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ok i just wanna check something.... reblog if you've never watched/opened tumblr live

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crow singing along to flute music

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REBLOG IF YOU HAVE STRETCHMARKS

This way people can see they’re not alone. I have them and this would help me see that.

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Mushroom painting mushroom painting

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Some userboxes bc working in customer service is fucking exhausting

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im really glad they’re bringing Redd back into New Horizons, cause if there was one thing this game was missing, it was an absolute bastard. 

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People dont realize just how excruciating it can be having ADHD. Its not some cute quirky thing where i occasionally go off on a tangent or get distracted by a bird or some shit. Its much more debilitating than that.

If i am going to go out anywhere that i haven’t been before i spend DAYS figuring out what to wear or how to act in that setting. I get anxious and basically rely on watching what everyone else is doing to make sure i dont do something wrong and make a fool out of myself. This is why i prefer going out to public settings or new places with a friend because i can just follow their lead.

I have absolutely NO social skills and its one of the big reasons why the few dates ive been on went horribly. I tend to go off on random tangents in a conversation and i try SO hard not to but i still do it. I say too much or i dont say the right thing or i get distracted and scattered and then whoever im with suddenly has to leave or something and then i sit there and beat myself up over it because i KNOW i messed up and ive tried to fix it and i just dont know how. Its why i dont push myself to go out and meet people because i know 99% of the time its going to end in some sort of rejection and I’d rather be alone than be in pain.

And what relationships i do have im terrified I’ll mess up so i do everything i can to show them that im useful cause maybe then they wont walk away. Its why i get people little gifts of things i know they like because thats the only way i really know how to show someone that i care. I constantly read over and think over conversations to make sure i didnt do anything wrong and if i find somewhere that i messed up (which i almost always do) then i mentally beat myself up to try and not make that mistake again.

Having ADHD isnt fun or cute it’s heartbreaking and lonely as hell

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Me, Doing Shitty Things When I Was A Persecutor, Hurting Myself, Our Host, And Others: There's no way this will have any negative repercussions at all.

Me, The Very First Second The Karma Starts To Set In After I've Reinvented Myself: Whatever have I done to deserve this?

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Bakugou asked him not to use the gauntlets, but Todoroki is a rebel !! o(｀^´*)

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I've seen a lot of posts about how lgbtqiap+ people should support the blm movement because a black trans woman gave us pride.

This is not a transaction.

Yes, we owe many things to the African-American community, but that's not why we should support blm.

We should support blm because it's the right thing to do, not because we have some debt. Even if black people had not contributed so much, support of the ongoing movements for equality should be because they're asking for basic human rights and that's a struggle we always have to get behind.

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inside matches the outside didn’t you know ?

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s/o to my beautitul bf

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y’all ever experience manic episodes where you’re rambly and hyper and can’t shut up and feel invincible and restless and wanna do everything?

it sucks and i annoy people with how much i talk but it’s so hard to control >:(