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20 in 3 days sounds too serious. Someone help me run away from 20.
#personal#got news that I’ll be seeing my boyfriend tho#that’ll be the best thing since his head is finally out of his ass
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If one more person tells me it wasn’t “my time” to have a child, I’m gonna lose it.
#the universe should’ve never let me conceive if it was just gonna fail#I have therapy in 9 hours.#I’m tired of pretending like I’m okay. I just want him her e
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I’m not even sure he’s coming for my birthday, my mom paid him to come 2 days after.
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“She was made to appear crazy by the man who drove her there.”
— r.h. Sin
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*His cousins wife telling us we’re not allowed to see each other anymore*
Me: *Immediately applies to 3 more jobs, looks for one bedroom apartments, finds 2, starts planning to play half rent and all the groceries so he can pay the other half and his car insurance*
Him: *crying* “She told me I have to stay away”
Why the actual fuck are listening to someone who’s nothing to you instead of your fiancé?? I see we have different fucking priorities. Mine is us and yours is her for some fucking reason. But whatever. Don’t be surprised when I break up with you.
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Why the fuck do I always make things horrible?
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Should’ve seen it coming when his uncle told him to break up with me to find someone with a “real” education and who isn’t so shy. Fuck you Todd. Atleast I have a partner who stands up for me and won’t listen to your bullshit. He’s still dating me and tells me everything you say. Maybe your divorce was a good thing since you cheated on your wife with prostitutes. You’re a sad excuse of a person.
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I hope what goes around comes around. You can’t split me and the one person I love,up. Bitch.
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The way his cousins wife said we can’t have sex. Bro we’re 20 and 24. The fuck you think you’re controlling??
#should’ve never told her about the pregnancy and miscarriage#she won’t even let me see him.#I haven’t even seen him since he left on the first and I miscarried the third#let me see my fucking fiancé bro
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Back to being alone with my drunk mom and her husband
#personal#if he wasn’t coming to visit me once a week I’d end everything now#how at 20 almost and 24 are we ‘not allowed’ to see each other#all y’all fake ass fucks can fuck off
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Just when I thought I had made a family that actually loved me
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So tired of living. I’m home alone for the next 3 days, idk how this is gonna go.
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I’m so fucking sick. Idk if it’s a failed miscarriage or if I’m still pregnant. My bf thinks I am, my mom thinks it was twins and I lost one. I’ve never been this sick even when I was Offically pregnant. Time to go take a million tests at the hospital tomorrow bc at this point I can’t stand 🕺🏻
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And I’m back to being the villain . My body’s still recovering from a miscarriage that I just stopped bleeding from this morning. So I can’t stand for long, wanted to DoorDash food with MY money but apparently that gets me sworn out too. Even over seas he’s a fucking asshole🕺🏻
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He FaceTimed from the boat on his best friends phone and I’m going crazy. I miss my man yall. All this anger is from not being near him.
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Very angry when he’s around and controlling me. Angry when he’s on a cruise and not around me. What the actual fuck is happening.
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