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FRUSTRATING

being my flavor of queer is very difficult for me

i've pretty much identified as pansexual ever since i knew what it was, but not without some very troublesome doubt along the way

i literally felt like i had to fucking VERIFY that i was attracted to every single gender known to man

it's been YEARS since i first started identifying as pan and i STILL have impostor syndrome

"maybe i only like the idea of women" "maybe i'm only gay because of the internet" "do i like this gender THAT much" and my little fucking STUPID dumb dumb neurodivergent brain trying to gauge my attraction to EVERY gender in motherfucking PERCENTAGES

it's even worse with WOMEN oh my fucking godddd

whenever i had a crush on a woman i would doubt it terribly and act like i was just jealous of their appearance ONLY because i didn't know what i would do with them sexually???? holy FUCK i need to be medicated

and my gender is TEN TIMES WORSE

fuck this shit. i pray that one day i can proudly proclaim that i am pansexual OR program my brain to like every gender OR be straight

no wonder queer celebrities don't label their shit cause FUCK

my label syndrome is so fucking bad

i crave therapy

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MY DRS

okiiii so i'm at lunch now

just wanted to share my drs

i'm not that into shifting but i have some ideas in mind

current dr (basically my current life, my desired appearance n friends, etc.)

vampire dr (in a coven/family of vampires, tensions arise)

two thousands dr (without all the bad shit)

emo band dr, fantasy dr, shoujo/k-drama dr, the umbrella academy dr

that's it

i know i'll shift

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love this blog sm 😭

literally get sm inspiration from them

𝜗𝜚 ໋𓈒 Have Fun with Manifesting .ᐟ 🎀🧁

…📧; have fun with manifesting use your power to your advantage , you can do absolutely anything you want, you can be an astronaut one day and a victoria’s secret supermodel the next the possibilities are absolutely endless you can do whatever you want !!

listen i know we all want good grades,desired face,money and a s/o but you can have SO MUCH MORE!!! im not saying you HAVE to manifest certain stuff but like use it to ur advantage , you can have a secret magical garden or a fairy godmother if you wanted!!! 🎀

make it fun for yourself you live in a reality where you’re the operant power and “ logic” can’t exist so DO WHATEVER YOU WANT!! 🎀🥞🐬

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FIRST POST 🔥🗣

happy first post day 4 meee🥳

i've been on tumblr for a lil while but neva posted so hi, i'm ángel, angel, whateva. this is my personal manifestation blog, so if you like shifting, desired realities, etc, this is 4 u ! if you think this is delulu, dni 🙄

i'm not presenting this to any audience, this is just my yap + my subliminal journey, so bear with me lmao

anyways, let me introduce myself !

name: ángel/angel

pronouns: i use any

i like a bunch of groups (kiof, twice, vcha, katseye, skz, nwjns, xg, stayc, fromis) and i'm just now getting into alt music/fashion (i'm a fan of mychem) so this blog will be about those topics as well. tytyty

dni list: racists, homo/transphobes, sexist/misogynists, fatphobes, rcta, over 18, anti-shifters, ableists, transmeds, terfs, proshippers, etc.