasped before he began to snap his hips harder.

“Shit!” Nick gasped Lloyd’s first rough strokes, “There! Right there!”

Lloyd put his forehead against Nick’s and caressed his face. His strokes were rough and passionate. He hissed as Nick began to clench around him and he could feel his thighs begin to tremble.

“Look at me,” Lloyd moaned as he pulled away from Nick’s face, “I want to watch you come apart. You look so beautiful like this.”

Nick’s cock twitched against Lloyd’s sweaty abs as his whole body began to shake. He felt electricity shoot through his spine and he threw his head back in ecstasy. Lloyd pounded into him as Nick sprayed his hot cum all over both their chests. He grabbed the arm rest for more leverage and his tongue darted out to lick his bottom lip as gazed down at him lustfully.

Nick moaned wantonly beneath him and lifted one of his legs up to put his foot on the back of the couch so that Lloyd could fuck him even deeper. He reached down and grabbed one of Lloyd’s ass cheeks and squeezed its firm muscles.

“I love you,” Lloyd groaned as his breathing became labored, “I love you.”

Nick was too cockdrunk for Lloyd’s words to fully register, “I love you too.”

The words sent Lloyd over the edge and his strokes became erratic as he bent down to give Nick a wet, sloppy kiss. He moaned into his mouth as his cock pulsed and filled Nick’s ass to the brim with his hot cum. Both men were panting, sweaty, and their chests and stomachs were covered in Nick’s dried cum.

They laid for a while in each others’ arms. Lloyd often peppering Nick’s face with soft kisses.

He rested his head on Nick’s shoulder and looked at him, “I know you didn’t mean it.”

“What?” Nick asked as he stroked the side of Lloyd’s face, “What didn’t I mean?”

“When you said you loved me. I know it's not the same way as with Y/N.”

Nick started to get up, “Lloyd, listen -”

Lloyd gently pushed him back down so that he could keep holding him, “I mean…not now. But you will.”

~~~

Ari’s team got into position around the guarded small chateau. Jensen controlled a drone that surveyed the area while Niamh sat on high ground with her long range rifle for additional support. The other members of the team were crouched in the wooded area just outside of the perimeter alarm.

“I see two guards on the roof just above the kids’ room and three others standing guard outside just below,” Niamh told them as she looked through her scope.

Ari was desperate to get all of you out as soon as possible. His heart pounded in his chest and his body nearly shook with adrenaline. It was risky getting you out in broad daylight, but it was the only shot he had.

“Alright,” Jensen started over the comms, “I’ve looped the camera feed on that side of the house. The guards inside won’t know anything is up. Once I turn off the perimeter alarm though you’ll only have so much time until they notice, so you need to move fast.”

“Roger that,” Ari answered before double checking his rappelling gear.

Mark put his hand on Ari’s shoulder and squeezed it, “It’s gonna be alright, mate. We’re gonna get them out.”

“Perimeter alarm is down,” Jake announced, “It’s go time, everybody!”

Niamh aimed her rifle and quickly took out the first three guards that were patrolling the ground. She then shot the two on the roof, their bodies falling to the ground, luckily not right outside of the childrens’ window.

“Let’s go! Let’s go!” Ari ordered as they quickly made their way just beneath the window with their weapons drawn. Ludo, Mark, and João stood ready to cover Ari and Mateo while they extracted the children. The two men took out their grappling hooks and swung them up so they attached to the roof. Mateo held a small baby carrier for LJ and they checked to make sure the gear would hold their weight before climbing up to the window.

Ari carefully surveyed the room through the window to make sure the coast was clear before climbing in as quietly as he could. The first thing he did was turn off the baby monitor and then check to make sure all of the kids were there. The plan was to get LJ out first, then Maya, and lastly Nikki because she was the most risky to try and move. Ari couldn’t risk her freaking out and drawing attention before he could get any of them out.

He practically tiptoed to LJ’s crib and a soft smile spread across his face when he saw the little guy sleeping soundly. He had missed the children deeply, but knew this reunion might be short lived if he didn’t move fast. He carefully picked up LJ and at first he squirmed and Ari almost panicked thinking he would start crying.

“Shh…It’s okay big guy,” he cooed as he gently rocked him and walked him to the window, “It’s me. It’s Ari. It’s okay.”

LJ babbled a little sleepily and then quickly fell back to sleep. Ari put him in the baby carrier and strapped him to Mateo, who carefully rappelled down the wall to hand him off to Ludo.

“One down, two to go,” Ari told himself to try and steady his nerves.

“Ari?” Maya slurred groggily as he whispered her name and gently shook her to wake her up. She let out a tired whimper and rubbed her eyes.

“It’s me, Bug,” he cooed softly as he grabbed her to pick her up out of her crib, “Come on, we’ve gotta get out of here.”

Maya laid her chubby cheek on his shoulder and yawned, “What about mommy and LJ and Nikki?”

Ari tried to walk her calmly to the window to pass her to Mateo without scaring her, “Of course, Bug. They’re coming too. LJ is already waiting.”

Maya suddenly perked up and furrowed her brow at him suspiciously, “Do daddies know?”

Ari stopped dead in his tracks and wasn’t sure about what to say. He didn’t know how she would react if he told her the truth. He couldn’t risk her freaking out and someone in the house hearing. Mateo motioned for him to hurry up as Jensen was giving them lookout updates on where the guards were.

“Well..um..daddies aren’t coming, but –”

“--Good,” she blurted out, causing Ari to look back at her bewildered.

Something must have happened for her to say that and horrible ideas of what she must have seen ran through Ari’s mind. He clutched her tightly and kissed her forehead, praying that whatever happened wasn’t too bad for her sake. He just needed to hold it together to get you and Nikki out next. He could unload on Nick and Lloyd later.

“I need to bring my firetruck, Ari,” she told him adamantly as she squirmed towards it against his hold.

“We don’t have time –”

“--No, I need it!” she argued in a loud whisper, “I need it in case I gotta smack somebody.”

Ari looked at her bewildered and Mateo had to stifle his laughter to not get caught.

“Sounds like you better bring her truck, my friend.”

“Alright, alright, I’ll bring the truck,” he grumbled to himself as he strapped Maya into the carrier.

“Hi Mateo!” she whispered to him with a grin as she held her truck while they descended, “I missed you!”

“I missed you too, kiddo.”

Ari gave a small but brief smile. Now it was time to get Nikki. Based on their last interaction, Ari knew that he might have to pick her up against her will. He really didn’t want to do that and he hoped he’d be able to coax her into leaving. He’d lie his ass off if he needed to.

He nervously walked over to her bed and took a deep breath. He put his hand on her shoulder and gently shook her.

“Nikki!” he whispered loudly, “Nikki, wake up!”

He shook her a little more and then remembered how much of a heavy sleeper she was. He paused for a moment and considered just picking her up and hoping she would stay asleep.

“No, too dangerous,” he thought to himself. What if she woke up while she was rappelling down with Mateo? There’s no way she would stay calm.

Ari sat on her bed and rubbed the bridge of his nose, trying to think quickly before time ran out. He turned to try shaking her again and was startled when he saw her sitting up in bed staring at him.

“Hey, Nikki,” he cautiously greeted her before she suddenly jumped into his arms, catching him by surprise.

She held onto his neck tightly and he heard her sniffling against his shoulder. He rubbed her back gently to try and soothe her.

“I’m sorry, Ari,” she hiccuped, “I shouldn’t have run away. I-I…It was my fault mommy got hurt. It was my fault because I ran away.”

Ari closed his eyes and took a deep breath to compose himself. He knew something had happened for Maya to react the way she did and Nikki’s words confirmed it.

“Daddy…I saw him hit her and it’s my fault,” Nikki sobbed, “It’s my fault. It’s my -”

Ari pulled away and held her little face in his large hands to look her in the eyes, “Listen to me, Nikki. It is not your fault, okay?”

“No, it is because mommy said daddy was bad and I didn’t listen and I -” her voice broke before she could finish her sentence and Ari wiped her face with his thumbs.

Ari attempted to hide his rage in front of her but it was on the brink of boiling over. Not only had you been hurt by Lloyd, and he knew it was him, but he had done it in front of Nikki. It broke his heart that Nikki blamed herself for her father’s actions.

Ari tucked one of her messy curls behind her ear, “We’re gonna go now, okay? Maya and LJ are already waiting.”

“And mommy?”

“Not, yet, but I’m gonna go get her.”

“Okay,” she nodded her head and clung to him again.

Ari picked her up and walked her to the window where Mateo was waiting. He reached out for her and she hung on to him as they descended to meet the rest of the team. LJ and Maya were already strapped to Ludo and João, respectively. Mateo gave each of the kids a kiss on the forehead before they quickly set off to get to safety.

“Jensen,” Ari said over the comms, “I want the drone on the kids at all times until they get to the safehouse, got it?”

“Sure thing, boss. Just like we planned. One babysitter drone on the way!”

Ari waited for Mateo to return with extra guns while Niamh and Mark went to the backdoor of the chateau to create a distraction.

Mateo handed Ari a machine gun, “You ready?”

“I’ve been ready to kill these fucking bastards for years,” he growled as he moved towards the nursery door to wait for the signal.

~~~

You were sound asleep in the bedroom, exhausted after the events of the last day and a half. You twitched in your sleep from your nightmare about Ari never being able to find you once Lloyd and Nick moved you all again. You were startled awake by the sound of a large explosion that rocked the house.

“Oh my god the kids!” you yelled as you jumped out of bed to run to the nursery room.

You could hear blood thumping in your ears as you ran panicked through the hallway. You stopped dead in your tracks when you saw Ari and Mateo working their way through the hallway. A wave of relief washed over you as he rushed towards you. You could barely hear the gunfire happening on the first floor as you stared at him.

He nearly knocked you off your feet as he embraced you. Your eyes stung with tears as you clung to him as tight as you could. Ari pulled away and held your face as he gave you a passionate kiss.

“You found me,” you hiccuped as you put your forehead against his.

“I never lost you,” Ari grabbed your hand and took off your wedding rings, ”Thanks to these.”

A tracking device in the rings. That made you smile and you kissed him again as he tossed them to the side. Your reunion was interrupted as the gunfire got closer. You needed to get your children before they were too close to the fighting.

“Ari, we need to get the kids, we need to now!” you told him hurriedly as you started to move towards the nursery.

Ari grabbed your wrist before you could get far, “I got them out, Y/N. They’re safe and on their way to the safehouse. Now we just need to get you out of here.”

“Oh, thank god!” you sighed with relief, “Okay, let’s go.”

“Get behind us,” Mateo instructed, “Stay close, follow our instructions. If we tell you to run then you run.”

You had completely forgotten Mateo was there and hugged him too, “Thank you. Thank you so much for coming to get us.”

“I wasn’t gonna leave you and the kids with these monsters,” he responded as you moved behind him and Ari.

They shot at the guards who were about to charge the stairs and they fell one by one. You made your way through the house with Ari and Mateo en route to the side entrance of the house where you were to escape. You made it to the dining room and were almost there, but it was eerily quiet, despite the fighting you heard from the other side of the house.

“Sunshine, Sunshine, Sunshine,” you heard Lloyd tutting loudly from nearby, but you couldn’t see him, “You know you’re not gonna get out of here, sweetheart.”

“LLOYD! YOU PIECE OF SHIT!” Ari bellowed as he and Mateo turned with their guns pointed, ready for him to appear.

A round of machine gun fire went off towards the ceiling and you could see Lloyd’s smiling face as he cavalierly strolled into the room with five of his henchmen. He was beaming from ear to ear, ecstatic to have another chance to finally kill Ari, especially in front of you.

Lloyd turned to you with a smug grin, “Y/N, baby, come here now and I’ll have a little mercy and kill Ari quickly. If you don’t, I’m gonna do it slowly and make you watch…Well, I was gonna make you watch either way, Sunshine.”

“FUCK YOU!” you snarled at him as you clung to Ari, “I’m never going back with you, you fucking asshole!”

Lloyd let out a little chuckle and scratched the back of his head, “Well then, you’ve made your choice,” he told you before turning to Ari, “Jimmy, old pal, you wanna start a shootout with her here? Huh?”

You looked at Ari fearfully before he turned to you, “Y/N, run as fucking fast as you can. There’s a car waiting with a friend at the edge of the woods straight that way.”

You shook your head and tears started to pour down your face, “No, no, Ari. Please, just come with me! I can't lose you again!”

“I’ll be okay, but you need to get to the kids. Please!” he begged you as he tried to keep his eyes on Lloyd.

Lloyd scoffed, “Awwww, isn’t this cute. Two little love birds,” then he turned to you and cocked his head to the side, “Well, you better fucking run along, Sunshine.”

He shot another round at the ceiling, making you jump and you took off running through the dining room, then heard the sound of continuous gunfire behind you. You almost made it to the door before you felt a powerful set of arms grab you from behind.

“You fucking bitch!” Nick sneered at you, “You cheating fucking bitch! You’re coming with me!”

You kicked and struggled against his hold, but he was too strong. You don’t know what took over you, but you flung your head backwards to headbutt him in the nose. Nick screamed and dropped you on the floor. You tried to scurry away, but he grabbed you by your ankle and pulled you back towards him. You turned around and noticed that his nose was broken. That made you smile, which only pissed him off more. Before he could pounce again, you kicked your other foot out and hit him in the crotch. Nick doubled over in pain. You saw a small bust on a hallway table nearby and grabbed it. You hit Nick on the head with it, shattering it on impact. He fell to the ground with blood coming from his head and didn’t move when you kicked him.

You took off running again and finally made it out of the door. Your heart pounded against your ribs as you bolted towards the woods. It was like your body was on autopilot, its only objective was getting to the car where Ari’s friend was waiting.

You suddenly felt a sharp blow against the side of your head and fell to the ground. You heard footsteps walk towards you as your eyes fluttered while you were losing consciousness. The person started speaking to you and your blood ran cold when you realized who it was.

~~~

It was four against two now and Ari and Mateo were hellbent on getting out of the room to get to you and the kids. Ari tackled one of Lloyd’s men and punched him in the face before another kicked him in the ribs and made him topple over.

Mateo faced down Lloyd and another henchman. He grabbed a chair and whacked the henchman over the head before picking up an abandoned rifle and hitting him in the face, knocking him out. While Mateo had his back turned, Lloyd whipped out his butterfly knife and stabbed him in the back. Mateo let out a scream while Lloyd dragged the knife upwards and Ari looked over at him wide-eyed in shock as everything moved in slow motion.

The two henchmen grabbed Ari as he watched Mateo fall to his knees and Lloyd take the knife and stab Mateo in the neck multiple times. Lloyd smiled as the blood sprayed from Mateo's wound and turned to Ari with triumphant grin as Mateo fell to the ground with a thud.

“MATEOOOO!!!” Ari screamed as he watched his friend begin to bleed out onto the floor.

Lloyd took a triumphant bow, “Time to get that sweet little wife of mine. I’d send you another video, but you’re gonna be dead soon,” he taunted before running off.

Overcome by rage and adrenaline he managed to elbow one of the henchmen in the face and then turn to punch the other in the gut. As the man doubled over Ari grabbed him by the neck and snapped it. The other henchman tried to attack him again but he swept his leg and then pounced to punch him until he was unconscious.

Ari got up and ran over to Mateo. He turned him over and panicke when he saw the blood continue to pour from his neck and Mateo struggling to hold on. He pressed down on the wound as hard as he could and called desperately for help on his comms line.

“Mateo is down!” he cried, “I need help! I need help!”

Mateo gurgled and his legs kicked as he stared up at Ari. He spat up blood and tears started to stream down his face.

“Hey, hey, no!” Ari frantically told him as he slapped his face to keep him awake, “Hang on, Mateo! Hang on, buddy! Mateo, please!”

“I’m on my way! I’m on my way!” Niamh yelled over the comms line.

The light slowly dimmed from Mateo’s eyes and his body went slack.

“No! No! No! No! Mateo, wake up! Wake up, Mateo!” Ari cried, knowing deep down that Mateo was dead, but not wanting to face the truth.

“FUCK!” Ari yelled and put his head in his hands. He let out a sob and wiped his eyes as he tried to collect himself.

Mateo didn’t have to be there, but he cared enough about you and the kids to volunteer despite the risk. Despite the risk that he could get killed and leave his young family behind.

An overwhelming sense of guilt almost consumed Ari. That guilt was soon overcome by rage and Ari’s body shook. His eyes turned dark and his hands balled into fists as the vision of Lloyd brutally killing Mateo flashed into his mind along with the memories of what Lloyd and Nick had done to you.

“I’m sorry,” Ari choked out as he gently closed Mateo’s eyelids.

He got up slowly and took the table cloth from the destroyed dining table. He laid it over Mateo’s body and told the team where it was before leaving the room. Now he wasn’t just going to kill Nick and Lloyd for revenge over what they did to you, but also vengeance for Mateo.

Chapter XV/End?

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Guns, Lies & Fairy Tales XIII

Relationship: Lloyd Hansen x Reader x Nick Fowler; Ari Levinson x Reader

Summary: Your world is ripped apart when a stranger with a vendetta finds you and your children.

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12

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This is a DARK fic and you are responsible for your own media consumption.

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT 18+ ONLY, NSFW

Niamh and Mark returned from their reconnaissance mission to the small house where the rest of Ari’s team were set up. They’d spent the night surveying the safehouse Lloyd and Nick held you captive in. They had a live feed to the rest of the team, showing the guards, what the house looked like, the security systems, along with drone footage.

Ari was already up and pacing around the living room, anxious to finalize his plan to get you back. He was so close to his breaking point, moments away from hopping in a car and leaving to rescue you on his own.

“Coffee?” Ludo offered Niamh and Mark as they took a seat on the couch, which was surrounded by all of the gear and weapons the team had brought with them.

Mark let out an exhausted sigh, “I would love a bloody coffee. I’m fucking knackered.”

“Same.” Naimh chimed in, “Black please.”

“Sure thing.” Ludo nodded at them before walking into the kitchen.

“Alright” Ari announced, wringing his hands nervously, “Let’s get to work. How many guards did you count last night and this morning?”

“There were fifty last night, but only thirty this morning.” Niamh answered, “My guess is they assume we’re going to come after them at night so they beefed up the security then.”

João plopped down next to Mark on the couch, “So six to one? I like those odds.” He chuckled as he sipped his coffee.

“Not exactly. Someone has to stay with the kids once we get them out.” Ari reminded him, “We’ll be a man down.”

“Oh, bless your heart, you kind soul.” Mark thanked Ludo as he handed him his coffee, “Jesus Christ I needed this.” he said with a relieved exhale after taking a sip.

“There's an excellent vantage point in the woods near the house. I’ll post up there and I can pick the guards off.” Niamh suggested, “I brought my rifle just in case. It’ll even out the odds.”

“That settles one thing, but we have a problem with the security system.” Mark pointed out seriously, “They have a perimeter alarm that’s motion censored, the drone picked up the signal. Not to mention the cameras around the property. There are black spots, but not enough for us to move in to do what we need to.”

Ari let out a frustrated growl and rubbed the bridge of his nose, “What if we just cut the power?”

João shook his head, “They’ll know we’re coming right away. We need to hack into their system to shut off the alarms. Maybe we can even use the cameras to our advantage if we can control them.”

“Have you suddenly become a computer whiz?” Ludo chuckled at him, “I know it’s been awhile since we worked together, but as far as I know you still have a home button on your phone, my friend.”

João rolled his eyes, “I know a guy. You remember Jensen?”

Ari furrowed his brows, “Jake? NeCrdy guy with glasses? Bleach blonde and about my height? That Jensen?”

“Yeah, that one.”

“Can we trust him?” Ari asked, “I’ve only worked with him once and that was years ago.”

“I’ve done a lot of missions with him.” Niamh backed João up, “He’s a good guy. Trustworthy. If there’s anyone else I’d bring in on this it would be him.”

“Alright then. Call him and catch him up to speed.” Ari decided, “Now, let’s hash out the rest.”

~~~

“Fucking choke on it.” Nick grunted as he slammed his cock against the back of Lloyd’s throat while gripping his hair.

Tears ran down Lloyd’s face as he gagged and struggled for breath. Drool poured down his chin more and more with each snap of Nick’s hips. He put his hands up against Nick’s thighs for more control, but he smacked Lloyd’s hands away.

“Don’t you fucking dare!” Nick snarled, “Y/N knows better. You should know better. Or are you too fucking dumb?”

Nick pulled out of Lloyd’s mouth and yanked his head back so he could face him. Lloyd gasped as he tried to catch his breath and looked up at Nick, his eyes black with lust and his angry cock hard and weeping.

“I asked you a fucking question, cupcake. Do you know better or are you fucking stupid?”

You laid on the bed watching the two men and smirked to yourself as you watched Nick humiliate Lloyd. Even though you knew Lloyd liked it, you took satisfaction seeing him in such a vulnerable position.

“-- I think he’s just that fucking stupid.” you suddenly blurted out and then quickly covered your mouth.

Both men turned to you and Nick looked at you surprised before snickering. Lloyd gazed at you angrily but the way his cock bobbed at your insult didn’t go unnoticed.

Nick looked down at him and bit his lip, “Come here, Princess.” he ordered you softly. You cautiously got off the bed and moved towards Nick.

“Hold him by his hair.” Nick instructed, “Pull it. Hard.”

You stepped behind Lloyd and yanked his hair. He whimpered as you held his head still while Nick began to fuck his throat again.

“You were saying something, Princess. Keep going.”

“Oh, um..” you were now nervous about what to say. You’d never done this before. And to Lloyd? You were also scared about what he would do to you later if you went too far.

“Don’t be shy, sweetheart. Come on. He likes it. Don’t you, cupcake?” Nick chuckled as Lloyd continued to gargle around his cock.

You took a deep breath and looked down at Lloyd with disdain, “You’re a fucking pig. A filthy dirty little pig.”

Lloyd closed his eyes and moaned before moving his hands down to play with himself.

“Don’t you fucking dare touch yourself!” you snarled at him, “Did Nick say you could cum? Huh? I don’t think he did you dumb little cockslut.”

Nick grunted as he continued to pound into Lloyd’s throat roughly. Lloyd’s nails dug into his own thighs as he tried to keep his hands from pushing against Nick.

“That’s it. Fucking take it.” Nick hissed, “Take it like the desperate fucking whore you are.”

Overcome in the moment, you grabbed Lloyd’s ears in your hands and twisted them roughly, just like you remembered him doing to you when they had first taken you. He screamed around Nick’s cock and you spat on him. His body began to convulse as his orgasm rocked through him like white hot lightning and his cock pulsated uncontrollably, spraying his cum against his torso and chin.

“Fuck!” Nick moaned, “Unghh, this fucking mouth!”

Nick quickly pulled out and stroked himself pointing at Lloyd. Ropes and ropes of his hot cum sprayed along Lloyd’s face and into his hair. Nick stroked himself until he was completely empty and shivered from the aftershocks of his own high. Lloyd fell onto his hands, his breathing labored as he tried to catch his breath while Nick’s cum dripped down his face.

Nick knelt down and lifted Lloyd’s chin up gently with his index finger, “Good boy. You did so well for me.”

Lloyd’s eyes were soft as he looked at Nick. He gazed up at him adoringly and relieved for the praise. He turned to you and looked at the small amount of slick that accumulated on your upper thigh.

“Looks like someone else enjoyed it too. Huh, Sunshine?” he teased you with a hoarse voice as he wiped his face off with a shirt that was laying on the floor.

You were ashamed at how much you had been turned on by dominating Lloyd. You promptly got back into bed to cover yourself with the sheets. The two men chuckled at your sudden modesty. Lloyd strolled over to you and bent down to whisper in your ear.

“Don’t get used to this, sweetheart. I’m still the one in charge.” he gave you a peck on the lips with a predatory glint in his eyes.

Lloyd made his way back over to Nick and gave him a deep and passionate kiss. He pulled away and smiled at him while stroking his cheek. You hadn’t seen Lloyd look this happy since the time he finally saw you broken or when the kids were born. As much as you hated him it still stung, that despite everything you’d endured or the children you gave him, you’d only ever be a victory prize to him.

“Go shower.” you heard Nick murmur to him, “We’ve got a lot to do before we leave this evening.”

“Leave?” you panicked to yourself, “It’s too soon. It’s too soon. Ari won’t find me.”

“Everything alright?” Nick asked as he sat next to you, pulling you out of your thoughts.

You twiddled with your wedding rings and tried to act normal, “I’m fine. I promise. It’s just…we just got here, Nick. This is the third time the kids have moved already and –”

“And the next place we go is going to be our real home, Princess.” Nick shushed you, “No one will ever find you guys there. You’ll be safe from Ari and all of these horrible agents. We’ll be a family again just like before. Won’t that be nice?”

You stared at Nick for a few moments as the memories of what happened to you before flashed through your mind. Your heart ached as you thought of you and Ari. How much the kids had taken to him and the family you could have that wasn’t run by monsters.

“Why are you crying?” Nick asked as he grabbed your face and looked at you with concern, “Tell me, what’s wrong, baby?”

You hadn’t even noticed and wiped your cheeks quickly. You couldn’t hold back what you’d been hiding from Nick. Not just because you couldn’t stand the idea of going back to your old life, but because you needed answers and Nick was your only chance at getting them.

“I saw the video from my wedding night.” you admitted to him softly as your voice quivered, “Ari showed it to me. He showed me almost all of the videos.”

Nick’s eyes went wide and you could see the panic in them. He started to say something but you cut him off.

“--I remember the closet that you and Lloyd kept me in.” your voice started breaking as you continued, “I remember I tried to run away and Lloyd had dogs chase after me. How he threatened to kill me, but he didn’t because you wanted to keep me around.”

Nick grabbed your face to look at him. He was scared and tears started to pool in his eyes, “Y/N, listen to me. That was how things started with us, but look at us now. Look at our family and our kids. Everything we’ve built together. I love you so so much –”

You put your hands over his as you sobbed, “-- But why? Why did you do this to me? Why?!”

He put his forehead against yours and said nothing for what felt like an eternity before speaking again.

“It was Lloyd’s idea to take you.” he finally admitted to you, “The plan was to just kill you and send the video to Ari. But when we got you into the room Lloyd went off script and I…I wanted to hurt Ari just as much as he did. Then once we had you it just kept going. At some point it stopped being about Ari and it was about you – for me at least.”

Your stomach churned as you listened to him. You weren’t sure if you’d have rather just not asked the question to begin with. He pulled away and held your face. He looked at you remorseful and pleading.

“You were just so beautiful – you are beautiful. Once I had you I just couldn’t let you go. I can’t let you go. I need you.”

“Nick –”

“I’ll kill myself if I lose you.”

Your eyes went wide in shock at his words, “Nick, don’t say -”

“-- When we get to our new home,” he cut you off, “everything is going to be better than before. Things with Lloyd will be better now too after last night.”

His eyes searched your face as he waited for your response. You couldn’t say the words you knew he wanted to hear and instead you grabbed his face and kissed him.

“Okay, I trust you, Nick.” you lied with a soft sweet voice, “I know you’ll make it better. For me and for the kids.”

~~~

Nikki stirred as Maya tried waking her up by throwing her stuffed animals at her.

“Nikki!” Maya called out to her while standing against the railing of her crib, “Nikki, wake up!”

She groaned as she woke and rubbed her eyes. She huffed as she sat up and pouted from how tired she was.

“Let me out, pleeeeeaaaaase.” Maya begged as she started to bounce up and down, “Please, Nikki.”

Nikki walked over and stood in front of Maya outside of the crib, “I can’t.” she whispered, “Daddy said I’m not supposed to let you out, remember?”

“So?”

Nikki looked around the room cautiously before stepping closer, “I’m scared, Maya.” she confessed fearfully, “I’m scared of daddy.”

Maya cocked her head and looked at Nikki confused, “Scared of daddy?”

Nikki reluctantly told her what she had seen Lloyd do to you in the hallway the previous day. Maya’s brows furrowed and her bottom lip trembled as she glared at Nikki.

“Don’t tell anyone I told you, Maya.” Nikki begged her, “Please! I don’t want daddy to be mad at me too.”

The door suddenly opened and Frances walked in with a chipper smile, “Well aren’t you two up early!”

“Good morning, Frances.” they both responded in unison dully.

She looked at them with mock suspicion, “You two are a bunch of gloomy Glorias this morning.”

Frances let Maya out of her crib and helped her down to the floor. Then she made her way over to LJ to wake him so she could change his diaper and give him a quick clean up before taking him to you for his morning feeding.

“Don’t tell, Maya!” Nikki whispered loudly while Frances was preoccupied with LJ in the bathroom.

The two girls heard a knock on the doorframe and turned to see Lloyd smiling as he walked towards them. He bent down and greeted Nikki with a hug first. While he wasn’t looking, Maya grabbed a large metal toy fire truck.

“Hey, Bug!” he beamed at her as she made her way towards him.

Maya swung the truck directly at Lloyd’s face and hit him square in the nose. He screamed as he fell backwards and blood gushed out.

“Maya! What the fuck?!” he yelled as he tried to grab his nose to stem the bleeding.

She ran over and whacked him in on the side of his head directly on the ear. The metal of the toy cut and bruised his skin as she continued to hit him with it. Lloyd curled into a ball and held out his arm to try and block Maya’s blows. Nikki cowered behind Maya’s crib as she watched until Nick came into the room.

Nick rushed to pick Maya up to move her away from Lloyd. He put her down and snatched the toy from her. She glared at him and her chest heaved as she huffed angrily. Tears of anger poured down her chubby cheeks.

“Bug,” Nick looked at her alarmed as he gently held her by the shoulders, “What’s going on? What did we say about hitting?”

“No hitting, daddy?!” she sassed him back, “Nikki– Nikki told me daddy was mean to mommy!” she shrieked, angrily pointing at her sister, “Daddy was bad!”

Nick looked at Nikki as she tried to make herself as small as she could. His heart sank when he realized how afraid she was and he beckoned her over gently to pull the two girls into a hug.

Lloyd groaned as he got up from the ground and held his nose to stem the bleeding. He glared at Nikki and she whimpered against Nick’s chest.

He turned and scowled at Lloyd, “Get out! Now!” he barked, making the girls jump from the sudden loud noise.

Lloyd huffed and turned to walk out before stopping at the door for a moment, “I’m proud of you, Bug.” he smirked at Maya, “I always knew you were mine.”

“I DON’T LIKE YOU ANYMORE, DADDY!!!” Maya screamed at him, “I DON’T LIKE YOU!! I DON’T -” her voice broke and she couldn’t finish her sentence before she started sobbing.

“LEAVE!” Nick growled at him as he held the girls tightly.

Lloyd sucked his teeth as he angrily stormed out of the room. His hands were balled into fists at his sides as he stalked through the house on his way to the bedroom. Lloyd hadn’t faced a single consequence for how he treated you until now and he was furious.

~~~

You sat in the tub quietly pondering how you were going to escape if Nick and Lloyd were able to transport you to the new location. Your body was sore and all of your muscles ached from the men’s frenzy the night before. You suddenly heard the bedroom door slam shut and Lloyd’s voice from the other room.

“My own fucking kids!” he fumed to himself, “A bunch of little goddamn traitors.”

You got out of the bath as quietly as possible and wrapped a towel around you before watching him from the doorway.

“YOu wErE meAN tO MOmMy.” he sourly mocked Maya as he ripped off his bloodied shirt.

He let out a frustrated growl when he noticed blood on his white pants, “Just when things were going so fucking well this morning!” he fumed, “Now I’ve gotta deal with this shit too!”

You bristled at him mocking the children, “Lloyd?” You suddenly piped up, getting his attention, “Oh my god!” you gasped when you saw his bloodied face.

After years of being trained to tend to him you instinctively rushed over to check his wounds.

“What happened? Are the girls okay?” you asked him panicked as you held his face to examine it.

“The girls are fine.” he responded condescendingly with an irritated smile, “You know what’s not fine though, Sunshine, huh? My fucking face!”

You put your hands down and backed away from him but he grabbed you by your arm roughly before you could get too far.

“You wanna know what happened? Hm?” he stepped closer menacingly and loomed over you, “Our daughter, our precious little Maya took a fuckin’ toy firetruck to my face.”

You looked at him confused, “Maya? Maya would nev-”

“Oh, she did. She did.” He smiled at you with his head cocked to the side, “Because Nikki blabbed to her about what she saw yesterday in the hallway. That little snitch!”

Your eyes went wide in horror as his words registered. Neither of them should have known what happened. You knew that both girls were hurting and you weren’t there with them. You tried to wrench your arm away from Lloyd to leave.

“Let me go, please.” You pulled your arm but his grip only tightened, “I need to check on Maya. The girls need me right now.”

“No. They don’t.” he responded flatly, “Nick is there with them. I need you here, with me.”

Lloyd gave you a wolfish grin, his smile appearing more menacing than it already was due to his blood soaked mustache. He yanked down your towel and watched it fall to the floor.

“Whoops!” he chuckled as he lifted a hand to play with one of your nipples, “You’re going to stay here and help me clean up and then you’re going to lick my wounds, Sunshine.”

You gulped and tried to cover yourself, but he whacked your hand away, “Chop-chop, sweetheart. Move your ass before all of this blood dries.”

You reluctantly scurried into the bathroom to find a washcloth. Lloyd took a seat on the counter top and eyed you lecherously as you went to wet the cloth in the sink.

“Damn!” he winced as you started to clean his nose, “That stings!”

“I’m sorry! I’m sorry!” you apologized hurriedly.

“Be more careful.” He chided you before his hands started to roam your naked body. He hummed as he watched your skin become prickly from his touch.

He observed you with an amused glint in his eyes, “You know, now that I think about it, this thing with Maya has a silver lining.” He mused, “I used to think that hot little temper of hers was from you. Ya know, before we set you straight. But after this morning, I know that’s all me.”

Another reason you needed to get out of there with your kids. Them growing up to be just like their fathers was your biggest fear – particularly Lloyd. Maya was your sweet baby girl and you intended to keep her that way. You would die before you let Lloyd turn her into a monster just like him.

“I mean, no warning, no hesitation,” he started to brag proudly, “she just picked that truck right up and then wham! Straight to the fucking face. Yeah, yeah that’s my kid alright.”

“She’s my daughter.” You angrily thought to yourself, “Fucking asshole.”

“You’re a good mom.” He said out of nowhere. “She did it because she loves you, ‘cus you're a good mom.”

