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we are the daughters of parents who should not have had kids

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there's always some stupid thing

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Nicholas Galitzine for FLAUNT Magazine (2021)

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If you have Spotify reblog this and tag what your number one song on your “on repeat” playlist is.

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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in the 19th century i would've gotten diagnosed with ghosts in my brain

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test

edit: DO NOT VOTE BASED ON THE VIBES OF THE FLUIDS 😭

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*emerges from the other room covered in blood* you should see the word document

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rejection sensitivity is so fucking lame. like boo hoo look at me i felt mildly ignored for 30 seconds and already started planning my own funeral liKE BITCH CHILL it was never that serious

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i don't smoke for the obvious reasons of not wanting to develop an addiction to nicotine but god do i so often feel the emotion 'i need a cigarette'.

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Yes, Vessel. Your abs look really good. You can be proud of them XD

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reblog and put in the tags what your favourite scent is.