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[angiiepaniic]

Of course your f/o would prioritize you. Are you stressed? They'll do what it takes to help. Feeling too tired to do something? They'll pitch in or finish that up for you. Need love and comfort? You can have all the reassurance in the world if that's what you need. Your f/o is more than happy to be there.

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the boys are preparing for a job, but Arthur is having some issues

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Hey dude, I don't know if you knew this, but like... Your f/o really loves you. Like, they honestly really want you to be happy. I just wanted to tell you this, kind of let you know, I hope that's okay or whatever! But, uhhh... Yeah, they told me to tell you. They love you, they appreciate you, and they hope you have a good day.

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THIS IS SO REAL

bill is NOT a good person, he is undoubtedly flawed - but i’m allowed to love him despite all that while still acknowledging his faults and i will DIE on that hill

and plus, i have my own funky interpretation of him in my head anyways, so the bill most people talk about isn’t the same as MY bill

i seriously feel like the #1 kiyo defender sometimes because i know he killed people and I know you think he's creepy and I know you think he's a bad person, i simply do not give a fuck and I will defend him with my entire life. you'd have better luck arguing with a wall than with me lets be real

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uncharted incorrect quotes >:)

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I replayed that one mission where Charles and Javier are trying to rizz these two women up in Valentine and it made me wonder what kind of women do the Van Der Linde men want- Like their type of women, yk? Micah clearly has a preference for soft looking women with some fight in them (based on that conversation with Arthur in Chapter 4 when they were robbing a stage)

Idk about soft looking women, because uh Grimshaw, but sure let's look over it! I will only be looking at characters where I feel I have some factual evidence to lean on and not just headcanoning my way through this.

Arthur prefers women who lean into feminine gender roles but has strong morals.

Dutch prefers women who are young and conventionally attractive, most preferably if they are low maintience too.

Hosea would likely not fall in love again, but should he do it would be with women around his age, he would not go for younger women as he sees them as his children rather than potential lovers.

Sean likes women who are outspoken, loud and who speaks down to him. "I love it when you talk to me like that." (Yikes)

There are a few whom we know has had lovers, but we don't know enough about them to be able to draw much from it but:

Reverend loved a girl named Margaret whom he drank tea with and absolutely adored. So possibly a "proper" lady (turned out she wasn't proper but he didn't know that).

Javier killed for a lady, so probably someone in the revolution.

John likes Abigail, but we only know about Abigail so we can't say what is his type and what is just something he likes because he likes Abigail.

Charles says he wants to start a family, though that doesn't give us much insight into with what kind of person.

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Chloe Frazer the woman you are❤️

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Can one of my Northern hemisphere mutuals please adopt me for the next 6 months, I cannot cope with the heat down here 😵‍💫

[angiiepaniic]

Imagine your f/o opening up to you for the first time. Maybe something mildly irritating got them worked up or it's some sort of lifelong situation weighing heavy on their mind or heart. Regardless, they come to you for comfort, reassurance, and support. They're thankful that they have you to confide in, especially because you're so accepting of who they are. Because of you, they feel more inclined to express themselves without shame.

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☆ angie

☆ 20

☆ nonbinary

☆ they/them ◦ she/her ◦xe/xim

☆ neurodivergent

☆ poc

☆ selfshipper <3

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♥︎ bill williamson • non-sharing

♡ charlie cutter ◦ iffy

♡ sam drake ◦ sharing

♡ victor sullivan ◦sharing

♡ joel miller ◦sharing

♡ jim hopper ◦ sharing

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i love all of my f/os - but bill has always been and always will be my #1 ♥︎

i check his tag on here every day! me and him are 5 years running :3

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feel free to ask me things! or tag me in stuff! i’m always happy to yap (especially abt my beloveds <3)

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dni below ◦ mutuals don’t have to read

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✘ dni if you self ship with bill ◦ it makes me very uncomfortable

✘ no proshippers ◦keep your grubby hands off my pretty things

✘ no one under 18◦under 16 gets you blocked

✘ anyone ableist, racist, lgbtphobic, z**philic, p***philic, etc. can go rot this place isn’t for you.

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muah

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HIM!!

Bill :D

He's my favourite out of the gang tbh

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get mental health LMAO this person should get mental help

Most delusional community

Get mental health freaks

You clearly don’t have it if you believe you’re married to a cartoon character or w/e

They don’t love you because they don’t fucking exist

"get mental health freaks" perhaps get better grammar? also what on earth is a w/e. cant be a hater if you don't know how to spell, that just makes you look stupid LOL

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THIS

I've come to spread positivity!!! ＼(^_^)／To all the selfshipers out there, scrolling through your f/o's tags only to be bombarded with all the blocked tags for their most popular Fandom ship

(curse you [ship name] that I've blocked 16 times../srs)

Your f/o loves you!!! Not that other character :(( What's this? Oh! They told me that they love you and you only!! You're the best thing they could've asked for <33

I second this

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f/o imagine (holiday edition)

Imagine this: your f/o insisted on handling the Christmas lights this year. You had offered to help, but they waved you off with a confident smile, assuring you they had it under control. Trusting them, you retreat to the kitchen to make yourself a warm drink—hot chocolate or your favorite cozy beverage—letting the festive mood settle in.