You were so shocked that you nearly dropped the rag, but quickly recovered.

“Not like my mom. She was a fucking psychotic bitch.” He continued on, “That’s why I’m so hard on you. My kids deserve the best.”

You didn’t know what to say, so you just continued on with your task and tried to avoid gaze. Lloyd grabbed your wrist to stop you and held you by your chin.

“That was a compliment, Sunshine. And what do we say when we get compliments?”

“Thank you, Lloyd.” you replied submissively before he let your hand go.

Lloyd gave your ass a quick slap, “Good girl. Now, hurry up and finish. I need to bend you over this counter and work out all this tension.”

Chapter 14

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Guns, Lies & Fairy Tales XII

Relationship: Lloyd Hansen x Reader x Nick Fowler; Ari Levinson x Reader

Summary: Your world is ripped apart when a stranger with a vendetta finds you and your children.

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11

A/N: Thank you to the lovely @straywords for helping me work through a very important aspect of two key characters’ relationship :)

Words: 4.4k

Series Warnings: Non-con, dub-con, kidnapping, Stockholm Syndrome, childbirth, lactation kink, physical, emotional, and psychological abuse, isolation, violence, torture, murder, smut, anal sex, degradation, allusion to forced pregnancy, angst, trauma, and other warnings to be added.

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MINORS DO NOT INTERACT 18+ ONLY, NSFW

Twenty years ago…

Lloyd and Nick stood next to each other at the shooting range with the other recruits watching them from behind. They had the highest scores and it came down to the two of them to compete against each other.

“Hansen, Fowler,” the trainer said, “Go!”

The two men started firing at the target focusing as hard as they could at the center of it. They kept going until they emptied their clips and then quickly put their pistols down. They hit the buttons that moved the targets up so the instructor could examine them.

He whistled as he looked at them, thoroughly impressed, “Goddamn. I’d hate to be your target in real life.” he chuckled as he gazed at the bullet holes.

He looked between the two and noticed that Nick had one hole that went outside of the center of the target further than Lloyd’s.

“Hansen, looks like you’re the best shot in your class.” he told him with a crooked smile before turning to the other recruits, “You can learn a thing or two from him. I expect the rest of you to get your asses in here to practice more. It could save your life one day.”

The rest of the class shuffled out quickly, some of them huffing and others with their shoulders slumped in defeat. Lloyd chuckled at how disappointed some of them were until he noticed Nick about to follow them out.

“Hey! Fowler!” Lloyd called out to him, “Come here for a sec!”

Nick turned around and made his way back over to Lloyd, “What’s up?”

Lloyd put his hands on his hips and gave Nick a quick once over, “You’re pretty good. How about we team up? We’ll kick everyone’s asses on team assignments.”

He looked at Lloyd skeptically as he mulled it over. Lloyd was good and Nick didn’t want to risk being put with someone weaker in the group. When he’d decided he held out his hand to Lloyd.

“Sure, deal.” Nick told him, “And you can just call me Nick.”

He shook his hand with a wolfish grin, “Alright then, Nick. Just call me Lloyd.”

~~~

You were dreading dinner and what would come after. You hadn’t seen Nikki since the incident in the hallway. Nick told you to rest and that he would take care of Lloyd and the situation with Nikki. You wanted to go to her and not leave her with them, but you were also so ashamed of what she had seen.

The kids weren’t in the dining room and neither were Nick and Lloyd when you arrived. You sat there nervously waiting for the others to show up and were disappointed when Lloyd came in first.

He looked down at you and stroked your cheek gently, “I’m sorry about this afternoon. I let my temper get away from me.”

He bent down and gave you a kiss on the forehead and then a claiming yet tender one on the lips. It took you by surprise and your nerves started to settle.

“See, he can be nice.” the captive side of you said, “He just apologized.”

“I promise. I really am sorry.” He murmured against your lips before letting you go and taking a seat across from you.

You hadn’t noticed Nick leaning against the wall observing the two of you. He smiled at both of you and walked over to give you another kiss.

“It’s so much better when we all get along.” he said before turning to Lloyd, “And it’s better for the kids.”

You heard little footsteps running towards the room as Nikki and Maya ran in. Florence carried LJ and set him down in his high chair next to you. You noticed Nikki’s sullen face and instead of going to Lloyd like she did with most meals, she took a seat on your lap instead.

“I want to sit with you for dinner, mommy.” She said softly as she looked up at you.

You stroked her hair and the sadness in her eyes broke your heart, “Okay, Pumpkin.” you smiled down at her, “Want to help me feed LJ too?”

“Mhm,” she nodded her head, “I can help, mommy.”

You looked across the table and noticed Lloyd staring at the two of you. He wasn’t glaring and it was a look you’d only seen him have when sometimes looking at you and Nick. He was hurt. His shoulders were slightly slumped and he lacked the typical air of bravado he normally had.

You turned your focus away from him – fuck him – he deserved to be upset. You opened up the jar of baby food for LJ and showed Nikki how to feed him. He grinned and babbled when she took the spoon, Nikki had never fed him before and he squirmed in excitement.

Nikki giggled as she tried to get the spoon into LJ’s mouth while he kept playfully turning his head away. You could hear Nick chuckling as he watched and then heard a chair scoot away from the table.

“Hey, Pumpkin, can I help too?” Lloyd asked Nikki with a tepid smile as he stood near you.

She looked up at him hesitantly before handing him the spoon, “Here, you can do it, daddy.” before curling against you away from him. She wouldn’t look at him and you felt her hands clutch your shirt as she buried her face in your chest. You could tell she was afraid of him and so you held her tightly to try and soothe her.

“I wanna go upstairs.” she muttered as she kept her gaze away from her father, “I’m not hungry anymore.”

“Sweetie, I - “

You held Nikki against you protectively and gave Lloyd a warning look. He let out a frustrated sigh and placed LJ’s spoon down on the tray of his high chair. He walked out of the dining room without saying anything else, leaving the rest of you to have dinner in peace.

When you finally finished you took the kids up to get ready for bed. Maya and LJ were both out pretty quickly, but Nikki stirred in her bed anxiously. She was normally the first to fall asleep, so you sat on her bed to try and talk to her.

“Sweetheart, I know what you saw must have been -”

“-- can you stay with me, mommy?” she interrupted, “Please?”

You climbed into bed and pulled her into you, “Of course, Pumpkin. I’ll be here until you fall asleep, okay?”

~~~

Eighteen years ago…

Nick and Lloyd stood in the middle of the small room with dead Taliban fighters strewn throughout the house they’d raided. It was for an “off the books” mission they’d been tasked with to find a palette of money the US had given the Northern Alliance, and that the Taliban had stolen during transport.

Lloyd took his crowbar and started to open up the crates nearby. He let out a deep belly laugh when he saw the stacks of American dollars filling the crate to the brim.

“Jesus, how much do you think is in here?” Nick asked wide eyed, having never seen this amount of money in his life.

“Few mil easily.” Lloyd answered nonchalantly.

He started to remove plates from his armored vest and replace them with the stacks of 100 dollar bills. He filled his cargo pants with more money, along with a secret lining in his backpack.

Nick stared at his friend shocked, “Lloyd, what the fuck are you doing? We’re supposed to call this in.”

“No one is going to miss the amount I’m taking. The agency has a blank check and throws money and weapons at these guys like it’s nothing. You really think they’re going to audit it if they even could?”

Nick stood there for a second staring at Lloyd and then paced the room. They would be screwed if they got caught and being an agent was everything to Nick. At the same time, Lloyd was right. There was zero chance of anyone finding out.

“Okay, okay.” Nick relented, slightly anxious before he followed Lloyd’s lead and started taking some of the cash.

Lloyd watched him as he did what he was told before opening up a large cloth sack that was sitting next to five others. Nick knew the smell that wafted out of it. Opium.

“Lloyd -”

Lloyd snickered at him, “We’re selling this.”

“What?!”

“Listen, I’ve gotta contact at the DEA who can get this stuff to a cartel.”

“What if we get caught. We’re going to get kicked out of the agency. We’re going to go to jail!”

Lloyd sighed and walked over to Nick. There was something about his innocence that Lloyd liked, along with corrupting him little by little. Lloyd put his hands on Nick’s shoulders and gave him a reassuring look.

“Haven’t I always taken care of you, Nick?”

“Yes.” Nick nodded in agreement, “It’s just that -”

“-- Do you trust me? Have I ever given you a reason not to?”

“You haven’t steered me wrong yet.” Nick agreed reluctantly, “I trust you.”

Lloyd grinned at him and grabbed him by the face, “Good.” then gave him a quick kiss on the forehead and slapped his cheeks, “We’re gonna be richer than god. Just you watch!”

~~~

Nick and Lloyd sat in their study in silence as you were putting the kids to bed. They were both upset about Nikki, but Lloyd was the one moping.

“It’s your fault,” Nick abruptly chided him, “It’s your fault our daughter is afraid of you and she should be.”

Lloyd clutched his glass tightly and narrowed his eyes at him, “I would never hurt her. Ever.”

“But how would she know that? Huh?

“I told her that after – after what happened.”

Nick rubbed his face in frustration and let out a sharp exhale, “Well, you’re gonna have to prove that to her and don’t fucking hit Y/N again.”

“I won’t, Nick, I prom -”

“-- I’m speaking. Do not interrupt me.” Nick warned him forcefully, “I know you don’t love Y/N, but you need to remember that the kids do. She’s their mother and you seem to forget that sometimes.”

There was a pregnant pause before Nick continued, “Why don’t you love her? After all this time? After everything we put her through?”

Lloyd took a gulp of his drink and gazed at Nick, “Because I already love someone else, but I think you knew that already.”

Nick stared at him for a while. Deep down he had known, but he tried to explain it away as best he could.

“Why didn’t you tell me? Say something earlier?”

Lloyd scoffed and rolled his eyes, “So you could reject me? We ruin our partnership and everything we built?”

“You don’t know that.” Nick admitted, “Before Y/N…maybe I would have, you know. But I’m in love with her now and I love you because you’re my best friend.”

A flicker of jealousy crossed Lloyd’s face, “Yeah, well, no one would have accepted us in this business. Or even just me. They wouldn’t have taken me seriously and then where would we be?”

Nick gave him a smirk, “With the psycho shit you pull all the time they would still take you seriously.” he chuckled lightly.

That elicited a laugh from Lloyd. He smiled down at his glass before turning his attention back to Nick. He was walking towards him and bent down to grab his face. Lloyd looked up at him slightly confused before Nick gave him a soft chase kiss on the lips. Lloyd stared at Nick in shock as he pulled away and stood up.

“Tonight’s not about you. It’s not about me.” Nick told him calmly, “It’s about Y/N.”

~~~

You sat on the bed waiting for Nick and Lloyd nervously. You’d put on the sky blue lace lingerie they’d laid out for you and their favorite shade of ruby lipstick. They loved how messy it was when they fucked you, smeared across your face and theirs.

It was going to be a long night given they hadn’t seen you for months. They were always ravenous, feral almost, when they would fuck you after their business trips. You tried to calm yourself by taking deep breaths, but your hands were clammy and your heart pounded in your chest.

“I can do this. I can do this.” You chanted to yourself. You just had to endure it until Ari could find you.You felt like you were betraying him, but you tried to put that out of your head. You knew in your heart that he wouldn’t be mad at you, he would be enraged at Nick and Lloyd.

“They’ll make you feel good. You know that.” your captive voice tried to convince you, “Admit it. You’re going to like it.”

“Shut up! Just shut the fuck up!”

You heard the door open and Nick and Lloyd came into the room and made a beeline for the bed. They each sat down next to you and Nick turned your face towards his.

“You look so beautiful, Princess.” Nick seductively purred as he stroked your cheek.

You flinched when you felt Lloyd’s knuckles gently drag up and down your arm. He quickly grabbed your face to look at him.

“Hey, it’s okay.” he cooed, “I’m not gonna hurt you. I promise, Sunshine.”

He leaned in and gave you a tender yet passionate kiss. You felt your hair stand on edge and began to hyperventilate. Lloyd put his hand on your chest and held it there while he looked you in the eyes softly.

“Just breathe, Y/N.” he instructed, “Take deep breaths. I’ve got you, sweetheart.”

“He just wants you to be a good wife. Do as he says.”

You didn’t have a choice and you felt like you were going to suffocate, so you did as instructed. Breathed in and out as Lloyd counted for you, his hand still on your heaving chest. Your heart rate began to slow down and he kissed you again before removing his hand.

Nick joined him and hungrily fought for your mouth as his hands began to roam your body. Lloyd rubbed your bundle of nerves over the lace of your panties and small whine escaped your lips. You felt the heat bloom in your core and tried to swallow the shame. You could feel how quickly the lace was becoming wet, soaking from Lloyd’s touch.

He pulled your panties to the side and your breath hitched as he slid two of his thick fingers inside of you. You moaned when he began pumping them in and out of you, massaging your sweet spot exactly how you liked it.

“Does that feel good, Princess?” Nick asked huskily against your lips.

“Mhhmm,” You moaned instinctively as your hips started to rock and meet the rhythm of Lloyds fingers.

His thumb toyed with your swollen bundle of nerves and you could hear the squelching from your pussy with each ministration.

“See. I told you they would make you feel good.”

Nick kissed down your chest and pulled down your bra. His tongue swirled around your hardened nipples as he cupped your tender flesh. Lloyd stopped briefly and pulled down your panties to gain better access to your cunt. He placed your legs over his shoulders before dipping his head back down to suck on your clit. His mustache tickled as his fingers started to pump in and out of you again. He applied more pressure onto the special spot inside of you and you mewled as the pleasure grew.

Nick moved one of his hands down to your lower belly to hold you still as your body started to tremble while your orgasm grew. You were squirming underneath his hold as came apart on Lloyd’s tongue and fingers. Nick devoured your moans as if they were the sweetest thing he had ever tasted.

You were gasping for air when Lloyd pulled off of you with a pop. He kneeled between your legs, his mustache glistening with a satisfied smirk on his face. He held his fingers out for Nick to taste the glistening slick webbing of your juices on his fingers. Nick moaned as he slurped your cum while Lloyd pushed his fingers in and out slowly.

Nick bent down to give you a sloppy kiss to taste yourself. Your ruby lipstick was smeared around his face.

“Are you okay, Princess?”

You nodded your head submissively knowing that it was the only answer you could give. Yet you also ached with need after being trained to want them for so long. Nick beamed at you before he and Lloyd began to strip off their clothes hurriedly.

Nick laid on his back and beckoned you on top. You obeyed and straddled him before grabbing his hard meaty cock. You let out a shuttering exhale as you lined his fleshy head up with your folds and slowly pushed down. He quickly grabbed your hips and pushed you down in one quick movement, making you squeak as he sharply hit your cervix.

You put your hands on his chest and rocked your hips as he guided them with his hands. Lloyd came behind you and played with your clit while kissing down your back. You tilted your hips at just the right angle for his cock to massage your velvety walls in the perfect spots.

“Fuuuck!” Nick groaned underneath you, “You feel so good, baby. So fucking perfect.”

“Did you hear that? ” Lloyd murmured in your ear, “Look at him. He’s staring at you like you’re a goddess.”

“You’re goddamn right she is.” Nick grunted as he started to thrust up into you, “I fucking love you, Princess.”

“I love you too, baby.” You responded breathily as your nails dug into his chest.

“Don’t lie to yourself. You know you still do.”

“You still love him.”

You felt another orgasm beginning to build and you rocked your hips even faster to meet Nick’s quickening pace. Lloyd circled your clit even harder and you felt your legs tense and shake around Nick’s hips.

“That’s it, Sunshine.” Lloyd groaned behind you, “Cream on Nick’s cock. Make a mess for me.”

You felt Lloyd stick his hand down behind you to play with the wet sticky slick that now coated the base of Nick’s cock and his balls. Nick’s body jerked when Lloyd started to toy with them and his cock stirred inside of you.

“Fuck! Keep doing that.” Nick hissed at Lloyd as he continued to hammer into you.

Your orgasm shot through you and you nearly pushed yourself off of Nick from how forcefully you clenched around him. Lloyd pushed you down by your shoulders to keep you in place as Nick’s thrusts became frantic and desperate. Nick grabbed you tight enough around your hips that it felt like they were going to break as he came with a loud moan. He pulled you down towards him and crashed his lips against yours as he held your face.

Lloyd hummed behind you as he played with the cum that had slipped out of you as Nick softened. You had almost forgotten he was in the room until he started laying soft gentle kisses on your shoulders.

He pulled you away delicately from Nick, “Come on, Sunshine. I missed you too.”

He laid you on your back as Nick got out of the way. Nick stroked your cheek as Lloyd nestled in between your thighs. He’d always been rough with you, but tonight he was uncharacteristically tender so far. You weren’t sure what to anticipate and your body seized up in fear as he started to push past your folds.

“Just relax, Princess.” Nick cooed as he grabbed and held one of your hands before planting sweet kisses all over your face, “It’ll feel better if you do. You know how hard he makes you cum.”

The stretch burned as Lloyd pushed through your stiff core, forcing you to accommodate his girth. He stilled for just a moment before he started slamming into you. You let out a pained yelp at his first thrust and whimpered with each movement.

“Easy, Sunshine.” Lloyd grunted as he looked down at you as annoyance spread across his face, “You were so good for Nick. You just need to relax, baby.”

He wrapped one of your legs around his waist and started to snap his hips into you faster, “Fit me so well.” he snarled against your neck, “Like a fucking glove.”

You let out a pained gasp with one particularly harsh stroke and Nick turned his attention to Lloyd.

“Slow down.” he warned him, but Lloyd ignored him and kept going, “Lloyd, I said slow the fuck down.”

“Don’t tell me how to fuck my wife!” Lloyd sneered at him as he continued to rut into you, “I don’t say shit to you when I watch.”

You squeezed your eyes shut when Lloyd grabbed your face and plunged his tongue into your mouth. He bit down on your lower lip enough to draw blood. You felt Nick move away from you and Lloyd suddenly stopped moving. His body quaked and you felt an extra weight on top of you.

“SHIT!” he gasped as his fingers clawed into the sheets above your head.

“Is this what you wanted, huh?” you heard Nick growl behind him as Lloyd’s body began to jerk on top of you.

You opened your eyes and saw Nick grabbing Lloyd roughly by the hair as he fucked him with slow deep strokes. Your jaw dropped and you looked up at him wide eyed in shock. Nick smirked at you and then bent down to give you a quick kiss before turning his attention back to Lloyd.

“You like this, cupcake?” Nick taunted him, “You like my dick spreading that tight little hole of yours.”

“Fuck! Yes!” Lloyd moaned out as he started to move inside of you again.

“Good.” Nick grunted as he started to pound into Lloyd’s ass, “Maybe I just need to fuck the mean out of you, huh? I guess you’re too fucking dumb to know how to behave without my cock in you.”

Lloyd worked into a rhythm that matched Nick’s and your thighs tightened around him as the force of both of them hit spots in you that made your toes curl. Your hands instinctively pulled wrapped around Lloyd’s back and your nails dug into his flesh.

“You both feel so good.” you heard him moan over the sinful cocophany of wet skin smaking against skin and the squelching of your holes being fucked.

Nick gazed down at the sight of you two and licked his lips, “Make her cum again. Make her cum or I’m gonna pull out.”

Lloyd dipped one of his hands between the two of you and started to toy with your bundle of nerves again. Your pussy quivered around him and you mewled as he massaged your inner walls with vigor. You felt the fire grow in your belly as you got closer to the edge.

“That’s the spot. Isn’t it, Sunshine. Squeeze my cock, baby, come on.”

“Be a good girl and cum for us, Princess.”

You let go at the sound of their words and your body thrashed as flood your juices squirted out of your pussy. You let out a broken scream as the pleasure shot up your spine through white hot lightning. Your eyes rolled as the men praised you.

“Good girl, Sunshine. Such a good girl, squirting all over my cock.”

Nick and Lloyd gave you sloppy claiming kisses before Nick told Lloyd to let you move out of the way. You laid next to them panting and covered in sweat. Both mens cum spilled out of you and mixed with the slick and squirt covering your thighs.

Nick pulled Lloyd’s hips up and shoved his face into the mattress so that his ass was in the air. He lined up with his puckered hole and slammed past his ring of muscles, nearly jolting Lloyd into the headboard. Nick instantly took up a brutalizing pace.

“I guess this is what I need to get you to act right.” Nick snarled as he rutted into him roughly, “I need to fuck the stupid out of that dumb little brain of yours, cupcake.”

Lloyd went slack jawed as his hands clutched the sheets. You saw his body begin to shake and his cock twitch as it bobbed against his stomach.

“Look at you moaning like a little whore. You’re fucking pathetic.”

Nick’s tanned muscular body glistened with sweat as he continued to fuck Lloyd’s ass raw. He gave him a sharp spank, “You like being fucked like some cheap filthy cockslut. Don’t you, cupcake?”

Lloyd meweled wantonly as he eagerly took everything that Nick was giving him.

“Princess, play with Lloyd’s cock.” Nick ordered you as his breathing became labored.

You spat on your palm and firmly grabbed his hard length. You stroked him fast and could feel his cock begging to pulsate as he came on his stomach and the sheets. Some of it spurted on to his neck and chin, but he was too busy bucking his ass against Nick’s thighs to notice.

Nick pushed Lloyd onto his stomach and wrapped his arm around his neck. Nick choked Lloyd with his forearm as he chased his own high. His strokes became brutal and animalistic.

“Gonna make you suck my cock later. Cum all over your stupid fucking face and put you in your place.”

“Gonna fill this ass with with my - FUCK!” Nick came with a loud roar and he gave Lloyd a few more powerful strokes before collapsing onto him.

Nick’s body trembled as he came down from his high. He laid on top of him as they both caught their breaths and then wiped the sweat from his brow before rolling back onto the mattress. Pink tinged cum dripped from Lloyd’s abused hole and he turned his head to face you and Nick.

Nick stroked your cheek and smiled at you before giving you a passionate kiss, “I’m sorry, Princess. I know tonight was supposed to be about you, but it looks someone needed to have some tension fucked out of them.

He got up and slapped Lloyd’s ass before getting out of the bed. Lloyd winced on impact, sore and overstimulated.

“Where are you going?” he asked Nick breathily.

“To wash my dick. I’m not done with either of you yet and I meant what I said about making you choke on my cock, cupcake.”

Chapter 13

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Guns, Lies & Fairy Tales XI

Relationship: Lloyd Hansen x Reader x Nick Fowler; Ari Levinson x Reader

Summary: Your world is ripped apart when a stranger with a vendetta finds you and your children.

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10

Words: 3.5k

Series Warnings: Non-con, kidnapping, Stockholm Syndrome, domestic violence, childbirth, lactation kink, physical, emotional, and psychological abuse, isolation, violence, torture, murder, smut, allusion to forced pregnancy, angst, trauma, and other warnings to be added.

This is a DARK fic and you are responsible for your own media consumption.

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT 18+ ONLY, NSFW

The agent looked up from the screen and at Gustafsson with a worried look on his face, “Ma’am we’ve lost signal. It suddenly went out at the drop point.”

She let out a sharp exhale as runned the bridge of her nose, “Fuck!”

Ari glared at her, his fists at his sides and his face turning red with rage, “YOU FUCKING LOST HER!!” he hollered at her.

Gustafsson flinched at his sudden outburst and backed up as he stalked towards quickly. He stood merely inches away from her and pointed in her face. Ari’s bright blue eyes were now dark with fury as he loomed over her.

“I fucking told you the diaper bag wasn’t enough and you wouldn’t listen. Now how the fuck are we supposed to find my wife?!” he snarled at her practically foaming at the mouth, “We were supposed to protect her!”

Gustafsson's cheek twitched as Ari continued to unload on her in front of her team, “You need to calm down or you’re going to be dismissed, Agent Levinson.” she gritted through her teeth, “Need I remind you, that this is my operation and I outrank you. You throwing a tantrum isn’t going to help us find Fowler and Hansen.”

Ari backed away and looked at her in disbelief, “Wow,” he scoffed, “You really are a fucking piece of work, Director.”

“Get the fuck out.”

“Excuse me?”

“You’re too close to this and it’s going to put the rest of the team in danger.”

“If anything, it’s your incompetence that’s going to get people killed. Just like the first raid you were in charge of.”

She stuck her chest out as she stared back at him, “You’re dismissed, Levinson. Now get your shit and leave.”

Ari angrily brushed past her to go collect his things from upstairs. He came back down with his duffle bag in tow.

“One of you escort him off the property.” she angrily directed the agents.

An agent made a move towards Ari but Mateo beat him to it, “I’ll do it, ma’am.”

“Good. Now get moving.”

Mark looked at her and shook his head. He followed Ari and Mateo out of the safehouse as the other agents stared at them in an awkward silence. Mateo got to the end of the property and kept driving as Mark pulled out a tablet from his bag.

“We’ve still got a signal on her, Ari.” he said as he watched the little red dot that indicated your location, “They’re about an hour and a half away, but our meeting point is an hour in the opposite direction.”

Ari took a deep breath to calm himself. He knew where you were and it was just a matter of time before he could get you. After an hour-long drive they arrived at the meeting point where the rest of his former team – Niamh, Ludo, and João– were waiting for him. His teammates rushed him with hugs when he got out of the car.

“How are you holding up, Ari?” Niamh asked him.

“As best I can, given the circumstances. Thank god I had a backup plan to extract her.”

“Well Gustafsson fucking up was to be expected.”

“But on that note, my friend, let’s go over the plan again.” João interrupted them, “We may only get one shot at this until who knows when. We need to be prepared.”

~~~

Mascara stained your cheeks and your scalp stung as Lloyd pulled on your hair tightly at the root. Each snap of his hips burned your already tender throat as the meaty head of his cock pummeled against it. He’d spent the last two hours rotating between forcing orgasms out of overstimulated body, drinking your milk, and fucking your throat like a fleshlight.

“Good girl, Sunshine.” He groaned and threw his head back, “Good fucking girl.”

You’d arrived at the safehouse half an hour ago, but Lloyd instructed the driver to tell Nick that he was getting “reacquainted” with you and would be out when he was done.

“Tell him to keep the kids in their playroom.” He ordered before the driver left.

Lloyd hissed as he neared his climax, “So fucking good!”

His strokes somehow became even more brutal until his cock twitched and he shoved your face into his short hairs and held you there. You almost retched but held it in as drool poured down your chin and onto your chest. It felt like he was trying to suffocate you. His salty cum stung as it poured down your throat, but he kept you in place until his cock softened in your mouth.

You fell to the floor gasping for breath. Your breathing panicked and your heart pounded against your chest. Lloyd stared down at you with a crooked smile before helping you up. He wiped your sweaty coils from your face and kissed your forehead.

“You were a bad wife and you deserved this.” a small familiar voice in your head scolded you, “You cheated on Lloyd. You cheated on your husbands.”

“No. No. I didn’t.” you thought, trying to push the voice away, “Nick and Lloyd are bad. They’re bad.”

“Still with me, Sunshine?” Lloyd cooed as he ran his knuckles gently up and down your cheeks.

You looked up at him in a daze, your body swaying from exhaustion. He wiped some of the drool from your chin and rubbed your lower lip softly.

“Come on, here.” He told you as he held out the dress he’d brought.

He held you by the waist as he led you towards the door where Nick was waiting. The house was in Nick and Lloyd’s typical style. It was a small mansion, but instead of manicured lawns like before it was surrounded by a wooded area.

Nick’s jaw clenched as he watched you near him, but then his eyes softened as you got closer. Your hair was disheveled and there was a small cut on your cheek from where Lloyd had smacked you on the cheek. Dried cum covered your chest and your legs wobbled as you walked towards Nick. He looked over at Lloyd like he wanted to murder him and when you saw the look in his eyes you rushed towards him.

“Nick can protect me.” you thought to yourself. He tried to for the most part at least.

“He wouldn’t need to if you hadn’t fucked Ari like some slut” The other voice sneered at you.

You wrapped your arms around Nick tightly. He held you against him and rubbed your back gently.

“It’s okay, Princess.” he cooed, “You’re home now. You’re safe.”

You didn’t notice him looking over your shoulder, scowling at Lloyd. Lloyd simply rolled his eyes as he walked by the two of you into the house. Nick pulled away and stroked your cheek.

“How about we get you cleaned up, okay? You can see the kids afterwards.”

You nodded your head, unable to speak from how raw your throat was. Nick led you up to his bedroom and to the bathroom. He ran you a bath and you gingerly stepped in as he held your hand to steady you. To your surprise he didn’t join you, but instead sat on a stool next to you. Nick gently washed your body in silence before working on your hair.

“I’m sorry about Lloyd,” he said, finally breaking the silence as he massaged your scalp, “I’ll talk to him.”

You curled your knees into yourself, “It wasn’t my fault,” you whispered hoarsely, “I’m so confused, Nick.” you began to lie to him, “The things that Ari and the others told me. They were so bad.”

“That’s what I thought, Princess. I knew you’d never say those things on your own.”

“I’m sorry.”

Nick stopped what he was doing and tilted your chin up to face him. He gave you a gentle yet passionate kiss and then looked down at you adoringly.

“But…but Lloyd,” you started cautiously, “he’s so mean to me. The first thing he did when he picked me up was punish me.”

“He loves you, he’s just an asshole. I’ll talk to him, I promise.”

“He doesn’t.” your voice broke and you felt the tears well in your eyes. It hurt so much for him to say it, “He told me himself in the car on the way here.”

Nick furrowed his brow and his eyes darkened, “He said what?”

You sniffled and told Nick about your conversation with Lloyd. He was beside himself. His knuckles were as white as the tub from gripping it so hard and his face was bright red.

“He didn’t mean it.” Nick denied, fully knowing what Lloyd said was the truth, “He was just upset. You know how he can get.”

“Okay…” You nodded your head submissively.

“Come on, Princess. It’s lunch time and I know the kids are excited to see you.”

You looked down guiltily, “Even Nikki? I was so mean the last time -”

“Especially Nikki,” he cut you off gently, “She knows you didn’t mean what you said and that she was wrong for pushing Maya.”

He stroked your hair and gave you a soft smile, “Let’s go. Everything’s going to be alright now that you’re home.”

~~~

You nervously walked into the small dining room fidgeting with the skirt of your dress. Nikki sat on Lloyd’s lap, picking the food off his plate and ignoring her own. Maya sat happily next to Nick in her high chair messily eating her lunch while Nick fed LJ baby food.

Maya perked up when she saw you and tried reaching for you, “Mommy!!!”

LJ squealed and nearly knocked the small rubber spoon out of Nick’s hand. The sight of your children was bittersweet. You were glad they were okay, but it also hurt to see them with their fathers again. They were so happy to be with them.

“Look at them.” the voice in your said, “You’re being selfish by taking them away just so that you can be with Ari.”

“They should be with their fathers and deep down you know it.”

You walked over quickly to Maya and squeezed her chubby cheeks before giving her a peck on the forehead. She giggled and went back to eating her food. You did the same to LJ and Nick pulled you toward him for a quick kiss. Nikki looked at you anxiously and curled into Lloyd.

Lloyd gently nudged her, “Do you have something you’d like to say to your mother, Pumpkin?”

You braced yourself, not knowing what she was going to say after she’d spent so much time with Lloyd.

“I’m sorry for scaring you, mommy.” She apologized softly, “I know that was bad.”

You let out a sigh of relief and rushed over to her, “It’s okay, Nikki.” you cooed as you hugged her, “I know you were upset and I was being mean.”

“Something else you’d like to say, Sunshine?”

You peered up at Lloyd and back down at Nikki as she looked up at you expectantly.

“Something about what you said to her before she ran off.”

You knew what he meant. You plastered a fake smile on your face, “I’m sorry about what I said, Pumpkin. I was mad… and confused. I shouldn’t have said that about your daddies. They aren’t bad.”

Nikki looked at you for a moment and then reached out to hug you, “Okay, mommy.”

You embraced her tightly and stroked her hair. You gave her a kiss on the side of her head before letting her go. Lloyd grabbed you by your hand and kissed your palm before holding it to his cheek.

“A little sugar for me, Sunshine?”

You leaned in and gave him a chaste kiss on the lips. He held your face close to his.

“I love you, Y/N.” He said in a volume just loud enough for the rest of the table to hear.

Your stomach churned, knowing that he only said those words because Nick told him to. They weren’t true and that stung more than him not saying them in the first place.

“I love you too, honey.”

You took your seat across from Nick, Maya and LJ. You offered to help feed LJ but Nick insisted you eat your lunch and he’d take care of it. The kids babbled happily with their fathers and part of you missed it.

“This is nice.” the voice said, “This is the way things are supposed to be.”

“It’s not.” You retorted, “I’m supposed to be with Ari.”

“Keep telling yourself that. It'll only be a matter of time.”

You looked down at your plate and saw your favorites. The smell wafted up and you instantly felt nauseated. You excused yourself from the table and made your way to the bathroom you had spotted down the hall. You locked the door and got on your knees as fast as you could to retch into the toilet. You barely had anything in your stomach but you kept dry heaving.

You breathed deeply as you tried to compose yourself. You stood up and sloshed water in your mouth from the sink before splashing on your face. You winced when it hit the cut on your cheek.

“You know what this probably means.”

“Shut up. Shut up.” you warned the voice as you stared at yourself in the mirror, “It’s only happened once.”

“It’ll happen again.”

You fixed your dress and made your way to leave. You were startled when you saw Lloyd standing on the other side of the door. He grabbed you by the neck and held you against the wall. His eyes were wild as he chuckled darkly at you.

“I’m gonna need you to be honest with me, Sunshine. Were you giving your pretty little pussy to Ari? Excuse me, my pussy. You let him cum in what’s mine?”

You gulped as you looked at him, “No-no.”

He took a deep inhale before slapping you, “Don’t fucking lie to me. I’m not an idiot.”

“He knows you were being a whore.”

“I did. I-I had sex with him.” you admitted as you tried to breathe, “because he’s my real husband.”

You didn’t know where the courage to say that had come from. You even surprised yourself.

Lloyd backhanded you and sent you crashing to the floor. He picked you up by your hair so that you’d have to face him.

“Your dumb little brain knows who you belong to. Every inch of you. I swear to god if you’re pregnant, I’ll throw you down the fucking stairs myself.”

