angelitaby

[angelitaby]

𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐋𝐄𝐘 has never gotten comfortable with the thought of someone. he doesn't allow himself to. everyone leaves in the end, right? so what's the point in getting attached?

that's always what he thought, that's all that he knew. that's what felt best, it was comfortable, familiar. safe. it was always definite. a little flirt and then he's gone. so, he doesn't quite understand how he let himself go this far with you.

now you both lay against the metal of a broken down car, your knees just barely brushing and a flannel jacket shared between you two to keep warm. he smells of cigarette smoke, cheap gas station beer, and the pine musk that runs about along tree bark. not the most charming, but against your better judgment, you don’t seem to mind all that much.

the car is covered in vines and soot. rotting in its metal carcass, surrounded in the scraps of itself. ragwort and dandelions grow from its burnished tire. tansy rosette, both pleasant and not, and burnt rubber. last night's rain does nothing to obscure the metallic, metallurgic and stannic scent.

this has become a routine of sorts. almost every night this fading summer you both come here. sometimes you both will talk, and sometimes you don't. it's never awkward when it is silent between you two, he never feels the need to fill the empty space with mindless chatter.

perhaps that is why he is so comfortable around you. you quiet something in him, something deep inside. he doesn't have to be something he's not around you, he can be... himself. or the pieces of himself that he's trying to find.

you bring him a feeling of warmth with that sense of serenity you seem to embody. he doesn't understand it, he knows not to even try.

from the corner of his eye he glances at you beside him, gazing upon the view of oak trees dotted throughout the forest.

the sun peeking from behind the mountains covered in green. the sky is cloudy, begging for another shower of rain. a bird soars above, small enough to be mistaken for a speck of dust. and fog rests over what sprawling land can be seen.

it is isolated, outlying, the back of beyond. yet somehow, with you, it is the most beautiful thing he's ever seen. second to you, of course.

maybe someday you will leave, but the days are getting colder, and his hands free to hold. yours to keep warm, if you will.

"hey, do you think squirrels have names for each other?"

"that's a stupid question to ask."

"you know what, you're a stupid question to ask."

[angelitaby]

[angelitaby]

BOOP BOOP BOOP!!! :DDD

never >:]

i will spend all day booping you if i have to

[angelitaby]

Boop boop boop :DD

boop boop!! :3

[angelitaby]

when conan gray said [his entire discography] i really felt that

[angelitaby]

★beige erhhh, beige blog theme, pretty blog theme /gen

it kinda reminds me of urhh.. the light academia aes-

aesthet-

yeah you get it. ALso urhhh, I kinda imagine that if the new theme was a person— they would have a pretty collection of different types of concealer, lined up in way that is visually pleasing =P /pos !!

m'kay urh— bye bye kat, werh★

thank you!! i am obsessed with light brown/beige right now, and i loveee light academia!!

omg yes she'd totally have a lovely collection of cute makeup i can see that, and some pretty hair and white french tip nails to go with it!!

byeeee ren mwah mwahh <333

[angelitaby]

YA'LL LOOK WHAT I GOT MY HANDS ON

THIS BOOK HAS BEEN ON MY TBR LIST SINCE LIKE FOREVERRAHHHHHH!!!!

i got sense and sensibility tooo ughh i am so freaking excited rn

[angelitaby]

outta the way im fucking frolicking

[angelitaby]

hi kat!!! what do you know how to bake ??

hello helloo!! :3

most of what i know to bake is cookies, lots and lots of cookies. the classic chocolate chip, peanut butter, coconut, and strawberry heart jam (my personal favorite!) along with a few others that i've tried but don't personally like.

i also baked an apple pie a few days ago, and i made my grandmother's coconut walnut cake while she was visiting. i've made muffins and banana bread before, but i haven't really baked any pastries yet! i'm hoping that next summer i'll be able to start my own little business and sell what i'm baking! i haven’t thought of a name for my business though.

but until then, i love baking for my church family! every second and forth tuesday, my church holds a food pantry for those in need, so i bring cookies for the volunteers! i made some peanut butter and chocolate chip last night, per request by a kind gentleman who has been asking for some peanut butter cookies for weeks now, so i finally got to it. though not everyone enjoys peanut butter, so i'm also bringing chocolate chip!

anyways!! how are you cassie??

[angelitaby]

it's always hard putting down a loyal dog. (this isn't about a dog)

oh frfr

[angelitaby]

@lotus-sunn this is so you core honestly

of all the phrases we used to say in the 2010s era we need to bring back ‘what the hap is fuckening’ because honestly… what the hap is fuckening lately brother

[angelitaby]

real real me too

do ya still like that broken leg kid or is there anyone new???

HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIH

I HAENT SPOKEN TO U IN FOREVER:(((((

HOW ARE YOU????

omggg!!!! helloooo lovely girl ugh you're right we haven't spoken in so long i'm so sorry i missed you<//3

i am doing well though!! my grandmother has actually been staying w/ my family for the past week, which is so awesome because i usually only get to see her once a year! and just the other day i brought her to one of my favorite places ever, the boutique, and i bought this absolutely adorbs locket necklace, a floral golden lined plate, and an antique little book!! all such cute finds ,,, man shopping is so much fun

anyways how are you doing fizzy my dear???

[angelitaby]

★ Send this to all your favourite moots and pass the pumpkin round! KEEP THE PUMPKIN TRAIN GOING 🎃🖤🎃🖤🎃 /nf ★

★heyllo erhhggg, hey kat, I'm just pumping up the pumpkin train =P !! By the way, how are you doing erhhhh ?? /nf★

heyyy, i am doing absolutely lovely! i'm actually baking some peanut butter cookies right now! and while listening to no one knows by stephen sanchez and laufey, my favee song atm<3 it kinda reminds me of the lady loves me by elvis and ann margret ,, gosh, i love that song too

anyways how are you, ren? how is your day/night going?

[angelitaby]

Send this to all your favourite moots and pass the pumpkin round! KEEP THE PUMPKIN TRAIN GOING 🎃🖤🎃🖤🎃

Hello mutual I have never talked to before! I like your blog theme it’s super cute and yeah

have a sigma day 👍

hello hello!!! why thank you! you as well lol 🫶 🎃

[angelitaby]

i want a boyfriend but i don't want to do the things that i have to do to get a boyfriend

like what do you mean i have to actually talk to the boy i want to date??? eugh disgusting

[angelitaby]

HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIH

I HAENT SPOKEN TO U IN FOREVER:(((((

HOW ARE YOU????

omggg!!!! helloooo lovely girl ugh you're right we haven't spoken in so long i'm so sorry i missed you<//3

i am doing well though!! my grandmother has actually been staying w/ my family for the past week, which is so awesome because i usually only get to see her once a year! and just the other day i brought her to one of my favorite places ever, the boutique, and i bought this absolutely adorbs locket necklace, a floral golden lined plate, and an antique little book!! all such cute finds ,,, man shopping is so much fun

anyways how are you doing fizzy my dear???

[angelitaby]

i love too hard. i think its going to be the death of me