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pac: tarot reader to tarot reader, what messages are you not seeing in your cards?

reminder that this is a general reading and messages found here may not apply to everyone. take what resonates, leave what doesn't, and don't force anything if it does not fit

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GROUP ONE

cards pulled: eight of pentacles, two of pentacles, death (reversed), the magician (reversed), king of swords

channelled songs: light bulb by nct u

my dear group one, you are working so hard on perfecting your craft, putting the hours into your work—be it your own business or the organization for which you work—and laying the foundation for financial stability. this is the path that you are on, even if you may at times feel like the reality of your situation is too far from your dreams, goals, and manifestations.

there is a reminder that you must be more forgiving to yourself. celebrate how far you have come and all that you have done, despite every obstacle and every responsibility that you must burden. because while your dreams are coming true, this will not happen overnight, nor can you spend every day only looking around and waiting for these things to unfold for you. this attitude will only keep you in a place of blockage for longer.

right now, this waiting is only leading to a disconnect between you and your spirituality. the thought that if the divine were really on your side you would have already succeeded may have crossed your mind. and it is this thought that keeps many of your blessings away from you.

if you go through this life believing that your efforts are wasted, that is by and large what will make itself apparent to you.

it can be difficult to hold yourself accountable and reconnect with your spirituality when experiencing low points in your life, but know that even a baby step towards doing so will help you in this more than you could ever imagine.

GROUP TWO

cards pulled: two of cups (reversed), ten of swords, five of wands (reversed), the hermit

channelled song: crazy eyes by alex mali

my dear group two, the end of this relationship has brought with it an upset in your life and how you have come to view yourself. the self-doubts and insecurities you thought you had healed are creeping back up on you and, with the pain that comes with the end of this relationship, you feel like you are drowning in your pain. a pain that you feel like you cannot share with anyone, or even be completely honest with yourself about.

there is a reminder for you that rationalizing your feelings and thinking about them does not actually mean feeling them. you can’t say that you are hurting and feel lost and not let yourself actually feel hurt and loss and then expect to heal.

similarly, you cannot keep saying that you are okay out of a fear of being a burden to the people who love and worry about you. these people are in your life for a reason. if you do not feel ready to fully communicate what you are going through at the moment, it’s better to tell them this and let them be there for you in some capacity than to say it’s all alright and push them away in the process.

this is understandable. before you can share the full depth of your emotions with others, you will need to come to understand them first. minimise distractions from around you for an hour or two and meditate or journal or talk yourself through your feelings aloud. you can’t keep acting like nothing is wrong, love. while this process will be difficult, know that you will be okay.

GROUP THREE

cards pulled: six of swords, the moon (reversed), knight of cups, five of swords (reversed), ten of cups

channelled song: bitch i’m nasty by rico nasty

my dear group three, it's time to be more discerning about the types of lovers you accept into your life and the types of people who are allowed access to you, your time, your energy, and your affection.

just because someone speaks to you kindly or flatters you, doesn't mean they are actually good for you or care for you like you deserve.

you are afraid that the love you really want isn't out there for you, and, as a result, think it better to just accept whatever is being offered to you. especially for those of you who are more receptive and do not like to make the first move.

this love is out there, dear. but how do you expect it to come to you when you are tied up in another relationship? one far less divined at that.

you need to be nasty. when i say this i mean you need to put your foot down more with these potential lovers AND with yourself. assert that you have a standard and you refuse to lower it for anyone; that you have an idea of love and you refuse to accept anything less than this.

GROUP FOUR

cards pulled: king of swords, ten of pentacles, king of wands, three of swords (reversed)

channelled song: all i need by xiamara jennings

my dear group four, it seems that new love is blooming in your life yet you are hesitant to fully embrace it. your heart has recently been broken, the pain of this clinging onto you even as you try to move onto something new.

this new relationship seems so promising but you can't let yourself trust too much, or hope too much, out of fear of this relationship ending the same way that your old one did.

this is okay. if you need to know anything, love, is that this is okay. while you want to go towards this new person with openness and trust, you are holding yourself back out of a founded fear.

you may be looking at your cards for reassurance and only seeing your doubts reflected back at you. take this as your reassurance. pain is inevitable in life, and only doing things that could protect you from pain will succeed in keeping you from genuine joy and happiness too. you will be surprised what will happen if you just allow the relationship to unfold; if you just let the divine hold you.

