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For years I have resented myself

And tried to wipe away the stains.

My wool has been tainted

By my own blood and dirt.

I wanted to be a sweet and innocent lamb again,

Loved and accepted by all

A relic to be looked at in awe.

But I realised that I still am a lamb,

An innocent and naive one

Who has been grabbed by violent hands

And brought out to slaughter

All "in the name of the Father and his everlasting love" for me.

What Father loves like that if his love costs me my life?

And why are all these dark faces promising me paradise?

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I despise Sylvia Plath but she was so real when she said "I talk to God, but the sky is empty" like yes girl you get it

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who can cleanse me of my sins? I asked, afraid of the answer falling from his lips. No one. The voice echoed back to me. I swear the reflection in the mirror smirked. It’s all in my head. It’s all in my head

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Master doc that contains different resources and support for many countries including Palestine, Congo, Haiti, Hawai’i, etc ((op is underneath the link))

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What I've been saying for ages x

Don’t get me wrong I absolutely love achillean relationships that test the boundaries of morality and sanity (hannigram, Paul and Julian and etc). But the pure lack of crazed lesbians is starting to get on my nerves. I want to see bloody, murderous, cannibalistic sapphics who are completely obsessed with each other and I’m tired of pretending I don’t.

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I am just like Ethel Cain except my dad isn't a preacher and isn't dead and he actually loves me, one of my partners wasn't shot, I didn't fall in love with a random guy who drugged me and pimped me out and then killed me and had a psychotic breakdown which caused him to cannibalise me as I'm watching from the afterlife. Other than that I'm just like Ethel Cain!

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Don't stop talking about Palestine 🇵🇸

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MDNI: Venting about some TMI stuff!

Being a part of the Church meant that I viewed my personal sexual feelings and thoughts as wrong and sinful. Even now I still sometimes feel like it's "wrong" however through deconstructing Christianity I am slowly coming to terms that these thoughts and desires are okay. It's okay to have them as long as you're not weird about it and making people uncomfortable. It's okay to not have them or to only have them sometimes. It is wrong however to see me as "dirty" and "tainted" because I expressed feeling something that's very common.

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Eid Mubarak to you my loves

Eid Mubarak to my Ex-Muslims

You did it. It was hard, it was tough, it was long. But you made it.

Whether you had to sneak food and water in secret.

Whether you had to put up with fully fasting involuntarily.

Whether you fasted voluntarily.

Whether you were able to eat freely without abandon.

Eid Mubarak. You made it. Enjoy, eat to your heart’s content. You deserve it.

I’m so proud of you all <3

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hey pope francis, if god doesn't like gender-affirming surgery so much, maybe he shoulda made me right the first fuckin' time

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No longer shall I kneel for a man who turned away from me when I needed him most.

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So Easter in the Eastern Orthodox Church isn't until May 5th this year and that means that I have more time to wait for the dreaded day when I'm told that my paganism is "just a phase" and that I will "find some sense and turn back to Jesus" PLEASE OML LEAVE ME ALONE I LITERALLY HAVE AN ALTAR FOR APHRODITE AND OTHER DEITIES LET ME BELIEVE IN MY OWN THINGS AND LET ME LIVE THE WAY I WANT IN PEACE

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I don't have any problems with humour like this but for years I really thought I was going to go to hell because I came out as queer and to this day it still somewhat scares me-

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Shoutout to everyone who survived Catholic/religious school, I know most of you either listen to Hozier/Florence + The Machine, love heavy metal and/or black metal and use Catholicism and religious imagery and motifs in your style and writing. You guys keep going I love it xxx

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Christianity isn't real it's just a concept made up by Hozier and Ethel Cain to sell their albums.

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Can't get over this Jesus would not say that