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yes i am focused on studying, exercising, and taking care of myself but watching a cuteass kdrama makes my brain completely unhinged and then i spend like 3 days straight just wanting a soulmate

that was it for today's post kdrama sadness, back to studying

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life lately

i try to learn a lot of things at once, and then it gets messy to the point that i end up learning nothing

practicing pacing and time blocking this new year

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my toxic trait is knowing a kdrama ends terribly and will hurt me but still watching it believing i can brave through it without ugly crying

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k-drama break

nothing is ever going to make me cry the way may I help you did, like I felt heart wrenching pain.

Was it worth it? Yes, yes it was.

P.s. the way the story wrapped up in the last 10 mins was actually so good? full hearts

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9.9.22 messy existence

i had to whip out my notes from 12th grade because some mathematics concepts refuse to stay in my head, and i inelcutably have to learn them over and over again

🎵: wish, 2521 ost

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girls will see a computer and install linux on it

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I will always be thankful to Start Up for creating a character like Nam Dosan. Being lost in our 20s, low self-esteem, and failing expectations are things that I could relate to, and I was rooting for his happiness as much as I'm rooting for mine. I'm so glad to have witnessed Dosan's growth throughout the show. Seeing him transform from that insecure boy to a confident adult gave me hope that no matter how much the rain pours down on your hopes and dreams, a rainbow would always show up at the end.

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learning JavaScript, project: eightball

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being in your 20s is like: i’m so young i’m so old. i should do everything i should rest. i can do what i want but i need to be careful. i’m an Adult™ but i need help from an Adult™. i’m so smart i’m so stupid. i’m leaving i feel left behind. i want to be a kid again and i can’t wait to be old. i’ve done a lot i’ve done nothing. i wanna be alone but i’m so lonely. like…. what the hell ??

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being alive is like a whole fucking thing dude ive only been here 23 years and can only really remember like 10 of those years at most and yet im literally immobilized by fear and anxiety i have no clue what i want and yet i am mad at myself for not moving fast enough? like towards what? for who? who is even going to hand me a medal for living correctly? like what would happen if i was just content but like no one knew and i told no one. would that still count? i think it would

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Honestly? Shoutout to those of you who are completely fucking lost in life. Those who don’t know what they want to do with life. Those who are stuck in a certain part of life and can’t get out. Those who are reaching for dreams they feel are impossible to reach. Those who feel like they’re accomplishments are being overlooked. Those who feel like their enough just isn’t enough. It is. You can make it. You will make it. There is an opening at the end of the tunnel.

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#bonus points if u guess the book

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no 1 of what I'm sure will be the first of many pictures that show my external mouse because my cursor decided to stop working :')

i've been working on projects as well as learning trees in python with the guidance of my friend!

do you like working with linked lists and trees?

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procrastinated by finding another place to study today ʅʕ•ᴥ•ʔʃ

i really need to work on better a time table for myself. even though i made a google calendar with my daily plans, i am finding it hard to stick to it.

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my brain is full of random cs information and stranger things :)

what do you mean these are pics of old notes because my latest ones are messier than i'd like to admit  ʕ •ₒ• ʔ

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Hi! Welcome to my studygram!

I'm a CS student and I'm currently taking a gap year to build up my skills and prepare for masters examinations!

My current plan is to do online courses and lots of leetcode💀🤝

Come say hi and lmk what you study!✨❤️