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things people have done to help me during a psychoses episode

i was on the buss and i hallucinated bugs crawling all over my hands, so my friend pulled my hoodie sleeves over them with permission and held my hands through the sleeves to "keep them off". they used the logic you would in a real bug situation.

i went nonverbal in a bad one in class, so my friend wrote me a note to give to the nurse since the teacher wouldn't let her go with me.

i often am very paranoid about the delusion that meat is actually rotten, so my dad will sometimes eat a bit of it before me

instead of telling me my delusions arent real, they help me through it using logic like it was real. they dont tell me that nothings going to hurt me in my sleep, they stay with me to keep me safe. then when it passes i can realize its not real

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yeah i use this pro gamer technique called "hitting every single button frantically with my little raccoon hands until something happens" you probably wouldn't get it it's really advanced

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You know the problem with reading a book? You get hooked and then it ends and you feel sad

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(through gritted teeth) sometimes what's good for your mental health isn't another do nothing day or a little treat sometimes what's good for you is putting in some of the work. Not all of it at once but sometimes you have to finish that essay or at least take the next step or you have to clean your room or at least dust the shelves or you gotta do the laundry or at least put it all in the hamper and it's not fun and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks and it sucks but you have to because i read a post on the internet that told me that's what being nice to yourself is sometimes

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Alleywalker

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Not to be an anarchist on main but we should all have free time and space to make things and be creative

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not enough fucked up little freak animals in the barbie movie. not enough busted ass capital-c Creatures. barbie god's™ mistakes.

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*emerges from the other room covered in blood* you should see the word document

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When your friend tells you something good, but utterly incomprehensible

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Maned wolves from my sketchbook.

The maned wolf isn’t actually a true wolf at all, but a completely unique and unusual member of the canine family altogether; they are solitary hunters and do not form packs, the majority of their diet is fruit and vegetable matter and their urine is said to smell like cannabis! Their long, slender legs enable them to peer over the grasses in their South American savannah habitat.

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thinking about creatures.

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baby i’ve got half finished wips you couldn’t even imagine

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Fic writers: have you ever studied writing as a craft (formally or not) or do you just do your thing?