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i leave tomorrow.. IM SO SCARED. manifesting that i lose weight (unrealistic but PLEASE)

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guys i’m leaving on saturday on my trip.. i won’t be able to post because i wont have wifi soooo ill see you all when i get back on january.. :(

i’m seriously gonna go feral without edblr.. BUT TRUST ME I WILL BE SPAM POSTING WHEN I GET BACK n until the trip, i’m still here~~

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DO NOT WEIGH YOURSELF WHEN ON YOUR PERIOD‼️

your weight fluctuates a lot more than it does on non-menstrual days. i tested this out today n compared it to another day. my weight varied between FIVE pounds within one day. on a normal day, it’s about a pound or two of fluctuation.

remember that every person’s body is different. it may be less or more than what i’ve said. but for us ana/rexie people who have a period, these days can be upsetting if we see the weight changing vigorously.

so just a little reminder that your period weight is not your actual weight!

stay safe everyone🫶

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almost broke my fast early ahahah i willed myself not to😀

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locking in for finals n locking in for fasting cause wtf man

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these “fitness influencers” that i keep seeing are literally promoting disordered eating n restrictive diets.. i need to reset my feed.. like yeah i do it but you should NOT be promoting it ESPECIALLY towards people who are looking to lose weight in a healthy manner. every person has a different body n different needs. like i know it sounds half-hearted because i literally am killing my body because ed yk.. but it’s honestly sad when people on a certain side of a platform are trying to promote something that doesn’t go with the community ykyk?? like they’re trying to lose healthy weight but they’re giving disordered advice yk.. it’s different if it’s a disordered community looking for support. idk if that makes sense.. but that was my little rant.

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I HATE TODAY. tomorrow i will be a skinny bitch (fast)

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lax is my bsf rn

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Me trying to act natural when someone says I look like I’ve lost weight

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i need to lose more weight before we go omg

but i got my freaking period so im gonna cry

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the problem is that i want to enjoy my time on my trip but i know that my ed is gonna get in the way of that. i wish i could just like not have an ed. WHY.

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if i binge before this goddamn trip, im going to lose my mind.

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i have to eat TWICE today. kill me.

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being a fem trans guy with an ed is so hard cause what the fuck do i want😭

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NO FR LIKE PLS.. like it’s awesome n if you look at like a kilo of fat visually it’s still a lot😭 it’s just like.. WHY

i always add kilos on my stats because i know most people use that instead of pounds, BUT i’m not gonna lie, me losing a pound or two makes me feel kinda inferior if i put the difference into kilos😭

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i always add kilos on my stats because i know most people use that instead of pounds, BUT i’m not gonna lie, me losing a pound or two makes me feel kinda inferior if i put the difference into kilos😭

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GUYS DONT FORGET TO UPDATE YOUR ACTIVE STATUS‼️