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[ankaboot666]

I can’t be without you.

If I close my eyes,

I’m at the bottom of the ocean.

And as I’m sinking further down into the sand, I can see you looking for me.

If I close my eyes,

I’ve been staring at you for the longest.

An entire universe has passed in between my fingertips,

and you’re in the beginning and at the end.

If I close my eyes,

I can try to catch you glancing,

because I heard that you love me,

there’s a sea of questions buried deeply in your mind.

If I close my eyes,

my mind keeps walking through the forest,

someone told me you’d be here.

Though this winter is slowly burning,

I hold grateful that you love me.

If I close my eyes for just an instant,

I can feel your lips upon me.

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I stare into the shadows of the evening. I take your hand when I think of everything I have, and everything I’d be missing if I didn’t have you with me.

I hold onto the trees that hang over your pensiveness. I take your hand in asphyxiation As the wind warns me. “He’s walking away” You’re walking away.

There’s clouds forming storms in my head. I take your hand when you sleep. Yesterday I was afraid of the hugs, but today I fear the kisses will go missing.

I swallow the rain in my throat. I love you so much. I look at you deeply.

You take my hand. You love me so- you say how much you love me.

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I can't pretend.

I can't pretend it's not happening,

like it hasn't happened before;

even if I found it out on my own.

Even if it's at the core of a misunderstanding.

I can't pretend like I don't feel it shifting downward; taking only as a hostage my soul. That the distance from the tip of my tongue, to the bottom of my heart, is not more than just a wrong interpretation. It might all just be the madness, or very well the silence of the hours as they go by.

I couldn't say it in a breath, so I locked it up inside me.

I can't pretend in the fear of losing control, but what must I do in the cold morning when you're not laying beside me and I realize I'm alone?

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cigarette daydream

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Este año para mi fue como un “date cuenta”, de muchas cosas.

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This sadness is such a lonely, painful feeling...

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..It’s just a nagging pain that creeps between my legs..

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I’m falling apart

I’m falling apart

I’m falling apart

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“I’m lost in a maze, I created myself…”

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“I wish I was that one who roams through your mind all the time”

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Gloomy weather in my soul

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I’m sorry I suck.

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Love me (until)

Kiss me today more than ever,

kiss me like a tornado escaping from your lips.

But kiss me still.

Still like a herd of centaurs running from the rain.

As still as the lake from which bloom roses with no thorns and broken souls fly away.

Hug me until the tears that slowly grow from your hair melt.

And the eyes that only love me,

see within my doubts.

Until the bees that have your time, sleep,

and you're able to hear at last my sadness steep.

And until the sad birds

in the rain decide to spread their wings,

I want you to love me.

Love me because maybe,

tomorrow flowery forests will grow fairly in your face

and bury with my sadness,

happy kisses in your chest

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Feels like I’m falling in between your fingers. I’m slipping off the tip of your toes, and the side of your nose. I’m fading in the corner of your eye, and the bottom of your soul. Feels like I’m running out of time. Like the sun’s getting ready to set. Like my goodbyes mean more than a hello. Feels like today, just like yesterday I hugged you a little bit too short.