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100 days of productivity

Hi! I'm Oleia and this introductory post is my attempt to get my stuff together :D

about me:

22 yo

business valuation consultant at a big4 firm

currently depressed and burnt out

I love:

bujo

cats

mitski

stickers and washitapes

cold pink lip tints

espresso tonic

my ultimate dream:

being a filthy rich investment banker somewhere in France

fix my depression and be healthy

adopt 2-3 cats and live with my bf

my goals:

get promoted

pass CFA

get an internship & masters in France

be healthier

what I will be doing:

learning French on my own

studying CFA topics

gaining a skill of financial modeling by reading a book

getting more productive using Excel (learning shortcuts, passing courses on Excel)

With this post, I officially challenge myself to:

Study at least one grammatical topic in a week

Duolingo everyday

Study at least 10 pages of CFA book in a week

Solve 1 CFA mock exam in two weeks

Read at least 10 pages of a financial modeling book in a week

Watch at least 5 videos on Excel courses in a week

Compile a cheat sheet of Excel shortcuts and using it

As a follow up to this post I will manage to systemize my goals and create a learning schedule

My goals might shift to be bigger but for now I acknowledge my limitations (im depressed okay be easy on me) and my work hours (big 4)

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tips for panic/anxiety attacks

another anxiety masterpost

kittens meet puppies for the first time (video)

drunk girls surprised with puppies (video)

gifs for anxiety masterpost

breathing exercise #1 (gif)

coping with a panic attack (article)

breathing exercise #2 (gif)

breathing exercise #3 (gif)

thunder and rain sounds (video)

be ok (song) 

girl obsessed with sloth is surprised with a sloth (video)

people try walking their cats (video)

woman plays relaxing instrument (video)

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the truth is i would do anything to be in your arms once more, i would forgive and forget, i’d stay by your side forever. please?

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I think there will always feel like there is something missing for the rest of my life

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where do we go?

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i don’t get art, the only thing i know is that i am miserable without you

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#halloween #aesthetic #spiders #blackwidow #photography #polaroid

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попробую усмирить пчелиный рой в моей пустой голове, ах

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я - здесь, и я буду вечно рядом твоим смертельным ядом, твоим последним взглядом

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я вижу сон длинною в паранойю

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а ветер нес непреодолимые мысли и знаешь, в общем-то я о тебе никогда и не думала. немного стыдно переживать лишь тогда, когда возникают смертельные угрозы. не увидеть никогда. и даже не поздороваться. но может повезет, и я не буду больше чувствовать такого. а может повезет.