You gasped and stared up at him in disbelief. Tears started to stream down your face. You knew he’d do it if you were pregnant with Ari’s baby and Nick wouldn’t do anything about it. He’d be just as furious.

“Daddy?”

Lloyd suddenly let you go and you turned to see Nikki staring at the two of you. Her lip trembled as she looked at you. You turned away in shame and wiped your face to try and clean yourself up. This was the last thing you’d wanted her or any of your kids to see.

“Daddy? What are you doing to mommy?” Her voice quavered as she looked at him.

“Oh, Pumpkin, mommy’s okay.” Lloyd lied as he got on his knees in front of her, “It was just grown up stuff.”

You got up but couldn’t look her in the eye.

She looked at Lloyd skeptically after studying you, “But you said hitting is bad.” she said quietly with a tear streaming down her little face, “Mommy’s lip is bleeding.”

You hadn’t even noticed the cut on your lip. You were too stunned from Nikki catching you and Lloyd to feel the sting. You rushed back into the bathroom and shut the door. You stood with your back against the door and slid down it until you hit the floor.

“It’s your fault Nikki saw that. It’s your fault.”

~~~

Nick punched Lloyd the moment he’d closed the door behind him in the study. He was caught by surprise but quickly recovered and blocked Nick’s second shot at him. Lloyd punched Nick in the ribs twice before Nick uppercut him in the jaw. Lloyd twisted Nick’s other arm and put him in a standing headlock.

“Why don’t you calm down, Nicky-boy and talk to me like a fucking adult.”

Nick headbutted him from behind and Lloyd let go of him as he stumbled backwards.

“You fucking fuck!” Lloyd screamed at him as he tried to stem the bleeding from his nose, “What?! What is your problem?!”

“What’s my fucking problem?!” Nick barked back at him incredulously as he panted, “Nikki fucking saw you hit Y/N. That’s my fucking problem! You shouldn’t even be hitting her in the first place. We fucking agreed, you piece of shit!”

Lloyd chuckled as he steadied himself upright, “She is such a fucking snitch. You’d think being our kid she’d know better.”

“This isn’t fucking funny!” Nick snarled at him as he clutched his ribs, “What the fuck is wrong with you? We just got her back and this is what you do?”

He walked over grabbed Lloyd by the collar, “Ari fucked with her brain so much and when he comes to get her – which he will – she’s gonna run to him if you keep doing this shit, Lloyd!”

“It doesn’t matter what she wants.” Lloyd laughed darkly, “You and I both know what.”

“She's not a thing!” Nick growled as his grip tightened.

“Oh, yeah?” Lloyd mocked him with a shit-eating grin, “If she wanted to go with Ari would you just let her? You’d actually give her a choice?”

Nick’s nostrils flared as he looked at Lloyd. He raised his hand to punch him again but couldn’t follow through and just held his fist near Lloyd’s face. Lloyd was right and he knew it. Nick let him go with a shove.

Lloyd fixed his hair as he looked back at Nick with a facetious glint in his eyes, “That’s what I thought.”

Nick paused and looked at Lloyd remorsefully, “Give her to me. You don’t even love her.”

“No.”

“No?”

“She’s mine, just as much as she is yours, or did you forget our deal, Nick?” Lloyd spat back, now angry at Nick’s audacity to try and take you from him, “When I said I would kill anyone who would take her from me, I fucking meant it. And I know you mean it when you say that too.”

“Lloyd -”

“We’ve been partners for over twenty years, since we first started at the agency. You want to go to war? Huh? Over her?”

“We could make another deal.” Nick tried to plead with him, “Another arrange -”

“And how would that work?” Lloyd got in his face and pointed his finger in his chest, “I never see my kids again? Or would you split them up and just give me LJ and Maya? Leave them without a mother and without Nikki?”

“You don’t even know that Maya is yours!” Nick growled at him.

“ALL THREE OF THEM ARE MINE!” Lloyd exploded, “THAT’S THE FUCKING DEAL! SHE IS AND THEY ARE! JUST AS MUCH AS THEY’RE YOURS!”

Nick leaned against the desk and gazed down at the floor as he tried to collect himself. He looked back at Lloyd who was furious and wild eyed.

“Can you please, please just be nice to her.” Nick begged him, “I know you can be. You were most of the time.”

Lloyd stood with his hands on his hips and sucked his teeth before relenting, “Fine. You’re right. You’re right. I’ll get a hold of myself.”

“Good.” Nick responded with a relieved sigh.

“Besides, I don’t want there to be any tension when we give her a proper welcome tonight. She won’t enjoy herself if her husbands are fighting. And we sure as shit won’t have fun either.”

~~~

“Yes, sir, I understand this is a setback.” Gustafsson replied over the phone, “But I am going to get Hansen and Fowler this time.”

“I know how this looks, but -”

“Sir, they couldn’t have been far from here given the meeting site….yes, I know, sir…thank you. I won’t let you down.”

She hung up the phone and tossed it onto the table. Gustafsson paced around the kitchen anxiously, chewing on her thumb as she tried to think of a solution.

“You’ve really fucked this up, Astrid.” she chided herself angrily, “Three fucking times, you’ve lost these assholes.”

She remembered that Mateo had spent the most time with you other than Ari since you’d been rescued. Perhaps you would have told him something that could help her track Hansen and Fowler down. She picked up her phone and tried calling him but there was no response.

“Come on. Come on. Come on.” she said impatiently as she waited.

The call went to his voicemail and she tried calling again. This time the call was rejected. Gustafsson tried again and once again her call was rejected.

“What the fuck?...” she thought to herself after one more try.

She looked at her watch to see what time it was and realized Mateo hadn’t been back for over four hours since he’d left to escort Ari off the premises. It should not have taken him that long.

“Sons of bitches!” Gustafsson slammed her fists on the table.

“Ma’am?” one of the agents asked cautiously as he approached her.

“It's Levinson and Garcia… They’ve gone rogue.”

Chapter 12

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arithegemini · 2 years ago

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Guns, Lies & Fairy Tales X

Relationship: Lloyd Hansen x Reader x Nick Fowler; Ari Levinson x Reader

Summary: Your world is ripped apart when a stranger with a vendetta finds you and your children.

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9

Words: 3.6k

Series Warnings: Non-con, dub-con, kidnapping, Stockholm Syndrome, childbirth, lactation kink, physical, emotional, and psychological abuse, isolation, violence, torture, murder, smut, allusion to forced pregnancy, angst, trauma, and other warnings to be added.

This is a DARK fic and you are responsible for your own media consumption.

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT 18+ ONLY, NSFW

Ari paced the room angrily with his hands on his hips, still in disbelief over your decision to turn yourself over to Nick and Lloyd.

“You don’t need to do this!” He pleaded with you from across the room, “Y/N, please! I can’t fucking lose you again.”

“It’s the only way and you know it.” You tried to reason with him, “If I don’t go then I’ll have to wait for Gustafsson and her agents to track Nick and Lloyd down. And clearly they aren’t worth shit when it comes to that.”

You looked at him as his eyes pleaded with you and you walked over to the other side of the room to pull him into a hug. He grabbed onto you tightly and pressed his cheek against the top of your head. You felt his tears as they began to drip onto your hair.

“I am scared, Ari.” You admitted softly and pulled away. You held him gently by his face as you gazed into his teary eyes, “I’m scared to go back to those monsters and have my children around them again. But I’ll be less afraid knowing you’re here making sure we get back safe.”

You put your forehead against his, “It’s going to be okay.”

You weren’t sure who you were trying to convince more. You were more than just afraid, you were terrified of facing Lloyd and Nick again and of what they would do to you before you were extracted.

~~~

“We have a big day tomorrow, Bug.” You smiled at her as you tucked her into her crib, “We’re going to see daddies and Nikki.”

She perked up and beamed at you excitedly, “Daddies and Nikki?!”

Your stomach churned as you put on a happy face for her, “Mhm, so you need to be a good girl and go to sleep, okay? You don’t wanna be tired when you see them right?”

She pouted and let out a dramatic sigh, “Okay, mommy. I go to sleep then.”

You gave her a kiss on the forehead and then re-tucked her in. You checked on LJ before turning off the lights and leaving. Your heart was heavy as you walked to your bedroom where Ari was waiting for you. He was fiddling with his computer in bed while you went to brush your teeth.

You climbed into bed with him when you were done and noticed that he had a video pulled up.There was a slight panic, thinking it could be another one of those awful videos he forced you to watch earlier.

He pulled you in closer, “This is our wedding video.” He clicked play and turned to you, “I wanted to watch it with you before you left tomorrow.”

You curled against him and smiled as you watched the two of you standing across from each other during the ceremony. You both looked so happy and you remembered your face hurting from how much you were grinning. You remembered that you had to wipe Ari’s tears away after he’d finally seen you in your dress. You remembered the joy you felt when you finally kissed at the end of the ceremony.

You felt tears sting your eyes as you watched the speeches at the reception and your first dance with him. You knew that you would be taken by Lloyd and Nick shortly after what had been the happiest moments of your life.

It didn’t go unnoticed that you were reliving these moments right before you’d be in their clutches again. You had faith that Ari and the team would get to you in time, but there was still a seed of doubt.

“I love you.” You said softly as you looked up at him, “I want you to know that. Just in case -”

“We will bring you back.” He cut you off before you could even say the words, “I love you more than anything in this world.”

He put the laptop away and turned off the bedside lamp before laying down and holding you tightly against him. Ari wrapped his arm and leg around you as if he were afraid you would be taken from him in the night. You felt safe with him and managed to fall asleep quickly despite having been on edge about tomorrow.

~~~

Your alarm went off early in the morning and it was time for you to get ready. You pried yourself from Ari’s tight grasp as you got out of bed. You had the agents bring you a spring dress in Lloyd’s favorite color - red - so that you could hopefully appease him when he saw you. You were most afraid of him because of how cruel he had already been to you compared to Nick.

Ari woke up when you were almost finished and grabbed you to kiss you, “Dropping you and the kids off today is going to be the hardest thing I’ve ever done.”

You paused and took a deep breath before responding. You knew what you were about to say would upset him, “You’re not going. We’re saying our goodbyes before I leave.”

He pulled away and looked at you in disbelief, “Y/N - No, I can’t -”

“Yes, Ari. You can. It’ll be too hard for the both of us if you go.”

“Baby, listen -”

“No.” You shook your head and it took everything in you to hold it together, “There’s no way you’re going to be able to leave me there and drive away, is there?”

Ari clenched his fists at his side and just stared at you until he looked down away from you. You were right, he couldn’t.

He walked over and grabbed your hands to kiss them. You tucked his long hair behind his ears before giving him a passionate goodbye kiss.

“I need to get the kids ready and then prep with the agents. I’ll see you downstairs.”

Maya was already awake and practically trying to escape from her crib when you got to their room. She was bouncing up and down excited.

“See daddies today!” She squealed and giggled, “And Nikki!”

“That’s right. Bug!” You picked her up and hugged her, “Let’s get you and LJ ready.”

The children needed to be perfect. Your ‘husbands’ would expect it, especially Lloyd, and you were already in enough trouble as it is. The last thing you wanted to do was pile onto the reasons they already had to punish you.

Once the kids were fed and ready it was time to be prepped again on the plan. A tracking device was to be hidden inside of the kids’ diaper bag so that they would be able to know where Nick and Lloyd were hiding. Once that was established they would surveil the location to know the security situation and then make a plan on how to move in. The plan was to extract you and the kids, along with capturing Nick and Lloyd.

“We’ll try to get you out as quickly as we can.” Gustafsson tried to assure, “Are you sure you want to do this? You're putting yourself in a lot of danger.”

You looked back at her, knowing she didn’t care about how much danger you were in. You could see the determination and eagerness in her eyes, “Yes. I just want my daughter back.”

She nodded in acknowledgement before turning to the agents, “Alright, let’s go.”

The kids were loaded into the car as you and Ari embraced each other one last time. You put your hands on his face and kissed him softly. Your foreheads touched as you stood there together for what felt like an eternity.

You squeezed his hand as you pulled away, “I’ll be okay.”

You left him there as you walked to the car and didn’t look back. You would have broken down and you needed to be strong right now. Strong for yourself, your kids, and to not look weak in front of Gustafsson. You held your head high as you walked to face your fate.

~~~

“The wheels on the bus go round and round, round and round. The wheels on the bus go round..”

Maya listened to her tablet and LJ wiggled in his seat to the song as you stared out of the window. Mark and Mateo drove you to the drop off point and humored the children to keep them occupied. The only thing you could think about were the memories of your life with Nick and Lloyd…

…You screamed and strained as you tried to push at the midwife's instructions. You had been in labor for hours at the house, Nick and Lloyd refusing to take you to the hospital to avoid being caught. All of your prenatal care was done in your home.

“PUSH!”

Nick sat behind you and you leaned against his chest as he held your hand, “You can do it, Princess. You’re almost done, baby.”

You were exhausted both mentally and physically, almost ready to give up, “I’m tired.” You whimpered back at him.

“Just one more, Y/N.” The midwife called up to you, “One big push.”

Lloyd gripped your other hand tightly, almost enough to break it, “Push.”

It wasn’t encouragement like Nick. It was an order and you followed it. You bared down and pushed as hard as you could with a loud yell until you were finally done and collapsed against Nick. You panted as you tried to catch your breath while the midwife cut the umbilical cord and passed you Nikki.

“Hi, baby.” You greeted her with a tear filled smile as you held her.

“She’s perfect, just like you, Y/N.” Nick stroked her little head and kissed you on the cheek, “Thank you.”

“Good girl.” Lloyd praised you as he stroked your hair, “You did so well today. I’m proud of you.”

You remembered how much his praise made your heart swell even more and bile rose in your throat. How happy you were to appease your abusers somehow made you disgusted with yourself.

…Nikki squealed as she opened up her presents under the giant Christmas tree. Nick and Lloyd had spared no expense for her and Maya.

“Mommy! Look! This is exactly the one I wanted.” She beamed as she held up her toy, “Thank you, daddies!”

“Anything for you, Pumpkin.” Lloyd smiled at her, “Come on, now open up the big one.”

You helped Maya open up her presents since she was still too young to do it on her own.

Her eyes went wide at every gift. You giggled as you watched how excited she was.

Nick approached and sat down next to you, “I can help her, Princess, while you unwrap yours.”

You smiled back at him excitedly and chirped, “Okay! It looks like I have a lot this year.”

You opened them up eagerly despite knowing what was going to be inside. It was the same every year for your birthday and Christmas. Boxes upon boxes of expensive jewelry, perfumes, designer clothing, lingerie, and shoes. Lloyd walked over with a velvet box and a smirk.

Your face lit up when you saw the brand new leather collar in your favorite color. “Sunshine” was engraved on the gold metal tag. Your previous one was basic black and Lloyd told you that you would get a new one once you had earned it. You’d wear it when you spent your nights with him and remove it in the morning. Nick hated it and Lloyd agreed to keep it behind closed doors to avoid pissing him off.

He bent down and whispered in your ear, “You’re gonna wear that when you thank me for your gifts tonight, sweetheart.”

The car came to a stop and your heart pounded against your ribcage. You were finally going to face your abusers again after months of freedom. Your hands shook as you undid your seatbelt and helped the children out of their carseats. Mateo and Mark took out the stroller and helped put the kids in it while you steadied your nerves.

You gave Mateo a long hug, “Thank you for everything.”

“You make it sound like we’re not going to see each other again, Y/N. We will.” He told you before he leaned down to say goodbye to Maya.

“Bye-bye, Mateo!”

“You’re brave and tough, Y/N. Just like I remember.” Mark put his hands on your shoulders, “You can handle this. I know you can.”

He gave you a warm hug before pulling out your wedding rings from his pocket, “I know you don’t want to wear these again, but you need to.”

You closed your eyes and let out a deep sigh before you took them and put them on. They felt like heavy shackles, but you knew things would go better for you if you did wear them. Mark gave you another hug before heading back to the car. The men drove off and you were left on the side of the road with your children.

Maya looked around curiously and then up at you, “Where’s daddies?”

“They’re coming soon, Bug.”

After what seemed like ten minutes you saw two large black SUVs approach. They stopped in front of you and the kids. Lloyd and Frances, the old nanny, stepped out of the car. Lloyd had a shit eating grin the moment he saw you and the kids. You tried to keep your body from shaking as he approached. The kids however squealed and held their arms out when he saw him.

He bent down and picked up Maya from the stroller first, “Hi Bug! How’s my big girl?”

“I missed you, daddy!!!”

“I know, Maya.” He cooed, “Don’t worry. Daddy will never be away from you this long again.”

“Promise?”

Lloyd glared at you as he held her, “I promise, Bug. Never again.”

Frances approached to take her from Lloyd, “Let’s go to the car so you can see your other daddy and Nikki.”

“Okay, Frances!”

“And how’s my handsome boy, huh?” Lloyd smiled as he picked up LJ next, “Look at you! You got so big while you were away. You’re almost one now.”

LJ looked up at him with a drool filled smile and babbled. Lloyd hugged him and kissed his forehead before giving him to Frances after she had gotten Maya settled in the car. She walked away leaving you and Lloyd alone then shortly after the car with the children pulled away.

You panicked and started to make a move towards the car but Lloyd stopped you. His demeanor changed and he glowered at you before ripping the diaper bag away.

“The kids need -”

“Shut the fuck up.” He sneered at you as he threw the contents onto the ground. He ripped through the lining of the bag until he found the tracking device. He held it up in your face and cocked his head to the side, “Do you think I’m fucking stupid, Sunshine?”

He threw it onto the ground and stomped on it with his foot. Your blood ran cold as you watched the only way for Ari and the team to find you be destroyed. Lloyd grabbed you tightly by the chin and looked you in the eyes.

“Strip.” He ordered as he stared at you coldly, “I want to make sure you aren’t wearing a wire either.”

“Lloyd, I’m not -”

He snapped his finger for you to be quiet, “Right now, you better fucking call me, sir. I know you know better than to talk back to me.”

Your lip trembled and you began to take off your dress. You held it out to him and he dropped it on the ground.

“All of it.”

You turned to see the driver and another man sitting in the car. You felt the heat rise to your cheeks as you removed your bra, panties, and shoes. Lloyd made a motion for you to turn around. You tried to cover yourself and he whacked your arms away.

“Lloyd, please.”

“What the fuck did I just tell you?”

You looked down at the ground too ashamed to look up at him, “To call you sir.”

“Good. I hope your dumb little brain can at least remember that.”

He reached into his pocket and pulled out your leather collar and whimpered as he roughly put it on you.

“Now get in the fucking car.”

You did as you were told and noticed the partition between you and the front seats was up. YOu didn’t know if you should be thankful for the privacy or afraid of it. There was another dress for you draped across the seat. You reached for it and Lloyd slapped your bare thigh.

“Did I tell you that you could get dressed?”

“No, sir.” You replied meekly, “You didn’t tell me I could get dressed.”

He studied you for a long while before he pounced on you. Lloyd grabbed you by your neck and pinned you to the seat.

“Ballsy of you to think that you could say that shit about us to the kids and that you’d get away with it.” He sneered mere inches from your face and you grabbed at his wrist as he tightened his grip, “You were kissing Ari in front of them too like some slut. Do you have any idea how confused they’re going to be now?”

“I saw the videos.” You croaked out, “The wedding night.”

Lloyd roughly let you go and you coughed as you tried to catch your breath.

“None of that matters anymore.” He retorted coldly, “We gave you a good life. You lived in luxury. You have three beautiful children and you wouldn’t if it weren’t for me and Nick.”

You hadn’t even been with him for twenty minutes and he’d already humiliated you. You started to wonder how long you could take being in Lloyd’s clutches again, but you wiped that out of your head. You were doing this to get Nikki back and to finally get rid of Nick and Lloyd.

“Now, when we get back, you’re going to behave. You’re going to be the same dumb little dutiful wife like you were before. You’re going to tell Nick that you were confused because Ari fucked with your head. You are going to tell him that you love him. And you sure as shit aren’t going to mention the videos. Do you understand, Sunshine?”

“Yes, sir.”

“Good. It would hurt him to know that wasn’t actually the case. He loves you too much. And you know what? You’re gonna tell me you love me too, because it makes my dick hard when you do.”

“Did you ever love me?” It was a question that plagued you once your memories started coming back and you realized what Nick and Lloyd had done to you.

“No.” He smirked and he stroked your cheek, “But I care about you in my own way, because you’re mine and I’ll kill anyone who ever tries to take you from me.”

You knew he didn’t love you, but hearing the words out loud still stung. You felt tears begin to pool in your eyes and Lloyd tutted you.

“Aww, Sunshine, baby.” He cooed as he pressed you back down onto the seat and spread your legs.

You instinctively tried to close them but he pried them open and shoved his hand between them. Lloyd’s thumb began to rub your bundle of nerves and your breath hitched. He lowered himself on top of you as he continued to work his fingers.

“Don’t be upset, Sunshine.” He murmured as he kissed the side of your face, “I still missed you.”

Your humiliation grew when you felt the slick begin to run down your thighs. Your body still reacted to him after it had been trained for so many years. You gasped as Lloyd slid two of his fingers inside of you and began to work your spongy spot. You turned your head away from him as tears rolled down your face.

You felt his mustache against your ear as he nibbled on it, “I still feel good, don’t I? Hm?”

Your hips slowly started to rock as you felt pleasure bloom in your core and begin to flood through the rest of your body. You bit your lip to try and hold in your moans but Lloyd kissed you to open your mouth.

“I missed you.” He purred when he pulled away, “I missed seeing you underneath me. I missed the way your pussy feels when it grips my cock.” He sped up his fingers to work the spot within you even more. Your legs trembled with each movement.

“I missed your beautiful face and that stupid fucking laugh of yours.” He groaned as he ground his clothed erection against your thigh, “And I know by the way your pussy sounds right now, you missed me too.”

Your nails dug into his biceps as your eyes rolled and your orgasmm shot through you like lightning. He kept going, working you through it and bringing about another. Your body shivered as you came down from your high and he finally slid his fingers out of you. Lloyd smiled as he licked off your juices and leered at you.

He moved his hands up your stomach gently and cupped your breasts, “You know what I also missed, sweetheart?”

He squeezed them and licked his lips as your milk dripped down his hands. He bent down and darted his tongue across your nipple and groaned.

“This is my favorite part about knocking you up.” He murmured before licking a stripe between your breasts. He let out a low growl before he squeezed them again.

“We have more than an hour until we’re back at the safe house. Lots of time to have some fun, Sunshine.”

You choked out a sob but he shushed you, “Don’t worry. I’m not going to fuck you - yet. Nick and I are gonna do that together to welcome you back home.”

Chapter 11

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arithegemini · 2 years ago

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Guns, Lies & Fairy Tales IX

Relationship: Lloyd Hansen x Reader x Nick Fowler; Ari Levinson x Reader

Summary: Your world is ripped apart when a stranger with a vendetta finds you and your children.

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8

Words: 3.4k

Series Warnings: Non-con, dub-con, kidnapping, Stockholm Syndrome, physical, emotional, and psychological abuse, isolation, violence, torture, murder, smut, allusion to forced pregnancy, angst, trauma, and other warnings to be added.

This is a DARK fic and you are responsible for your own media consumption.

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT 18+ ONLY, NSFW

Four hours earlier…

Nikki ran from the house towards the forest as fast she could. She ran until she got to her favorite tree almost half a mile into the woods. She sat down against it and tucked her knees into chest her as she sobbed. She hiccuped as she tried to wipe the flood of tears from her eyes.

“Pumpkin?” A familiar voice called out to her softly.

She heard crunching leaves near her and turned to see a man wearing sunglasses and a baseball cap.

Nick removed the hat and sunglasses and knelt down on the ground, “It’s okay. It’s me.”

Relief washed over her as she stared at him for a moment before rushing up to him, “Daddy!” She cried as she hugged tightly, "I missed you, daddy."

“I missed you too, Pumpkin.” Nick sniffled as he held her, “What were you doing out here all alone? Why are you crying?”

Nikki sobbed hard and clung to him, “Because of mommy and Ari.”

Nikki’s eyes darkened at the mention of you two together, let alone in front of his children, “Daddy’s gonna take you home, okay? Come on, Pumpkin.”

He put his disguise back on and picked her up to carry her to the inconspicuous car at the edge of the forest.

…Nikki sat happily on Lloyd’s lap as she ate her sandwich. Nick sat next to her beaming, glad that he was able to get at least one of his kids back.

“Now, why were you in the woods by yourself, Pumpkin?” Lloyd asked as he stroked her hair.

Her demeanor changed instantly. Her shoulder slumped as she looked up at him, her eyes still puffy from crying earlier, “Mommy said mean things about you and daddy.”

“Oh? What kinds of things?”

“She said that you and daddy were bad. That I was never going to see you again because you were going to jail.”

Nick and Lloyd exchanged an angry glance and Nick’s jaw clenched as he continued to listen.

“Why would mommy say that? Do you know?”

“I dunno…" She looked down guiltily, "Well, I was mad and I pushed Maya.”

Lloyd let out a loud exhale, trying to calm himself. Nikki was already upset and he didn’t want to make it worse, but pushing Maya was unacceptable.

“You know better than to push your sister. She’s smaller than you. You’re her big sister and you’re supposed to protect her, not hurt her.” Nick scolded her as gently yet firmly as he could manage, “You’re going to apologize when you see her.”

Nikki looked at him curiously, “When I see her again? You’re going to get Maya and LJ?”

“Of course, Pumpkin. And mommy too.”

“Oh.”

Lloyd raised an eyebrow and cocked his head to the side, “Oh?”

“Mommy was kissing Ari. I don't think she wants to come home.” Nikki admitted sadly, not knowing her words were making Nick and Lloyd more pissed at you than they already were.

“Mommy is just confused.” Nick told her adamantly, “She didn’t mean any of that. Don’t worry, Pumpkin. She’ll be coming home soon. We’re gonna be a family again. I promise.”

~~~

“We’ll get her back.” Ari told you as he held your face and looked you in the eyes, “Y/N, we’ll get her back.”

Nick hung up the phone too quickly for them to track his location. You were to meet at coordinates he would send with just Maya and LJ. You were to be dropped off by the agents and left to be picked up alone with the kids.

“It’s your choice, Princess.” Nick warned you, “I know you’ll make the right one.”

“Are you listening to me?” Ari asked as he tried to get your attention, “There’s another way to get her back without turning yourself over to them.”

His words didn’t register as he continued speaking. Agents buzzed around you as you sat in the kitchen in a daze while nursing LJ. There was chatter and loud speaking all around you, but it all sounded muffled. Time stood still as Nick’s words repeated in your head. You clutched LJ even tighter.

“Gustafsson will be here tomorrow to oversee the situation.”

You don’t know who said it, but it snapped you out of your trance, “Gustafsson? The one who reduced our security detail?”

The agent started to explain but knowing she would be here made your blood boil and you cut him off.

“This is her fault this happened! It’s her fault my daughter is gone and she has the nerve to sweep in and try to clean up her mess!” You hissed at him, “I don’t care who she is. I don’t - “

LJ started to cry from your yelling and you put his head against your shoulder and rubbed his back to try and soothe him.

Ari angrily ran his hands through his hair and pointed at the agent, “I don’t want her anywhere near my wife and the kids!”

The agent put his hands up placatingly, “Agent Levinson, sir, please calm down.” He tried to reason with him, ”Unfortunately, now that Hansen and Fowler are involved - “

“Now?!” You and Ari retorted in unison.

“Ma’am I know this is hard to -”

You stood up angrily and glared at him, “I need to go to bed.” You brushed by him and went to grab Maya as she played in the living room.

“I’ll take her.” Mateo offered and picked her up to follow you up the stairs.

“Where is Nikki?” She asked again as Mateo placed her in her crib, “Still hide and seek?”

“We found her earlier, kiddo.” Mateo lied quickly, “Then I hid and now it’s her turn again.”

“Okay.” She yawned as he placed her in the crib while you laid LJ down.

“Um, Mateo,” You started to ask him, “How much should I be worried about Gustafsson?”

He sighed and crossed his arms, “I’m here. Ari’s here. And he’s calling Mark in from the London office too. Between the three of us, we’ll be able to stop any bullshit she might pull.”

Maya gasped, “Bullshit!”, she giggled.

“Sorry, Y/N.”

“It’s fine.” You laughed before turning to your daughter, "You shouldn’t say that word, Bug. Come on, let’s go brush your teeth.”

“No!” She pouted, “I’m sleepy.” She whined before dramatically plopping back onto the mattress.

You picked her up despite her protests to carry her to the bathroom. You stopped and thanked Mateo for helping.

“It’s no problem. It’s my job and you and the kids deserve to be safe.”

~~~

You felt a soft rap on the door and turned to see Ari leaning on the frame gazing at you, “Hey, let’s go to bed. You’re exhausted.”

You sat on Nikki’s bed as you watched Maya and LJ sleep. Ari sat next to you and pulled you into him. You rested your head on his shoulder as he gently rubbed your arm.

“I’m afraid they won’t be here when I wake up.” You admitted softly, “What if Nick and Lloyd come here and take them.”

“Hey, no one is going to take them. I’m not letting them out of my sight. Not after what happened with Nikki.”

“That was my fault. I shouldn’t have yelled at her like that.”

“It’s not your fault. It’s not.”

“It feels like it.”

He stood up and held out his hand, “Come on, you need to wind down and go to sleep.”

You reluctantly followed him to your bedroom and started to do your nightly routine until you heard him running water for the tub. He grabbed you from behind and held you gently.

“Take a bath with me.” He rasped quietly, “It’ll help you relax.”

“Sex? At a time like this?” You thought to yourself angrily. You turned around and pushed him away, “Do you really think this is a good time to try and fuck me, Ari?” You snapped at him, “What is wrong with you?!”

“No! No!” He shook his head emphatically, “This isn’t that. You can take a bath without me. I just want you to rest, I dunno, twenty minutes, please.”

“We’re going to get Nikki back.” He walked up to you and grabbed your hands, “But LJ and Maya need you right now too. You won’t be any good for them if you run yourself ragged. Please, just twenty minutes.”

You heard Lloyd’s voice in your head criticizing you for even considering it, “You really are fucking dumb and selfish, Sunshine. You should be pulling your hair out and wailing until they find my daughter.”

“How can I? What kind of mom would - “

“You are not a bad mom. You’re not.” Ari pleaded with you as he squeezed your hands tighter, “Please.”

“Okay. There’s nothing I can do right now anyway.” You relented and squeezed his hands back, “You can join me too. You’re dirty and you smell from running around in the woods.”

Ari lifted up his arm and smelled his armpit, “Jesus Christ!” He scrunched his face up, “I’m more than just a little ripe.” He chuckled and took off his shirt then playfully tossed it at you.

You fake wretched as the scent hits your nose, “That’s almost as bad as one of LJ’s swamp diapers.”

You both stripped down and sat in the warm relaxing water. You let out a small whimper as Ari massaged your shoulders. You hadn’t realized how tense they were until he started working out the knots. When he got through the last one you leaned against his chest. You felt safe and calmer as you lounged against him.

“Why did they take me?” You suddenly asked, “Why didn’t Nick and Lloyd just go after you instead?”

Ari paused for a moment before wrapping his arms around you tightly. He took a deep breath before he started to explain, “I cost them half a billion dollars.”

“What?”

“I was undercover and worked my way into their organization. I told you that Lloyd and Nick ran guns after I extracted you, but that wasn’t the whole truth. They also trafficked things like anti-tank missiles, drones, you name it, to the highest bidder.”

You shouldn’t have been shocked, you knew people did that, but Nick and Lloyd? How much money they had made even more sense now.

“They got a hold of a particularly nasty weapon and were going to sell it to a foreign government. It was the big score that Interpol was waiting to take them down for. Gustafsson and I had arranged the raid, but it didn’t go as planned…

…Ari stood in the warehouse with Nick and Lloyd’s men as they waited for the buyer to arrive. Nick and Lloyd weren’t there yet and Ari had a bad feeling.

A tactical team was on standby to go in after the deal had been completed so they could arrest Nick and Lloyd, along with their client. Four black SUVs showed up and the buyer along with her security team made their way into the warehouse.

“Where are your bosses?” She asked Ari warily, “Nick and Lloyd are supposed to be here.”

Ari tried to keep his cool to save the mission, “They’re sadly detained at the moment and left me in charge. Is that a problem? Want to call Lloyd?” Ari bluffed and pulled out his phone, “We can always part ways right now and I find someone else who wants what we’re selling.”

She studied him for a second and then reluctantly agreed, “Fine. Show me.”

Ari snapped his fingers and a forklift came in carrying a large wooden crate. He took a crowbar and opened it before dropping the crowbar it in shock. It was empty.

“Moving in.” He heard Gustafsson say in his comms piece.

“Where is it?” The buyer demanded angrily, “Are you fucking with me? Do you know who I am?!”

Ari’s phone suddenly rang and he saw Lloyd’s name on the screen, “Lloyd, what the fuck is this?”

“Oh, Sunshine. You know exactly what this is.” Lloyd taunted him angrily over the phone, “A little birdy at Interpol told us about who you really are and all about that little raid of yours you got planned.”

The tactical team moved in with their weapons drawn to arrest the buyer as Lloyd continued.

“I’m not just gonna kill you, you piece of shit. I’m going to come after everyone you love. Oh, and by the way. I left you a little gift.”

Ari's heart started racing as he thought about Lloyd’s threat and that’s when he heard the fast beeping coming from inside of the crate. He quickly sifted through it until he found the explosive inside.

“Bomb!” Ari screamed as he ran to take cover, “Bomb! Run!”

…"Nick and Lloyd slaughtered their own and the buyer just to make a point. Over twenty agents died that night and I was lucky to make it out alive. All I could think about when I was laying there bleeding was getting back to you.”

You looked up at him and could see the pain in his eyes, “I remember you being in the hospital. You couldn’t tell me what happened though.”

“No, I wasn’t allowed to.” He choked up, “But I was so fucking dumb for not thinking Nick and Lloyd would keep their word and come after you. It was my fault you got taken.”

“It’s not, Ari.” You told him as you sat up to face him, “They’re fucking psycopaths.”

He looked down at you remorsefully, “It is. It’s my fault you and the kids are in this situation.”

His phrasing made you smirk, “You make it sound like I had them before I was taken.”

His face softened as he registered what you were implying, “Come on, let’s go to bed now.”

