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OMG I REMEMBER YOU‼️‼️ yall gotta stop banning my mutuals☹️

I GOT T3RM3D AGAINN ARGHHHDHSHS they really hate to see me on this app huh

Pls reblog so i can find my moots <33

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guys we get new wifi todayyyy

hopefully it’s better ://

(also fyi, if i just use my tag then im probably not talking about ed related stuff.. just writing random shit—cause that’s what yall signed up for: shitposting)

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yk you’re fucked up when the first thing you do after laying down to prevent passing out is feel your ribs..

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guys i woke up with chills then almost passed out. it was very seizure-like but i was able to prevent whatever it was. had cold sweats. :// another symptom of the type of seizures i had. it’s definitely because of a mixture of the vaccines i had n my fasting/restricting cycle lol.

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NWN is killing me.

i wanna know so bad.

the end result better be worth it istg.

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nope. NOPE.

no eating. none of that!!

you don’t need it.🥰

sincerely,

you from the future

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personally i love being cold all the time because then i can just layer up🤷

it’s a little suspicious though since i live in a place with only hot temperatures and no seasons😭

but honestly it’s the most rewarding feeling ever.

When you start being cold all the time but it means it’s working >>>>>>

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i looooove those what i eat in a day videos.. they instantly kill my appetite.

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what are the best ed vlog youtube channels??

i know a few but i need more ahahah

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ugh so i had to eat a sample n my dad already made dinner plans so FUCK.

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ugh i wanted to liquid fast today but my parents n i are going out so idk if i can choose a liquid option. we’ll see😀 ill update you guys

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guys do NOT underestimate how much a pound of weight is😭

i feel like i take the tiny weight loss for granted, but i don’t realize how much i’m actually burning n losing?!?

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i know damn well i’m gonna get called skinny when i go to the philippines but i don’t wanna gain it all back so i neeeed to lock in😭

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no yeah same! like even the tips for fasting were just TERRIBLE. it was promoting disordered eating n didn’t even acknowledge the negative side. the progress was documented n she looked miserable (had the physical/visible side effects). honestly like i don’t care about it for myself cause i know what im WILLINGLY getting into, but for the people following influencers that promote unhealthy eating/behaviors, im scared for them, you know?

saw this lady on instagram PROMOTING water fasting and saying that people need to do it more often???

n everyone in the comments was hyping it up???

she was basically promoting eds😭

as someone with an ed.. no just no.

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saw this lady on instagram PROMOTING water fasting and saying that people need to do it more often???

n everyone in the comments was hyping it up???

she was basically promoting eds😭

as someone with an ed.. no just no.

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okay so i have this cauliflower pizza that is roughly the same amount of calories as a tub of halo top ice cream for the ENTIRE pizza..

so tell me why it feels worse to eat the pizza than to eat the ice cream?

(i know why, but i just wanna eat my low cal pizza in peace..)

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GUYS GUYS I LOVE LIFE AGAIN

(i can see visible changes in my weight)