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Stop while you still can

24Oct2017

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Split

8Sep2017

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Behind the Glasses

6Sep2017

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20Aug2017

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I have some friends who support me But I feel like I am a burden to them I dont want to hurt those around me by giving them my problems

I constantly think that I dont deserve their help

"My life hasnt been that bad" "Do you even have these problems?" "This is normal, stop complaining"

I tell myself that none of that is true I know it isnt true But I still dont belive myself

Did anything even happen? Have you ever even done a single good thing in your life? How do you know they arent lying to you? Do you even self harm? Do you even have a problem?

I know I shouldnt be thinking that, its not very healthy But those thoughts still always ring in my head

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Between Worlds

16Aug2017

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11Aug2017

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Hello, I would like to tell you something if you are considering self harm

Ive been there I started self harming sometime between April and May 2017 I... I still do it today

And let me tell you this ITS NOT WORTH IT

Constantly being in fear others will see your scars... Hiding in a coat or long sleeves during the summer...

The guilt of telling others about it... Or the worse guilt of telling them that you did it again...

I know that there are many more significant reasons not to But those are some of the more subtle ones

I know that its painful, but if you can try to reach out to someone near you If you can't, then there are plenty of helplines out there for you And if you need someone to talk to I am able to chat

Please, stay strong. -C

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In Another World

1Aug2017

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Scars

13Jul2017

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The Cliffside

TW: Self Harm (No images shown)

In this short writing, The rocks stand for any negative thought or doubt The barriers stand for any positive thing or any way to escape the negative thoughts Going off the cliff stands for self harm 7th July, 2017 12:34 AM EST

I live on a cliffside My entire life, there are people throwing rocks at me I built barriers to defend me from them The barriers aren't the best, but they work well enough But all barriers eventually degrade One day I got tired of rebuilding them That or I ran out of materials The rocks were increasing in frequency I was desperate for anything to get away from them I saw a potential option "The cliff has a short fall, maybe I could escape that way" And so I jumped And it wasn't too awful I ended up in a forest for a short time But I ended up at the same cliffside But I didn't gain any materials for barriers or anything from that So after a while I jumped again And I continued doing so Eventually I noticed that every time I jumped the cliff was getting taller And taller and taller I wanted to find a new angle Some way to avoid this But there was nothing I looked at the damage it was doing to me I wanted to stop But it was better than enduring the rocks Eventually people took notice They tried putting up barriers to help I appreciated their efforts but... At the end of the day I still just jump I know the cliff is getting taller, But I have no other escape

"The cliff has a short fall, maybe I could escape that way"

If you, or anyone around you, is considering self harm, please seek help. Do not go down this cliff. I do not want to see anyone follow, I do not want anyone else to need to suffer through this. 

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25Jun2017

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Stuck in the Walls

Made 13Jun2017

Ok. Welp this exists now. This holds a lot of symbolism to me. I wish you luck finding what you can.

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Descent Into Darkness

Made 22May2017

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Depression

Made ‎‎07May‎2017

I made this as an art project for science class about depression. It mainly focuses on my experiences with depression and holds a lot of personal references. Throughout the creation of this I repeatedly asked myself “Ok. What can I add that wouldn’t make a teacher concerned?”