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i can do this for 6 months right? just 6 months. if i stay on track, if i follow my plan, in 6 months ill be where i want to be. for now

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my boyfriends exes are skinnier than me. god.

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everytime you say “no” to food,

you say “yes” to skinny

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instagram is gonna be flooded with me subtly bodychecking as soon as i hit my ugw

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god once i fasted for 12 days and now i cant even do 12 hours what is wrong with me

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Nothing hurts more than having your mind disordered but not the body dis0rdered

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summer 👏 bodies 👏 are 👏 made 👏 in 👏 the 👏 winter 👏

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Finally losing fat in your thighs is the best feeling ever

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me when starving actually works

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Throwback to when I was starving and lost 14kg.

My boyfriend and I were fighting a lot because I wouldn’t eat anything - not even his mother’s food.

His mom got upset and thought I hated her and her food, that destroyed the relationship between me and her.

Because of my starving I was always in a bad mood and yelled at my boyfriend, couldn’t sleep with him and became distant.

Then he took me out to an expensive all you can eat restaurant and I felt so bad about the money he spent for it, that I started eating. He knew I would eat because of my bad conscience.

Since then I started binging again and gained 2kg and can’t restrict like I used to.

I love my boyfriend so much but I fckn hate him so much for that. I know he was worried about me but I’m still so mad about it.. I hate this disorder.

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Does anyone else miss the st4rving feeling after they eat?

It felt like I needed food so bad, but once I have it, I never feel full or satisfied anyways, and wish I never ate anything to begin with.

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If you ever think about buying fast food, sweets or anything high cal then just know that you're basically paying companies to make you f4t.

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December is such a hard time to have an ed it’s basically a month dedicated to eating foods that make you fat

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~Handspø~

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You know for somebody who let's their ed rule their life, I sure do suck at having an ed

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creds r/edanonymemes