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Hi, this is the nourish your soul anon :)

Thank you so much for taking the time to read my ask and replying to it 🧡

No problem anon 🧡

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A challenge is ahead. Minor Arcana - 7 of Wands

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Explaining how tarot readings work using colors, shades, tints and tones

See energies the way you see colors. At least this is how I make sense of it. Imagine this, everyone has a specific color that belongs to them. Each color has a slightly different shade, tint, and tone. Colors (left) & tints, tones and shades of the blue color (right).

Let's say my color is blue and your color is blue; they are within the same color 'family' (i.e. blue, cool colors). This may allude to some similarities between us as people; maybe you like the same thing that I do or maybe you think about a particular topic the same way I do or maybe the way we respond to life is quite similar. Hence the same color.

However, because we are two different people and no one individual is completely the same as another person; mine might be French Blue, and yours might be Midnight Blue. When we classify the color blue like this, the difference (french vs midnight) is more obvious, highlighting our individual differences as people. The more we got to know each person, the clearer we could see the tint, tone or shade of their colors (i.e their individuality) so to speak.

In a PAC, each pile represents a specific color

With different tints, tones and/or shades. Let's say in a PAC from Reader X, we have four piles representing four different colors; Blue, Purple, Green, Orange. Example:

You might find pieces of yourself in the message of the Blue Pile since your color is Blue. But the reading probably wouldn't be that resonating, because the Blue Pile's tint, shade and/or tone is Turquoise. Look at the color scale, Turquoise is closer to Green than it is to Purple. Your Midnight Blue is closer to Purple than it is to Green.

In this case, I wouldn't be surprised if you were also attracted to the Purple Pile; since your Midnight Blue is closer to the Purple Pile than it is to the Blue Pile. OR neither Blue Pile and Purple Pile could describe your energy well; because their tints, shades and tones although have some similarities to your Midnight Blue, they still look very different don't they?

It's like that. If the color of the person you are asking about is Green and your color is Blue; and both of the colors are present in a PAC, then you can definitely find a pile to represent you and your person respectively in the same PAC; how accurate the representation is depends on how close the shade, tint and/or tone of the Pile Color is to yours (look at the black lines).

CONCLUSION

After you asked a question to tarot, imagine the Universe (or whatever you believe in) gave you a HTML color code of the answer. Each person/answer has their own color code. Now what you need to do is look at the PAC in front of you and use your intuition to see which pile contains a color that is the closest to the color code in your hand; is it Pile 1, Pile 2, Pile 3, Pile 4?

Some PACs don't have a color that can represent the color code in your hand, so you may not feel attracted to any pile. Some PACs have the color but the shade, tone, tint are a bit too far off from your color code (picture below); so the closest pile to represent your color code may contain some messages for you but may not resonate that well. Some readers can communicate your color code clearly, some readers can't. Some call it "blue", some call it "sky blue". That could be why some readings resonate more, some resonate less.

Basically, there needs to be a close match between the color code of the answer to your question and the color code in a PAC you are reading/watching; the more similar the color, shade, tone, tint-- the more accurate the pile will be for you. For personal readings, the tarot reader themselves is the person who needs to make the reading match the color code in your hand-- as close as possible-- and communicate it in the way you see the color. Below are some comics to help you understand (because I'm feeling extra):

PAC READINGS:

PERSONAL READINGS:

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PAC READING: YOUR NEXT LOVE RELATIONSHIP

Click on the ‘KEEP READING’ to go to your pile.

To anyone who does this reading, I would love and appreciate any kind of feedback.

Choose the pile that calls you in. I feel like it would help you to click on the picture, it would make it easier to concentrate and pick the pile that is meant for you. It is a general reading so take what resonates for you.

This reading includes two parts. Part I is about the relationship itself. Part II is about how you will feel in the relationship. I can’t count how many times I wrote the word “relationship”, I think I overdid it lol.

DISCLAIMER- Tarot is not a substitution for medical, financial or legal advice.

Image Credits: Images were generated via Wombo.art

Enjoy✨

Keep reading

#throwback to this one #pick a pile tarot #pick a card #pac #i shall do a love related one next

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Love At First Sight

Watercolor on Black Paper

2022, 9"x 12"

Apricot Blossoms

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A different kind of aesthetic than usual.

