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annie-diaries · 3 months
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in my head, you are well and alive.
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annie-diaries · 5 months
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Matty Healy + Taylor Swift Timeline
11/7/13: Matty talking about Taylor liking the band and being asked to tour with her.
1/21/14: Matty talking about Taylor liking the band. xx
3/31/14: Matty talks about being asked to tour with Taylor and turning it down. "That was cool. It’s like, ‘We can’t, but that is really nice, thank you very much.”
11/4/14: Matty is pictured wearing a deluxe 1989 album cover tee at his concert in Milwaukee.
11/8/14: Taylor reblogs the picture on tumblr and says they are her favorite band.
11/9/14: Taylor likes these two pictures of Matty wearing the 1989 t-shirt.
11/9/14: Taylor liked this gif-set of Matty talking about whether he’s a dog or cat person.
11/19/14: Selena Gomez, Taylor and other friends went to The 1975 show in LA. Video of them singing along to ‘The City.’
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annie-diaries · 8 months
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January 28, 2024
This misery is eternal. It will live with me, sleep with me, and even laugh with me. When I die, I die, but this misery is eternal.
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annie-diaries · 8 months
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January 28, 2024
I screamed so hard that the veins in my head were visible. I spat my words angrily at everyone. At night, I quiet down. Not the calm where you see bright colors. It’s the kind of quiet where you’re tired of screaming. It’s the silent sobs; the streams of tears; the catching of breath. The next day, my world will be burning red again.
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annie-diaries · 8 months
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January 17, 2024
I carry the guilt of not being able to save you, everywhere– in my sleep, when I gaze upon your dog, or when I go out to see the mountains. Both the night and day are the silent witness to my struggle to grieve as I yearn to save everyone from the agony of your passing…then I would not feel the guilt eating me at night.
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annie-diaries · 9 months
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January 10, 2024
I said ‘I love you too’ with my gritted teeth. He pretended he didn’t notice.
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annie-diaries · 9 months
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January 9, 2024
I have written love letters for Victor; he said ‘thank you’ and shoved them under the bed, all dusty. Louis found the letters and read them too; he decided to keep them because he said my words were beautiful.
#handwritten letters
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annie-diaries · 9 months
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January 8, 2024
The waitresses were waitless, the guy in front of me wasn’t very nice, and the food was not my favorite. He stared angrily, and I responded with my tired eyes. My feet were ready to go; he grabbed my bag and threw it across the room. I spent a good few years with him, but that was one of the worst I can remember. The only good thing I can recall was…I loved him.
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annie-diaries · 9 months
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January 7, 2024
For the past year, I have lived trying to heal from my past heartbreak. I eat my favorite food and think about them. I kissed a stranger and I still think of them. I pray to God and wish for them to come back and treat me more nicely. I grieved, I got angry, and I hated myself for not leaving sooner. For the past year, I never thought I would experience love again, but here I am.
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annie-diaries · 9 months
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January 7, 2024
Love is selfless. You wake up and think about the other person. You eat and think if they have eaten. You live and become better because that’s what they deserve, and that’s the kind of love you deserve.
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annie-diaries · 9 months
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January 8, 2024
The stranger came up to me and asked, 'Were you looking for me?' I looked into his eyes, and they were not yours. 'No,' I answered.
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annie-diaries · 9 months
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January 8, 2024
Tonight I feel like all the giants have decided to step on me all at once.
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annie-diaries · 9 months
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January 8, 2024
My unpleasant past follows me like a shadow. No matter how hard I try to wash it off my body, it clings to me like a son to his mother.
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annie-diaries · 9 months
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January 8, 2024
The highlight of today was realizing that my childhood best friend is now a mother. It was her first child’s first birthday, and everyone was laughing and enjoying the party. She was busy being a mother, greeting everyone with not a sign of weariness on her face – but she has always been like that. Even in childhood, she was like a mother who hates doing nothing.
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