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[anxious-pick-me-ups]

It feels like an inevitable ending, I can't imagine a world where I die of old age. I've always been a nihilist at heart, at least it's been a constant raging battle between that and my religion. I've always felt like I'm living an uphill battle where I'm fighting for a future where I can waste my time doing nothing worthwhile doing nothing I enjoy. My hopelessness has always been a part of my daily life and I don't know what it's like to not be debilitatingly anxious or suicidally depressed.