Full moon message.

1. Change. You’ll change your appearance/look/makeup/clothing. It feels you’ll especially change your clothing style. Darker aesthetic. You’ll focus more on yourself instead of others. “Me time”. Maybe you’re usual the “kind, always able to rely on” kind of person, but you’re sick of being taken advantage of so now you want to focus more on yourself. It also feels you have a cat and/or rabbit, or will be getting one. Especially a cat you might have/get. You might also have more of a witchy aesthetic/vibe, or that’s the aesthetic that you want. You’re highly intuitive, and you have a lot of spiritual talents. I feel you’ll be focusing more on this as well. I’m mostly getting “don’t mess with me energy”. Piercing eyes, intimidating. When you walk through the streets, people notice you, maybe even people go out of your way. You probably do tarot as well.

2. You might want to party more. I’m also getting “cooking”, maybe this season you’ll do a lot of cooking. You might have a very cute and/or pink aesthetic. You might be quite petite as well. But people don’t mess with you, if they do, they’ll quickly see another side of you. You’re nice but you defend yourself well. I’m getting you’ll be getting a lot more rest, it’ll be very peaceful. Not that much is happening, but it’s a good thing. You might be getting some more spiritual encounters. Seeing beings, the thinning veil of the other realms.

3. You have a goal, you’re determined. You’re working towards it. This season you’ll start seeing some of the fruits of your labor. One of your goals might be something material, maybe material wealth. You might also be focusing on your studies. These might also be spiritual studies. You might also be cleansing, cleaning and organising your house or even moving houses. You're might be seen as mysterious to others. There is something about your makeup and/or hair that really stands out to others. Especially your eyes stand out. You might appear quite gloomy or sad to others. Maybe you're going through a difficult time or have been, but you have such an immense strength.

Have a great full moon!

#pile 1 #thank youuu #very concise #wow

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PAC: Temperance

Where Justice's balance is all logic and laws, Temperance talks about the kind of fluid balance that works better for emotions and spirituality. Temperance talks about seeing things in shades of gray. Temperance is the calm surety of intuition. The balance of nature: mild and gentle but also unflinching and ruthless. Temperance is inner peace and strength. The balance between the material and the spiritual. Where do you need more harmony? Where do you need a more balanced perspective? Maybe you need to ruthlessly make your peace a priority? Let's fuck around and find out.

as always this reading is for entertainment purposes only and is not a substitute for professional advice in any capacity. Remember: use common sense and don't be a dumbass.

Pick the Cups, the Irises, or the Sun and Mountains, and head to your reading.

The Cups

Ok, before I even got all the cards pulled I got a vibe that a lot of people who pick this group may be currently in the closet? And I was kinda confused about what that had to do with the reading, but when I finished pulling the cards it all made sense. Sweetheart, you will have a place and time to be free and safe. There is peace in your future. You are not any less valid than someone who's out. I'm getting that some of you may be even be feeling guilty or bad for being lgbtqia? Listen to me, babe: You have nothing to be guilty for. You are good. You are whole. You are strong and badass and so, so, fucking worthy of love. And that goes for all y'all, not just those of y'all struggling with sexual/gender identity (but especially those who are).

The message for all of y'all is about balance in your relationships and prioritizing yourself. Y'all may be giving too much to the people around you and not keeping anything for yourself? Blessings are trying to come your way but every time you receive something good, you immediately give it away. Did y'all know that being generous to a fault is ACTUALLY a problem? Not even in a humble-brag way but in a giving-to-the-point-that-it-hurts-you-financially,-emotionally,-or-physically way. Or in a you're-uncomfortable-with-receiving-things way. Or maybe even a feel-your-worth-is-based-on-how-much-you-give-or-do-for-others way. The blessings are being held back because what's the point if you're going to give them away? They're for you. Not the people around you. Sometimes the point of something IS to make you happy and that's fuckin it. You can have nice things just because you like them. Not only that but you DESERVE nice things. You don't need a reason to be happy. Fighting for your happiness isn't silly or naive. You don't need to justify it or prove you deserve it. More than that: you can make your own happiness a priority in your life. Hard to believe, right? But it's true. It's your life and contrary to popular belief, you are supposed to be the main focus of your life. I mean, it's your life who else should be the focus? The blessings coming your way won't look how you think they will. Or they won't show up the way you think they will. They will come when you stop trying to give them away. When you stop trying to be everything and do everything for everyone else and take care of yourself first. You can't pour from an empty cup, babe. No matter how hard you try. You are super powerful as hell but you keep using that power for everyone else. Then you wonder why you never seem to get anywhere. You got the Death card representing what you don't see. That tells me that you have no fucking clue how much you're life will shift once you start prioritizing yourself. You may not even realize how much energy you've been giving away. Temperance is here, feels like demanding you make choices with your best interest in mind. With your happiness in mind and doing so ruthlessly. Demand rest. Demand joy. Demand your life to be your own.