~~~

You woke up the next morning and moved to put your arm around Ari, but he wasn’t there. You got the kids ready for breakfast and heard loud laughter as you brought them downstairs. You saw Mark and Ari standing in the kitchen catching up.

Mark turned to you and smiled before walking up to give you a hug. He awkwardly stopped when he realized it would be difficult with you holding both Maya and LJ.

“Nice to see you again, Y/N. And these must be the kids.” He introduced himself to LJ and Maya.

You sat down to eat breakfast after shooing away some of the agents from the kitchen table so you can make room for the kids.

Maya stopped and looked at you as she ate her grapes, “Nikki still playing?”

Before you could come up with something you heard a commotion at the front door.

“Director Gustafsson, ma’am.” You heard the agents greet her as she made her way to the kitchen.

She stopped in front of you and extended her hand with a smile that didn’t reach her eyes, “Director Astrid Gustafsson.”

Her cold gaze reminded you of Lloyd’s. There was a ruthlessness there you could feel oozing off of her. She cleared her throat before retracting her hand as you glared at it. Ari and Nick stood on either side of you protectively with their arms crossed. You could see Mateo watching her like a hawk from behind.

“Mrs. Hansen-Fowler, I know -”

Your eyes widened at the audacity this woman had to call you by that.

“What did you just call her?” Ari blurted out angrily, “Really?!”

You saw a flash of panic across her face before she recovered. “I’m sorry, my apologies.” She responded quickly, “Would you prefer Mrs. Levinson?”

“How about Y/N?” You retorted, “That is my name.”

She plastered a fake smile across her face again. “Yes, Y/N. Again, my apologies.” She looked between you and Mark and noticed Maya and LJ.

She started to walk towards them and you quickly blocked her, “Don’t you dare go near my babies.” You practically growled at her, “You’re the reason one of them is gone in the first place.”

Gustafsson looked at you shocked before she opened her mouth to speak, but you cut her off.

“Enough of your nicey-nice bullshit. What are you going to do to get my daughter back?!”

Ari wrapped his arm around you and glared at her, “She’s right Gustaffson. This is your fucking fault after you cut back our security team.”

“Listen, Ari, Y/N, I understand that tensions are running high right now. I understand why you are upset.”

“No you don’t!” You spat as you got in her face, “You have no idea what it’s like to have your child taken, let alone by two monsters like Nick and Lloyd.”

She put her hands on your shoulders and looked down at you, “Why don’t take a deep breath and calm down, Y/N. Okay?” She instructed with condescension in her voice.

You looked at her as if she’d lost her mind and whacked her hands off of you before you pushed her, “Don’t you put your fucking hands on me. And don’t you dare tell me to calm down when my damn child is out there missing!”

Ari stepped in between the two of you and backed you away, “I don't want her here anymore than you do, baby.” He whispered, “But this isn’t going to make her be less of an asshole.”

He rubbed your shoulders and then stood at your side again. You took a deep breath and let out a shuddering exhale to calm yourself.

“As I was saying, Y/N.” She started, now with irritation in her vocie, “I’m going to do everything I can to get your daughter back. You have my word.”

You looked at her, unable to believe a single word that came out of her mouth, “You keep referring to her as ‘my daughter’. Do you even know her name?”

“Of course I do. Maya.” She responded confidently.

You couldn’t believe it. She didn’t even know your daughter’s name. The name of the person she was looking for. Your blood boiled and you clenched your fists at your side.

“Her name is Nikki!” You gritted out, “You don’t give a shit about my daughter. You only care about your stupid mission to get Nick and Lloyd.”

“That’s not true - I mixed their names up –”

“I don’t trust you to get her back. I’m turning myself over to Nick and Lloyd and I’m going to get my goddamn daughter back myself!”

~~~

One month ago…

Gustafsson sat in her office at the Interpol headquarters in Lyon. It was pitch black out and she was the only one on her floor left for the night. She poured over the documents on her desk about you and your family until she heard a light knocking on her door.

“Can I come in?”

She looked up to see the department head, Alex Fremont. He was an American with contacts still in the CIA where he had worked for decades before making the switch over to Interpol.

Gustafsson waved him in eagerly and he shut the door behind him. He sat down across from her and crossed his legs while he loosened his tie a bit.

“I heard you cut back the security detail on Hansen and Fowler’s family.” He cut straight to the point as he looked at Gustafsson, “You sure that’s wise?”

“My priority is catching Hansen and Fowler, not babysitting their family while they are still at large - “

He scoffed at her in disbelief, “How long have we known each other now, Astrid? A decade? You know better than to bullshit me.”

She leaned back in her chair and let out a sigh, “Fine. I am bullshitting you. Officially, yes, I’m cutting back security because of what my priorities are. Unofficially, I think Fowler and Hansen will make a move to get their children back and that’s when we will be able to catch them.”

Fremont laughed and slapped his thigh, “Ahhh I knew it. You sneaky bitch, you.”

“They already raided Ari’s house and killed a bunch of our agents to get them back. I know they won’t give up.”

Fremont took on a more seriously tone, “After that disaster of a raid five years ago and the most recent one where you failed to get them again, you can’t afford another fuck up. We can’t afford another fuck up.”

“I’m not going to fuck this up.”

“Good. Because the Americans are getting nervous about how long this is taking to bring them in. Two former CIA agents, running amok and taking out Interpol agents and God knows who else, makes them look bad. If you don’t take care of this then they will.”

Gustafsson let out a low frustrated growl as she gripped her pen tightly, “I’m going to bring these two assholes in by any means necessary. Don’t you worry.”

“Keep the collateral damage to a minimum.”

“I’ll try my best, sir.”

Chapter 10

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Guns, Lies & Fairy Tales VIII

Relationship: Lloyd Hansen x Reader x Nick Fowler; Ari Levinson x Reader

Summary: Your world is ripped apart when a stranger with a vendetta finds you and your children.

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You whimpered as the excruciating stretch burned like a fire throughout your core while Nick and Lloyd began to thrust into you together. Lloyd held you against his chest tightly so you couldn’t move as he fucked up into you roughly. Nick kissed you and whispered sweet praises into your ear as you took both of your husbands.

“Shh..it’s okay, Princess.” Despite his sweet words, he looked at you feral and determined, “You know why we have to do this. It’ll be okay, I promise.”

Lloyd licked a stripe up your neck before nipping at your earlobe, “Nick already put one in you, Sunshine. It’s only fair we have this little competition again.”

Nick glared at him and then his face softened as he looked back at you then kissed your tear streaked face, “We only have to do this until one of ours takes.”

“Y/N! Y/N!” Ari shook you gently, “Baby, wake up.”

You woke up scared and panting. You clung to him and he stroked your back to soothe you. Your heart raced as the adrenaline from your nightmare coursed through your veins. Your body shook uncontrollably as you thought about what they had done to you.

“It was a dream, Y/N.” He tried to soothe you, “You’re here with me right now. You’re with me right now.”

You pulled away and put your forehead against his. He gently stroked your cheek and you wiped a few tears away with the sleeve of the long sleeved t-shirt he loaned you to sleep in.

“Do you wanna talk about it?” He asked gently, “You don’t have to if you don’t want to this time.”

Ari had started sleeping in your room after your conversation in the kitchen a few weeks ago. He was there when you woke up in a cold sweat from your nightmares about Nick and Lloyd. He would hold you and try to comfort you each time no matter how long it took to get you back to sleep. Sometimes you would talk about them, but he never pressed you if you weren’t ready. On mornings when you were emotionally drained, he would bring LJ to you for his morning feeding and then make the girls their breakfasts.

You looked back at him concerned. You didn't talk to him about some things because you weren’t sure if he could handle them, but you decided against keeping it to yourself this time. You needed to talk about it.

“It was, um…it was a dream about how Maya was made.” You admittedly softly.

“What do you mean by that? How she was made?”

“When Nikki was born we instantly knew who her father was.” You started to explain to him, “Nick teased Lloyd about it and so when they wanted another kid…it was a competition. The rules were that they could only have sex with me together.”

Ari looked at you confused, “What do you mean ‘together’?”

“They – they had to be inside of me at the same time.”

Anger flashed across Ari’s face and his cheek twitched. You noticed the way his hands gripped the blankets, “The same time? Every -” He stopped mid sentence and let out a shuddering breath to compose himself, “Did they do that for LJ too?”

“No-no-no” You quickly shook your head, “We couldn’t tell who Maya��s dad was, so it was just Lloyd for a time until we conceived LJ.”

“You mean – you don’t know whose kid she is? They just thought, ‘Oh, can’t tell. Well, I guess it’s your turn, Lloyd?”

Your lip started to tremble as Ari’s angry words repeated in your head, “They bred me.” The realization felt like you had been stabbed in the chest, “The bred me, Ari.”

“Come here.” He grabbed you again and stroked your hair, “I’m sorry I said that to you. I’m sorry. That was cruel-”

“It’s what they did.” You eked out as you rested your head on his shoulder, “I still love them though, my babies. I love them so much.”

“Of course you do. I know you do.”

~~~

“Mommy, LJ is getting fat.” Nikki blurted out as she dove into her pancakes while you fed him applesauce.

“Finally.” You chuckled as you rubbed his cheek proudly, “You look like a fat little caterpillar now, don’t you LJ.” You cooed in a baby voice.

“Well, he needs a diet.”

“Nikki!” Ari playfully chided her, “Babies are supposed to be fat, Pumpkin.”

Maya giggled as she picked up a handful of pancake before shoving it into her mouth. Before she even finished chewing she picked up a peach slice and proceeded to try putting it in her mouth too. Ari reached out and gently grabbed her hand.

“Bug, we talked about this. You gotta chew and swallow first before you start putting more food in your mouth.”

She narrowed her eyes and glared at him as she swallowed her food. He laughed as he let her hand go.

“I can eat, Ari.” She huffed, “I know how!”

He tried to contain his chuckling and gave her a peck on the side of her head. She scrunched her nose before eating another peach slice angrily.

Mornings like these with Ari and your children had become your new normal. You liked the way he and the kids had taken to each other. The routine soothed you and almost made you forget you were still hiding from your husbands. Had it not been for the intermittent questions from Maya and Nikki about where their dads were, you would have almost forgotten you were on the run.

When the kids finished eating you helped set them up in the living room so that you and Ari could clean up the kitchen. As soon as you were back in the kitchen alone, Ari pulled you into him and gave you a soft yet passionate kiss. You whimpered into his mouth as your tongues danced together and you deepened the kiss. His soft lips against yours and the way he held your face with both of his hands drove you wild.

You grabbed him by his shirt and pulled him towards the counter top until your back was against it. Ari’s hand traveled down your body and gently cupped one of your breast. You moaned as he started to roll your pebbled nipple between his two fingers over your shirt. He held you tighter and squeezed your soft flesh firmer before he abruptly stopped and put his forehead against yours.

“Are you alright? Did I go too far?”

You hadn’t really done more than just kiss at this point, but Ari always stopped to check in to make sure you were okay. Part of you was thankful for it, but there was another that was annoyed he treated you like a delicate piece of glass. You were torn between your feelings for Ari beginning to rush back, but also the traumatic memories of what Nick and Lloyd did to you.

“It’s okay, don’t worry.” You assured him before you pulled him back into the kiss.

“Ahem, ma’am.” Agent Garcia interrupted sheepishly, “Agent Levinson.”

You moved away from Ari startled and turned to Agent Garcia who was trying to hide a smirk.

“I’m sorry to, um, ruin your.. moment. But I have an update on your security situation.”

You felt heat rise to your face in embarrassment, “It’s alright. What’s the update?”

“We haven’t been able to track down Hansen or Fowler yet, ma’am. We’ve tapped into our usual channels but there’s been nothing but radio silence.”

“So you don’t know anything?” Ari asked annoyedly, “It’s been well over two months now and we’re still here just waiting in limbo. Waiting for these fucking psychopaths to come after my wife and the kids! They can’t even begin to have a stable life until these sons of bitches are caught!”

“Sir, I understand your frustration, I really do.” Garcia said calmly, “Unfortunately, the agency has decided to pull back your security detail to just two agents at a time. Agent Jenkins and myself will stay on your security detail.”

You felt like the wind had been knocked out of you, “But Lloyd and Nick are still out there! They aren’t going to stop looking for us and the agency is just going to -” Your voice broke and you turned into Ari’s chest.

“Sir, this wasn’t my call to make. I -”

“Then whose was it? Hm? Director Gustafsson? Huh?”

“Yes, it was her call. Candidly, sir,” Garcia lowered his voice, “Gustafsson is embarrassed that the agency didn’t capture Hansen and Fowler in the raid you led. She’s gunning for them now and that’s her priority.”

“Nick and Lloyd will come for them.”

“She doesn’t believe they’ll risk getting caught trying to get back ‘their hostage’ – her words, not mine– after they attacked your house.”

Your heart sank and you hadn’t felt so afraid since the day Lloyd and Nick had kidnapped you, “I’m not going back to the monsters.” Your voice quavered as you told Garcia, “I’m sure as hell not letting my children be raised by them.”

“Ma’am, I’ve got kids of my own around the same ages. I’ll be damned if I let Hansen and Fowler get to them while I’m here. You have my word.”

“Thank you, Agent Garcia.”

“It’s no problem ma’am. And at this point you can call me Mateo.”

You gave him a soft smile. Of all the new people you’d met, Agent Garcia, or rather, Mateo, was one of the few people you trusted. “You can call me Y/N then.”

“I’ll call in some favors at the Madrid office. See if there’s anything that’s not making it down the chain to me.”

Ari let out a sharp exhale, “I’d really appreciate that Mateo.” He turned to you and gave you a quick kiss, “Hey, sweetheart, can you let us have a chat alone really quick? It’s just to talk more in depth about this Gustafsson situation.”

You kissed him back and squeezed his hand, “Okay, I’ll go check on the girls.”

~~~

Ari held you as you laid in bed later that night and stroked your hair, “We haven’t had a chance to talk about what Mateo said earlier. How are you feeling now?”

“Not great, to be honest. I mean, I feel safer knowing that he’s on our detail. It just infuriates me that people really don’t think they will come after us. There’s no way they wouldn’t.”

You sat up in bed, your cheek twitched. You were now riled up, “And that woman called me a ‘captive’. I know I was but I was more than that to them. I hate to say that, I really do. Nick will come for us because he thinks he loves me and I know Lloyd will…as a point of pride and just to fuck with you.”

Ari let out a low growl, “Pieces of shit.”

“You know what? I don’t want to talk about this anymore.”

“Okay, baby. We can talk about something else.”

You didn’t want to talk anymore. Not about your captors or the security detail. You didn’t want to talk about anything anymore. What you wanted was a distraction. You wanted a distraction that would make you feel good.

You suddenly straddled Ari and leaned in to give him a ravenous kiss. Your lips crashed together and you pulled his hair as you started to rock your hips. His eyes went wide in shock and then you felt a small smile grow on his lips. He grabbed you by your face and pulled you away gently.

“Are you sure you want this, Y/N?”

You smiled down at him and nodded your head, “I’m sure, baby. I want you.”

You bent down to kiss him again and this time Ari growled as he flipped you onto your back. You squealed from the sudden movement and he quickly pulled down your panties. Ari raised your nightshirt over your breasts and teased your nipples with his tongue. You closed your eyes and bit your lip as he began to kiss down your stomach slowly.

Ari spread your legs and kissed down your mound before licking a stripe up your folds. You moaned and slid your fingers into his long silky hair. Ari’s beard tickled as he continued to work your core with his tongue. You could hear the slurping sounds of him savoring your juices and he grabbed your thighs tightly. The tip of his tongue lightly flicked your clit and your body jerked instinctively. He chuckled against you and slowly pushed two of his fingers inside of you. You pushed your hips forward into his face as he started pumping his fingers in and out.

“Ah, fuck!” You moaned as your grip tightened in his hair.

“I remembered every way to make you come apart.” He murmured against your heat before sucking on your clit.

His fingers instantly found the spongy spot in your inner walls and worked it expertly. It didn’t take long before he made your legs tremble and your body shake. You closed your eyes and moaned as you let the bliss wash over you. Your back arched off the bed as you clenched around his fingers. He pressed harder against your sweet spot and put his arm across your hips to hold you in place as you writhed from his touch.

He slowed his movements as you came down and peered up at you from between your legs with a smirk. He kissed your shivering inner thighs and you giggled at the feeling of his wet beard against your skin. He hummed as he kissed back up your body. His beard glistened with your slick and you pulled him down for a sloppy tongue filled kiss.

You impatiently reached down to stroke his hard length and he hissed as you ran your thumb around the tip of his head, spreading around his precum.

“And I thought I was going to be the needy one.” He chuckled as he lined himself up with your entrance. Ari slowly pushed into you to the hilt and stilled.

He buried his face in your neck, “You have no idea how much I missed you, Y/N.” He rasped before he started to move.

“More, baby.” You mewled as you moved your hips to meet his. He filled you perfectly. He felt exactly like he had in the memories and dreams you’d had of him. You needed him.

He held your face with one of his hands and gave you a deep passionate kiss as he started to snap his hips into you sharp and fast. The smooth veiny skin of his cock massaged your inner walls and you wrapped your thighs tightly around his hips.

“So fucking perfect for me.” He groaned as he picked up his pace, “You’re just like I remember.”

He hit spots within you that you didn’t know you had. You dragged your nails down his muscular back as your legs began to tremble again and you felt a white hot electricity shoot up your spine. Your eyes rolled and Ari covered your mouth so you wouldn't wake the children.

“That’s it, baby. Cum for me.” He grunted, “Look so beautiful when you come apart.”

He pulled away as he continued to pound into you through your orgasm. He held himself up on his forearms so that he could gaze down at you while you came apart underneath him. Before you could even come down from your peak he flipped you onto your stomach.

Ari spread your legs with his thick thighs and wrapped his forearm around your neck before slamming into you again. He kissed you and could barely keep his mouth off of yours. You grabbed onto his large bicep as he devoured more of your moans. You couldn’t return his kiss when you went slack jawed as you felt the coil tighten within you again. Your toes curled and your legs kicked against the sheets. You bit down into his forearm to keep quiet as you fell over the edge again.

He wasn’t far behind you and his strokes became frantic as he chased his release. His hot breath hit against your sweaty neck as you continued to moan and writhe underneath him. You felt his cock twitch inside of you and Ari moaned your name as he painted your inner walls.

“I’m sorry.” He panted behind you, “I should have asked before I came in -”

“It’s okay. I was going to beg for it anyway.”

He chortled and then nuzzled your neck. His scratchy beard made you giggle and you rolled around to face him. He kissed you again softly and stroked your face as he gazed in your eyes.

“I missed you.” He murmured and then kissed your cheek, “I missed you.” He murmured again and again as he kissed up and down your neck.

He turned onto his back and pulled you with him so that you laid on his chest. You toyed with his chest hair and smiled up at him.

“I love you.” He told you softly as he gently tucked one of your sweaty coils behind your ear, “You don’t have to say it back. I know it’s too soon.”

“The feelings are coming back…but, you’re still a stranger in a lot of ways.” You looked up at him and saw the hurt in his eyes, “But you won’t be a stranger forever. My memories are helping, Ari. It’ll just take time.”

“I know.” He kissed the top of your head, “I know it will. It’s just the stranger part that hurts. In my mind we aren’t and that’s taking some time to get used to.”

“Like I said, you won’t be forever.”

~~~

The next month transformed into a blissful dream. Your connection with Ari deepend and he felt less and less like a stranger. You’d spend your nights together, the door always locked to keep the girls from bursting into your room and discovering you and Ari by accident. You tried to hide your relationship from them as much as possible. You’d sneak kisses here and there throughout the day. Sometimes you’d have a quickie while they were taking a nap.

Once Lloyd and Nick were found you’d be able to settle and finally be able to work with a therapist to help the girls understand that they couldn’t see their dads again. Until then, you’d savor this peaceful time with your kids and Ari.

One of your favorite activities was taking them on short nature walks in the wooded area close to the safehouse. LJ sat in his baby carrier that Ari was wearing while you held Maya’s hand as she toddled next to you. You would have let her hand go, but the last time you did she quickly found a muddy puddle to jump in. Nikki ran ahead, skipping through the forest.

The walks helped you avoid being stir crazy and importantly helped the kids run off some of their energy. Being cooped up and in hiding really took a toll on them.

“Alright, time to go back inside.” You called to Nikki, “I’ll make some lunch and we can watch a movie. Your choice.”

She sighed dramatically, “Fiiiine. But I wanna watch Moana.”

“Yay!” Maya cheered, “Moana! Moana! Moana!”

You could hear Ari grumbling under his breath. He was trying, but he still wasn’t used to how much kids would watch the same movie over and over.

When you got back inside you helped set the kids up in the living room and went to make sandwiches for Nikki and Maya. Ari watched them in the living room as he fed LJ his favorite baby food, pureed sweet potatoes, which the girls hated when they were his age.

Ari came back into the kitchen covered in sweet potato to grab some paper towels. You laughed when you noticed that some had gotten in his hair and beard.

You walked over to help clean him up, “It looks like you got messier than LJ.”

He rolled his eyes as you tried getting the food out his hair, “I’m honestly not sure if any of it got into his mouth.”

You giggled and took a quick look around before pulling him into a kiss. It was meant to be quick, but Ari deepend it. He groaned into your mouth and bit your lower lip.

“Mommy?”

You gasped and pushed Ari away as you turned to see Nikki staring at the two of you. Your heart raced as you panicked about what to do. She was frozen in shock and was clearly upset. Her chest was heaving as she breathed and tears started to stream down her face.

“Um, okay, Pumpkin. I-I know this is confusing -” You stammered out as you slowly walked over to her.

“He’s not daddies!” She yelled at you as she angrily pointed at Ari, “He’s not!”

“Sweetie, listen to me,” You tried to calm her as you knelt down in front of her.

“No!” She stomped and backed away from you, “Where are my daddies?!”

“Your daddies are away on business. I told you that earlier.”

She shook her head and wiped her cheek, “No! You’re lying! You’re lying because – because you’re kissing Ari!”

You didn’t know what to tell her. You had been lying and now she knew it. But how do you tell her the truth?

She glared at you while you paused, “Liar.” She finally spat after you’d taken too long to say anything back.

“Nikki, please, let me explain.”

She ran off and went upstairs. You heard the door to her room open and slam shut. You were fucked. You’d have to have the conversation about Lloyd and Nick sooner than you had wanted. You needed to muster the courage to do it and you hoped you wouldn’t make things even worse than they were.

~~~

Agent Jenkins’ wife shrieked as Lloyd threw her onto the living room floor. He grinned as he pulled her up by her hair and shoved her into the coffee table. Jenkins struggled in the chair he was duct taped too and screamed at Nick and Lloyd.

“Leave my wife out of this, you motherfuckers! Just let her go!”

Nick pressed the cold metal of his gun against Jenkins’ temple, “You’re not in any place to make demands, pal. Just tell us where our wife and kids are and we’ll let you go.”

Jenkins shook his head adamantly, “No, no, I can’t do that. I can’t do that to them.”

Nick’s jaw clenched and he whacked Jenkins in the head with his gun, “DO WHAT TO THEM?!” He bellowed, “DO WHAT?! THEY’RE MY FUCKING FAMILY!”

“Please, just let us go.” His wife whimpered as Lloyd placed her hand on the wooden coffee table.

“Agent Jenkins, I get the feeling you’re the kind of guy who can last pretty long even if we took a blowtorch to you.” Lloyd coldly taunted him, “But, I don’t think your wife would last.”

“NO! DON’T YOU FUCKING TOUCH HER!”

“Then tell us where our family is!” Nick growled at him, “Fucking tell us now!”

Lloyd held her wrist tightly and then pistol whipped her hand. She screamed as the heavy metal’s impact fractured her delicate bones. She sobbed and put her head down in defeat before Lloyd brought the handle down again and she let out another bloodcurdling scream.

“Tell us now, sunshine, or you’re pretty little wife isn’t gonna have a hand much sooner.”

“Please, please.” Jenkins wept, “Please, you know I can’t.”

Lloyd raised his hand again but before he could hit Jenkins’ wife’s hand again the agent broke.

“STOP! I’LL TELL YOU! I’LL FUCKING TELL YOU!” He pleaded with him, “PLEASE DON’T HURT MY WIFE ANYMORE.”

His wife whimpered and he mouthed that he was sorry to her, “They’re at a safehouse with Ari Levinson and three other agents.”

“Aaaaaand where is the safe house?” Lloyd asked impatiently as he still held Jenkins’ wife’s wrist, “We’re gonna need a little more detail.”

Jenkins let out a shuddering breath, “If I tell you, please don’t hurt Y/N. She doesn’t deserve it.”

Nick put the gun under Jenkin’s chin, “Why the fuck would you think we’d hurt her, huh? Why the fuck do you think I’d hurt my wife?!” Nick seethed as flecks of spit flew from his mouth onto the side of Jenkins’ face.

“We won’t hurt Y/N. Who we will hurt is your wife. So hurry the fuck up and tell us where our family is.”

Jenkins reluctantly told Nick and Lloyd your location. Lloyd smiled and stood up, letting go of his wife.

“Thank you so much for your cooperation.” He grinned before shooting them both in the head.

~~~

Nikki wasn’t the same after she had caught you with Ari. She oscillated between the silent treatment and acting out. You knew you should have told her about her dads before she found out about Ari, but that train had already left the station. You were at your wits end and didn’t know how to reach out to her.

“THIS IS MY TOY!” She screamed at Maya and then pushed her after snatching it away.

Maya fell down to the ground and wailed as Nikki stomped away. Ari rushed over to check on Maya to make sure she was okay. Nikki had never been mean to her younger siblings before until recently. You looked over at your crying daughter and you finally snapped.

“Don’t you walk away! Apologize to your sister! Now!” You yelled at her, “You don’t treat your family that way!”

“You don’t care about family!” Nikki shrieked back at you, ”You don’t care about my daddies anymore! You only care about Ari!”

“Your daddies are bad men, Nikki! You’re never going to see them again because they’re going to rot in jail where they belong! They’re bad men!”

You instantly regretted what you said. You looked down at Nikki and her lip start to tremble. The tears welled in her eyes. You were wrong and you knew you were.

“Nikki, I’m sorry.” You tried to apologize to her, “I-I shouldn’t have said that, baby. Nikki - “

You tried to approach her and she darted away crying. You heard the back door slam shut.

“Daddies are bad?” You heard Maya sob behind you, “Never see daddies?”

You closed your eyes and covered your face as you took a deep breath, “What the fuck did I just do?”

You didn’t know which one to check on first, but decided to soothe Maya since she was right there. You wiped the tears from your face before taking her from Ari.

“I’m sorry, Bug.” You cooed as you rocked her, “I’m so sorry. Mommy didn’t mean to be mean okay?”

She cried as you held her and Ari told you that he was going to go check on Nikki.

“Shhhh…it’s okay, Bug.” You consoled as her sobs started to quiet down. Her little fingers grasped your shoulders tightly and her tears soaked your shirt, “It’s gonna be alright, baby.”

As you continued to console Maya you heard a commotion outside. The two agents who were on duty ran through the house to the backyard. You felt a pit in your stomach. Nikki. Something was wrong.

You picked up Maya as you scurried to the back and saw Ari and the agents yelling for Nikki.

“Nikki!” Ari yelled, with panic in his voice, “Nikki! Where are you?!”

One of the agents quickly approached, “Ma’am, ma’am please go back inside. We’ll find her.”

You clutched Maya tighter, “What do you mean, you’ll find her? Where is she? Where is my daughter?”

You heard the other agent on their phone calling for a search team and felt like you were going to pass out.

“This is my fault. This is my fault.” You muttered to yourself.

Ari rushed up to you and grabbed your face, “It’s going to be okay. She couldn’t have gone far.”

Maya sniffled and wiped her face, “Nikki is gone?”

“No, she’s just playing hide and seek, Bug.” Ari quickly lied, “She’s just really good at it.”

She buried her face back into your neck, “Okay, Ari.”

Over two hours passed and Nikki still hadn’t been found. Local law enforcement and additional agents, including Mateo who was off for the day, swept the forest with search dogs, but found nothing. You sat in the living room with Maya and LJ hoping that Nikki would turn up soon, but each passing moment was sheer agony.

“Y/N! Y/N!” You heard Mateo yell for you as he ran into the house holding his phone out, “It’s Nikki! It’s Nikki!”

“She’s calling from Agent Jenkins’ phone.” You heard an agent say behind him as he started to trace the call.

Your hand shook as you quickly held the phone to your face, “Nikki? Nikki, pumpkin, is that you?”

“Mommy?”

You gasped, “Oh my god, baby, where are you? Please tell me you’re safe. Are you okay?”

“I’m okay, mommy. I’m with daddies now, since you were mean to me.”

You felt ice in your veins and the blood rush from your face, “Nikki, mommy didn’t - “

“Princess.” Nick sternly greeted you. You could feel through the phone that he was pissed, “We had a very very interesting conversation with Nikki today.”

You trembled in fear and nearly dropped the phone. The agent tracing the phone call motioned for you to keep going and Ari stared at you on edge.

“Nick, please…please just give her back.” Your voice broke, “Just let us go.”

“All I ever did was fucking love you, Y/N. You come back. You all come back. Or you’ll never see Nikki again.” He snarled at you viciously, “Oh, and I’ll make sure to tell her that you chose Ari over her if you don't.”

Chapter 9

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Guns, Lies & Fairy Tales VII

Relationship: Lloyd Hansen x Reader x Nick Fowler; Ari Levinson x Reader

Summary: Your world is ripped apart when a stranger with a vendetta finds you and your children.

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6

Words: 3.2k

This is a DARK fic and you are responsible for your own media consumption.

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT 18+ ONLY, NSFW

“This is it?” Lloyd scoffed as he and his men pulled up nearby Ari’s house in a black van, “What a little shit hole.”

Nick was stone-faced as he loaded his assault rifle, “I don’t care about what his house looks like. What I care about is putting a bullet in this asshole’s head.”

“Well, then. Let’s fucking go.”

The men split up and slowly moved through the yard to surround the house. They wore all black to blend into the night, with the exception of Lloyd who wore white pants -- "Like an asshole" according to Nick. The men counted the cars, one SUV likely for their family, and two smaller vehicles for the security detail.

“Remember, get the kids and Y/N out as soon as possible. They are priority number one.” Nick instructed his men.

Lloyd snuck to the back door and shot the lock open. A red dot appeared on his chest and he quickly jumped out of the way before the agent could take fire. The man behind him fell down to the ground dead instantly. Lloyd quickly took cover behind the kitchen island and returned fire with the agents.

Despite having greater numbers, the agents were outgunned, only armed with standard issue pistols. Nick ran upstairs hoping you and the kids had hidden there, but when he found all of the rooms empty aside from dead agents, he was both panicked and heartbroken.

“Sir, the basement is clear.” One of his men said on the comms.

Nick punched a wall in rage, “FUCK!”

He walked back downstairs as Lloyd perused the house, stepping over bodies to look at the photos of you and Ari. He picked up one of your wedding photos and smirked to himself, thinking about how that was the first time he’d fucked you and gotten his revenge on Ari.

Nick snatched the photo from his hand and fumed as he stared at, “Our kids were in here seeing this shit.” Nick growled as he threw it at the wall.

He looked around the hallway, running his hands through his hair, surrounded by photos of you happy with another man. Nick snapped and punched the photos on the wall and threw them onto the ground. His knuckles split open from being cut on the glass, but he didn’t care. He wanted you and his children back. You didn’t belong with Ari, you belonged with him.

As Nick continued his rampage throughout the house, Lloyd went upstairs to look for any clues to where you had gone and to see the type of conditions his kids had been staying in.

He walked over to the bed you had slept in and grabbed your pillow before he sat down. Lloyd inhaled deeply and closed his eyes as he savored your scent. He missed it. It reminded him of his face being in your hair as he pounded into you. Your moans, whimpers, and the way your thighs wrapped around his hips tightly as he made you come apart…

…”Time to get dressed, Sunshine.” He grinned at you as he stroked your hair.

He led you out of the bathroom to the room where they kept your clothes. Lloyd sifted through a rack, wanting to dress you up like a doll by picking your outfit for the day. It was one of his favorite activities after they had finally broken you. Another symbol of his control over you.

He clicked his tongue and then looked at you with a smirk, “I think…no panties or bra today. I have a feeling I’m gonna be spreading that nice little pussy of yours a lot. Would you like that?”

You smiled at him and looked down bashfully as you felt heat rise to your face, “Of course, sweetheart.” You answered submissively.

He hummed as he leered at your naked form, “Good girl.”

He chuckled when he saw you rub your thighs together for friction and your juices begin to run down your thigh. He knew you must be quivering, aching after hearing those words.

“So fucking hot.” He thought to himself as he bit his lip.

He picked out a salaciously short sundress with thin straps that barely covered your ass. He handed it to you and you enthusiastically put it on. You beamed at him and he motioned with his finger to give him a twirl, which you eagerly did.

He saw the need for approval in your eyes, “You look perfect, Sunshine.” He rasped as he walked up to you and then grabbed a handful of your ass under your dress.

Without warning he picked you up and set you down on a dresser. Lloyd kissed you feverishly, his mustache tickling your lips. He quickly undid his pants and his cock was already hard and weeping from the slit. He gently prodded your folds and then slowly pushed through with a hiss. He started with painfully slow shallow strokes to tease you.

You whimpered and grabbed him by his ass to push him deeper into you, “More please.” You begged him desperately as you started to move your hips to meet his.

Lloyd chuckled as he pulled you in closer and grabbed you tighter, “You want more, Sunshine? More of my cock?”

“Mhmm” You whined as you continued to buck your hips.

He gave you one harsh deep thrust and you yelped as he started to pound into you. Lloyd held one of your legs wrapped around his hip and wrapped his fingers into your hair with his other hand. You felt his hot breath against your neck as he grunted with each thrust.

You dug your nails into one of his ass cheeks as the dresser shook and knocked against the wall so hard that a painting crashed to the floor.

“Fuck, that one was expensive.” He mused to himself, “Nick’s gonna be pissed.”

He felt you quiver around him and moved his hand between the two of you to tease your clit with his thumb. Your body jerked and he knew you were almost there. Your tensed and shook around him as you neared the edge. You mewled as he picked up his pace and snapped into you roughly.

