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I just wish that when I’m gone and people hear my name they’ll say, “She was a delightful and kind person”.

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Bad Days are here.

So I spoke too soon, right about almost a week after my last post.

I think I’m good. But whenever I’m left alone in my own thoughts I feel like I’m breaking. Like the feeling like I feel like I’m hollow inside. Like I’m breaking like a fragile china doll. Especially now that I’m vacant and everyone around me seems too busy. Me being me, I’d rather not disturb them with my “feelings”. I’ll just write everything here.

The thing is, I always felt that. I always felt like everyone is moving all around me. Doing what they want and need to do. But here I am standing in the midst of it all still confused and clueless with where I am and where I need to go. 

And slowly, it’s just a matter of time. People will barely notice me standing there. They won’t even notice me slowly and eventually disappear.

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So I posted this is 2012. Lol. We’re still together. I still stand by this post. Haha

I’m in love with someone I just don’t know if he knows how much.

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I think I’m doing okay.

Since I resigned from my job, I’ve been thinking if I made the right choice considering the fact that we’re in the middle of a pandemic and having a secured job is a huge blessing. However, it was just not fulfilling anymore. Yes it made me feel needed, more than I would’ve wanted, but the main problem was how the management treated us.

Even before the pandemic, I already had half a mind to resign. Back then it was because my job was not up to par with what I needed to be, career-wise.

But after months of hanging onto my patience and sanity. After months of being underappreciated and SEVERELY UNDERPAID, I decided it was time to go and prioritize what I wanted in life.

But actually, I don’t really know what I want in life...

Nonetheless, it’s been 2 months since I resigned. Oh how time flies. I’m still jobless and lost. But I haven’t been unstable since, I cry less often, I sometimes feel positive about my life (a huge change), I can finally look myself in the mirror and smile.

Yes I still have dark moments, I don’t think that’ll ever change. But still, I can say I feel good. I think I’m okay.

I’m just a little nervous, when will be the next critically dark day? 

I just hope and pray.... not soon.

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I'm in love with someone I just don't know if he knows how much.

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tall boys | Tumblr on @weheartit.com - http://whrt.it/Yws93T

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annaarmeniana.tumblr.com I follow back

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THE BRAVEST MAN I EVER KNEW. SNAPE.

The Bravest Man I Ever Knew

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Oh professor SNAPE,.....I mean Alan! :D

ALWAYS ♥

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HAHA~ Thor and his baby~ <3

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Just naive little me.

My biggest flaws. #flaws #personality #forgive #care #fall #crash #like #love #me 💋. (Taken with instagram)