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Trying to write a decent novel because I can't control my life's narrative.

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We are so inside our head that our problems look like a huge mountain to us and they block the whole world that exists outside, blocks the whole possibilities that exist and the ability that we can overcome the problem, we just need to climb up on it and walk down or maybe go the other way around.

It's easier said than done I know.

I myself tend to feel the mountain in majority of my situations.

I think we all know the solution but we don't know or forget how to get there. So we wait. We wait for someone to take our hand and show us the way.

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I left Instagram...again!

It just never serves me right. Feels too much of a pressure. I abandoned my public profile, becoming famous dream..for now. I cannot focus and some bad news has thrown me off. A lot.

I have some cracking pg entrance to do. May be then..

I feel too many shackles around me.

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Parents don't understand the amount of impact their words hold over us. They blurt out anything they want to and dismiss it as care and love. But in reality it's just their suppressed frustration towards other things. They will call their child names and say you are acting crazy while thinking nothing of the consequences. While, the child lives with a trauma for the rest of the life. When will parents start holding themselves accountable? I get that they are parenting for the first time and etc .etc .. but no one lives the same life twice..so anything anyone is doing is the first! Do not call your child mad just coz they want some freedom.

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I am so sick of the nightmares I've been having for a few days now. Earlier they used to be weeks apart but now it's every single night.

I don't even need to watch any horror movie. My dreams are enough. It's the zombies majority of times, where I am killing them with rifles and this is the good part. The bad part is it's sometimes normal people and I am just getting violent for the reason that they are bad.

Why is this happening? No clue.

How long is this going to keep happening? No clue either.

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I feel like the days aren't long enough... Summertime is just passing by. May be because we have been wired this way since childhood. We have had too much fun during summers so now, even when there's so much work to do (which I am definitely not doing), I feel like days are just passing by effortlessly.

I need more than 24 hours in a day.

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I am happier today, happier than few days in past weeks. May be I'll be happier tomorrow as well.

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How to pass summertime?

When everything you do makes you sweat, even thinking...

But then comes the rainy season which ruins your plans followed by winter when the winter blues strike so hard, you knock out till summer.

And here we are again...at how to pass summertime.

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I am a person who has always loved surprises and at the same time get frustrated when what was supposed to be a surprise is ruined by someone. The frustration level is not much but it's there...you can feel it.

Birthdays are something that tend to bring a surprise element expectation along with it. As a result, my frustration keeps growing bigger every year as I keep getting older.

Don't know to whom this makes sense but if it does resonate with you...thank you.

A year older but definitely not wiser...

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Does it make sense that sometimes I feel like I'm too much and other times, nothing.

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Who do you think is the most coward person on this planet?

The one who criticises and makes fun of people hiding behind the internet.

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What's the difference between an introvert and an extrovert?

For an extrovert, the world is a stage but for an introvert, the stage is their whole world.

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Realised that hate spreads more easily than love on the internet 📝