Suddenly, a commotion pulls you from your thoughts. You hear a loud crash outside, followed by your f/o’s unmistakable voice grumbling and calling out. Alarmed, you rush to the door and step out to a scene that stops you in your tracks.

There they are, tangled head to toe in a chaotic mess of Christmas lights, hanging awkwardly off the roof, their cheeks flushed with a mix of frustration and embarrassment. You can’t help but laugh at the sight—it’s just too endearing. They notice your amusement and start to pout, their voice rising in a dramatic plea for rescue, though there’s a playful glimmer in their eyes.

As you approach, you can’t resist leaning in to plant a kiss on their upside-down lips, the moment so absurdly sweet and perfectly imperfect. Their grumbles soften into a quiet chuckle as they kiss you back, the glow of the tangled lights reflecting in their eyes. You both share a tender, laughter-filled moment amidst the chaos, a memory that feels as warm and magical as the holiday season itself.

I make these too long I’m sorry waaa 😭💔

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i like perusing fragrantica (perfume information website) as a pastime, but the number of people??? who wear perfume??? to bed?? wild

also have seen MULTIPLE variations of "good hiking perfume"/"good going to the gym perfume"?????

WHAT are other people's discretionary funds for fragrance looking like??? that you would have a "hiking" perfume?????

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im a person of colour (my father’s black) and this is completely how i see bill

he was absolutely taught these behaviours at a young, impressionable age - i don’t think he actually has ill intent: at least not all of the time. i simply think he’s just terribly misunderstood the situation at hand. he was taught to behave this way, so he does

no, this does not excuse his behaviour, but it makes him far more likeable compared to micah, in my opinion

Bill Williamson's racism

(If I have worded anything in a wrong way, if I have accidently said something wrong, you disagree or anything similar, please do let me know and educate me, but I ask that you don't do it in a condecending tone and that you refrain from calling me a fool or similar. I do nothing will ill intent and I want to learn but I cannot if you merely insult me.)

I do want to start of by saying that Bill's racism is not excusable, and that he is not doing it for attention or similarly, that he does in fact have racist tendencies, however what I wish to talk about in this post is the differences between his racism and Micah's which shows more neuance and has peaked some, including my own, interest.

The most obvious difference to me between Micah and Bill's racism is how they act around the people of color. Bill praises both of Lenny and Javier. Bill calls Lenny "son" and yells to everyone about how amazing he is and the proud almost fatherly instrict is oozing. With Javier there is a similar interaction where he is drunk and he is yapping Sean's ear off about how amazing Javier is.

We do not see that with Micah (That I can find), the only possitive thing Micah says to either of them is "you aren't so bad, for a (slur)". Another thing to point out is that Micah is constantly belittling both Lenny and Javier, saying things like "you can write and everything, unusual for one of you. Oh you know, hoodlums," Bill does not belittle them, he calls them names but he doesn't belittle them. Is that okay? No, of course not and it is very serious, but it is just something I noticed.

Now when it comes to their actual racist acts, even there we see a difference. When Bill literally throws Lenny, Lenny just chuckles and says "get lost Bill," meanwhile when Micah just talks to Lenny, Lenny is on alert, he is cautious, watchful. He takes Micah seriously, while he does not take Bill seriously.

A native American I talked to about Bill (mentioning their heritage here because Bill often talks down to native Americans), mentioned that they felt Bill was repeating words like a parrot rather than actually understanding and believing them, which I can see.

Bill fought in the army, very specifically against Native Americans. he has a camp interaction where he is talking about the war and he is fucking terrified, he jumps at the sound of a horse neighing after explaining how he saw people die.

He saw people get murdered, he saw his friends get slaughtered and he was told by the army to turn that anger towards the natives. The army implimented racist ideologies to excuse the genocide they were making and to rile their armies. This also correlates to the scene between Bill and Dutch where Bill says "I saw things!" and Dutch replies "I am sure you do! But I don't think you could understand it" and I think that is spot on. Bill saw his friends dying, he saw his comrades dying, people he was likely as close to dying.

All he saw were these people murdering his friends, not that those people were fighting for their right to exist, and for every body hitting the ground the army framed it all on the natives, that it was all their fault, without mentioning anything that the army was doing to the natives.

Does any of this excuse Bill? No, but while I believe that Bill is racist, I think he is racist because he was told to be rather than because he truely believes it like Micah does. Micah seems to fully believe these ideas, that white people are better and that they will never be on the same level as him, none of the POC characters in camp were his friends, meanwhile Bill saw those POC characters as his comerades, as his friends and he kept in touch with Javier for a good while after he lost all the others.