“You like being fucked like a little whore, don’t you?” He taunted as he grabbed you by the jaw and continued to play with your bundle of nerves, “Open.”

You obediently opened your mouth and Lloyd spit into it. You swallowed and showed him proudly. Lloyd greedily took your tongue into his mouth and sucked it before giving you a sloppy kiss.

“Come on, baby.” He groaned, “Cream on my fucking dick. Needy little cunt’s fucking swallowing me.”

His dirty words and his thumb’s ministrations pushed you over the edge. You squeezed around him - HARD - as you threw your head back and writhed against him. Lloyd chased his release and rutted into you roughly.

“I love you, LLoyd.” You moaned as you felt another orgasm coming, “I love you so much.”

He chuckled darkly into your ear as you began to grip his cock again from the force of your high, “I know, Sunshine. I know. Say it again.”

“I love you, Lloyd.”

“Unghh Fuck! Again.” The words of your defeat sent him closer and closer to climax.

“I love you, Lloyd. I love you, Lloyd.” You chanted over and over again, “I love you, Lloyd.”

He gave you a few more sloppy rough pumps until he came with a loud groan. He panted into your hair as he held you against him possessively.

“Say it again, Sunshine.”

“I love you, Lloyd.” You said breathily before he pulled away.

“Good girl.” He smirked before giving you a peck on the lips, “That’s my good girl.”

Lloyd took off his pinky ring and slid his hand between your legs before pushing the ring deep into the cum he'd filled you with. You hissed at the sudden cold intrusion and he slapped your cunt.

“Keep that in your pussy. I’m gonna play ‘find the ring’ with my tongue later.”

~~~

You walked to the aid convoy and helped unload the containers of clean water from the truck. Your hands were sweaty from the humidity and your hold slipped. The water almost came crashing down on you until you felt someone press against it to keep it from falling and looked to see Ari holding it in place. You ducked out of the way and he pulled it the rest of the way down for you.

You wiped your hands on your already dirty pants and shielded your eyes from the sun as you turned to thank him, “That could have been really bad. Glad you were there to literally save my neck.”

He gave you a large flirtatious smile, “It’s no problem, really. I might as well make myself useful while I’m here.”

“Well, keeping me from dying on the job is a pretty good use of your time.” You playfully joked back. You’d met him earlier, but at night. Now in the daylight you noticed how handsome he was – the beard, the hair, and the way his shirt stretched across his muscular chest. You could've drowned in his cerulean eyes.

“Ari, right?”

“Yeah and you’re Y/N. I'd never forget your name.”

You were slightly taken aback by his forwardness, but you weren’t opposed to it. Not from someone as hot as him at least, “Oh? And why exactly is that?”

“Um, excuse me.” Your colleague butted in, “Can you flirt later and help us unload the trucks now?

“Shit! I’m sorry!” You quickly apologized and made a move to help unload the truck.

Ari followed you and stood next to you unload supplies as well, “So, you were flirting with me?”

You rolled your eyes as you hauled a large bag of rice off the palette.

“Can I take you out to dinner tonight?” He asked as he took down two bags in one go, “I know a great spot around here.”

You stopped and wiped your forehead looking at him in disbelief, “What? The closest town is over an hour from here.”

He looked at you with a playful crooked smile and a mischievous glint in his eye, “Well, I was thinking of Chez Ari. Say 19:00? A lovely dinner of my field rations and whiskey. Very classy.”

You cracked up laughing at his offer. Bold. Very bold. But why not? He was fine as hell and had a good sense of humor.

“Dinner at Chez Ari it is.”

Maybe you’d even throw your no sex on the first date rule out for tonight too…you hadn’t been laid since you’d gotten to the camp for your assignment.

“Hey! Guys! Really?!!! Less flirting, more working!”

“A good dream. Finally.” You thought as you stretched and got out of bed. Granted, you were pissed at Ari for what he’d put you through, but this memory was…sweet, warm, amusing.

You went to check on the kids after you were done getting ready for the day and noticed they weren’t there, including LJ. You heard the TV and Nikki and Maya laughing from the living room. When you neared you saw the girls watching cartoons and eating cereal.

Your eyes went wide when you saw the box of ultra sugary cereal on the coffee table. Nikki knew they were not allowed to eat that. She’d asked a billion times and you and your husbands said no every single one. You had no doubt she’d snuck to ask one of the agents or Ari for it. Maya especially shouldn’t have been eating it. Health aside - they were going to have sugar highs all morning.

So much for your good dream, you were instantly furious. Nikki saw you and looked guilty. She opened her mouth to explain herself but you shook your head at her, she knew better. As you neared their bowls you noticed that at least Maya’s was mixed with yogurt instead of milk, but she was a mess.

You were about to have a little 'chat' with Ari about it until you noticed him with LJ. He was holding him up by the hands and LJ was standing, babbling excitedly. LJ had never stood before and you rushed over to him. LJ laughed when he saw you and started bouncing up and down.

Tears started to sting your eyes, “Look at you, big guy! Are you standing? Huh?”

He let out a little squeak and you grabbed one of his little hands from Ari, “Good job, LJ!”

You wiped your face with your other hand, unable to contain how proud and excited you were for him to hit this milestone. Ari looked over at you confused and worried.

“Hey, Y/N. Are you okay?”

You sniffled and turned to Ari with a smile, “He’s never stood up before.”

Ari’s eyes shot up and he turned to look at LJ in shock then looked back at you then looked back at LJ. He smiled at your son proudly and pulled him into a hug. LJ giggled when Ari’s beard rubbed against his chubby cheek. LJ pulled away and reached out for you. You grabbed him and held him tightly.

“Good job, sweetie.” You cooed as you stroked his head. It was bitter sweet. You were elated that he was one step closer to walking, but it was a reminder of how he’d only stay this small for so long, “You’re getting so big so fast.”

Ari squeezed your shoulder, “Too fast, huh?”

You looked over at him and silently nodded your head, trying to keep your composure. This was even harder without having your husbands there. They were bad men, who did terrible things to you, but you had been with them through all of your childrens’ milestones. It hadn’t dawned on you before, but the first time LJ walked, when Nikki lost her first tooth, when Maya went to Kindergarten would all be done without Nick and Lloyd. It hurt, you knew it shouldn’t, but it was a painful realization that made you feel hollow.

You put LJ in his floor seat and wiped your eyes quickly, “I need to make myself some breakfast before I feed him.”

You went to the kitchen in search of some cereal that didn’t have as much sugar as a bowl of candy bars. You found your favorite one, or at least it was your favorite according to one of your new memories.

“I actually haven’t eaten yet either.” Ari startled you as he grabbed the box after you’d made your bowl.

“Sorry! I didn’t mean to scare you.”

“It’s fine. My nerves are admittedly on edge as of late.”

He walked closer to you and pushed your bowl away, “That’s my fault, Y/N and I’m sorry. I know I fucked up. I fucked up big time and what I did was wrong.”

“You did fuck up, Ari. My memories are coming back, but being forced to watch them -” You could still barely say the words and your voice broke, “being forced to watch them rape me over and over again was almost as traumatic as going through it. And I can’t believe that you of all people did that to me.”

He looked down in shame and took a deep breath, “I was upset and hurt after the phone call. It made me furious that you wanted to be with those - those monsters, after what they had done to you.” He admitted sincerely, “And that’s no excuse. No excuse at all.”

“I know that’s why you did it, but it still hurt me. Forcing me to relive something like that because you needed my healing to be on your timeline.”

“Y/N, I will do whatever you need me to make up for it. I mean, maybe I can’t make up for something that fucked up. But I will work to show you that I love you more than anything in this entire world. Whatever it is, I’m willing to put in the work to do it.”

You don’t know what came over you, but you reached out and hugged him. It was like something in your subconscious had taken over and compelled you to. Ari stood in shock for a moment before returning the hug and squeezing you tightly. You both stilled for a second and you didn’t know how long you’d been in each others’ embrace.

His scent was comforting and soothing. His arms felt like a warm protective blanket wrapped around you. He felt like home and you knew more memories with him would return. The kids really did like him, which made you happy, and he seemed to like them. You were still upset and hurt, but if he was willing to work, you would give him a chance -- one chance.

“I’m jealous that you got to see LJ stand first.”

He pulled away and stroked your cheek, “Maybe we’ll both be there when he walks.” He murmured as he looked lovingly into your eyes.

You gave a small smile back, “I’m relieved that you like them. Kind of shocked really, because of what Nick and Lloyd did. A lot of people would hate their fathers too much to see past that.”

“They’re just as much yours as they are Nick and Lloyd's. When I look at the kids I choose to see you. Even though LJ has the same shit-eating grin as Lloyd.” Ari joked to lighten the mood.

You whacked him on the chest, “Wooow, so it’s like that? You’re gonna talk about my baby like that?”

“You know I’m kidding.” He pulled you back into him and kissed the top of your head, “I’m just teasing.”

“Well, to be fair, he does look exactly like Lloyd.”

“Even so, I’ll step up for them if you let me. They're great kids and it's the right thing to do.”

~~~

Nick sat on the floor of his room at the safe house staring at the photo of you and the kids he kept in his wallet. His heart felt like it was being ripped to shreds every moment he was away from you.

The heartache was worse knowing that you were all with Ari. He was worried that once you remembered how things started you wouldn’t want him anymore. That he would never see his kids again. He was hurting and alone, Lloyd obviously not being someone he could share his feelings about you with seriously…

…Nick sat behind you in the bath massaging your shoulders as romantic music played in the background. He’d put rose petals in the water and there was a bottle of your favorite red wine next to the tub. Your muscles were beaten after spending the previous two nights with Lloyd. Nick would often spend your nights together helping you recover in some way.

“Does that feel better, Princess?”

“Mhmmm” You moaned as he worked a particularly tough knot, “I really needed this, honey.”

“I know.” He cooed as he finished up, "I miss you when you're with Lloyd."

You giggled at his admission, "But I'm right next door, silly."

"I know, baby." He rasped before kissing up your neck, "I just prefer it when you're with me. Call me selfish."

Nick reached for a box on the stool next to the tub. He took out a diamond necklace and put it around your neck, “I bought this for you when I was away. I thought you’d look stunning in it.”

You picked up the mirror on the stool and grinned as you gazed at yourself. It was expensive like everything the two men bought for you, but Nick never did it to dress you up like a doll the way Lloyd did.

“You look beautiful, Princess.” He rasped before pulling you against his chest as he leaned against the tub, “But you always look beautiful.”

You felt the heat rise to your face from his compliments, “Thank you, Nick.”

“Mmmm I love it when you say my name, you know.”

“Nick. Nick. Nick. Nick. Nick.”

He chuckled and wrapped his arms around you, “I love you so much, Y/N.”

"I love you too, Nick."

Chapter 8

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Guns, Lies & Fairy Tales VI

Relationship: Lloyd Hansen x Reader x Nick Fowler; Ari Levinson x Reader

Summary: Your world is ripped apart when a stranger with a vendetta finds you and your children.

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5

Words: 3k

This is a DARK fic and you are responsible for your own media consumption.

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT 18+ ONLY, NSFW

You didn’t know how many videos Ari had forced you to watch before your mind went numb. He finally tried to say something once he’d noticed you were practically catatonic.

Ari grabbed you and hugged you. He stroked your hair and tried to get you to come to but you couldn’t respond. Your mind was blank, overloaded from everything you just witnessed and the shock of your world being shattered.

He held your face and cried, “Y/N, please. Please say something.” He put his forehead against yours. “I’m so sorry, baby. I’m sorry.”

You looked through him, your eyes puffy from the hours of crying, “I-I’m tired.” You eked out a whimper, “Please.”

He gently rubbed your cheeks, “Shhh… it’s okay.” He kissed your forehead.

Lloyd shushed you as you wept underneath him, “Shhh…it’s okay, Sunshine.” He cooed as he continued to thrust into you, “You’re doing so well me. Look at the camera for Ari.”

“GET AWAY FROM MEE!!!” You suddenly screamed as you started to claw and kick at him, “GET AWAYYY!!!”

“Y/N, please!” He tried to grab you, kicked him in the face and he fell off the couch.

“GO AWAY!!!” You shrieked at him, “GO AWAYY!!”

Ari grabbed his nose to try and stem the bleeding. He looked up at you shocked as you curled back into yourself.

“Please, please just go away. Please.”

He stood up and looked at you with shame in his eyes. He started to say something, but stopped himself before reluctantly walking up the stairs.

You grabbed one of the couch pillows and laid down. You curled into yourself and stared at the wall.

Nick and Lloyd used you as a tool to get back at Ari. They treated you like nothing other than a toy, a plaything in those videos. How did you get from there to here? From them abusing you to you loving them? To the children?

These questions ran through your mind over and over. Your heart hurt as you thought about your life with your husbands. All of the lies behind the fairy tale you thought you had lived. Eventually your exhaustion finally took hold of you and you passed out.

~~~

“Ma’am. Ma’am.” You heard a soft voice calling as you slept.

You felt a hand on your shoulder and you woke up startled.

Agent Garcia held his hands up to show he wasn’t any harm, “Ma’am, I’m sorry for startling you.” He apologized.

You slowly got up groggily, “It’s okay. I’m awake.”

Agent Garcia became concerned as he looked at you. You saw him examine you and his face fell.

“Ma’am, are you alright? I know there’s a lot going on. All of this must be hard to handle.”

“I just, um, I had a rough night.” You lied, for some reason not wanting to tell him what Ari did, “A bunch of memories came back. I didn’t want to upset the kids, since we’re sharing a room.”

“Okay, ma’am.” He responded skeptically.

“I’m sorry to tell you but we’ve gotta move you and the kids again. Ari said there was a security breach. Something about a phone call from Hansen and Fowler. They know where you are.”

Ari lied to cover up what you did. As angry as you were with him, you were thankful he covered for you. You felt so stupid for calling them after what he’d shown you.

“…or maybe he lied to cover for himself,” You suddenly thought. He’d have to explain to the agents why he didn’t tell them right away.

“I’ll go pack my things and the kids' things.”

“Oh, Ari’s already taken care of packing their stuff up. They’re already awake and ready to go. I’m sorry to rush you ma’am, but we don’t have a lot of time. No telling how soon Fowler and Hansen will get here.”

Twelve hours ago you wouldn’t have been happy to hear that news, but now you needed to get the fuck away from them and take your children with you. You would deal with Ari later.

“Thank you, Agent Garcia. I’ll be right up.”

You saw Ari playing with the girls as LJ sat in his car seat chewing on his teething ring. You walked over to say good morning to just your children.

“Mommy!” Maya beamed at you as she reached her arms out for you to pick her up.

You kissed her on the cheeks, “Hi, Bug!” She smiled and clung to you as you bent down to give Nikki a peck on her head.

“Mommy, where did you go last night?” Nikki asked innocently, “I woke up and you weren’t there.”

You glanced over at Ari and he looked at you pitifully. You put Maya down so that you could grab LJ to take him upstairs to nurse him.

“Mommy fell asleep while watching a movie downstairs.”

When you finished packing up, Agent Garcia and the other Agent on your detail, Jenkins, helped you bring your bags to the main car.

You secured Maya and Nikki in the third row of the SUV and then sat next to LJ in the second. Ari opened the passenger door to sit next to Agent Garcia and you cleared your throat to get his attention. You glared at him when he looked at you and he shut the door to go ride with Agent Jenkins.

Nikki looked at you confused, “Mommy, is Ari coming with -“

You turned back to answer her before she even finished her question. “He’s riding with Agent Jenkins.”

“Ma’am” Garcia nodded at you before taking off.

~~~

“Ari, this was the exact thing the shrink told you not to fucking do!” Mark yelled at him over the phone, “I understand you’re hurting right now, but what the fuck?!”

Ari paced around a bedroom in the new safe house unable to contain himself, “I fucked up, Mark! I know I fucked up. I lost and I just-“

“It’s no excuse. It’s no excuse. You made her watch those videos after everything-“ Mark choked up and couldn’t continue his sentence.

“I was there, Ari, when you met her. I was there through all of it after she was taken. She didn’t deserve that.”

Ari wiped the tears from his face, “I know. I dunno what to do. I’m so scared I broke her. I’m scared that I’ve pushed her away forever.”

“You should be. You didn’t just do that to help her see the light. You hurt her because you were hurting. You hurt her, Ari.”

Mark’s words cut Ari to the core. He was right. He hadn’t just snapped because of the overall circumstances, you calling Nick and Lloyd was the final straw and he took it out on you.

“You’re right. I know I hurt her. I just wanted her to finally realize who they were, what they did -“

“Ari, listen, this has to happen on her timeline. Not yours. But if there’s one thing I know, Y/N isn’t broken. She’s one of the toughest people I know. Hell, I think she’s tougher than you.”

That gained a small smile from Ari. He let out a sharp exhale to calm himself.

“Mark, what do I do?”

“Be patient. Help her so that she can be better for her sake. Don’t help her so she can be with you.”

~~~

LJ shrieked as you tried to put him down for a nap. He was exhausted from the drive to the new safe house. Your nerves were already frazzled and you tried to keep from crying as you rocked him in your arms.

“Shh..shhh…shhh… it’s okay.” You cooed between sniffles, “Mommy’s here, baby. Shh…go to sleep, LJ.”

His little body shook and tried to wriggle away from you. Lloyd was always good with calming him down. You quickly wiped that thought out of your mind. No, Lloyd was bad.

“Please go to sleep. Please go to sleep.” You chanted in your head.

There was a soft rap on the door frame, “Hey,” Ari said softly as he watched you with LJ.

He was the last person you wanted to see right now. “I’m busy right now.” You sniped at him and turned your back to him.

He walked over to you cautiously, “I can take him. You’re exhausted and -“

“And why is that? Why am I exhausted, Ari?”

“Please just let me help. I’m sorry that -“

You shook your head at him, “Now is not the time, Ari. I need you to-“

LJ noticed him and started reaching out for him. You tried to hold him tighter but he was fighting you too much. Ari walked over and you relented, passing LJ to him. You rubbed his little back before giving him a kiss on his head and made your way towards the door. You stopped when you heard Ari singing him a lullaby.

A part of you was pissed that LJ wanted Ari more than you. After what Ari had done the night before it wasn’t fair. Your mind knew you shouldn’t take it personally, but it still hurt.

As you walked down the hallway LJ had already quieted down by the time you got to the stairs. You were still devastated by what Ari had done but were ultimately glad LJ had calmed down.

Maya and Nikki were busy playing with their toys when you went to check on them.

You sat down next to them, wanting to distract yourself, “Can I play with you guys?”

Nikki looked over at you and passed you a giant Lego, “Okay, mommy. I’m making a castle like our house.”

Your prison, as you found out. But how could have had so many happy memories there? Were most of them fake too?

You started helping her put the pieces together to form the small mansion. Maya enthusiastically passed the large pieces that you pointed at. She loved being included in activities with her big sister.

Nikki suddenly put down the block she was holding and looked at you, “Mommy, when are we going to see daddies?”

She stared at you sadly as she waited for your answer. Her little lip started to tremble and it broke your heart knowing you’d have to tell her eventually that she wasn’t going to see them again. She practically idolized Nick and Lloyd.

“I don’t know, sweetheart. Business is taking longer than usual.”

“But how long?”

“Pumpkin, I really don’t know.”

She wiped a tear from her face and sniffled, “I miss them though.”

“Come here,” You pulled her into a hug, “I know you miss them, Pumpkin.

Maya stood up awkwardly and waddled over and nearly fell into the hug as she bent down, “Don’t cry, Nikki. Daddy will be back.”

~~~

You had decided it was best to sleep in a separate room from the children. Now that Ari had forcibly broken whatever wall you’d set up to block everything out, you couldn’t risk scaring the children if you had nightmares.

Maya was fussy about it at first, but then you reminded her that she used to sleep in her own room before. Luckily Nikki also reassured her to help calm her down.

You were afraid to fall asleep as you clutched your pillow tightly, but eventually sleep won and you dozed off.

…Nick held your face gently as you sat on his bed, “Did you miss me, Princess?

You glared back at him, refusing to answer. You’d spent the last two weeks with Lloyd who’d taken wanton pleasure in your suffering.

Nick’s eyes darkened and his hold on your face became tighter “Princess, I asked you a question.”

“Fuck you! No, I didn’t miss you, you piece of shit! You spat with as much courage and vitriol you could muster at that point.

“You’re not getting out of here. You’re mine now — ours.”

“Ari will come for me. He’ll come for me. I know it!”

Nick looked hurt at the mention of Ari’s name. He furrowed his brow and squeezed even harder.

“I used to run interrogations at our black sites. I broke men that were a lot tougher than you, sweetheart.”

…Darkness was all you could see. You were naked and cold, unsure of how long you’d been in the small closet. It smelled from the bucket Nick had left in there to relieve yourself. You didn’t know how many days had passed when Lloyd opened the door. You shielded your face as the light stung your eyes.

He grinned at you as he held a water bottle and piece of bread, “Hey, Sunshine.”

He handed you the water bottle and you drank it down quickly until he snatched it away before you had finished it.

“That’s enough.” He tossed the bread at you, “Here.”

Your dry lips cracked painfully as you hastily ate the cold bread. You were starving and it wasn’t enough. You had no idea how long it had been since they’d fed you.

Lloyd bent down and rubbed your lower lip. You winced from the sting and he smirked at you.

“Miss us yet, sweetheart?”

…More darkness, the smell of shit, cold bread, water and the same question.

“Do you miss us yet?”

Followed by more darkness. More being alone. More thirst and hunger.

“Ari isn't coming for you.” A voice in the back of your head got louder and louder each day.

“Do you miss us yet?”

How long had you been in here? Weeks? A month? Forever?

More darkness. More hunger. More stench. More thirst.

“Do you miss us yet?”

You were alone. How long had it been since you’d spoken to someone? How long since real human contact?

“Ari isn’t coming.”

How long had you been in here? Weeks? A month? Forever?

More darkness. More hunger. More stench. More thirst.

“Do you miss us yet?”

“Ari isn’t coming. We’re alone.”

“Ari isn’t coming. Only Nick and Lloyd are here.”

More darkness. More hunger. More stench. More thirst.

“Ari doesn’t matter. Ari abandoned us.”

“Ari doesn’t exist.”

More darkness. More hunger. More stench. More thirst.

Nick opened the door to the closet and you rushed into his arms. You clung to him tightly and sobbed.

“I missed you. I missed you.” You chanted over and over.

Nick rubbed your back and kissed the side of your face, “That’s all I wanted to hear, Princess.”

He pulled back and gently stroked your tear streaked face. He gazed at you with a mix of triumph and adoration.

“I’m sorry, Nick.”

“It’s okay, sweetheart.” He cooed as he picked you up bridal style, “Let’s get you a bath and some food.”

Your eyes shot open and your heart pounded so hard you thought it was going to burst through your chest. You were sweating and the covers and mattress were wet. You felt nauseated and vomited into the rubbish bin in your room.

You panted as you tried to catch your breath. That’s how they did it. That’s how your husbands had broken you. Finally remembering their sheer brutality was too much to bear. You felt like your mind was going to break.

~~~

Ari sat on the couch dazed as he stared at an old rerun on the TV. He wanted so bad to be able to apologize to make it up to you. But he wondered if that were even possible.

“Uh oh!”

“It’s okay, Maya. You got it.”

He heard Maya and Nikki and turned around to see them coming down the stairs. He rushed over and quickly grabbed Maya, afraid that she was going to fall and hurt herself.

“You shouldn’t be coming down the stairs with her like that.” He scolded Nikki, “She could have gotten hurt.”

“I’m sorry, Ari.” Nikki looked down guiltily, “Nothing bad happened.”

“I can do stairs!” Maya argued with him to defend her big sister, “Stairs with Nikki. I-I can do them.”

Ari’s face softened when he looked at Maya’s serious face and he let out a small chuckle. It was the same face you made when you were ready to fight.

“I’m sorry, girls. I didn’t mean to be mean like that. I was just afraid something was going to happen.”

“It’s okay… Mommy would have been mad too.” Nikki admitted as she twittled her thumbs, “Soo…I guess maybe I was technically being bad.”

He smiled as he bounced Maya on his hip, “Ohhh, well now I don’t feel bad for scolding you.”

Nikki’s eyes went wide in panic, “Please don’t tell mommy!”

“No, no tell mommy!”

“Fine, I won’t. Just no more stairs for Maya without a grownup. Understand?”

They both nodded their heads in agreement before Nikki pointed to the TV.

“Can we watch something, Ari?” She asked, “Can we watch Moana?”

“Moana!” Maya cheered, “Please, Ari? Moana?”

“Didn’t you just watch it the other day?”

Nikki put her hands behind her back and smiled sweetly, “And?”

She knew that smile would work on him. As tough as Nick and Lloyd were, it always broke them down. She could have asked them for the code to their safe they would have given it to her gladly.

“Alright, ladies. Moana it is.”

~~~

Your face was puffy when you got up the next morning and you felt like you were dehydrated from crying the night before. The memories felt real, physically and emotionally. It was as if you were reliving them all over again.

You slowly slid out of bed, somehow more exhausted than you were when you went to sleep. You smelled sour from how much you’d sweat that night and went to take a bath before you needed to feed LJ.

The warm water was soothing and you tried to focus on the present. You slid down until your head was under the water.

…”Lloyd, I’m sorry! Please!”

His hand shoved you back down into the bath water and you felt like you were drowning when you couldn’t hold your breath any longer.

He pulled you up by your hair and sneered at you, “You fucked up! Nick is too soft on you, but I’ll put you back in that fucking closet if you make me!”

Lloyd pushed your head down into the water again.

You panicked in the bath, “No! No! No!” You shot up out of the water and gagged. You leaned over and coughed, trying to get the water out of your lungs. You took heaving breaths as you clung to the edge of the bathtub.

Once you’d composed yourself enough you went to feed LJ. He was already awake and fussy. You sat on the bed and your time with him soothed you. It was simple, quiet, his little face calmed you.

The girls weren’t in the room, but given that no one had alerted you to any problems you knew nothing was wrong. That was one thing you’d learned over the past few days.

You made your way downstairs after putting LJ back in his crib. You stopped in your tracks when you saw the couch.

Nikki was curled up snoring next to Ari under a blanket as Frozen was playing on the TV. Maya was asleep on his chest, her little body moving up and down as he breathed. His arms were wrapped around each of them protectively.

…”How many do you want?” You asked as you were snuggled against him in bed.

He stroked your hair as he pulled you in tighter, “Umm… maybe six.”

“Six?” You shot up, “You must be joking.”

He looked at you with a playful glint in his eyes. “Why? How many did you want?”

“Maybe just three.” You laughed as you whacked him with a pillow.

“Nah, six is better.”

“Well, I guess you’ll be having all of them then. I certainly won’t be pregnant that many times.”

“Oh, come on. It’ll be fun to make them!” He laughed before climbing on top of you, making you squeal.

“Mrs. Levinson.” He purred as he kissed down your neck.

“I’m not Mrs. Levinson just yet.”

He pulled away and smiled at you. “No, but you will be soon.”

Chapter 7

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Guns, Lies & Fairy Tales V

Relationship: Lloyd Hansen x Reader x Nick Fowler; Ari Levinson x Reader

Summary: Your world is ripped apart when a stranger with a vendetta finds you and your children.

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4

Words: 3k

Series warnings: Non-con, dub-con, kidnapping, Stockholm Syndrome, physical, emotional, and psychological abuse, isolation, violence, torture, murder, smut, allusion to forced pregnancy, and other warnings to be added.

This is a DARK fic and you are responsible for your own media consumption.

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT 18+ ONLY, NSFW

You flitted around your children anxiously getting them ready for your parents to arrive. They needed to be perfect. You seldom had visitors when you were with your husbands, but when you did they were always a business associate or a very close friend.

“Your behavior and the kids’ reflects on us.” Lloyd would remind each time you would have company, “As does the way you look.”

He expected you to be polished and behave like the perfect wife in front of company, well, even when there was no company. The children needed to be clean and well dressed even if your guests would only see them for a minute or two. Any misbehavior reflected on Lloyd which was your fault because you should have taught them better manners.

“Ow, mommy!” Nikki yelped as you braided her hair into two French braids.

“Stop moving or it will just make it worse.” You chided her before you finished and added two barrettes at the end, “God, you’re so tender-headed.”

“I don’t have a tender head. You braid too tight!” She huffed before grabbing the new teddy bear Ari had bought her the day before.

You heard commotion downstairs and assumed it was your parents. You told Nikki and Maya to stay put and then quietly walked to the top of the stairs so you could eavesdrop.

“How are you holding up, Ari?” You heard a man with a deep voice greet him, “This must be so hard for you.”

That must be your father you thought to yourself. You heard a woman’s voice shortly after asking about you.

“Her and the babies upstairs?”

“Uh, yeah.” Ari answered her with a broken voice, “I’ll go get her to come down.”

You heard heavy footsteps going up the stairs and they stopped midway. Ari took a deep breath and let out a shuddering exhale. You heard a sniffle before he cleared his throat.

You recognized that he must have real feelings for you after how he’s treated you and your children. You could see the pain and longing in his eyes even though his behavior hid it.

“Mommy, are grandma and grandpa here?!” Nikki squealed as she scurried out of the room.

“Yeah, they're here, Nikki.” He answered with a soft smile, “Wanna come downstairs?” He asked you, holding out his hand.

“Okay,” You responded hesitantly, “Let me just get LJ and Maya first.”

You grabbed your babies and made your way down the stairs behind Ari. Nikki could barely contain her excitement and walked ahead of him.

“Oh my god.” Your mother gasped as she gazed at you and the children.

Your father stood there overwhelmed. Tears poured from their eyes and your mother reached out to grab Nikki. She pulled your daughter into a tight embrace and started sobbing.

You felt a pull in your chest that drew you to them. You knew them. They were your parents. Part of the wall in your mind that had separated you from finally broke.

“Mom? Dad?” You croaked out as you looked at them.

“Aw, baby!” Your mom wept, “My sweet baby.”

She rushed to you and pulled you into a hug as you held LJ. Your dad joined and they held you tightly. It felt like they were afraid to let go. Their embrace was warm, familiar, safe.

LJ squirmed in your arms and they carefully let you go. Your mom smiled as she looked down at him squirming in your arms.

“Can I hold him?”

You clutched him tightly at first, hesitant to let him go before you saw the eagerness in her eyes, “Um, okay.”

She picked him up and he stayed surprisingly calm despite her being a stranger.

“LJ?” Your dad asked as he gently squeezed one of his little feet.

You beamed proudly as you rubbed his fuzzy little head, “Yeah, Lloyd Jr. After his father.”

It felt like the air had been sucked out of the room the moment Lloyd’s name left your lips. Your parents and Ari became suddenly quiet and your mother looked at you with pity in her eyes, while your father looked angry. You turned to Ari and gazed at the floor, unable to make eye contact. You noticed his jaw tick and his hands clenched in and out of fists

“This is Maya.” You blurted out to change the subject away from your husband, “She’s two.”

Your father’s face softened as he looked at her, “She looks just like you when you were that age. She could be your twin.”

“Hi, Maya.” He waved at her and she awkwardly tottled towards him. He picked her up and she gave him a large grin.

“How about we have some lunch?” Ari suggested as he motioned towards the back door, “I’m grilling out back.”

“And I’m supposed to trust you with the grill?” Your dad jested, “The last time I came over and you barbecued you almost burned your own damn house down.”

“An honest mistake, Mike.” Ari playfully responded as you all walked to the back deck, “In my defense it was the switchover from charcoal to gas that threw me.”

You hadn’t been in the backyard yet. It was large and spacious with a lot of room for the kids to run around. The deck was also sizable and had a long picnic table with umbrellas to block out the sun. There was even a pool with a safety tarp over it so the kids wouldn’t fall in.

LJ started to fuss when you sat down with him and you could tell he was hungry.

“Is he eating solid food yet?” Your mom asked as she tickled his foot.

“Yeah, he likes bana-“

Before you could finish your sentence one appeared over your shoulder. LJ babbled as he snatched it then tried to put it in his mouth. You looked up and saw Ari smiling at you before he mussed LJs hair and walked away.

“He’s a good man, that one.” Your mom smiled at you as you peeled the banana.

~~~

After lunch you put the kids down for a nap and sat down with your parents in the living room. Ari went down into the finished basement to give you all some space.

Your parents sat on either side of you and your mom took out a large photo album. The first picture was of you and her at the hospital when you were born. You looked just like Nikki and Maya.

Your mom flipped through the book and told you stories about each of them. There was one of you at Disneyland together, a place you’d hoped to take your kids one day. Another was of you covered in flour in the kitchen after a “baking mishap.”

When you finally got through that album your dad took out a tablet, “All the newer photos are on here, since we took them on the digital camera.”

You were an awkward teenager from what you could tell. You couldn’t help but laugh at your glasses and terrible sense of style. But you did notice how many photos of you at fundraisers there were.

“You always had a big heart.” Your mom said proudly, “Food drives, blood drives, charity car washes, you arranged all of it.”

“That’s how you met Ari.” Your dad added on, “You were a director at a refugee camp. You’d heard rumors about weapons trafficking by a criminal organization through the camp. Ari was part of the Interpol team that was sent there.”

You gazed at the photos of your younger self. There was a sincere happiness and pride in your eyes. A small smile grew on your face.

“You had such a bright future ahead of you before those sons of bitches who took you. They stole it from you.” Your father seethed as he looked at the photos, “You had a good life. You were helping people.”

“Don’t worry Mike”, Your mom tried to assure him and she put her hand on your dad’s, “They’re gonna catch those monsters and make them pay.”

“God Willing the kids won’t ever have to see them again.” Your mother hoped out loud.

No. No. No. No. They shouldn’t be saying things. The kids need their fathers. They’ve always been good dads. How could they say this?

You became quiet and fidgeted with the tablet, “Um, I need to get some water.” You lied as you quickly stood up and walked out.

“Sweetheart?” Your mom called after you, “You already have a glass here.”

You shut yourself in the bathroom and put your back against the door. Your chest was constricting and you felt a panic attack coming on. You breathed deeply as you tried to follow the instructions the psychologist gave you earlier.

You weren’t sure how long you stayed in the bathroom, Ari came to check on you eventually and you said you would be out soon. You stepped out and quietly went to the kitchen to finally get water.

As you passed the table you noticed your mother’s phone sticking out of her purse. Almost instinctively you grabbed it and hid it in a pot in the cupboard.

You anxiously walked back into the living room where your parents were sitting with Ari. Your mother looked apologetic while your dad and Ari just looked angry.

You fidgeted with your sleeves nervously, “Did I do something wrong?”

“Oh, no, sweetheart.” Your mom tried to soothe you. “Ari was just reminding us about… what… you remember and what you don’t.”

“Oh…” You responded quietly.

“You know, I think we should head out.” Your dad suddenly told your mom, “I think we’ve all had a long day.”

Your mom looked disappointed but she nodded her head in agreement. They got up and hugged you goodbye.

Your mother held you for a long while before letting you go, “We’ll be back soon, sweetheart.”

