aquaandincendia

[aquaandincendia]

why don’t you ever feel bad

i just don’t understand how you can be such a horrible communicator

all you have to say is “ah, i’ve found someone i like so i won’t talk to you anymore”

the bond that i treasure is beyond love, or friendship, or anything present because i certainly despise any interactions i have with you during the present time.

i just think the fact that you were a life changer to me means i shouldn’t just burn the whole thing away like its expendable.

i will never forget the good times, they might be the best times of my life

but god you are so fucking stupid, irredeemably fucking stupid and have turned into such an uninteresting individual that it frustrates me.

you just never learn from anything, and you claim to be a good person while just being the most deceitful person i’ve never known.

fk u so much WTF i’m just so upset at your iq ahhhhhhhhh why do you have to be so stupid

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how do i get the old things back

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i want to kill myself, and i really think i should

how

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you’re very different from the person in my memories

the memories i once held are already corrupted from how different you are

im losing my faith that the world has interesting people

im depressed

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anything would be possible together

i could do anything

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how do you live when you see the people you really love unhappy to be with you

i wish i could share 1/100 of the happiness from you being with me

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i wonder if anyone will remember my birthday this year

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we could have done so much together

step by step, we could have persevered through anything

thats the future that we cut off

i believe that it would have been something beautiful

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need to do something insane so i can stay sane

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retards love retards

i’m glad u can live a happy life as a retard

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i loved so many of my old friends from high school

i wish i could reconnect with them and have conversations like before

but everyone has gotten too old

people aren’t interested with being friends with me anymore

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was there a future where we could be happy together?

one where i didn’t kill myself brooding over you and having no friends?

how did things end up like this

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how long has it been since you’ve stopped caring about my well being and feelings and only cared about what you could use me for

why do i still care

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hello friends WHERE ARE U GUYS im bored

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i feel so depressed

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when is it alright for me to die?

how could i convince the ones who love me that i want to take the easiest route of escape and die

i wish you would say the words to me

lets do a double suicide

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i dont wanna be alone anymoreeeeeeeee

will things ever change?