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sometimes i think maybe father had casted me out because he no longer needed me after the war was fought. i did everything, i fought tooth and nail and once i was deemed no longer of need he casted me out, like the others, like a rebelled angel that needed punishment. i did everything for him and look where it got me.

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found out i was angelkin while i was thinking of a friend and now we are remembering everything. we have mutually agreed to visit the vatican for something we're looking for, wish us luck

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when i was an angel i was ostracized because my wings weren't white like the other angels, and even thinking about it now still hurts :(

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My soul is angelic but I have memories of hell? I'm not sure if I fell or if I was sent down on behalf of god on a mission, but the things I saw there rippled onto my human life before I was even aware of my past. I know I have a duty here, so I must've been forgiven (or currently trying to be) if I /had/ fallen. Now that I can recall the overwhelming feeling of divine light it's much easier to cope with how horrendous it is down there. But I still wonder why I had to see it.

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i feel like my cat is watching over me. like a messenger or something. like to check in if i'm doing good after falling

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My comfort in my divinity became very linked to my friendship with another divine being. They discarded me without ever telling why after being friends for a couple years, and now I'm ashamed to even think of my past life as an angel, or whatever similar thing I was. I get more and more sick because I want to embrace who I am, but the thought of how that side of me has so much pain wrapped up in it makes me ashamed.

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I am not ‘angelic’ or ‘holy’, nor am I ‘demonic’ or ‘unholy’. I didn’t fall, I jumped. Both sides are wrong and I refuse to be a pawn in their game. I watch from afar. I see the grey. I am nothing like the others - I don’t have wings, or usual features, or usual memories. And I’m sick of ‘purity’ or ‘impurity’. Let there be neutral. Let there be grey. Look at the mistakes they made.

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I miss my feet

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I am an angel of devotion and my charge is another angel here on earth. I am meant to be protecting them, but I have fallen in love with them and I don't know what to do. They are so beautiful and kind, and I want to be with them, but my human friend has a huge crush on them, and I don't want to complicate things. We are all super close friends, and I can't imagine ruining that. ~A

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I just found an angel I was in a relationship and I remember sneaking off and caressing each others wings aaahhhh so scandalous and sweet

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I'm not otherkin but I think the idea of having past lives and being reincarnated with your same soul is very comforting to me, especially since I have a fear of death and what happens after

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i used to "accidently" touch my crushes wing and i would get like super flustered when i did it and ran off

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I did so, so many things I regret, and some of the things I wish I could take back, but for the others.... I just have to know that I did the right thing. I cannot regret everything I did. Everything I /am/

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I am trying really hard to forgive everyone who I faced on the other side of the war, and I've mostly succeeded, but I have a feeling that if I ever find the two who laughed while I died, there would be hell to pay...

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I know not everyone was written about, but I wish there was something in a book or online about me so I could just know a little more about myself and point a text and go "hey! It's me! I remember this!" or resonate strongly with

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I see these others with several detailed and long memories and I just. I wish I could remember more about my friends. I miss them about every day. I can almost see them. They were the closest thing to family a demon could've ever had.

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There are times when I don't feel like I am good enough to be Michael, I grew up hearing about this huge angel who led battles up in Heaven and now I end up being him???