One other thing, if any of y'all have a shitty ass boss. One who acts like you owe them or acts like they own you? First of all: they're a dick. Second: They don't own you and you don't owe them jack shit. So, they gave you a job, big fucking deal. People are hired all the damn time, they ain't a saint for doing their job. I'm not going to advise you to do anything that could fuck you over but it may be good for you to find ways to regain some control over your working life. Whatever that means for you.

random ass vibes: 88, yellow, origami, paper cranes, wings, birds, blue eyes, Capricorn, frayed blankets, oreos, the wizard of oz,

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The Irises

Before I pulled any cards I heard 'take off the crown' or 'time to take off the crown'. And looking at your cards, I get it. Y'all have presented the world with this persona to hide who you really are and you're sick of it. It looks exhausting, tbh. It'll be different for all of y'all but it looks like y'all are way softer, gentler than you let on. You put on this mask of apathy and logic but you've got a shit ton of love to give. My chest/ heart space are physically aching with it right now. For some of you, this 'mask' is very cutthroat or ruthless. I think all of y'all feel like this persona is stronger than the 'real' you and you don't want to lose that strength? Being more genuine would mean admitting to the parts of yourself that are vulnerable and I'm hearing squishy? Y'all may have even received praise at one point for how tough and unbothered you seemed. I just heard 'low maintainance'. Lemme just say people being low maintenance is a fucking lie. We all have emotional, physical, and spiritual needs that should be met and when they're not it doesn't build up some sort of tolerance, it creates a deficit. Think about it, you can't build up a tolerance for dehydration, and people who drink enough regularly can go longer without water IF they have to because they're fully hydrated. They may feel the lack of water before someone who's chronically dehydrated but that's just because they're not used to the symptoms. Emotional needs are the same way, even if we refuse to recognize that. Y'all are worried that if you show your softer side, you'll fall off of that 'low maintainance' pedestal that others have put you on. Is that really a bad thing though? If people are only around you because you're not getting your needs met? Because here's the thing: the ONLY thing that will happen is you fall off that pedestal, or you take off that 'unbothered' crown. You are as strong as you think you're pretending to be. Yeah, you maybe secretly crying in the shower but crying is a human expression. No different than laughing when you're happy or yelling when you're pissed, are those expressions weak too? You can be soft and sensitive and care and still kick ass. Yeah, you'll lose the title of unbothered who the fuck cares though? Be bothered about shit. If someone's treating you like shit be fucking bothered, bothered enough to tell them off. You don't deserve that. Do you think people who created awesome changes in our society, did it by being the most 'unbothered'? Hell no! They got good and rightly pissed off and they set out to fix shit. Fuck apathy, sweetheart. Aim for passion. You have such a big heart and you care deeply about the world. Caring is a good thing, but it doesn't help anyone if you don't show it.

There's a second smaller message for some of you who are exploring more spiritual things: This attitude is blocking your intuition and it's through your softer side that your gifts will truly shine.

random ass vibes: turtles, plaid, goats, cowboys, goldfish, iced coffee or tea, grocery shopping after midnight, slurpy