~~~

You tiptoed down the stairs in the middle of the night to the kitchen. You assumed Ari hadn’t found the phone since he hadn’t said anything. You carefully grabbed it from the pot, making sure to not make any noise.

You remembered the number your husbands had told you to call if for some reason you were ever in danger. Your hands shook nervously as you took a deep breath before dialing. The phone trilled and you got even more anxious with every second that passed.

You heard Nick’s voice with a sound of concern and urgency, “Princess?! Y/N, is that you?!”

“Yes!” You cried into the phone, covering your mouth to try and stifle the noises, “It’s me, Nick.”

“Oh my god, are you alright? Are the kids alright?” He asked you worriedly, “Baby, please tell me that you’re okay.”

“Yes, yes, we’re okay. The kids are sleeping right now. They’re fine.” You tried to assure him, “I miss you so much, Nick. I miss you and Lloyd.”

“I miss you too, Pri-“

“Is Ari Levinson there with you?” Lloyd snarled into the phone after snatching it from Nick.

“Um, yes,” You stammered, “We’re at his house. I think we’re in -“

The phone was suddenly snatched away from you and Ari glowered as he loomed over you.

“Stay the fuck away from my wife!” He growled into the phone.

“You stole something from me and you took my kids.” Lloyd hissed at him, “Y/N is ours and I think this little phone call she made just proves it.”

“Fuck you, Lloyd! The next time I see you, I’m putting a bullet in your head.” Ari threw the phone at the wall before turning to you, his eyes filled with rage.

You tried to back away from him but you were trapped with the counter behind you. The way he looked at you… it was the same way Lloyd looked when you knew your punishment was going to be bad.

“Ari-Ari I’m sorry.” You stammered out frightened, “I’m sorry that-“

“No, you will be.” He snarled as he grabbed you by the arm harshly and practically dragged you down the basement steps. He shoved you down on the couch roughly before taking out his laptop and casting a video on to the large TV.

The camera was zoomed in on Nick’s smirking face, but it was the smile he had when bad was about to happen.

“You wanna go back to your husbands, huh?” Ari seethed as he pressed play, “We’ll see about that when you finally fucking realize who the truly are. You watch what they did to you.”

“Jiiiimmyyyy,” Nick taunted, “Or should I say, Ari. Ari Levinson”

Whimpering and struggling could be heard in the background, along with Lloyd’s familiar snickering. You could tell by the interior of the room the two men were in Lloyd’s bedroom at your house.

“You really fucked us over, pal.” Nick continued, “And to think you thought you could get away with it. You come into our crew, gain our trust, and then cost us millions of dollars?”

Nick moved out of the way to show Lloyd holding your arms behind your back. You were sobbing and your lip was cut, along with blood coming down your cheek. Your wedding dress was dirty and torn from the struggle.

Your heart pounded as you watched and your blood froze. This wasn’t real. This wasn’t real. Nick and Lloyd would never do this to you.

“That’s alright, we’ll take the new Mrs. Levinson as compensation for our troubles.”

“How does that sound, Sunshine?” Lloyd taunted you cruelly before licking a stripe up your neck, “You, Nicky and me are gonna have a lot of fun together.”

You whimpered and tried to shirk away but he just chuckled darkly at you. Nick walked over to you and you shrieked when he tore your wedding dress down the front and ripped it off you.

Nick whistled when he saw your bridal lingerie, “Would you get a load of that? Goddamn, Ari.” He said grinning back at the camera, “I’d be fucking furious if I lost a piece like this.”

“Let me go, please! Just let me go.” You begged them as you tried to fight against Lloyd’s hold. He grabbed your arms even tighter and jerked you closer to him.

“Aww, Sunshine, but we haven’t even started yet.” He kissed up your neck as you sobbed, “We’re gonna put on a show for Ari.”

Nick pulled out a knife and struggled against Lloyd again.

“No! No! Please don’t hurt me.” You pleaded with him as he gently ran the tip over your skin.

“I’m not gonna hurt a pretty little thing like you.” He laughed at you before cutting off your panties and bra.

The remnants of your last article of clothing fluttered to the ground and you were now completely naked in front Nick and Lloyd.

“You know, I’ve always wanted to fuck you, ever since Ari showed me a photo of you a while back, “Lloyd said lecherously, “Now I get to know what all the fuss was about.”

Lloyd tossed you onto the bed and you tried to scurry away, but Nick grabbed you. You screamed as he held your arms while Lloyd worked on undoing his pants. He stroked his cock languidly as he smirked down at you.

“Aww, baby, are you scared?” Nick snickered above you. He turned to face the camera, “Ari, I think your wife is scared.”

Lloyd grabbed your hips roughly and lined himself up with your dry core before thrusting into you to the hilt. You shrieked in pain and Lloyd laughed darkly as he pounded into you.

You covered your eyes and shook your head. “This isn’t real!” You yelled at Ari, “Turn it off, please.” You begged him.

Ari grabbed your cheeks roughly from behind the couch and pointed your head towards the TV.

“No, you’re gonna watch goddamn it!” He growled, “I had to watch this after your husbands took you.”

Nick undid his pants and slapped your face with his cock before shoving it into your mouth. You nearly retched from the force. He thrust into your throat as he pulled your hair tightly. Mascara stained tears flooded down your face as sobbed.

“Sunshine, you don’t look like you’re having any fun.” Lloyd viciously teased as he hammered into you.

Nick grunted as he neared his peak, “Fuck! I know I am.”

He snapped his hips even faster before pulling out quickly with a hiss and emptying himself onto your face. You closed your eyes and tried to turn away. But he grabbed your face and tutted you.

Lloyd pulled out quickly and flipped you onto your stomach. He thrust into you again and held your head down to face the camera, smearing Nick’s cum on you and the mattress.

Lloyd fucked into you like an animal for what seemed like an eternity until he came with a loud groan and then a chuckle as he caught his breath.

He flicked your face sharply, “You alright, Sunshine?”

He looked up at Nick with a chuckle, who was playing with your hair, “I just realized, Nick, we didn’t make her cum. Now Ari is gonna think we’re a bad fuck.”

“We can’t have that now can we, Princess?”

You stared back at yourself on the screen. Your body was limp and your eyes were dead. It was like you weren’t even there anymore.

You shook as you sat on the couch. Ari’s hands still held your face, forcing you to watch as Nick took Lloyd’s place. You felt sick to your stomach and ripped his hands off of you. You fell to the ground and retched, emptying the contents of your stomach onto the floor.

You thought your mind was going to explode. They were all right. Nick and Lloyd were monsters and somehow they’d made you forget. You curled into a ball on the floor and sobbed.

Ari slowly walked over and knelt down to pick you and pull you into him.

“Now do you get it, Y/N?” He asked quietly as he stroked your hair, “They sent me videos just like this one for weeks. It was the only way I knew you were alive. Then they just stopped. That’s when I thought they’d finally killed you.”

“But they loved me.” You blubbered into his chest, “They love me. They love the kids. It wasn’t like this. I-I don’t understand. Ari, they love me.”

You pulled away and looked up at him. His eyes were filled with disappointment. He picked you up and led you back to the couch. You heard him typing behind you and then another video appeared on screen.

“You still don’t get it.” He murmured as he pressed his lips to the top of your head, “You’ll keep watching until you do.”

Chapter 6

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Guns, Lies & Fairy Tales IV

Relationship: Lloyd Hansen x Reader x Nick Fowler; Ari Levinson x Reader

Summary: Your world is ripped apart when a stranger with a vendetta finds you and your children.

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3

Words: 3k

This is a DARK fic and you are responsible for your own media consumption.

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT 18+ ONLY, NSFW

“Ari…” You purred seductively into his ear as you reached around him to slide your hand down his boxers and gently stroke his morning wood.

You felt cock twitch in your hand and he reached around to squeeze your ass. You bit your lip as you felt your aching need grow. Ari hummed as you nipped at his earlobe.

He turned over and grabbed your face. Your lips crashed into each other hungrily as you straddled him.

Ari laid in his bed as he reached down into sweatpants to touch himself. The memory of your love making aroused him and knowing that you were just down the hall tortured him.

You grabbed his hard cock and lined it up with your slit. You slid down his girthy length slowly and moaned as the stretch filled you. Ari let out a shuddering breath as he grabbed onto your hips.

He stroked himself slowly as he remembered the way your skin felt against his touch. He groaned as he fantasized about your tight heat wet heat fitting around him as if you had been made for him.

You rocked your hips slowly at first with your hands placed on his chest. Your fingers slid through his chest hair as you started to move faster. You mewled as he massaged your inner walls. He bucked his hips underneath you as he gazed up at you ravenously.

“That’s it. sweetheart.” He panted as he worked his cock, “Cum for me, baby.”

Your ass jiggled and your tits bounced as you chased your high on top of him. You felt the coil within you tighten and your legs trembled around his hips.

“Ari! Ari!” You chanted his name in wanton moans as the coil snapped and you threw your head back in ecstasy.

“Look so fucking beautiful when you cum, Y/N.” He groaned as he tightened his grip around himself. He was almost there and felt his cock twitch against his palm.

Ari flipped you over onto your back and plowed into you to chase his release. He wrapped one of your legs around his hip while he slid his fingers into your coils with the other hand.

The bed rattled beneath you and he leaned down to plant a passionate kiss that left you more breathless than you already were. His rhythm became sloppy as he spilled into you with a moan.

“I love you so much.” He murmured into your ear before kissing the side of your neck.

Ari panted in his bed and looked down at the sticky mess that was all over his hand and stomach. He reached over to the nightstand for a tissue and gave himself a quick clean up before getting up to shower.

When he was done he stopped and looked at himself in the mirror after brushing his teeth. He took a deep breath and chanted to himself reassuringly.

“You can do this, Ari. You can handle this. You can do this, Ari. You can handle this.”

~~~

“WOWWW!!!” Nikki exclaimed as she ogled at the large toy shop in the giant department store Ari had brought you to.

She’d never been to a store in her life, let alone one filled with toys. Her toys just magically appeared when Nick and Lloyd had bought them for her. She could barely contain her excitement as she darted off.

“Nikki! Don’t go too far!” You called after her, nervous about being in public like this. Your heart pounded and your palms sweat against the handle of the stroller. Your husbands told you environments like this were too dangerous for you to be in. Even with the security team you felt anxious and exposed.

“Don’t worry, ma’am.” One of the agents assured you, “I’ll have eyes on her the whole time.”

You cautiously pushed Maya and LJ’s stroller through the store, trying to keep from being overwhelmed by the experience. Maya squealed to be let down so she could look at the toys up close and Ari agreed to hold her hand as she toddled around.

“Are you okay?” He asked you as Maya was gawking at the large selection of stuffed animals, “I know this must be a lot for you right now.”

“I’m okay,” You lied, “and the kids are happy here. They’re having a good time. They deserve it after the past few days.”

“Ari, this one!” Maya pulled at his pant leg to get his attention as she held up a stuffed dinosaur, “Mommy, look!”

“Oh wow, Bug.” He cooed as he bent down to her eye level, “This the one you want?”

Bug. Only you and your husbands called her that. Not even the nanny. Ari’s level of familiarity with her made you uncomfortable. He wasn’t one of her fathers and he never would be. She was young and you worried this would confuse her.

Nick and especially Lloyd would be furious if they knew. You were being an awful wife and you needed to put a stop to this. You couldn’t betray your husbands.

“Yes! Dinosaur!” She giggled in the background as your thoughts became focused on the Exit sign nearby.

Maybe you could make it. If you could somehow distract Ari and the security team. Grab the children and run. You could be back with husbands and your children would have their fathers again.

“My son likes this one.” A gruff voice suddenly interrupted your thoughts of escape.

You turned to see one of the burly male agents, Agent Garcia, holding up what looked like a hand knit stuffed raccoon wearing a sweater. He shook it and LJ giggled at the rattling sound. He reached out for it and flailed it around excitedly once his chubby little fingers got ahold of it.

“And now he’s got his slobber all over it.” You shook your head as LJ put one of the stuffed ears in his mouth and chewed.

“My son Mica used to do that when he was teething. I don’t think we brought any stuff for that actually.” He realized, “I’ll have someone pick up some of those plastic ice rings for the little guy.”

“I would appreciate that.” You thanked him, “I should go find Nikki.” You told him as you started pushing the stroller down one of the aisles looking for her.

You weren’t going to be able to sneak out of the store. Maybe next time when Ari took you and the children out you could.

You stopped when you came across a box in the section for older kids. It was a Light Brite, something you only vaguely remembered, but you were drawn to it. You stared at it for a while before what seemed like a memory flashed into your mind…

You sat in a makeshift tent in your room to block out the sun. The colorful lights of the toy shined against your face and you plugged them in to make a happy face out of the blue plastic dots.

You could hear soulful music coming from downstairs and the smells of your mother’s cooking wafted into your room.

“Y/N! Y/N!” You heard a woman’s warm voice call to you, “It’s time for dinner.”

You huffed and closed the Light Brite then climbed out of your tent. You walked across the sage green room and opened the door…

“Hey,” A soft voice said as you continued to stare at the box, “Find something you like?”

You felt something. Maybe sadness or longing, but also confusion as you looked at the box. There was also a bit of happiness and familiarity too.

“I think I’ll get his. If that’s okay.” You asked Ari as you held out the box to pass it to him.

He smiled at you and put it back on the shelf, “I already have one back at the house.”

~~~

Ari pulled down the ladder to the attic. A cloud of dust barrelled out and you both coughed and swatted at it.

“Sorry.” He apologized with a sneeze before making his way up the ladder.

You heard rustling before he called to you, “It’s not heavy.” He said as he passed you a medium sized box.

Ari came back down the ladder and tucked it away before he turned his attention to the box. He opened it up and fished around before pulling out the Light Brite with a soft smile.

“Your parents said it was your favorite.” He told you as you examined it.

It was covered in stickers. Mostly an odd mix of Strawberry Shortcake and Ninja Turtles. You knelt down and briefly peeked at the rest of the box’s contents.

“I can watch the kids while you look through it.” He offered as he picked the box up for you, “Here, let me put this in the master bedroom for you first.”

He shut the door to give you privacy and you hesitantly began to look through the box. You were curious but also afraid of what you’d find.

You had a good life with your family. Yes, Lloyd could be harsh sometimes, but it was only when you were being a bad wife. But this box…what if it contained things that would destroy your family. Did you even really want to know?

Your hands trembled as you looked through the contents. There was a photo of you and your parents on green construction paper. It was surrounded by glitter and stick-on shiny stars. “My Family” was written above it messily in crayon. It reminded you of the ones Nikki had made for you.

You set aside the photo and pulled out a small folder. Inside were your picture day photos from elementary school.

You were shocked to see how much Maya looked like you when you were younger. Although, she was the only one your husbands couldn’t tell whose child she was. You recognized the big mischievous grin in each photo. Nikki had the exact same smile, down to the naughty glint in her eye.

Tears started to sting your eyes the more you looked through the box. You knew in your heart this was all real, but you couldn’t remember most of it. Part of you refused to even try to remember it.

You reached into the box to pull out the last item. It was a brown teddy bear missing an eye. It looked so similar to the one you’d bought for Nikki before she was born.

You remembered putting the nursery together and how excited both of your husbands were. While Lloyd was strict and paranoid about you somehow harming the child’s health during your pregnancies, Nick was tender and soothing…

You sat in the nursing chair and huffed as you looked at the paint swatches. You couldn’t choose what shade of green you wanted. When you found out you were having a girl, Nick wanted a princess room with all the frills. Lloyd however said he would have a girly-girl over his dead body. He had his legacy to think about. Luckily for him, you were adamant against Nick’s idea and Lloyd was relieved that he had ‘won out.’

Your feet ached and you rubbed your swollen belly as Nick came in holding yet another set of large bags filled with the toys. The room was filled with them, but you appreciated how involved he was preparing for the baby compared to Lloyd.

“How’s my beautiful princess doing?” He rasped as he grabbed your face gently to pull you into a soft kiss, “Hm?” He asked as pulled away.

“Just tired and frustrated,” You admitted with a huff, “I can’t figure out what color I want and the baby is only a few weeks away.”

“Here let me see.” He said as he gently took the swatches from your hand.

He leaned over and looked through them briefly before settling on the sage.

“That one.” He instructed confidently.

“Really?” You looked at him skeptically, “It’s a little too dark, no?”

“I don’t think so, Princess.” He told you as he looked at it again, “Besides, it’s the same color as your room at your parents, house.”

You furrowed your brow in confusion and you notice Nick suddenly smirked.

“My childhood bedroom?” You asked quizzically as you looked up at him.

“Oh, yeah,” He cocked his head to the side, “I know you don’t remember, but it was this color. I think it will be nice for you and the kids to have the same one.”

“But-but I don’t remember that, Nick.” You mutter quietly.

“Aw, baby,” He responded with slight condescension, “You don’t need to remember that. Do you remember what Lloyd and I said?”

“Mhmm” You nodded your head obediently, “Only our family matters. Nothing else. Nothing before.”

“Exactly!” Nick grinned and booped you on the nose.

You smiled bashfully as you looked down at your belly. Your family was the most important thing. You being pregnant made your husbands to happy. Nick gently tilted your chin up to face him.

“You’re perfect, you know that?” He gazed at you adoringly, “You’re my perfect girl.”

He grabbed your face and pulled you in for a soft, yet passionate kiss. You pulled away breathless and saw his puffy pink lips and his bright blue eyes were now dark with lust.

“You’re so beautiful like this.” He rasped as his hands started to roam your body, “Stand up, Princess.”

He helped you to your feet and then quickly grabbed your face to kiss you again, before backing you against a window. His kiss was ravenous, teeth gnashed against teeth as he thrust his fingers into your hair. He ripped your button down dress open before cupping your breasts.

He licked his lips as he squeezed your soft flesh and you whimpered as he undid your bra. You were aching, needing Nick to fill you. Your hormones made you constantly horny.

Nick groaned when he slipped his finger down your panties to find your cunt already weeping. He pulled them out to look at the sticky web on his fingers before putting them in his mouth to savor the taste.

Nick quickly turned you around so that your hands were planted on the window pane and you looked out into the front courtyard. You looked down and saw Lloyd stepping out of his car.

“Well, would you look at that?” Nick whispered into your ear. As you heard rustling behind you and the sound of Nick undoing his belt.

Lloyd looked up and smirked before yelling something at his men. They quickly scurried off and Lloyd leaned against the car, staring at you.

Nick grabbed you from behind with one hand on your mound, playing with your clit, and another toying with one of your nipples. He hummed as he rubbed his hard length against your ass.

“Let’s give old Lloyd a show.”

You mewled and pushed your ass back against him. He chuckled and whacked your cheeks with his hard cock before lining up with your slit and slowly pushing past your folds.

You gasped and closed your eyes as he started to move slowly. Slow, deep, gentle strokes massaged your inner walls as he continued to circle your bundle with his finger. You keened from his touch and scratched the glass as your pleasure grew.

“Faster, Nick, faster!” You begged him as he felt yourself getting close.

“Alright, baby, I’ll give you faster.” He growled as he snapped his hips into you quickly.

Lloyd was still leering at the two of you. He was biting his lip and you knew he’d come find you once Nick was done.

Your legs shook as you felt the pleasure bloom from your core throughout your body. Your breath hitched and you moaned wantonly as your orgasm hit you. Your pussy clenched around him tightly and he shuddered as he groaned while painting your walls with hot cum.

You felt his hot breath against the back of your neck and soft kisses on your shoulders.

“I love you so much, Y/N.” He panted against your skin, “You know that, right?”

You put one of your hands over his and squeezed it, “Of course I know that, sweetheart. I love you too.”

“I don’t think you realize how much, baby.” He rasped, “I’d go insane if anything happened to you and our kid. I would kill to keep you by my side.”

Your body shook as you wept, your tears dripping onto the contents of the box. You pulled your knees into your chest and sobbed loudly.

“Only our family matters. Nothing else. Nothing before.”

There was something before. You had a family, parents, a childhood. Maybe that was real, but there was a reason Nick and Lloyd let you forget. Maybe something was wrong with Ari. Maybe that’s why they kept you away from him for all these years.

“I’d go insane if anything happened to you and our kid.”

Nick and Lloyd can’t be bad men, could they? Your tender moments with them were real. You remembered those. You remembered the times that Nick held you in his arms and told you that he loved you. How good he and Lloyd were with the children. The way your heart swelled when Lloyd praised you when you were good.

If you could just talk to them. Maybe just ask them what this all meant. They were the only ones you truly trusted to help you make sense of it all.

Chapter 5

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Guns, Lies & Fairy Tales III

Relationship: Lloyd Hansen x Reader x Nick Fowler; Ari Levinson x Reader

Summary: Your world is ripped apart when a stranger with a vendetta finds you and your children.

Chapter 1 Chapter 2

Words: 3k

This is a DARK fic and you are responsible for your own media consumption.

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT 18+ ONLY, NSFW

Six years earlier…

Ari walked into the VIP booth of the pulsing nightclub. Expensive champagne flowed freely and gorgeous scantily clad women flirted with Nick and Lloyd’s men. Some of the men clapped Ari on the shoulder as they greeted him while he made his way to their bosses.

“Well if it isn’t the man of the hour!” Lloyd cheered and pulled Ari into a big hug, “Holy shit that was fucking amazing, Jimmy!”

Nick came over and gave Ari a hug with a huge smile, “What a fucking badass you are!”

Ari picked up a flute of champagne from one of the servers and cheersed with Nick and Lloyd before taking a sip.

“Honestly, fellas, that was even a close call for me.” He chuckled, “I may or may not have shit my pants — just a little.” He joked with the two men.

“Jimmy, the way you handled those customs fucks at the shipping yard was amazing. Seriously.” Nick complimented Ari, “I’ve gotta give Lorenzo a bonus for sending you our way.”

“Our clients are very fucking happy.” Lloyd said as he clasped Ari by the face, “I could fucking kiss you right now if you weren’t so goddamn ugly.” Lloyd chuckled as he let Ari go, “No offense, Jimmy.”

“None taken. I’m not a fan of that clit tickler myself.” He joked back, causing Nick to spit out his drink.

Nick set his glass down and put his arm around Ari then motioned to a woman to come over.

“Speaking of tickling clits, my friend. Have you met Adriana?” He sleazily introduced the young woman.

She wrapped her arms around Ari’s neck and gazed at him seductively. She was drop dead gorgeous and could have been a model. She wore nothing but giant platform heels and a skimpy metallic dress that barely covered her ass.

“You’re very handsome.” She purred, “I think I might like you more than Lloyd and Nicky.” She turned to the men and gave them a mischievous smirk.

Ari’s face turned red and he grabbed her arms and slowly pulled them off of him. She looked at him confused.

“I’m sorry, sweetheart.” He apologized to her, “You’re fucking gorgeous, but I’m already taken.”

Lloyd and Nick looked at him in disbelief. Adriana was top shelf pussy. No one ever turned her down.

“Jimmy, are you telling me that your girl is hotter than this immaculate piece of ass?” Lloyd asked before giving her smack on the bottom.

Ari ran his hands through his hair nervously, “I love my girl, man. She’s the one.

“It’s okay.” Adriana playfully pouted, “I think it is romantic that you are so dedicated.” She gave Ari a quick peck on the cheek before sauntering away.

Nick scoffed, “Alright let me see her. This amazing beauty you’ve got waiting for you back home.”

Ari knew that it wasn’t a good idea. It was against protocol. He was deep undercover and needed to separate his real life from “Jimmy.” But as long as Nick and Lloyd didn’t know your real name, it would be okay.

“Okay, fine.” Ari took out his phone and pulled up a picture of the two of you on vacation at the beach, “She’s pretty, right?”

Lloyd grinned and gazed at you lecherously, “You’re goddamn right, Jimmy. I might just steal her for myself.”

~~~

You turned over in bed and moved to wrap your arm around Nikki. Your eyes shot open when you noticed she wasn’t there. You sat up startled, waking Maya up.

“Mommy?” She said groggily with her eyes still closed.

“Shhh… it’s okay, Bug. Go back to sleep.” You cooed as you rubbed her head.

You got out of bed as quietly as you could while your heart raced with panic. You tipped toed out of the room and then frantically searched the other bedrooms upstairs.

“Nikki!” You whispered loudly as you descended the stairs, “Nikki!”

You stopped in your tracks as you heard her singing along to her favorite song from ‘Moana’. You walked into the living room and saw her sitting on the couch with a sandwich as she sat next to Ari and wiggled to the song in her seat.

“Hey, Pumpkin,” You sat next to her relieved and grabbed her to give her a kiss on the head.

Ari looked over at you with a soft smile while Nikki was entertained by the movie.

“Hey, I’m sorry if we scared you, Y/N.” He apologized, “She came downstairs and said she was hungry. You just looked so exhausted so I didn’t want to wake you up. Also, the sandwich is umm..just jelly…I didn’t know if she was allergic to peanuts…”

That earned a small grin from you, “She’s not allergic to peanuts, for the record. But, thank you for being cautious. I also really did need to sleep.”

“If you’re ready, I can get dinner started while you and the kids get cleaned up.” He offered, “I was going to make your favorite - my famous chicken stir fry - you know like, Stir-Friday?”

“Stir Friday?” You chortled at him. You started to think that Ari was more cheesy than he was a threat.

“Okay, I know it’s lame but, it was your idea to call it that.”

“Well, that I know is a lie.” You retorted playfully, “I would never come up with something like that. Lloyd and Nick would never go for it if I did.”

Ari’s smile dropped and he turned his face away from you. You saw him gulp and then he put the remote down before standing.

“I’ll go get dinner ready.” He said quickly as he walked away without looking at you.

You felt a sudden pang of guilt. Even though Nick and Lloyd were your husbands you felt bad for upsetting Ari. You tried to shake the feeling away and pressed pause on the movie.

“Mommy!” Nikki started to complain, “It was almost the dancing crab!”

You walked over to wipe the sticky jelly off of her hands and mouth.

“I know, sweetie, but you need to take a bath.” You gently coaxed her, “You haven’t had one since the day before yesterday.”

“I don’t stink though.”

You lifted up her arm and smelled her armpit then pretended to retch.

“Oh, gross!” You exclaimed as you held your nose, “You smell like a sunk!”

“What?!!” Nikki squeaked. She lifted up her arms to smell herself, “I do not stink, mommy!”

“That’s because you can’t smell yourself, now come on.” You grabbed her hand as she slid off the couch with a huff and then took her upstairs.

You came back down after you’d washed the children. Nikki rushed to the dining room first as you held LJ and helped Maya toddle down the stairs.

“Mmmmm that smells good, Ari!” You heard her little high pitched voice compliment him.

She was right. It did smell delicious and something about it was comforting. It was familiar, but you just couldn’t place where you’d smelled it before. You didn’t have any recollection of this meal at all.

Ari fixed a plate for you and set it down as you started to nurse LJ. You ate your food in silence until you saw Maya’s bowl come crashing to the floor after she knocked it over.

“Uh Oh!” She looked at you with wide eyes.

Before you could move, Ari was already cleaning it up.

“Uh oh is right!” He responded playfully, “Still hungry?” He asked her.

She grinned up and nodded her head, “Cheese?”

“What?” He furrowed his brow, confused at what she was asking.

“I can have cheese? Ari cheese?” She begged with her hands out and a giant slobbery smile.

“I want cheese too!” Nikki chirped, “I want cheese! Mommy can I have cheese too?”

You chuckled as you stopped nursing LJ and sat him on your lap.

“It depends, girls.” You looked over at Ari, who looked somewhat bewildered, “Ari, do you have cheese?”

“Uh, yeah. One sec!” He rushed into the kitchen and brought back an assortment.

“CHEESE!!!” Maya squealed wide eyed as she tried to reach the table.

“Wow!” Ari laughed, “I didn’t know how much kids liked this stuff.”

“Let’s go with the mozzarella.” You chuckled back at him, “And yeah, I don’t know what it is, but they are fanatics.”

You instructed Ari on how to cut it to keep the kids from choking and he doled out a few pieces. LJ was full but wanted to copy his big sisters, so you let him have a little piece too.

Dinner was far more relaxing than you thought it would be. You hadn’t been away from home for as long as you could remember, but Ari managed to make you and the kids feel welcome. He wasn’t your husband, but you were comfortable with letting your guard down slightly.

Ari’s phone suddenly rang and he got up to take the call in another room. You helped clean up the girls as much as you could while you were still holding LJ, who at this point was nodding off to sleep.

“Hey,” Ari said as he came back into the room, “That was um…that was your parents, Y/N.”

“My parents?” You asked him confused with your head cocked to the side.

Parents? You knew that you obviously had them, but you didn’t remember them. You realized that you didn’t really remember anything before your husbands. But you quickly explained it away — why would you need to remember anything before them? Nick, Lloyd and the children were everything that you needed.

“Your parents are coming in two days.” He told you cautiously, “They’re excited to see you. They missed you a lot, you know?”

You supposed they must have. You missed the children when they were taken away from you by agents and it was only for an hour. You were concerned, however, that they might tell your children the same lies the Interpol agents had told you. You couldn’t have them poisoning your children against their fathers like that.

“I have a grandma and grandpa?” Nikki asked innocently, “Mommy, you and daddies never said I have a grandma and grandpa.”

“Well, sweetie,” You started to awkwardly lie, “Grandma and grandpa just lived really far away. But now we’re at Ari’s house so it’s easier for them to visit.”

“Ohhh…yeah, we did live far from everything.” Nikki responded before stretching out her arms.

“Alright, it looks like we need to hit the sack for real this time.” You said turning to Ari, “Thank you for dinner — and the cheese.”

“It was my pleasure.” He smiled at you warmly. You could see the adoration in his gaze as he looked at you.

He helped you take the children upstairs before saying goodnight and leaving you all to fall asleep.

~~~

You heard the dogs and Loyd’s men chasing after you through the forest. The dogs’ barking grew nearer as you tried to pick up your pace and run faster. Your heart pounded in your chest and fear coursed through your veins.

You weren’t sure if you would actually get away but you had to try. You couldn’t take one more day in the prison they had kept you in since they had taken you.

As you made it close to a road you tripped on a rock hidden by the leaves on the forest floor. You grunted as you hit the ground and quickly tried to get up, but the dogs had caught up with you. You curled into a ball to protect yourself as they snarled and barked to let Lloyd’s men know they’d found you.

Viktor tutted you as he climbed on top of you to zip tie your hands and feet. He threw you over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes and carried you back to the house where Lloyd was waiting.

He unceremoniously dropped you on the ground in front of his boss before leaving. You groaned as your already abused body hit the wooden floor.

You could hear Lloyd chuckling darkly as he neared you. He pulled you up by your hair to bring you to your knees and you hissed from the burning on your scalp.

Lloyd grabbed your swollen face and you whimpered. Your lip was cut and one of your cheeks was bruised. The swelling had finally gone down on your black eye to be able to see again. Yet breathing through your nose still hurt and you knew it must have been broken.

“Sunshine,” He chided you in a sing-songy voice, “You know how much Nicky-boy likes you and here you are trying to run away. How’s that gonna make him feel when he gets back from business.”

“Fuck you!” You hocked a glob of phlegm and spit it in Lloyd’s eye, “Ari will come for me! You piece of shit!”

“Fucking disgusting!” Lloyd yelled and kicked you in the chest, making you fall to the floor.

You wheezed as you tried to catch your breath after having the wind knocked out of you. He wiped the spit from his eye and pulled out his gun then pointed it at you.

“You know what, I don’t give a shit how much Nick wants to keep you around, you little cunt.” Lloyd snarled at you cruelly, “You weren’t supposed to stay around this long anyway. Better I pull the bandaid off now.”

“If you’re gonna shoot me, then fucking shoot me.” You hissed up at him, “I’d rather die than stay a second more with you!”

Lloyd stared at you for a moment and you saw an evil smile spread across his face. He reholstered his gun and picked you up by your arm to face him.

“You know what, Sunshine? I think I am gonna keep you around, seeing as you think death is the better option.”

You woke up in a cold sweat and panting. You looked around you and saw that your children were there. It was just a dream you told yourself. It was just a nightmare after all of these people had been putting lies in your head.

You got up quietly to go down to the kitchen and get some water, moving carefully so you didn’t wake up your daughters. You made your way down to the kitchen and were surprised when you noticed the light on.

You paused when you saw Ari standing there mid drink. He was wearing nothing but a pair of grey sweatpants, his muscular back on full display as he finished chugging the rest of his glass. He put it down in the sink and was startled when he saw you standing there.

“Sorry!” You apologized quickly, “I didn’t mean to scare you. I was just thirsty.”

“No, it’s okay.” He smiled as he ran his hand through his hair, “I’m just so used to being in this house by myself now. Here, let me get you some water.”

He poured you a glass and then handed it to you. You couldn’t help but notice that he was definitely in shape, with the perfect amount of dark chest hair.

“No!” You scolded yourself, “This isn’t right. The dream wasn’t right. This, with Ari, isn't right.”

“Thank you.” You said sheepishly before you started to drink.

“Is the room okay?” He asked you concerned as he leaned against the counter, “I just wanna make sure you guys are comfortable.”

“As comfortable as I can be when I’m away from my own bed I guess.”

“Yeah…” Ari responded with a tinge of disappointment in his voice, “I’m gonna go back to sleep. Let me know if you need anything, okay?”

