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HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY BABY ARGUS ❤️
To my son,
We had a blast day celebrating your first year in this world. Even though you won't remember this day, I'll make sure to describe the details of what exactly happened on this special day of yours when you grow up (but don't grow up fast ha) All the efforts, stress, pagod at puyat have paid off because the celebration became successful. It came out as what we have planned and it's all because of the certain people who helped us to make this happen. You can thank them later but we already have thanked them on your behalf so don't worry. ❤️
Hayy, I still remember the first time I saw you inside NICU. Yes, I wasn't able to see you right after you were born because I was too tired to talk and ask the doctor to see or hold you. Sobrang nagmamadali din sila na dalhin ka sa NICU because of your weight kaya hindi ka na nila naipakita sa akin. So, I just waited patiently until I could get up from C-section and visit you myself sa NICU. Hirap na hirap pa ako kasi malabo mata ko at bawal pumasok inside the intensive care unit, pero sulit naman kahit ilang segundo lang kitang makita plus maririnig ko pa sa Pedia na you're doing fine. Sobra sobrang relief yung naibibigay sakin ng mga news na yun. My heart beat raises everytime I hear the announcement na it's time for the parents to have a look of their babies from the window. At mas humigit pa yung excitement na nafeel namin ng daddy mo when we heard the news from the Pedia na pwede ka na naming maiuwi after 12 days. Grabe, gusto kong maiyak that time when I can finally embrace you with both of my arms. It felt like, you also welcomed me hindi lang kami.
At first nagaadjust pa ako, hindi madali at sobrang ingat na ingat talaga ako dahil sobrang liit mo. Pero as days pass, unti-unti, nasasanay na ako sa pag-aalaga sayo. We had our routine, from sending you outside the house early in the morning and have some sunlight, to singing you lullaby and make you sleep at night. Pero syempre hindi yun yung highlight of the day. Every two hours need kitang i-breastfeed at hindi dapat malimutan ang vitamins mo because those will help you grow and gain weight faster. And we're thankful kasi you actually did. After months and months, and now you're ONE, lumaki ka rin 🥰 altho hindi ganon kalalaki in average, we're still being patient until you grow bigger than other kids. We're happy kasi nakasabay ka pa rin sa Milestones mo. Hindi ka delayed ng one month, but not early either kaya you're not a late bloomer. But we know that every infant has their own time, we just have to wait patiently. Kaya ikaw Argus, take your time growing up and learning things, we're just here to guide you, teach you and help you discover the world. We will love you always. I hope that you could enjoy this life the way that you want to, with kindness, joy and love from people around you. xoxo
More years and blessings to come for you anak ❤️
-mommy
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ARGUS' MILESTONE UPDATE:
He's having his third tooth!!! Yay! Happy mom here! I wanna share this milestone coz It's just too cute that his lateral tooth grows ahead from his front teeth! Yes, you read it right. I don't have pics for this moment (thanks to argus' silliness) but I hope you can really see it coz it's really cute. 🥰
Mommy loves you so much Argus. Hope you can read these already 🤭
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Back then, I really don't know why am I so afraid to see your social medias or to even know how are you doing in rl... But now I realized what was the reason why.... I was too afraid to get hurt, to feel alone and to feel betrayed. Seeing you happy right now and doing those things that we planned to do together really hurts my ego. But even though it hurts, I am sincerely glad to see how happy you are right now. I don't know if you still think about me or talk about me. But I bet you missed me for a while. Well, I'm lying if I'd say I don't think about you but I want you to know that I am also happy to where I am now, what I do and will do in the future even though everything that is happening to me was unplanned.
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I found an empty, nice and clean notebook and then suddenly had a thought that it will be a waste if I will just hide it. So, I came up with an idea of making it a compilations of my poems and compositions during my leisure time (when Argus is asleep) because being a mom is quite exhauasting so I needed a hobby and a time for myself that can at least make me feel at peace and free from stress. Despite being tired as a mom, I'm still the happiest tho.
The themes of my poems and compositions are random so I won't stick to one style, one emotion or one character... as in random (hope you know what I mean). I honestly want to make a lot of poems and songs about my son and my husband (we're not yet married tho but soonest we will).
I made a journal for the cover and here's what it looked like.
The notebook is color pink so the theme is pink. Hehe. I love pink forever I guess. 🥰
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FOR TODAY'S THEME:
#GREEN
It's been a while since I made a post related to journal although this one was made during my pregnancy. I just got too lazy to post some of my finished-product journals that's why it took me months to post. Anyway, all I could say is green is a nature color. This one is dedicated to our nature which should be taken care by us, humans. (I apologize for the dramatic texts included. It's not actually related to the theme.😅)
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I just want to share some cute stuffs!!! 🤭
He was asleep in this photo while I, was waiting for him to ask for milk then suddenly, what caught my attention was his tiny little foot looking so cute. 🥺❤️
Luv u my baby 🥰😘
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It's been a while since I posted. I haven't posted journals yet 'coz I've been so busy taking care of my child. So, here are some updates of my preemie.
So, happy to see him gain weight day by day. From 1.8kg to 3kg+ within 2 months 😍
As you can see in the photos, his cheeks are getting larger and larger which makes him so cute that I couldn't stop looking at him. I only breastfeed him every 2-4 hrs interval or when he asks for it (when he cries). I don't feed him anything else besides my milk which makes him build more muscles with stronger immunity. I might breastfeed him until 1 or 2 years. 🥰 I love you my forever baby, Argus❤️
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I was about to give up until this tiny little thing came into my life. I suddenly had a reason why I have to keep on living. I got motivated. I lost everyone on my way to meet you but now that I'm finally with you, I don't need anyone else because I am filled by you. You are enough to mommy, and I promise you that I will keep on loving and protecting you as much as mommy can. You will never feel alone in your whole life because mommy is here, always. No matter how old will you be, you will always be my baby. I love you to the moon and never coming back Argus.
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"BY PARTS"
Some part of me got lost,
Some part are steady.
Some part are broken,
Some part are fixed.
Some part are empty,
Some part are full.
Some part are scarred,
Some part are healed.
Some part are messy,
Some part are nice.
The whole part is falling,
I can't get back up....
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You miss those words because you loved it.
He wasn't aware about it but you never tell.
It is not something to be upset about
But it made you sad that he doesn't flatter you anymore.
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To the person I love and cherish the most, please stay with me to life and death. I want you beside me forever. I love you. ❤️
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I want to share this secret life I'm having but I just couldn't. Maybe I'll just keep my life in secret and let people live with lies about me.
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Hi! I am April and recently, I've been into making these kind of stuffs called "journal making" as my hobby. I find this really fun, satisfying and relaxing to do so, I might do these for a while during my prenatal period. Yes, I am pregnant for 20 weeks already and never been this excited before. I was looking for some hobby that will help me get away from stress that is why I was brought here, making journals and sharing it to public. Despite of the simplicity of my works, I still want to post these because these are not intended for viewers satisfaction but for my own benefits. But still, I appreciate those who may like my posts. Hope everyone is having a good day! 👍😊❤️
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