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The Sun and Mountains

First off, y'all need to give yourselves a pat on the back. I'm seeing that y'all have just finished up or are on the tail end of a really fuckin rough cycle in your life. This cycle was one of self-growth and learning your own depths. (I'm getting that some of you may be in the middle of this cycle and if that's you this is a message of encouragement that you're kickin' ass and it won't be much longer now.) Some of y'all have been unlearning family patterns and trauma. Damn, sweetheart. That's a rough one. I'm getting this really strong defiant vibe from this group. Like I'm hearing 'this ends with me'. This group has looked their shadow or their family's shadow in the eye and not backed down. This is some POWERFUL fucking energy y'all got here. This was mostly internal work for most of you and you've been going through a lot that no one else could see. But sweetheart, I see it, the universe sees it, your guides see it. You need to see it. I think that because you don't have much materially to show for it, you dismiss all the work you've done. but babe. YOU DID THAT. YOU ARE DOING IT. LOOK AT YOU FUCKIN GO! OWN THAT SHIT. This journey has been rough, babe. Let yourself act like it. Take a day and breath. Now that this part is over (or will be over soon) there's some leftover shit you got to let go of from this cycle. The way it's being shown to me is like when you're building something or working on a project and you get it done but now you have to throw away the scraps and shit. It could be some mementos you still have from a shitty time in your life that you need to let go of. Or you may still be doing some of the habits from the last cycle and need to start putting what you learned into action. Maybe you just need to clear the energy from this cycle now that it's over, take a cleansing bath or shower and focus on washing it away, take a dip in a natural body of water, or stand in the rain (my personal favorite). Once you clear the last of this out y'all are going to feel so much lighter and freer. There are definitely some blessings coming your way, it's going to be like a breath of fresh air. Especially if while you were going through this cycle, things were very stagnate or you felt stuck. Things are going to be moving again, it may even take you by surprise. I am seeing a sort of heads-up for some of y'all if this was family shit you were working through, there may be some people who are jealous of the blessings you're getting. They may even try to guilt you for it? Like, make you feel bad for having good things happen? I'm getting that for a few of you someone will try and get you to give your blessings to them. Or talk down about the good things that are happening for you. Only a lil sorry, but this energy is kinda shitty, honestly. It's like when things start going your way they can't stand it and try to pull you down and I don't like that. Be careful who you talk to about your blessings. Don't worry though, this ain't nothing like that cycle you just went through. You got this, easy.

random ass vibes: The Hobbit, LOTR, 44, Here comes the sun, maps, crooked teeth, scuba diving, black cats, a metallic smell??,

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#the irises #pile 2 #resonated #thank you #time to reflect hahaha

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Hi, thank you so much for the reading what would nourish your soul :)

I was instantly attracted to the 2nd image (yummy pasta!) the 2nd pile did resonate with me.

Do you have any advice for pile 2?

I do feel like being selfish and reckless. Holding back due to fear of failure or making the wrong decision and fool of myself + not wanting to inconvenience my family or friends has been a repeated theme in my life. This has infact led to me being completely stagnant since uni + not really being able to help my loved ones the way I want to.

Especially now, I wish I get the 'I don't give a what, I'm not doing anything wrong, I'm just going with my heart' attitude from some where. I've failed in many possible ways and at this point anything will be progress. I don't know where to go or what to do though. Maybe I should ask the universe for help and have an open mind enough to recognize when help comes by.

Hello there,

I am glad you enjoyed this PAC. It had been collecting dust in my drafts for quite a long time, and finally I set it free lol.

As for advice...

Well, technically I didn't ask about an advice or maybe a 'what you should know' for this reading. I do think you answered your own question in a way. You said anything will be progress and you want to do something, but have no idea what. And, you also said that maybe you should wait for signs and recognize when helps comes. I think right now, the best thing to do is to just talk with someone who you trust and whose opinion you consider. I also think that making change is not easy, which is why you should start with small steps. As you figure out the big things, start doing small things daily. For the big things, make a list on what you want to change and where do you want to progress in. Then, figure out how to make that happen. What would you need and what do you already have for 'those' things.

I am advising you as I would advise friend, but at the end you are the one to decide. Remember that. Pile 2 was like be selfish and reckless a little lol and start doing little things and try to get out of the stagnant mode. Don't overthink and live a little. Even if others get annoyed, so what?! They will forget about it after a while. Also, those close to you do know just like you know them. Would you think this way for your friends or family?! I don't think you would. You would be considerate and root for them. So, live a little. No one will judge you for living your life. And if anyone does then that's a 'them' problem.

I hope you figure it out, anon 🧡 Also, please don't be scared of failure and let the fear of it stop you from doing things. Not doing or trying something that you really wish for is worse than failing. Think of it like that. Give yourself a chance, you deserve that.

p.s don't do anything illegal lol

#wish you the best anon #thanks for taking the time and doing the pac #pac feedback

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