andromeda40002019

[andromeda40002019]

[andromeda40002019]

[andromeda40002019]

really gross of me to be craving emotional intimacy of a romantic nature rn. no means to obtain it atm & prolly for awhile or ~maybe never who knows~ so like... stop lol. me @ me. i was literally fine just vibing w/ no romantic connection with anyone for basically the past 2 years so idk what happened but i’d like to downgrade to an earlier version of my operating system

[andromeda40002019]

maybe ill start saying things here again but this site feels so empty & i am a shell of who i once was ;-(

[andromeda40002019]

[andromeda40002019]

where'd u go

i’m here i’ve just been observing for the past 5 months lol. my brain is empty

[andromeda40002019]

wow ac new horizons has the Worst fucking hourly music ?? it makes me actually angry lol i hate it so much . i would pay $100 just to be able to have the hourly music from wild world or new leaf just so i don’t have to hear the wack ass drums & bass guitar .

[andromeda40002019]

3158

[andromeda40002019]

Charles Lapicque

Bassin de St. Marc la nuit, 1955

[andromeda40002019]

(by Pietro)

[andromeda40002019]

the True Mood

[andromeda40002019]

i luv sleepy lukka !! oh my goddddd look at himmm

[andromeda40002019]

Everybody’s home, Sam Johnson

[andromeda40002019]

a birthday benzo. as a treat! to facilitate an adequate amount of sleep so i can wake up for work tomorrow and be mentally ~present~. been reflecting for the past 30 mins and idk the past year feels ambiguous. neutral. v big milestones reached ! got my graduate degree and 1st official job relating to what i wanna do and ... then it’s just routine forever and ever etc.? dont wanna implode anymore but i’m also not feeling *happiness* or *excitement* anymore. feels like i’m on a mood stabilizer cos no Low lows but no emotion reaching above “okay”. patient has flat affect

[andromeda40002019]

can’t wait to wake up and like... do it all over again. everyday. really psyched about that concept. i love to do it.

[andromeda40002019]

mmmm the benzo has landed and this nature documentary on the balkans is A+ . this is peace. wanna feel like this everyday

[andromeda40002019]