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[arieshiit]

why?

I don't know why and how someone coming from long term relationship is in a relationship again after taking a break for like a year?

why others can't even have one..

sguro totoo nga na kapag matagal ka ng single ang hirap bumalik sa dating scene. specially if you are used to being alone.

maybe I am jealous kasi I want someone to like me too, the way I like them..

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Selfish fucker

one thing I realized is that I don't even know if I'm even a friend to him. He didn't want to spend time with me alone. is it because I asked that question before? does he think I'm still affected? I'm mad but I'm hurt too.

sguro kung kami ni arki maghihintay sakanya matutuloy yon pero dahil kaming dalawa mag aantay, kaya ayaw nya. Grabe parang AU lang na superman un theme eh.

kaya pala kinakabahan ako sa byahe. burnt toast. walang pakelam. sobrang selfish. Sana di ko nalang sya kinausap kahapon. eto talaga un taong sana dimo nalang nakilala eh.

biglang hindi ko alam san ako pupunta. grabe un pagsisinungaling, umuulan daw. tangina kahit na bistado sya pinanindigan pa din nya un lie nya. tapos sasabihin pa nya na ayaw nya masayang oras nya, its like di ako worth it kasama. Wow.

Gagi I hate to admit but it hurts as a friend. :( plakado ng di ako kaibigan neto. sguro kawork lang tlga tingin sakin non.

as I realized eto na yon nail to the coffin moment eh. di na kaya i-salvage 'to. hello stranger era na talaga. I won't bother talking to him anymore. I won't associate with him anymore. Wala nakong kilalang katulad nya.

That's it. Mabuhay sya hanggang gusto nya pero di ko na sya kilala from now on. hanap sya ng ibang magagago nya.

[arieshiit]

sabi nga nya "kung para sayo, para sayo talaga"

[arieshiit]

22-July-23

Gotta make a new since I really need an outlet :<