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I think some people are conflating the concept of buck having his oh moment with the full recognition of his feelings and what it means and accepting that.

When the reality is his oh moment is not full recognition and acceptance - it is not his complex and tangled up feelings magically untangling and becoming simple, it is actually the moment when he sees his entire world being shattered and come crashing down around his feet - those barriers, road blocks, walls, fences and whatever else he erected in his mind are the rubble around him - his unexplored and buried feelings are molten liquid and it is starting to trickle out through the cracks in the rubble.

So he’s not fully cognisant yet but now the trickle has started - he won’t be able to stop it - he cannot go back or turn off the tap.

He is still misunderstanding the assignment - but not for much longer - because the trickle will become a flood and he will become increasingly aware of exactly what those feelings are and what they mean!

So yeah he had his oh moment but that does not mean he knows what that oh meant actually means - it’s just the start - it’s bucks spiral kicking into gear and it will only stop with recognition and acceptance - then he can move forward!

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