“I will.” You replied politely, “Good night, Ari.”

~~~

Ari laid in his bed, staring at the ceiling. He hadn't been able to sleep at all that night. Seeing how dedicated you were to Nick and Lloyd enraged him.

At the same time, he loved seeing you with your kids. You were a good mom, just like how he’d always imagined you’d be. He liked the kids too. He was worried earlier about how he’d feel having them around, but their little personalities won him over. He wanted to protect them from Lloyd and Nick. He knew they deserved better and he could give them that.

But the night you were taken kept playing in his mind over and over again. The night he failed to protect you…

Ari smiled at you as you danced with your bridesmaids at the reception. The DJ played your favorite song from college and he knew you’d be there for a while.

He made his rounds talking to his relatives and laughing at some of their old fashioned marital advice. Mark had left his side to go hit on the bridesmaids.

When Ari was done he went to look for you on the dance floor but you were gone.

“Hey!” He tapped Mark on the shoulder, “Have you seen Y/N?”

“She went to the bathroom.” One of the bridesmaids answered, “She should be back any minute now.”

Assured that you were fine, Ari joined the group to continue dancing. After twenty minutes he looked around the room and you still weren’t there.

He went up to your parents to ask if they’d seen you, but the last they had was when you were dancing thirty minutes ago. Ari felt a pit in his stomach as if something was wrong.

He left the reception hall and walked towards the women’s bathroom.

“Y/N!” He called out to you, “Baby, are you alright?” But there was no answer.

He checked in the women’s bathroom but no one was there. Ari’s heart felt like it was going to explode from in chest.

“Maybe she went outside for some fresh air.” He thought to himself as he made his way towards the exit.

That’s when he saw it. He stopped dead in his tracks and his blood ran cold. One of your shoes was laying on the floor, along with your engagement and wedding rings. Bloody fingerprints were smeared against a nearby wall.

Ari rushed back into the reception hall and pulled Mark off the dance floor. He knew something was seriously wrong and went to security, demanding to see security footage of the last hour.

The place where he’d found your shoe was a blind spot for the cameras, but the back entrance to the hotel wasn’t. He watched Nick and Lloyd stroll right in and he knew they had taken you.

Chapter 4

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Guns, Lies & Fairy Tales II

Relationship: Lloyd Hansen x Reader x Nick Fowler; Ari Levinson x Reader

Summary: Your world is ripped apart when a stranger with a vendetta finds you and your children.

Chapter 1

Words: 3.2k

This is a DARK fic and you are responsible for your own media consumption.

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT 18+ ONLY, NSFW

“Can you tell me your name?” The psychologist asked you nicely.

She was mousy in your opinion and could have done more with her appearance. Lloyd and Nick wouldn’t have approved of the way she looked at all. But she was kind and reassuring, which you needed given the circumstances.

“Y/N Hansen-Fowler.” You replied anxiously as you fidgeted with your wedding rings, “When can I see my children?”

The children had been taken by one of the Interpol agents while you were being led to the psychologist. You tried to convince the agents to let them stay with you, but they said it wouldn’t be appropriate for them to join. They cried as they were separated and you felt a surge of anger at your captors.

“When we’re done here, Y/N.” She replied calmly, “Can you -“

“Are my husbands in trouble?” You blurted out, hoping that they were okay.

The psychologist took a deep breath and removed her glasses. She looked at you with pity.

“Y/N, Nick and Lloyd are wanted by Interpol for selling weapons and intelligence. They’ve been on our list for over a decade since they left the CIA.”

You looked at her in disbelief and became upset at her accusations. Your nails dug into your skirt and you glared at her.

“I don’t know who you have speaking to, Doctor Smith, but whoever told you that is a liar.” You hissed at her venemosly, “My husbands still work for the CIA. They’re good men. Family men.”

“I know this is hard for you to hear. It’s often difficult for people to see their abusers for who they are after being in captivity as long as you have.”

“Captivity?!” You sneered at her as you stood up angrily, “You’re the ones holding me and my children captive. We haven’t done anything wrong, so just let us go home!”

She raised her hands placatingly, “Y/N, please calm down. Please have a seat.” She instructed gently, “I’m sorry that I’ve upset you.”

You stared at her, shaking with rage and took a deep breath. You sat down slowly and crossed your legs as you leaned back in the seat. You wanted to claw her eyes out. How dare she. How dare she say such things about Lloyd and Nick. Bitch.

“We can’t let you go back to the house. It’s a crime scene now, but the agents have brought a few of your things. Like clothes for you and your children.”

You felt like your heart was going to beat out of your chest. You’d never been away from home. That’s where you were safe. That’s where your things are, where you and your children belong. You felt your chest tighten and it became harder for you to breathe. Dr. Smith rushed up to you as you began to wheeze.

“It’s going to be okay, Y/N.” She tried to soothe you, “Just breathe in and out slowly. Deep breaths. Copy me.”

You followed her instructions and took deep breaths. Your heart rate slowly went down, but the level of fear you had didn’t. What were you going to do without Nick or Lloyd?

“Where are we going to live?” Your voice quavered as you asked.

“You’re going to stay with Ari.” She replied with a small smile, “I think that will help you through this transition.”

You furrowed your brow in confusion, “Ari? The man from the panic room?”

~~~

Five Years Earlier…

“Before you, I didn’t think I’d ever fall in love. I have seen so much pain and darkness in my life, but when I look at you, I’m reminded of all the good in the world.” Ari looked into your eyes deeply as he held your hands in front of your friends and family.

You looked at him with a big smile and watery eyes. You squeezed his shaky hands and nodded for him to continue.

“You have the most generous and kind heart of anyone I’ve ever met. I admire you for all the good you bring into this world through the hours you spend helping those in need each day.” Ari began to choke up and took a deep breath to steady himself. You put your hand on his cheek and he kissed your palm.

“I am so blessed to have found you, Y/N. I would move heaven and earth if you asked me too. I’m so honored that I get to be your husband.”

You wipe a tear from your face, trying to hold it together until the end of the ceremony. You grinned at each other when you exchanged your rings and the rest was a blur until Ari pulled you in for a passionate kiss.

“Get a room!” The best man Mark jested before Ari pulled away after what felt like a blissful eternity.

He looked at you with his deep blue eyes and puffy lips before grabbing you by your face and kissing you again. You finally grabbed each other’s hands and turned to the applauding audience. You looked to see your mom and dad wiping tears from their faces as they smiled at you proudly.

You walked down the aisle grinning so hard that your face hurt. Ari grasped your hand tightly and brought it up to give it a kiss.

~~~

Ari paced in the hallway as you spoke to the psychologist. He struggled as he tried to contain the storm of emotions that was consuming him. He ran his hands through his hair as he waited for Mark to arrive.

Your home had been filled with photos of you and the children. Many of them with Nick and Lloyd. Ari had to be restrained when he charged through the hallways and started ripping them down in rage. Nick and Lloyd had stolen the life he was supposed to have with you.

Ari’s knuckles were cut with open wounds from punching the glass. He seethed as he held onto a photo of you pregnant and smiling with Lloyd’s hand on your belly.

“Ari!” His friend called to him as he rushed down the hallway.

Mark pulled him into a huge hug and Ari broke down crying. He sobbed into his friend's shoulder, unable to hold everything in any longer.

“It’s okay, man, just let it out.” Mark choked out as he clung to his best friend, “She’s alive, Ari. That’s what matters. She’s alive.”

“I thought she was dead.” Ari cried, “All this time I thought they fucking killed her.” His voice broke as he thought of the moment he’d given up hope that you were alive and instead went on a rage fueled vendetta to avenge your death.

“Those fucking bastards. Those sick sons of bitches. What they did to her — I couldn’t protect her, Mark. I was supposed to protect her.”

Mark pulled away and held Ari’s face, “This isn’t your fault. These guys are fucking psychopaths, Ari.”

“She has fucking kids with them.” Ari showed him the photo and Mark let out a sharp exhale as he took it from him, “Three of them, man. Those monsters fucked her mind up so bad.”

Mark closed his eyes and shook his head. He was there when you and Ari first met at the refugee camp you worked at all those years ago. He nudged him to ask you out and later went with Ari to buy your engagement ring. Mark had watched your relationship blossom from the beginning and was there during Ari’s grief when you were taken.

“Sit, come on.” He instructed as he led Ari to a bench in the hallway. He wrapped his arm around Ari’s to comfort him, “What’s important now is that you remember you’re not the only one in pain.”

“You need to help her. Be there for her. That’s what you promised to do when you married her.” Mark continued, “I know this sounds harsh, but this isn’t just about you, especially with kids involved.”

Ari wiped the tears from his eyes and cleared his throat, “I know. I’m just…so fucking angry…so ashamed.”

“Be angry. Use that anger to make these bastards pay.” His friend advised him, “But don’t be ashamed. Don’t get stuck in what ifs. It will only drive you insane.”

“Easier said than done.” Ari muttered as he tucked his hair behind his ears.

He and Mark sat in silence until they heard Dr. Smith’s footsteps near them in the hallway.

“Agent Levinson.” She greeted him and then nodded at Mark, “Can we chat for a moment about your wife?”

“Whatever you can say in front of me, you can say in front of him.” Ari responded quickly, “What is it? Is she okay?”

“She’s okay, physically.” Dr. Smith started, “But psychologically, she’s suffering from severe Stockholm Syndrome. She doesn’t remember anything before Hansen and Fowler took her.”

Ari knew you didn’t remember him, but anything at all? His heart felt like it was being ripped into shreds all over again.

“How does that happen?” He asked her with a quavering voice, “How did she just forget everything?”

The doctor took a deep breath and proceeded cautiously, “Sometimes our minds make us forget things to protect us or to make our reality easier to bear—“

“Protect her from me?”

“No, no. That’s not what I’m saying.” Dr. Smith continued, “She’s clearly suffered extensive trauma as part of her ‘programming’, if you will. Blocking out her life before she was kidnapped is likely what helped her adapt and survive.”

“So what happens now?” Mark questioned her anxiously, “Are those memories just gone?”

Dr. Smith shook her head, “They’re still there somewhere and they’ll come back eventually with the right treatment. BUT she also blocked out memories of her early days with Hanson and Fowler as well. So…all of this could come back to her. And unfortunately she would be reliving her trauma.”

“As far as she’s concerned, her life begins and ends with Hansen and Fowler. They and the children are her entire world.”

Ari sat and weighed the gravity of Dr. Smith’s words. It wasn’t just enough knowing you were alive. He wanted his wife back.

“So what happens next? How do I help her?”

“Going home with you would help, but you would need to proceed slowly. Don’t push her too hard and have patience.”

“I can do that.” Ari responded quickly, “Whatever she needs.”

“Now, about the children. Separating them from their mother would do extensive harm to both parties...Considering who their fathers are —“

“I’ll take them.” Ari insisted adamantly, “They’re as much hers as they are Nick and Lloyd’s.”

Dr. Smith looked at him skeptically, “Are you sure, Agent Levinson? This isn’t a small thing to agree to and the children are at very delicate ages.”

Ari was sure that he wanted to do what was best for you. He was sure that the children did need to be with you and that you needed them. He wasn’t sure about how he’d handle the emotional toll of it all.

He couldn’t help but notice that Nikki had her father’s eyes or that LJ was the spitting image of Lloyd even though he was closer to your skin tone. He knew they weren’t their fathers and they were innocent. He would try his damndest to separate his hatred and welcome your children with open arms. He also knew he’d push you away if he didn’t.

“I’m sure. They’re all coming home with me.”

~~~

“How the fuck could you let this happen?!!” Nick bellowed at his remaining men, “None of you — literally none of you had any idea that the raid was happening?!”

Nick was beside himself. His face was beet red and shaking with rage as he glared at his men standing in the safe house.

Lloyd sat quietly seething in a chair to the side as he sipped on his glass of whisky. He watched the men through narrowed eyes. Some of them were in tactical gear and others in suits. They ranged from analysts to foot soldiers. All trying to plead their case in front of their bosses.

“Sir, our man inside Interpol didn’t tip us off. We didn’t -“

A gun shot rang out and the man’s body fell to the floor. The others backed away in horror as they looked at Lloyd standing there still holding the gun.

He let out a shaky exhale as he holstered his weapon and walked menacingly towards them.

“I don’t want to hear any more fuckign excuses from any of you.” He sneered at them, “The next person who opens their mouth without a solution will get their goddamn tongue ripped out.”

“Our wife and children have been stolen from us. Right out of our fucking home.” Nick piled on, “I love them more than anything in this goddamn world so you go out and fucking find them!”

“Sir!” An analyst sheepishly stepped forward.

“What?!” Lloyd snapped at him, “This better be fucking useful.”

The man nervously stammered, “Um-well-well-“

“Spit it the fuck out!” Nick growled at him, almost foaming at the mouth, “Clock’s is ticking!”

“Ari Levinson!” The analyst blurted out, “Ari Levinson was the agent in charge of the raid, sir.”

Nick and Lloyd paused and both stared at the near trembling man. Lloyd finally let out a deep belly laugh, amused that Ari had finally caught up with them. Nick turned to him incredulously before yelling at his men.

“Get the fuck out here! Go! And don’t come back until you know more about Levinson.”

“Yes, sir!” They all said before piling out of the room quickly.

“Wait -“ Lloyd called to them as he gasped for air, “Take care of this asshole’s body.”

“Yes, sir.” Two men said before they dragged the body out of the room, leaving behind a trail of blood.

Nick turned on Lloyd as soon as they were alone. He grabbed onto his collar and shook him.

“What the fuck are you laughing at, Lloyd?” He hissed at him, “Is this some type of joke to you?! He took our fucking family.”

“Easy easy there, Nicky-boy.” Lloyd chuckled, “I understand the gravity of the situation, believe me.”

Nick let go of him with a shove and poured himself a drink then chugged it down.

“You remember how this all started, why we took Y/N in the first place.” Lloyd started to explain, “It was only a matter of time that Ari found us. You know as well as I do he was never gonna let us get away with what we did.”

“Y/N is our wife now. Not his. Those are our children that he took.” Nick shot back, “I know you don’t have the same feelings for her as I do, but -“

“But she’s still mine. Finders keepers, losers weepers. And Ari is a big ol’ loser.” Lloyd said matter-of-factly.

Nick glared at him intensely. He knew that Lloyd didn’t ‘love’ you the way he did, but he hated hearing him say it out loud. Lloyd loved the kids, but you were still just a prize he’d won after all these years. Getting you back was a matter of pride.

“Ari knows we’re going to make a move to get them back.” Nick warned, “We’ve gotta be ready for that.”

Lloyd gave him a devious smile, “Him knowing we’re coming is gonna make this so much more fun.”

~~~

“Mommy, where are we?” Nikki asked with yawn as you finally pulled up to Ari’s house.

It had been a long day of travel and you were emotionally exhausted. You had spent your time soothing Nikki and Maya, while also trying to answer their onslaught of questions. All while still trying to process what was happening.

“I know this isn’t as big as what you’re used to, kiddo, but I hope you like it.” He turned to smile at Nikki in the backseat.

She leaned over you to look out of the window, “Ummm…it’s cute.”

You couldn’t help but let out a light chuckle. The house was a comfortable size. It wasn’t as extravagant as your home with your husbands. But there was something about it that was warm and familiar.

“Here, I can take LJ.” Ari offered as he opened the door.

Your first instinct was to stop him as he reached for the car seat, but you knew you couldn’t get all of the children out on your own in one go.

You unbuckled Maya and Nikki from their car seats, then carried Maya into the house with Nikki scurrying behind you. The agents that followed you promptly unloaded their SUVs with your belongings.

Ari led you through the house and you were taken aback by the amount of photos of you and your “husband”. There were pictures of you on vacation together, your engagement photos, and your supposed wedding.

You didn’t have an engagement or wedding with Nick and Lloyd. They said a wedding was too dangerous. So instead you woke up one morning with two rings on your finger, each carved with the men’s initials. You didn’t need any of the pomp and circumstance other couples did anyway. Why would you when you already had Nikki and knew that Nick and Lloyd loved you?

“Mommy, why are there so many pictures of you with Ari?” Nikki asked, perplexed.

You glared at Ari for a moment. He should have had those photos taken down. He was confusing the children even more.

“Well, like mommy said earlier, Ari and I used to be really good friends.”

“Oh, that’s right. You did say that, mommy.” She responded with an even bigger yawn.

You were relieved that her questioning didn’t go any further.

“How about I show you to your rooms.” Ari said as he motioned you up the stairs.

“You can stay in the master bedroom and I’ll be in one of the guest bedrooms. I’ve had two cribs and a small bed set up on the other guest bedroom already.”

Nikki tugged on your hand and looked up at you, “I don’t wanna sleep by myself here.”

You didn’t either. You hadn’t slept alone in years and you also didn’t feel safe enough to have your children sleep in a separate room. You wanted them with you.

“Nikki, Maya, and I will share the bed. I want LJ’s crib in the room with me.” You told Ari. It wasn’t a request.

“Okay, I can move the crib into the room with you.” Ari replied with an understanding haze.

Maya was starting to get fussy. You knew it was time to put them down for a nap.

“Me and the children are exhausted.” You said as you rubbed Maya’s back soothingly as you held her. “We’re going to take a nap now.”

Ari was still holding LJ’s car seat so he followed you into the room and put him down. You waited for him to bring in the crib and slid it next to the bed before placing LJ down.

“I’ll have some food ready when you guys get up.” Ari said before closing the door gently.

You pulled Nikki and Maya closer to you and gave them both a kiss on the forehead.

“Mommy, when are we going to see daddies again?” Nikki asked sleepily.

“Soon, Pumpkin.” You told her assuringly, “They’ll come get us soon.”

Chapter 3

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Guns, Lies & Fairy Tales I

Relationship: Lloyd Hansen x Reader x Nick Fowler; Ari Levinson x Reader

Summary: Your world is ripped apart when a stranger with a vendetta finds you and your children.

Words: 3.4K

Note: I did this on my phone so apologies if the formatting is fucked up.

This is a DARK fic and you are responsible for your own media consumption.

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT 18+ ONLY, NSFW

You’d only been asleep for what seemed like an hour before you felt one of their hands roaming over your body again. You were exhausted and sore, covered in bite marks and bruises from your husbands’ frenzy the night before. They were always like this before they went away on business.

“Morning, Sunshine.” Lloyd rasped in your ear as he began to slowly circle your clit. You looked down at his watch and it was only 4am.

“Good morning, sweetheart.” You whispered hoarsely, your throat painfully sore after a night of it being fucked mercilessly and you screaming from the orgasms they forced out of you.

He hummed to himself as he slowly rubbed his hard length between your ass cheeks. You whined as he put more pressure on your bundle of nerves. You lifted your top leg up and reached down to guide him to your entrance.

“Good girl.” He praised you with a moan as he slowly pushed into you.

You winced from the burning stretch of your sensitive core, but his praise aroused you and made you proud. You loved being Lloyd’s good girl.

He wasted no time before slamming into you at a brutal pace. His first deep thrust speared into you and knocked the breath out of you. You gasped for air and held onto his wrist tightly.

All you could hear were your moans and him grunting behind you. The smooth skin of his girthy cock massaged the sweet spot within your velvety walls as pleasure blossomed from your clit. Your body jerked as you let out a pathetic whimper.

“Fuck!” He growled, “Pussy’s too fucking good.”

The force of his thrusts became more powerful and Nick’s large bed rattled beneath you. The other man turned towards you, woken by the sounds of your fucking, and rubbed his eyes. Nick smirked and then licked his lips before moving over to grab your face and kiss you hungrily.

“Look at you, ruining our alone time, Nicky boy.” Lloyd chuckled behind you.

Nick chortled as he tweaked one of your nipples.

“If you wanted alone time you should have taken her to your room.”

His intense blue eyes were now dark with lust. He moved down the bed and whacked Lloyd’s hand away from your clit, before putting his mouth on you and sucking. Lloyd moved his hand to your neck and squeezed.

Lloyd hissed as your cunt gripped his dick tightly. You mewled as you closed your eyes to submit to the growing bliss.

“Goddamn, she’s so fucking close.” Lloyd snarled as he squeezed your throat even tighter.

Nick sucked you even harder, the tip of his tongue darting out to toy with you even more. Your body trembled and tensed as your orgasm hit you. You let out a strangled cry and pulled Nick’s hair. Lloyd snapped into you roughly as Nick pulled away.

“I need to feel your mouth on me, Princess.” He purred after licking your shiny slick from his lips.

Lloyd pulled out with a hiss and lightly swatted your ass with his heavy cock. Nick rolled over onto his back and motioned you over for another kiss. He grabbed you by your face and pulled you into him. It was sloppy, filled with tongue, and claiming.

“I love you so much.” He murmured against your lips.

You smiled at him adoringly, “I love you too, honey.”

“No love for me, Sunshine?” Lloyd asked, feigning a pout.

“Of course I love you too, sweetheart.” You smiled sweetly at him.

You moved down between Nick’s legs and licked a stripe up the back of his hard cock. He shuddered underneath you and you grinned to yourself before using your tongue began to toy with his weeping head. Lloyd grabbed your hips to pull your ass up and then glided back into you. You moaned around Nick as Lloyd started to hammer into you. You wiggled your hips before thrusting them backwards, bouncing your ass off of his muscular thighs to meet his rhythm and push him deeper to hit the spot within you that would make you come apart.

“Look at this hungry little cunt swallowing my dick.” He snickered behind you, “You’re so fucking needy, Sunshine.”

Lloyd suddenly slapped one of your cheeks hard. The sharp sting of his pinky ring made you yelp. Lloyd spanked you again and again and you knew it would be sore to sit. Lloyd had never once been gentle with you the entire five years you had been together. And you weren’t expecting any different now.

Tears and slobber soaked Nick’s short hairs as he thrust into your throat, his fingers shoved into your coils and pulling at the scalp. A salacious cacophony of slurping, gagging, squelching, grunts, moans, wet skin slapping against wet skin resounded around the room. Lloyd’s sweat dripped onto your back as he jackhammered into your pussy from behind.

“Play with her ass.” Nick instructed between sharp breaths as he opened his thighs even wider, “Fuck, Princess! God I fucking love your mouth!”

Lloyd spread your cheeks and you felt a cold glob of spit fall onto your puckered hole. You felt his thumb prod at your tight ring of muscles before pushing in slowly. Your eyes rolled at the sensation of being so full and your cunt began to squeeze around Lloyd’s cock.

“Good girl, Sunshine.” Lloyd praised you again, with a slight taunt, “Look at you getting all your holes filled.”

“I’d fuck your ass if I weren’t trying to put another baby in you before Nick does.” He snarled as his grip on your hips became tight enough to bruise.

Another baby. That would make Nick and Lloyd so happy. Your heart swelled with pride each time you found out you were pregnant. You bucked your hips against Lloyd even faster at the thought of pleasing them so much again.

Your rhythm synced with Lloyd’s worked your gspot expertly. You felt the pleasure shoot through your body as you quaked around both your husbands. Your vision whited out and Lloyd mercilessly snapped his hips to chase his own release. He came with a roar as he spilled into you.

He threw his head back as he caught his breath and wiped his sweaty forehead with the back of his hand. He pulled out and slapped your ass once more before flopping on the bed next to Nick.

Nick suddenly let go of your hair, “Get on your back.” He ordered you and then stroked his cock as you did what he said.

He grabbed you by your legs and eagerly pulled you towards him. He folded your body so that your knees were pinned against your chest and your ankles against his shoulders.

He pushed his tip into your quivering hole through Lloyd’s thick warm cum. Nick drove into you at an animalistic pace. The angle allowed him to hit deep inside of you against your cervix. You struggled to breath as Nick lowered his full weight onto you. You instinctively put your hand against his hips to try and push his weight off of you. You instantly realized your mistake. Nick stilled and glared down at you as Lloyd tutted you from the side.

“I’m sorry, sweetheart.” You quickly eked out with panic in your voice, “ I didn’t mean to. It was an accident.” You fucked up and made your husband upset. You deserved to be punished, but what they might come up with still scared you.

“Do you believe her?” Nick asked Lloyd through heavy breaths.

Lloyd stroked your cheek softly, but you saw a familiar cruel glint in his eyes.

“I believe her.” He responded softly, to your relief.

“But, it still shouldn’t have happened. You’re going to need a correction.”

Your lip trembled and you looked back at Nick, pleading, but all you found was a steely angry gaze. His cheek twitched and you could see the hurt in his eyes. You did that. How could you have hurt Nick? You didn’t deserve him or Lloyd.

“I love you, Princess, but you need to be punished. Just a small one this time.”

Nick quickly pushed on your legs harder and snapped his hips into you violently. You grabbed onto the pillows behind you and twisted the fabric in your fingers. He hit a spot deep inside that unraveled you and you let out a guttural moan as you came hard. You would have thrashed underneath him if his weight weren’t almost suffocating you. Nick followed shortly after, adding his spend inside of you, mixing it with Lloyd’s.

You panted as he pulled out of you, while Lloyd went to his room to grab the box of toys he liked to punish you with.

You whimpered when he pulled out the extra large rabbit vibrator with clitoral suction. The stretch of it always burned and would be worse with how sensitive you already were. Lloyd hummed to himself as he rubbed his chin while contemplating what else to use. He finally settled on a sizeable anal vibrator.

Your eyes stung with tears at your failure. You braced yourself as Lloyd pushed the toys into your already overstimulated body. He turned them on high settings and your body instantly seized. Nick kissed your tears and turned your face to him.

“I’m sorry for hurting you, sweetheart.” You sobbed.

“I know, Princess.” He murmured before giving you a peck on the lips, “So, you’re gonna stay here until it’s time for you to shower and feed LJ.”

~~~

Your legs trembled as you got out of the shower in your bathroom. You wobbled gingerly trying not to slip on the smooth marble floor. You would have cursed under your breath as you made your way through the large bathroom, but your husbands hated it when you swore. You picked up your wedding rings from the counter and slipped them on before removing your towel to look at your body in the full length mirror.

You admired the bites and other marks they’d left on your skin. You’d satisfied them, pleased them, and that made you happy. You smiled to yourself as you ran your fingers over a particularly deep bite mark Lloyd had made. He’d broken the skin and Nick snapped at him because of how much you had bled.

You finished your routine in the bathroom and stepped into your “room”. It was a bedroom that had been converted into a large walk in closet with a panic room hidden behind a shelf of shoes.

You didn’t have your own bed, but instead split your nights between Nick and Lloyd. Though they would share a room when they both wanted you as they did last night. They would also take you in the day when it suited them, which was the only reason you had a nanny to begin with. There were too many times when Lloyd felt the urge to bend you over his desk in the afternoon or when Nick wanted to fuck you in the garage against one of his cars so hard that it dented. Someone needed to watch the children when you were too preoccupied meeting your husbands’ needs.

You sifted through the racks of expensive clothes looking for something you knew Nick would like. You had upset him and you wanted to make sure he was happy with you before he left. You grinned to yourself when you found his favorite dress. It was blue and sleeveless with thin straps and a dainty white floral pattern. You paired it with ballet flats that were chic but practical for you to watch the children in.

You walked next door to the nursery where the children were still sleeping. The nursery looked like it had been pulled straight from a magazine, which it has been. Your husbands spared no expense, letting you choose whatever you wanted. There were stuffed animals of all sizes and the walls were a soothing sage green. There were two white cribs with animal mobiles above them on the right and a toddler bed on the left.

Your oldest, Nikki, now four, slept soundly on her “big girl” bed. She slept exactly like Nick, on her stomach with her arms raised like goal posts. And just like him, she was one of the heaviest sleepers you’d ever met. You heard your two year-old Maya’s little snores from her crib as you walked over to LJ’s. LJ — Lloyd Jr.—was eight months and getting fussy for his morning feeding.

“Hey there, big guy.” You greeted him softly as you gave his tummy a little tickle.

He kicked his feet and gurgled, giving you a crooked smile. You picked him up gently and sat down on the plush chair next to you. You pulled down part of your dress and bra and he latched onto you instantly.

You were content as you stroked his chubby little cheek. You enjoyed this part of the day. The quiet before the storm of tantrums and chaos.

You were too busy lost in your thoughts that you didn’t notice Lloyd come in. You jumped when you saw him. LJ fussed as the movement caused him to unlatch and you quickly helped him start nursing again. Lloyd’s eyes were dark as he neared you. He was upset and you didn’t know why. He was close enough to hold you by your chin as he loomed over you.

“I had an interesting talk with the nanny about LJ’s doctor’s visit.” He cocked his head to the side as he gripped your chin a little tighter.

Your heart pounded in your chest and you tried to stammer out, “About what? It was normal. He’s healthy and—“

“He’s underweight. You consider that healthy? Because I don’t.” He sneered at you with a curled lip.

“He’s not underweight.” You tried to defend yourself, “He’s just in a low per-“

He cut you off quickly, “Nikki and Maya looked like the goddamn Michelin Man when they were half his age.”

“I’m feeding him the same amount, honey. I swear.” Your voice now trembling with panic. Now you’ve upset Lloyd. This was the second time you’d been a bad wife that morning. You sniffled and hung your head in shame.

He lifted your face up roughly by the jaw to look at him, “Feed him more. Or are your tits broken? I’m not going to have my son be some pipsqueak because you’re fucking up.”

“Lloyd!” Nick barked from the doorway.

LJ jumped, startled from the noise and you heard Maya stirring awake. Nikki, as expected, stayed asleep. You clutched LJ tighter as Nick neared Lloyd.

“That’s enough.” Nick warned him, “And I won’t have you talking to her like that in front of the kids.”

“Daddy Daddy” You heard Maya slur groggily for them from her crib as she struggled to stand up. She reached out her arms for them and Nick picked her up. He glared at Lloyd and your other husband promptly left with a huff.

“Hey, Bug.” He greeted her with a smile as she rubbed her eyes and yawned.

“Morning, Daddy.” She babbled before, turning and pointing at you looking concerned, “Mommy cry? Why mommy cry?”

“Mommy’s okay,” Nick smoothly lied to calm her.

He passed her to the nanny, Florence, with a glare.

“You and I are going to have a conversation later.” He coldly told her.

Nick walked towards you and got on one of his knees. He gave you a soft peck on the lips and rubbed your cheeks.

“You’re an amazing mom, Princess.” He assured you sincerely, “I’d never let Lloyd punish you over something like this.”

You let a shuddering exhale. You were relieved, but also happy that Nick saw how hard you worked.

“Thank you, sweetheart. It’s just hard when I disappoint you and Lloyd.”

“I know, Princess, and that’s what makes you such a good wife.” He beamed at you as he ticked one of your stray coils behind your ear, “But listen, LJ is healthy. Lloyd’s just being an asshole. I’ll talk to him. I promise.”

You gave him a small thankful smile. He rubbed LJs head before giving him a kiss on the forehead and leaving.

~~~

Breakfast was chaotic as usual. Maya got more of her food onto her clothing, her hair, and floor than in her mouth. Nikki refused to sit in her own chair, opting to sit on Lloyd’s lap and eat off his plate.

“Are you going to miss us, Bug?” Nick asked, fully knowing that was Maya’s nickname.

You and LLoyd tried to stifle your laughter as Nikki’s mouth gaped open in disbelief.

“Daddy, I’m not Bug!” She exclaimed, deeply offended, “Maya is Bug! I’m Pumpkin!” She pointed at herself, “Pumpkin, Daddy!”

“You’re right, you’re right.” Nick chuckled, “ I’m sorry. Are you going to miss Daddy, Pumpkin?”

“Not anymore!” She huffed sassily before taking a slab of bacon from Lloyd’s plate angrily.

“What about me pumpkin?” Lloyd asked facetiously as he looked down at her.

Nikki looked up at him, “Of course I’m going to miss you, Daddy.” Before turning to glower at Nick.

You and your husbands burst out in laughter as Nikki looked at you all confused. Maya however giggled, not knowing what was going on, but amused by the laughter around the table.

Florence helped you clean up the girls after breakfast, but didn’t look you in the eyes. You assumed she must have spoken with Nick. Or rather, Nick had warned her to mind her own damn business.

The two of you headed downstairs with the children to see your husbands off. Your heart ached as you waited to say goodbye. You hated being apart from them. You’d miss both their touch and their company.

Aside from Florence and the children, they were the only company you had. Your small mansion was tucked away in a lush mountain forest, what country, you had no idea. Your husbands told you that it was for your safety, that they had many enemies in their line of work who would come after you and the children just to get back at them.

Maya heard their rolling suitcases and instantly had a meltdown. She knew that sound meant her daddies were going away.

“DADDY!!!!” She screamed as she reached out for them. Her face was already streaked with tears and snot as she blubbered.

“Awww come here, Bug.” Nick cooed as he took her from you, “Daddies will be back, okay?”

“No leave, please!” She clung to him, getting the collar of shirt wet, “Daddy stay!”

You hated seeing the children like this. It broke your heart to watch Nikki cling to Lloyd’s leg. The usual ritual of your husbands soothing them came to an end when their head of security, Viktor, told them the helicopter was ready.

You waved goodbye from the entryway of the house as they took off from the front yard. You knew you’d be counting the minutes until they returned home.

~~~

“Nikki, draw on the paper and not the table please.” You lightly chided her, “Or you can do something other than coloring.”

She let out an annoyed sigh before resting her head on her hand and moving the crayon back onto the paper.

You froze with panic when you heard a loud explosion and gunshots outside of the house.

“Mommy, what’s that?!” Nikki asked, frightened, before Viktor ran into the living room.

“Ma’am, to the panic room, now!” He ordered you as he picked up Maya. You scrambled to grab LJ nearby and followed Viktor while holding Nikki’s hand.

Another one of the security team covered you as Viktor swiftly led you away. You cowered inside the protected room as he shut the door and you held your children tightly. Nikki cried and you tried to calm her down. To tell her that everything was going to be okay.

You waited for what seemed like an eternity until you heard the heavy bolts of the room unlock. You thought it was going to be one of your husbands’ men, but your blood ran cold when you saw a strange man standing with a machine gun.

He was tall with long hair, piercing blue eyes, and a beard. He paused, staring at you as if he’d seen a ghost.

“Y/N?” He asked you in disbelief as he slowly approached while lowering his weapon.

“Stay away from me and my children!” You growled at him, “I don’t know who you are but Lloyd and Nick will kill you if you hurt us! My husbands will kill you!”

The man looked at you and the children confused, before anger and hurt washed over his face. His jaw ticked and he let out a shaky exhale.

“Y/N, you really don’t remember me?”

Chapter 2

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arithegemini · 2 years ago

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Proposal: Part 2

A/N: Chapter five of Diplomatic Negotiations

Series Summary: Newly dumped and freshly fucked by a handsome stranger you met at a bar, you start your final year at college in high spirits. Only to realize that your new teacher in your Diplomatic Negotiations class, is none other than the guy you had an amazing one night stand with.

