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The difference between love and lust is a simple one: lust makes you want to sleep with someone; love makes you want to wake up with them.

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Life so far

So I deleted tinder. I did that because I started "dating" someone from the bdsm club I'm a member of. We'll call them E They are poly and dont have many regular partners but they do sleep around. Hey I'm cool with that. I thought we were moving toward a relationship. Then the other partners breaks up with his primary. Starts using E as a crutch and is being a super dick. Also right around now he starts taking T. The T I coudnt be more happy about! So he starts to feel distant and not connecting as much so I give him space. In a group chat I make a blow job joke about me giving them. He responds that I need to be quiet because I'm straight. Ummm no I'm not! As I tried to do damage control, in what I can only see as me fucking things up, he continues to misorientate me. Its because I said I'm hederoflexible. But thats not straight! Well now enter the Ex and now I guess I misinturpted what we were doing... Sex is fine but he wasnt so sure about a relationship... I got upset... I stepped away for a few days and readjusted my thinking. Maybe it was a misunderstanding. They are back to being madly in love with their Ex. So we talked and I guess were back to where we were just with the understanding that we're just friends. Ok thats cool. I made a friend through them but they are very immature and live 45 mins away. I just messaged an old friend that ive found attractive and they seemed open to dating infrequently. So I got that.... But still I'm looking for something more permanent. I want intimacy. So back to tinder I guess...

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[antibarneyss]

When Thanos did the snap, someone, somewhere, thought they just banged someone out of existence.

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It sucks it so many of my swipes are ruined by Christians...

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On a coworkers recommendation I started using Bumble. Only got one response but didn't go past their first message. Ill keep trying

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The freedom to love…

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So tindered a little more tonight. I got a match and messaged her but no mention if shes poly friendly. So lets hope she's read my profile. I did find a cute girl that is "poly and kinky as he'll". LOL! Found a coworker! I liked her on principal.

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Couple goals

[antibarneyss]

Calling your SO “honey” is immensely romantic. Honey never spoils, meaning your honey never stops being beautiful.

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BTW this is what my tinder says

Up for anything up to long term depending on connection.

Me:

nerdy/geeky things

Video/board/card games

Horror

Stand up

Lootcrate

Cooking (w/ degree)

LOVE sushi

Bad jokes and puns

Hopeless romantic

Dad bod

Tattoos & piercings

Event as a Pirate

Kilts

Weird

Punctual

Poly

🚫:

Trump

Rudeness

Let's talk and maybe actually meet up. No expectations. A few pictures and a little blurb doesn't tell me how awesome you really are nor tell you how awesome I really am.

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So i did some tindering... Not really any that I think ill for sure get a hit on... But hadn't tried in a bit... Lot of anti poly people... And I'm not just looking for a hook up... Although getting laid would be nice...

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Beetlejuice and Lydia by Joey Mcinnis

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reblog if you want to FUCK ME or if you occasionally drink water

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“Feel like I’ve always been a few thoughts from crying… All my life.”

— Rick Grimes

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So let's start this was a little bit about me. I've been in a poly/open relationship for most of my married life. That would be around 10 years. My wife is currently part of a different polycule that includes three other members. I've had only a few unsuccessful relationships. I've been trolling Tinder for a little while trying to find someone that might be interested in me be at Short to long term but everything seems to fall through. Sometimes I feel like giving up. Other times I don't. I also have a various medical conditions that include depression, anxiety, sleep apnea, and currently have a dilated aorta. So there you have it I guess this is how we start...