anguis-sapphire
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anguis-sapphire · 15 days ago
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*flops* well, so that ends
I don’t really think it’s an exaggeration to call this year the worst of my life so far. Between: starting it off in the first two weeks with a bad enough panic attack to force me off my medication for the rest of the year, two group projects riddled with unnecessary trouble and my lowest mark so far for making the mistake of taking a module outside of my school (in a year where that sort of thing counts), an uselessly intense field course in the blazing heat of summer, which led into internship work I was very much thrown in the deep end for, a semester even worse than the one the year before that was claimed to have been hardest, the worst-timed week of food poisoning right as the exam season started, and the looming dread of all that still needs doing.. yes, it’s perhaps no wonder I’m so worn out as I write this.
On the outside, it looked like a good year for me as a person. It's just me myself who knows the truth of how broken I've ended up to get there.
No whole year can be completely without goodness, though (I hope). Offline, I got the highest marks in both of my required courses from last year, and online, Origins restarted and we started the incredible unsynced adventures as the Dandelions. And I finally figured out how to exist on tumblr in a way I enjoy (by having two primary blogs)! But.. you'll notice only one of those is something that actually matters offline. Which is sad. I wish I could get excited about things that matter for my future as a person (instead of my immediate wellbeing). And next year has so many exciting things! I'm going to graduate! I'm going to become an aunt! I'm going to be a bridesmaid! I'm hopefully going to have some answers about why my body is causing me problems! I just.. really hope I can get there!
I am very very grateful for the friends I have been able to maintain. The fact people still want to be around me as I want to be around them is something I truly treasure. So, thank you all for tolerating this selfish thing.
May next year be better for us all.
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anguis-sapphire · 16 days ago
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"The creator definitely didn't put that much thought into it" well then clearly someone else has to and I think I'm the weirdo for the job
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anguis-sapphire · 21 days ago
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anguis-sapphire · 1 month ago
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losing my mind at twenty to midnight 'cause a minecraft series I watch on youtube is tying back to another minecraft series from like 12 years ago that I was obsessed with
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anguis-sapphire · 1 month ago
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women are really hot. did you guys know this
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anguis-sapphire · 1 month ago
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Quick what are you doing RIGHT now (besides scrolling Tumblr)
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anguis-sapphire · 1 month ago
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it’s gone eleven o’clock in the morning. I have yet to get out of bed. I have an exam in three days.
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anguis-sapphire · 1 month ago
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No, stop that. Stop drawing popular girl from new AAA slop game or the new shonen anime. You need to find a secondary character from a 10-25 year old jrpg and let it be your muse, like a real artist
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anguis-sapphire · 1 month ago
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people who find it easy to do things have no idea how hard it is to do things
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anguis-sapphire · 1 month ago
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I love giving names to my friend groups
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anguis-sapphire · 1 month ago
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the most powerful writing tool is actually Brainstorming With The Girls
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anguis-sapphire · 1 month ago
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i respect those people who have sideblogs for all their different interests, if you follow me, you’ll just have to accept you’ll be submitted to whatever nonsense i’m into at the moment
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anguis-sapphire · 1 month ago
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reblog to tell the person you reblogged this from that what they create is wonderful
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anguis-sapphire · 1 month ago
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"Don't worry my beautiful mutual, I'll save you!" *Changes your two note flop post into a four note flop post*
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anguis-sapphire · 2 months ago
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anguis-sapphire · 2 months ago
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I have an exam in 40 minutes. Why is the Wombles theme stuck in my head.
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anguis-sapphire · 2 months ago
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who am i if not a guy who wears the same stupid little necklace. All the time.
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