Chapter Warnings: Angst, yelling, fluff. Ari being a sweet softie. Reader being insecure. Kissing. Encounter with an ex. Ari being an asshole (again). SMUT - oral (m receiving), praise, dirty talk, daddy kink, sub/dom themes, innocence kink.

Word Count: 7300

The beautiful divider is by @firefly-graphics

"Your what?" Ari mutters just as Frank walks the rest of the distance, a toothy grin on his face.

"Hey, suffer-buddy. Fancy seeing you here."

You want to roll your eyes at the nickname, a remnant of your past together. When you first met Frank, he was handsome and mysterious, and said you were the most beautiful gloomy picture he'd ever seen. He caught you right after you'd failed an exam, and you'd just about cried your eyes out on the small bench right on the edge of campus.

It was a whirlwind after that; he was your first time, and you'd spend days in bed, talking or having sex. You got all caught up in him; his deep blue eyes, soft fluffy locks, and the sex was overwhelming.

Well, at least you thought it was, at the time. You know better by now.

You thought you were together, considered him your boyfriend. You spent the summer hanging out, he even took you to parties with his friends, unable to keep his hands off you. It wasn't until you showed up at his place unannounced that you realized you weren't the only girl he was playing pretend with.

"Hey Frank," you mumble, your form tensing a little at his close proximity, "Nice to see you."

"I've missed you, plum," he smirks, taking a drag from his cigarette, "How've you been?"

It's not until then that Frank glances to the man standing next to you, "Who's this?"

The mentioning of Ari brings you out of your day dream, the memories with Frank dissipating from your mind instantly. You glance over at Ari, eyes immediately taking in his tense jaw and furrowed brows.

"Uh, this is-"

"Mr. Levinson," Ari interrupts, narrow eyes staring down Frank, "I teach Diplomatic Negotiations."

Frank hums, taking in Ari just as Ari is taking in him. Frank is tall but Ari is taller, and you don't miss how he straightens his back a little at the realization.

It makes you want to chuckle but you refrain, the tense look on Ari's face bringing an odd comfort in this awkward situation.

"Right," Frank says, his eyes moving back to you, "I remember you telling me about taking that class this semester."

"Mhm," you nod, your fingers gripping onto your backpack strap, "And we're actually late for class, I just had to ask Mr. Levinson a question about todays lecture beforehand. But we should get going."

"Right," Frank replies, his brows furrowing for a moment before he tosses his cigarette on the ground and steps on it, "Sure. Well, I'll see you around, plum."

"See you Frank," you mumble as you and Ari start walking in the direction of the auditorium again.

After a few steps, Frank yells out, "Text me, okay? I miss you."

You scoff quietly, a frown on your face as you keep your gaze locked on your feet while they move across campus.

"I don't like him," Ari mumbles, making you glance up at him.

"I don't either," you reply quietly just as you reach the entrance to the building.

"Mr. Levinson!" Someone calls out from a little away, making Ari's head turn. You manage to whisper out, "I'm gonna head inside," before you dart up the steps and into the building, faintly catching a student walking up to Ari when the door closes behind you.

You hurry into the auditorium and down the rows until you find a spot next to Hayden.

"Hey," You mumble as you sit down in your seat, bending to bring your laptop and book out of your backpack.

"Hey," Hayden replies cheerfully, making you let out a chuckle once you're finally organized and looking at him.

"I take it you got your studying done?" You smile, watching how his entire face is pulled into a grin.

"Yep!" Hayden beams, showing you his notebook, "I'm prepared for anything Mr. Levinson throws at us today. Just wait and see."

"I believe you," you chuckle, fingers reaching for your phone when it buzzes on your desk.

You glance up to the front of the auditorium when you notice who's texting you, your eyes immediately meeting a pair of familiar cerulean ones. Ari looks at you with one brow raised expectantly, making you look back down at your phone to read his text.

Ari: Come by my office after class, we should discuss a few things

You: Oh? What things?

Ari: That Frank guy, for one

You glance up at Ari, noticing his tense features as he keeps his eyes on his phone.

You: I'm supposed to go to the library with my study group after class. Is it okay if I come by after?

Ari: No, I have a better idea

Your brows raise in surprise when he sends you an address.

Ari: Come to my place tonight when you're done studying

His text sets off a flurry of nervous butterflies in your stomach, your lips raising into a wide smile.

You: Okay, I'll be there

When your eyes lift from your phone, they catch Ari's again, and you can sense him chuckling at your happy expression. He shakes his head in amusement for a moment before clapping his hands together, "Alright everyone, settle down. Today's subject.."

"Mr. Levinson is so handsome, I can't believe he's not married."

You look up from your textbook at Sheila's words, eyes immediately locking on her slightly flushed cheeks and goofy smile when she says, "He's so dreamy."

"I know," Sarah chimes in, "I've booked office hours with him every Tuesday and Thursday just because it means I get to stare at him while he talks, last time I had to make up a reason to be there."

Your brows furrow at Sarah's words, an uneasy pit forming in your stomach that you can't quite describe.

You're sitting in one of the group rooms at the library with your study group, which consists of Sarah, Sheila, Jack and Hayden. You've worked with Sarah and Sheila before, in some of your other classes, but you're not super close with them, but you were more than delighted when you realized you and Hayden had been put in the same group.

"He can be a jerk, though," Hayden comments, eyes locked on his laptop screen, "He tore into me the other day, it was horrible."

"Yeah, it's not fun when he's not in a good mood," Jack follows up, "He seems to always be nice to the girls, though. Wonder why."

You frown but remain silent, your eyes dropping back to your textbook. That's not true, but you'd understand why Jack might feel that way, he's always had a sense of entitlement to him, always thought he was great at everything, even though you know first-hand he isn't. He's often behind on his reading, and you've heard about him not handing in assignments on time.

"Not true," Sheila chirps in response, her next words directed at you, "He gave you a hard time a few classes back, right? Because you didn't know the answer?"

You look up again, the small frown still planted on your face as you mumble, "I knew the answer, just not by heart. He got annoyed because I had to check my notes."

"Yeah, see?" Sheila says, turning to Jack, "She's a girl and he was hard on her, too. So it's not about gender or anything sexist like that, it's just, if you come prepared, he's nice."

Hayden scoffs, "I always come prepared, he still tore into me."

"You didn't know the answer, though," Sheila muses, quirking a brow, "He got annoyed because you couldn't answer his question correctly. He's told us several times not to waste his time, I think that's fair."

Hayden rolls his eyes, and so does Jack before he counters, "Or maybe his expectations are just too high."

"I've never had an issue," Sheila responds smugly, "But maybe he just likes me. I've noticed that he always looks at me."

You glance over at her, an annoyance building inside you at the look on her face.

"That's gross," Jack replies, scrunching his face up in response, "He's like, twice your age. And isn't it also, like, illegal?"

"Not illegal," Sheila replies in annoyance, "Just frowned upon. But he told me once that he's just a guest lecturer, he's not permanently employed by the school."

"So?" Jack asks, "What's that got to do with anything?"

"That means that I can ask him out once this semester is over," Sheila snickers, "Which I intend to do."

"Great, another girl with daddy issues," Jack mumbles, turning his attention back to his textbook, "Like there aren't enough of those."

Sheila scoffs before Sarah asks her, "Are you serious? You're going to ask him out?"

"Of course!" She quips, smiling widely, "He's always flirting with me, it's so obvious he likes me back. I'm going to shoot my shot, and it'll pay off, just you wait."

You tense up in your seat, a distaste filling your mouth before you mutter, "Can we just get back to work, please? It's super weird to be talking about a teacher like this, and I've got shit to do later. I don't have all day."

"Agreed," Hayden says with a nod, "Please save the gross talk for after we've finished our group assignment. I don't feel like spending all day here."

You offer Hayden a small smile before he starts reading aloud the assignment topic, the five of you getting back to work. But the pit in your stomach remains the entire time, and so does the distaste in your mouth.

Once you finished your group work, the uncomfortable feeling from earlier still hadn't dissipated.

Sheila's words kept ringing in your ears, like an intrusive alarm first thing in the morning. It was loud, and obnoxious, and no matter how much you tried to tune it out, you couldn't avoid it.

And despite the amazing start of the day - aside from running into Frank - it now suddenly made you doubt everything. Again.

Ari hadn't given you any reason to doubt him, except maybe for how hot and cold he had a tendency to act, but how he'd behaved this morning and even yesterday made you think that perhaps he did care about you beyond just the physical.

But then you heard Sheila talking about how he keeps looking at her and that he definitely likes her back, and all that rational thinking flew out the window.

And with all your rational thinking suddenly long gone, you did something irrational. Instead of talking to him about it, like an adult, you did the childish thing.

Walked home when you were done at the library, instead of going to his place like you'd promised.

About an hour passed after you got home before he texted you.

Ari: If I'd known that assignment would take this long to finish, I would have given you a free pass

And then, instead of replying, you decided to just... Stare at his text.

Just looking at your phone, not picking it up from where it's lying on the couch next to you.

Half an hour later, another text pops in.

Ari: Do you guys have a no-phone rule while studying, or something?

Another twenty minutes, and you could feel the guilt multiplying by the second inside you.

Ari: Okay, now I'm getting worried. It's 6pm. Are you okay? Did something happen?

And that's the exact moment Andrea and Jessica walk through the front door. Both of them frown when they notice your wide eyes and your teeth chewing on your bottom lip nervously as you're sitting on the couch in the living room.

Andrea walks over to sit next to you on the couch, dropping her bag on the floor as she sighs, "What's going on?"

"I can't do it," you blurt out, while Jessica takes a seat in the chair next to you.

"You can't do, what?" Andrea asks, eyeing your panicked expression, "What happened?"

"Ari asked me to come to his apartment after I finished studying today," you quickly reply, looking down when your phone buzzes again on the couch, "But I can't do it."

"Why not?" Jessica asks, positively dumbfounded, "Didn't you go to see him this morning? You seemed excited before you left. Did it not go well?"

"Yes!" You exclaim in exasperation, "It did, it went so well! He told me so much about himself, and-and he kissed me, and it was really great! But then we ran into Frank, and then Sheila was saying all these things at study group, and I just-"

"Wait a second, you guys ran into Frank?" Andrea asks, "Where?"

"On campus," you reply, turning to look at her, "When we were walking back from the coffee shop."

"What did he want?" Jessica interjects, making you look between the two of them.

Your face falls a little as you slump into the couch, mumbling, "He told me that he missed me.."

"Oh god," Andrea groans, "And now you're having second thoughts about Ari? Babe, Frank is no good, we've told you-"

"No," you shake your head, interrupting her, "No, it's not that. It's just.. It's all of it, okay? Like, he's my fucking teacher, and he's almost forty, and did you know he was married before? He was. And he's traveled all over, and done so many things, and then at study group Sheila kept talking about how handsome he was and how she was definitely going to ask him out once this semester was done, and how she just knew he liked her back because he keeps looking at her, and-"

"Woah, woah, calm down, take a breath, okay?" Jessica says, putting her hand on your arm, "Just take a deep breath, you're all over the place right now."

You do as instructed, but your wide eyes are still bouncing between the two of them when you whisper, "I got scared.."

"That's okay," Andrea says softly, smiling warmly, "It's okay to get scared."

"Yeah, that's normal," Jessica follows up, "But, tell us what scared you, okay hon? What's going through your mind?"

You sigh deeply, looking down at your hands as you fiddle with your thumbs, "I just, I don't know. He's really great, but he's also.. Scary. He's a grown up, you know? And he's just.. Really fucking amazing. Basically I'm aware that he could get any woman he wants, especially when it comes to the others in my class, and-"

You hesitate, your brows pulling into a frown when your phone buzzes again.

"You're wondering why he would want you, and not them?" Jessica asks gently, tilting her head at you.

Your eyes dart up to look at her, a meek nod of your head, "Yeah, kinda."

"Well," Andrea says, taking your hand to stop your nervous fiddling, "Maybe it's because you're funny, and beautiful, and intelligent. And perhaps it's because he feels a connection with you. You ever thought of that?"

You let out a small scoff, shrugging your shoulders, "Yeah, but I'm also just so scared to get hurt.."

"Because of Frank," Jessica states, to which you nod.

"Frank is an asshole," Andrea says earnestly, "Not all guys will be assholes."

"No, but Ari was kind of acting like one for a hot minute," you counter, your teeth pulling at your bottom lip, "What if he's just being nice right now to get what he wants? I don't know if I can trust him."

Your phone buzzes on the couch again, making Jessica and Andrea both exchange a look, before the latter asks, "Who's texting you so much?"

You look at her in almost shame, quietly mumbling, "Probably Ari.. I haven't replied all day, and I told him earlier I would come see him.."

In a matter of seconds, Jessica's got your phone snatched from the couch, her brows raising in surprise when she reads through your texts.

"What's he saying?" Andrea asks, making you practically cringe at the thought.

He's probably pissed..

"See for yourself," Jessica replies, handing the phone to Andrea whose brows raise in equal surprise. That makes you more curious, your own brows raising when Andrea angles the phone toward you, showing you the texts.

Ari: Are you not coming?

Ari: Where are you? Even if you've changed your mind, please just let me know that you're okay so I don't have to worry.

Ari: Come on, talk to me sweetheart.

Ari: If I don't hear from you in the next five minutes I am finding your place and showing up there, you can't leave me hanging like this. I'm starting to worry something happened to you.

Ari: That's it. See you in a few minutes, I'm going to yours to check on you

"I think he definitely cares," Jessica muses at your shocked expression, "And I also think you should take that threat seriously, he doesn't seem like the type of guy who would joke around like that."

You scramble to grab your phone, fingers furiously typing out a response.

You: I'm sorry, I got caught up. No need to show up here though, I'm fine!

Within less than 30 seconds, your phone is ringing.

"Shit!" You exclaim in panic, "It's him!"

"Well, then answer it, dummy," Andrea chuckles. You turn to her with wide eyes, about to tell her that no you will most definitely not be answering it, but then she swipes your phone from your hand and answers the phone before handing it back to you.

"Hello?"

You hear his voice over the speaker, making you lift the phone to your ear.

"Uh, hi.."

"You're okay?" Ari asks, worry evident in his voice, "Are you sure?"

"Uh, yeah, uhm-" You hesitate, looking between your two roommates, "Yeah, I'm okay."

"What happened?"

Oh god. How do you explain being a little chicken shit and letting your destructive thoughts get the better of you?

"Oh, uh, well.."

You trail off, your heart sinking when you hear an audible sigh on the other end of the line.

"You changed your mind," Ari states quietly, before he follows it up with, "That's alright, nothing to worry about. I'm just glad you're okay. I should go-"

"No!" You immediately exclaim, making Ari pause on the other end, "No, no wait. I just.. I just panicked for a second.."

"Okay..." Ari replies, dragging out the word, "What does that mean?"

"I got.. Nervous.."

There's a moments pause before Ari lets out a small chuckle, "What do you mean you got nervous, sweetheart? Nervous about seeing me?"

Your eyes dart to Andrea before you murmur, "Yeah, kinda.."

Another warm chuckle from Ari's end, and you can hear the smile in his voice when he says, "That's okay. Perhaps I got too eager. Should I give you more time in advance, before I plan another date, hm? Is that it?"

A smile breaks out on your face, your eyes dropping to your lap, "Yeah, maybe.."

"Okay," he replies calmly, "Then how about this weekend? That gives you a few days. Would that work?"

"Yeah, uh, that works.. Yeah.."

"Alright, I can do that," Ari replies, his deep voice calming you down from your panicked state, "But if you freak out again, let me know, will you? I was starting to get really worried over here."

"Okay," you nod, although you realize he can't see you, "I promise.. I will communicate, next time."

Ari chuckles again, "That's right, communicate. That makes things easier."

You glance at Jessica and Andrea for a second before averting you eyes, quietly whispering, "Are you mad at me?"

"No, of course I'm not mad at you. Why would I be mad?"

"Because I practically ghosted you," you reply quietly, "It was childish.."

"Well, then I guess we've both acted childish at one point. Isn't that right?"

You let out a small chuckle, and Jessica and Andrea take that as a cue to leave. They quietly get up and walk into the kitchen, leaving you alone in the living room.

You pull your feet up onto the couch, clutching the phone in your hand to your ear as you smile, "Yeah, that's right."

"Nothing wrong with getting a little scared once in a while," Ari replies warmly, "Just as long as it doesn't make you stay away."

"It won't," you respond with a soft smile on your face, your fingers fiddling with your shirt, "I wanted to see you, I just.."

You trail off, a moments pause before Ari asks, "You just, what?"

"It doesn't matter," you mumble, your brows furrowing when Sheila's voice rings in your ears again, "It's stupid."

"Come on now," Ari urges gently, "Tell me. It's not stupid, just tell me what's going on in that pretty head of yours."

God damn him.

You tug a little on your shirt as you quickly reply, "Sheila said some things and it freaked me out a little bit.."

"Sheila?" Ari asks, confusion evident in his voice, "Who's Sheila?"

"From class?" You reply, "She's in my study group.."

"There's a Sheila in class?"

Ari's question makes you snort audibly, a small giggle escaping, "Yes, Ari, there's a Sheila in class."

"Oh, well, there are so many people in that class. Hard to keep track."

You let out another giggle, shaking your head in amusement, "I'm surprised you don't even know who she is."

"Why's that?" Ari muses, "What did this Sheila say?"

You quirk a brow, "Well, she told me that you were handsome. And that you'd definitely been looking at her, so that was proof you felt the same about her."

Ari lets out a scoff, making you giggle again, before he replies, "She didn't say that."

"She did!" You chuckle, a wide smile on your face, "I swear."

You can hear the honesty in his voice when he replies, "I don't even know who she is, so that might just be her own imagination."

"Yeah, maybe," you murmur in response, the wide smile still planted on your face.

"Is that what bothered you?" Ari then asks, your heart racing nervously when he follows it up with, "You got jealous again?"

"Ari," you whine quietly, making him chuckle, "That's not fair."

"Isn't it?" He teases, "I think it's adorable."

You huff quietly, but the smile stays on your face the entire time.

"Well, tomorrow you can go tell that Sheila that I don't even know who she is. And the only one I'm looking at in class, on purpose, is you."

You laugh, "I can't tell her that! You know that!"

Ari matches your laugh, and you can practically see that gorgeous smile of his when he says, "I know, I know. But hey, I made you laugh, didn't I? I like that laugh. It's pretty."

You can feel your cheeks heating up at his words, "Thank you. I like yours too."

"Thank you sweetheart."

You glance at the doorway when you notice Andrea popping her head in to check on you, making your heated cheeks even warmer when you say, "Okay, I should go, Ari. But I'll see you tomorrow, right?"

"That you will," Ari replies warmly, "I'll see you tomorrow, sweetheart. Make sure you eat, okay?"

"Promise," you chuckle.

"Good. See you tomorrow."

And when you hang up, the wide grin on your face feels permanently planted there.

"Okay, so we're finishing up on the first part of negotiations which is preparation. Preparation is one of the most important parts of a negotiation, and why is that?"

Ari is standing at the front of the large auditorium when he asks the question, directing it at the class. It's been two days since your little nervous freakout, and he's been surprisingly sweet about it ever since.

He didn't push you to see him yesterday, he didn't even bring it up. He just sent you a few texts throughout the day, one early in the morning that just said breakfast with nothing else accompanying it, reminding you to eat it - which to your own surprise, you actually did.

And then a few more as the day passed, mainly containing messages of how he hopes your day is going well, and a goodnight text as you went to bed.

It's Thursday, you have another day before you're going to see him, and you're determined to do so this time. He texted after your phone call and asked whether Friday worked and it did - it's not like you'd have anything more important than going to see him, anyway.

So he's been keeping civil, giving you space while still reminding you that he's around and thinking about you. And it's actually making you more needy for him, part of you had hoped he would stop you in the hallway yesterday and tugged you into his office.

But he didn't. He remained respectful. Which made you want to reward him a little.

You glance around the classroom when no one answers his, very easy, question, and he lets out a sigh, "Come on guys, you know this."

You raise your hand, a smile immediately spreading on his face when his eyes finds you. He gestures to you, "Yes?"

"It's important because preparation is where you outline your goals with the negotiations. If you don't know why you're doing it, what you're trying to accomplish with it, you won't be able to achieve it."

"Exactly," Ari nods at your answer, his smile even wider now, "That's exactly right. Well done."

You feel your cheeks heating as you smile shyly, your eyes dropping to your laptop screen when he continues on directing his words to the rest of the class, "Anyone who doesn't know this at this point should seriously considering re-reading the materials. If you're not comfortable with this first part, it's going to be a lot harder the further we go if you don't understand the basics."

He turns to the whiteboard, your eyes fanning over his broad back and his muscular arm when he writes something on it, but then your attention is pulled away when Hayden whispers besides you, "Wow, can't believe he actually knows how to be nice."

You snort quietly, glancing at him, "Maybe he's having a good day."

"Guess so," Hayden responds, "Or maybe he just finally realized how smart you are."

You roll your eyes, your shoulder nudging his as you whisper, "Like you're one to talk."

When your eyes move back to the front of class, you immediately notice how Ari is watching you, although his attention is quickly pulled away when someone else raises their hand with a question.

You watch him for a moment, his brows furrowing slightly, and it makes you stifle a giggle. So jealous.

You pull up your email on your laptop, immediately typing out a message while Ari replies to the student at the front of the class.

From: You

Hi Mr. Levinson,

I know it's last minute, but I was wondering if you have any space left in your office hours today? I would love to show you something I've been working on. Your feedback would be much appreciated.

Once class finishes up, you're packing up your things when you get a notification on your phone alerting you to an email. You open it up immediately, quirking a brow at what it says.

From: Mr. Ari Levinson

I'm pretty booked today but I think I'll be able to squeeze you in. I'm very pleased at your enthusiasm, I would love to give you feedback. I can't wait to see what you've been working on. How about 3.30?

You let out a quiet giggle before you type out your reply.

From: You

Yeah, that works.

Thank you so much, Mr. Levinson!

From: Mr Ari Levinson

My pleasure.

Yes, it will be.

You went to the library after class and had a study session with Hayden. He's good at staying focused, and he barely talks, which is a welcome change from the other people in your class.

He really wants to do well, and he takes it seriously just like you do. You're a good match as study buddies, you even exchange notes as you work.

When 3pm rolls around, you start gathering up your things.

"Done for the day?" Hayden asks as he looks at you.

You smile, "Yeah, I'm going to Mr. Levinson's office hours just to make sure I'm on track with everything I missed when I was sick. I want to make sure I'm not behind or misunderstood anything before we move onto the next subject."

"Smart," Hayden nods, a wide smile on his face when you finish packing up your stuff, "I'll see you tomorrow."

"Yep," you grin, waving at him as you walk off, "See you tomorrow."

You trudge across campus with your backpack slung over one shoulder, a nervous energy bubbling up inside when you pull open the door.

You still have some time before you have to meet with him, making you go to the bathroom to look yourself over and freshen up if necessary. You fix your hair and check your make-up, taking a deep breath to calm your nerves when you finish.

You make your way down the hall in the direction of his office, checking your phone for the time. There's still a few minutes until half past, so you lean against the wall by his office door, you teeth pulling nervously on your bottom lip.

A few minutes later, you hear voices getting closer before the door is pulled open. Your ears perk up when you hear the sound of Ari's voice, but you remain leaning on the wall next to the door as he opens it.

"Alright, let me know if you have any more questions."

"Thank you so much, Mr. Levinson! I always appreciate your help!"

You almost snort when you recognize Sarah's voice, her excited eyes meeting yours when she walks out into the hall and spots you.

"Oh! Hi! Sorry if we're late, I had a lot of questions."

"Mhm, I'm sure," you hum, chuckling when you notice her cheeks heating up, "It's all good, my time wasn't about to start until now, anyway."

Ari comes into view, a small smile pulling at his lips when his eyes land on you.

Sarah looks over at him again, chirping out, "See you tomorrow!" before she walks in the direction of the exit.

Once she's out of earshot, Ari raises a brow, "Hey there. Ready to get some feedback?"

You nod, pushing off the wall to follow him into his office, "Absolutely. It's all I've thought about all day."

Ari chuckles as he steps inside and walks towards his desk, your fingers gripping the handle on the door to close it behind the two of you.

"Is that so? And what is it exactly you've been working on?"

Your eyes find his when he leans on his desk, his arms bulging out from how they're crossed over his chest.

You hold his gaze, a small smirk on your lips that makes him cock a brow.

"I just had something I wanted to run by you," you respond, walking closer to him as you drop your bag on the floor next to his desk, "If you don't mind."

"Not at all," Ari muses, watching as you step closer until you're standing right in front of him, "That's what I'm here for."

Your eyes trail over his face for a moment, taking in those beautiful blue eyes, his thick beard and chestnut shoulder length hair, before you close the distance, your fingers immediately tangling in his locks when you plant your lips on his.

He hums into the kiss, strong arms instantly wrapping around you, your chest pressing into his.

He kisses you intensely, his beard tickling your skin, his intoxicating scent overwhelming you as your lips move over his.

"Missed you," he murmurs into the kiss, pulling you even closer, "Wanted to give you space."

"I don't need space," you breathe out against his lips, tilting your head back to look up at him, "I need to be closer."

"Yeah?" He husks out, one hand sliding down to grip your hip firmly, "How close?"

You quirk a brow before you whisper, "Why don't you have a seat and I'll show you?"

Ari's brows raise in curiosity, his hands rubbing up and down your back as he hums, "Hmm, I could do that. Where would you like me to sit?"

He leans in again, his lips moving over yours slowly, making you whisper into the kiss, "How about behind the desk?"

Ari's lips still on yours before he leans back with a small chuckle, "You want me to sit in my desk chair?"

You nod, taking a step back while your hand find his, tugging him with you as you circle around the desk.

"What are you up to?" He asks in amusement, a grin breaking out on his face when you direct him to take a seat in his chair. He looks up at you expectantly, smiling widely as he cocks a brow, "Now what?"

You tut while your hands grip the arms on the chair to push him back a little, "So impatient. You don't like not being in control, do you?"

"No," he replies immediately, watching you with careful eyes until they darken when he sees you kneeling on the floor. Your palms land on his thighs, pushing them apart, and Ari breathes out, "But I can make an exception.."

"Good," you quip, smirking up at him while your fingers reach for his button and zipper, "Otherwise it would ruin my plan."

Ari watches with hooded eyes as you open his slacks, your fingers immediately dipping inside to palm his hardening length through his boxers.

He curses under his breath as he leans back in the seat, thighs spreading even wider when you take out his cock, growing harder when your fingers wrap around his shaft.

Your eyes dart to his thick cock, a bit in wonder but also surprise. You knew he was big, but you didn't get a proper look at him last time, you only felt it. He's thick, the swollen mushroom head of his cock red and angry, veins bulging out the harder he grows.

You look up at him bashfully, your voice low, "I don't have a ton of experience with this, so if there's something you don't like, just stop me. Okay?"

Ari nods in understanding, his features softening at your innocent doe eyes looking up at him. It makes him even harder at the sight of your shy demeanor sitting on your knees between his spread thighs, about to suck his cock.

One large hand cups your cheek, his thumb stroking your bottom lip, "Anything you do will be amazing, sweetheart. How many times have you done this before?"

Your fingers press experimentally on his cock in your hand, feeling how hard and heavy he is, making him stifle a groan. Your eyes hold his as you whisper, "Not a lot.."

Somehow that makes him even harder. He suppresses the urge to bend you over his desk right now at you admission, instead choosing to murmur, "I'll talk you through it, okay? No need to worry."

You smile gratefully, your eyes returning to his now throbbing cock, seemingly even bigger than before, even though you're not sure how that's even possible.

You lean in slowly, sticking your tongue out before it gently brushes over the head of his cock, making Ari hitch his breath.

"That's good," he hums, his hand traveling up to your hair, "Very good. The key is to get me wet, okay baby? Wet and warm, just like that sweet little pussy of yours."

You let out a small whimper at his words, leaning closer to allow you to run your tongue down to the base of his cock and up again. You kitten lick the tip, before swirling your tongue around the head, repeating the action when Ari lets out a low growl at the motion.

"That's it," he moans breathily, "Just like that, keep going."

His words spur you on, feeling bolder as you let your tongue trail the veins on his cock. You move it over his thick girth as much as you can, doing your best to get him wet just like he told you to.

"Good, very good," he breathes, the fingers in your hair slowly tangling in it, "Now try and wrap your lips around me, can you do that honey?"

You nod, leaning up until your lips wrap around his fat tip, your tongue toying with the slit you feel before you start slowly moving down on him. He feels so warm and heavy, your lips stretching to fit around him, a jolt of excitement shooting straight to your core at the sound he makes.

"Fuck, that's it," he moans deeply, his head tilting back for a moment before his eyes are back, watching you, "Good girl, just like that."

You hum appreciatively, sinking lower, slowly allowing yourself to get used to the feeling of his hard length in your mouth before you feel him hitting the back of your throat. Ari hisses at the feeling, his fingers tugging on your hair a little to pull you back, and that confuses you.

You're pretty sure you're supposed to keep going.

So instead of pulling back to give your throat some reprieve, you soldier on. You try to relax around him, humming again as you let his heavy cock sink down your throat slowly, making Ari let out a breathy moan.

"Oh, baby, shit."

His fingers tighten in your hair, his free hand joining the other one to pull at the strands, "Holy shit, fuck. Yes, keep going. Good girl, doing so well."

It lights a fire inside you whenever he praises you, you both know that, and it works like a charm because it only makes you more motivated to keep going. You sink further down, gagging a little when he reaches deeper in your throat, and Ari lets out a deep moan that almost sounds like a growl when he says, "Fuuuck, that's good. Look at me, baby. C'mon sweetheart, let me see those eyes."

Your eyes flick up to meet his, another groan leaving his lips once you make contact, "God, you look so fucking beautiful like this. You like this, baby? Wanna keep going?"

You hum around his cock, trying to nod but his shaft makes it difficult.

He lets out a breathless chuckle, adoration and lust pulling at his features, "Okay, go on sweetheart. Let's see how much you can take. Think you can take all of daddy's cock?"

Your brows furrow momentarily at the question.

You don't know if you can. But you're willing to try your best.

Ari watches in amazement at the look of determination flooding your face, and he feels his entire body tensing up when you hold his gaze while gradually sinking lower.

His breath hitches, his eyes squeezing shut to help him focus so he doesn't blow his load right then and there.

You take him all the way down your throat, focusing on your breathing until you feel the coarse hairs at the base of his cock tickle your nose. You hold him down your throat for a moment, while he lets out a guttural growl, and then when the pressure becomes too much, you move back up to give yourself some relief.

Ari lets out a gasp, like he was holding his breath, his eyes gleaming when you start bobbing up and down his shaft, "You sure you haven't done this before?"

You let out a muffled giggle around his cock, your head moving up and down faster when you notice how he tenses up at the motion. He starts letting out breathy moans in tune, sounding like the sweetest melody to your ears, and you want to chase them, you want more.

You pick up pace again, his fingers gripping your hair tighter as he starts panting, "Shit, baby, that's it, fuck yes. Keep going, keep going just like that, oh god."

You hum again, sucking him down your throat eagerly, and you can tell he's getting closer to the edge. You want him to, want to tell him to come down your throat, and you're just about to when there's suddenly a knock at the door.

Ari's eyes immediately widen in panic, and yours does too, your movements stilling while your lips stay wrapped around his cock.

He scrambles the chair closer to the desk, and he makes it just in time, allowing you to hide under it while he pulls himself almost flush against it.

His throbbing cock stays in your mouth even through the commotion, and you allow your tongue to slowly trail the underside of the tip when you hear the door push open.

"Ari, you almost done with your office hours?"

You recognize the voice, it's Curtis again. What the fuck, does he have a radar for these things, or what?

Realizing it's not a student barging in, you let yourself tune out of the conversation, choosing instead to focus on how soft the head of Ari's cock feels against your tongue.

Ari lets out a small grunt, his voice a little strained when he speaks, "Yeah, yeah Curtis. Just give me another, like.. 15 minutes? I'll come meet you in the parking lot."

Curtis checks his watch, his eyes flicking back to Ari, "Okay dude, but you gotta hurry. They're not going to wait forever, we can't be late. It's not a good look."

You slowly start moving on his cock again, his thighs tensing around you as you do. You gradually pick up pace again, ensuring to stay quiet as your lips drag up and down on his shaft.

"Yeah, yeah, of course. Don't worry, I won't be late. I'm almost done here."

Your palms move up the length of his legs, feeling the tense muscle underneath while you suck him down your throat more eagerly, practically feeling indifferent at Curtis' presence at this point.

"Good, because I can't reschedule another one, you know that. You already bailed on her once, she won't stand for it again."

Her?

That makes you instantly still your movements. You frown, your ears tuning in more insistently, and Ari clearly notices your reaction.

He clears his throat, "Curtis, I know, just-"

"She's not going to agree to another date if you don't get your shit together, you can't keep canceling for work. How's that ever gonna get you out of your slump? Or laid, for that matter?"

You stomach sinks, anger bubbling up inside you at the notion of him planning on going on a date tonight, while you've still got your fucking lips wrapped around his cock!

You hear Curtis' footsteps disappearing out of the office as he yells, "Just finish up. Five minutes!"

The door slams shut behind him, and the second you hear the familiar sound, you angrily push Ari's chair back, the thoughts of his pleasure long forgotten when you get up from the floor.

"Wait," Ari says, his hands grabbing for you when you get up, "No, don't! Stop, I-"

"A date?!" You yell angrily, seething as you watch him tuck his still hard cock back into his pants, "A date, Ari?! Are you fucking kidding me?! I knew you were an asshole!"

"No!" Ari panics, "No, it's not like that, I agreed to that before we-"

"Then you should have fucking cancelled it!" You hiss, practically stomping over to grab your bag off the floor, "I can't believe you!"

"Baby, please-"

"Don't fucking call me that!" You yell angrily, albeit still keeping your voice low enough to not be heard by anyone lingering in the hallway, "I knew I shouldn't have trusted you!"

Ari scrambles to close his pants and get up from his chair, but he's already too late. He watches in horror as you march out of his office, slamming the door behind you, just in time for the tears to start flowing down your cheeks.

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