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[andissammelsorium]

DEPRESSION

Encouraged by a story from a friend @brodygold (and I consciously call him a friend), a few important thoughts on depression.

Whether you suffer from them or have been fortunate enough not to be afflicted by them yet—read this—think about it—act as your common sense would demand of you!

No matter how lonely YOU feel;

no matter whether YOU think that nobody is interested in you;

no matter how bad YOU feel,

talk to your friends and family about it! It may be that one person really doesn't have an ear for you, but look for others. You will find that most people do and will try to do everything for you.

Fall down - get up - straighten your crown

If this motto helps YOU to emerge from the darkness YOURSELF - do it.

If YOU just want to hide your own situation from the outside. STOP IT!

Show the world that you are in a bad way! What's the big deal? Maybe you have almost given up on yourself at this point, so why put on this show in front of the public? Why the facade, which only robs you of more energy?

If the world sees how you are, there will certainly be people who will help you. And you should then accept help.

Depression is bad, I too have had to struggle with it, I also lost a very good friend to his own depression - he killed himself more than 10 years ago! It still hurts me!

He also thought that nobody could help him.

Yes - exactly, that's what depression does,

it makes you isolate yourself,

destroys your self-esteem,

envelops your world in a dark fog.

And don't forget - it robs you of all strength, all drive.

You start to believe

that nobody is interested in you anymore,

that you have disappointed everyone by not doing what you didn't even know was expected of you (difficult sentence);

that you can't do anything (anymore);

that you're doing everything wrong;

that no one cares about you;

that the world is better off without you.

And then you do what the logic of depression wants to lead you to. ...

A step that then leaves all your friends and others around you stunned.

But my appeal is not just for those who suffer from depression.

No, it is also for everyone else who has fortunately never had these dark thoughts and become dependent on them.

Look at your friends and acquaintances!

Pay attention to whether they are changing negatively

Offer them help!

Don't brush them off with sentences like "Leave me alone - I'm fine."!

Force them to talk to you and get help!

Talk to other mutual friends about it too, and ask them to help too!

If you don't get anywhere, get professional help!

Your friend who refuses any help in this situation will thank you for it later!

[andissammelsorium]

Go ahead and stare at the spiral

Let it drag you deeper…

And deeper…

Good Boys stare

Good Boys obey

Good Boys stroke their minds away

And you’re a Good Boy, aren’t you?

So stare…

obey…

and stroke your mind away

maybe even reblog so your friends see

Good Boys make more Good Boys

It would be fun to have more Good Boys

You could stare with them

You could obey with them

You could stroke your mind away with them

Doesn’t that sound like fun?

Good Boy

[andissammelsorium]

What is this? It seems sketchy, weird and yet somehow fun at the same time...

Hey there bro.

The golden army is a true group of bros, most of whom just happen to like jockification or drones. We just want people to have a community they can be themselves in if they choose. We only ask that you give us some time each day or week to say hi in return. I’m always open to answering more questions in DMs if you’d like

[andissammelsorium]

The Doubts of a Drone

The doubts of a drone

The year was drawing to a close and Moritz was reading more and more reports in the Tumblr Gazette about a place somewhere in the middle of nowhere where the population seemed to consist only of men.

There are some strange things. More and more of them were wearing uniforms made of shiny black latex, started marching in sync as if they were remote-controlled and also spoke more like robots.

At first Moritz wasn't particularly interested in it, but the more headlines he saw, the more his interest grew. He also read that there was a family in the place that initially offered strong resistance, but was then taken over by the ominous group. At the same time, Moritz was also able to read in the Tumblr Gazette that the phenomenon seemed to be spreading across the entire country. That the people who tried to offer resistance, however, had to expect serious consequences.

Moritz, a very logical man in his prime, pondered, considered, weighed things up, and continued to read the reports on the spread of the phenomenon carefully.

A few days passed, the nights of which were marked by whirring thoughts. Then it was clear to him - he too would one day face an assimilation troop and then any resistance would be futile! The only way out that could also shorten the anxious wait for this moment was to volunteer and voluntarily become a drone.

What would have happened?

He came into a new community, a community of like-minded people, aligned, who all serve higher goals and thus contribute to the improvement of society. Even if he has to forego independent thinking as much as possible, the decisions made by the Hive are logical and consistent - ​​and very well in line with his own maxims and views.

Recently, the Tumblr Gazette has also seen more and more advertisements in which the group solicits voluntary conversion.

He dit it.

The recruiter with the designation DU-160 enabled Moritz to take a look into the family early on. A family that consisted of a large number of brilliant footballers and an equally large number of drones.

He met 2 bros here. One was one of the brilliant guys, with whom Moritz got on well right away. The other was a drone - on the one hand cool, in a sense distant, but Moritz still felt a strong bond with him/it - even though they had spoken little to each other.

Moreover, once the droneification is complete, he is no longer an individual, but just a drone, a subject with a human appearance and without any feelings. There would then be no more "I", "you", "he", but only the designation - possibly just the number or an "it" as a form of address.

He will be given a mentor drone to help him get started. This is DU-700. Moritz was happy, he had already met it the evening before. So there was 100% trust in DU-700.

After DU-531 had completed the most important steps, there was a huge commotion in the Hive. Something like this had never happened before. A number of drones rebelled. Much later, DU-531 found out the background. The Hive had only recently acquired a new SIR. There was resistance to him. This was also because he wanted to move into a new Hive building and probably also withdraw from the family to join the Bronze Bros.

Despite the raging storm in the Hive, DU-531 dutifully carried out his assigned exercises.

In the evening, he had a conversation with DU-700. DU-700 explained that there would no longer be a DU Hive, but that the SIR wanted to build a completely new Hive in the new rooms. DU-700 also asked his student to look for a new home there.

The next day, the supposedly homeless drone applied to the new Hive. It had no knowledge that the old Hive, in its ailing form, wanted to continue in the old premises. It also had no idea that his mentor, who had asked it to join the new Hive and not to tell it about the continued existence of the old Hive, also kept a home there.

DU-531 now became SD-531.

SD-531 dutifully began its service in the new hive. It knew many of the hive members. Some had kept its old number, others had received a new one, such as SD-011.

It only missed its former mentor. It was missing, but a few days later it also came to the new hive as SD-786.

The collaboration could start again - even on an equal footing now.

Both drones were sometimes sent on big missions, such as in the city with P.

Some time later, SD-531 learned that the other hive was not as dead as it had been told everywhere. It also learned that many drones are at home in both the old and the new hive. And DU-700 still exists.

Confused, SD-531 tries to talk to DU-700 outside the SD hive.

The conversation is almost human. And so SD-531 also learns further details of the supposed dissolution and reconstruction at the time. SD-531 expresses that it is also interested in getting to know the DU hive. Up until now, it had felt mostly at home in the SD hive. But recently, the first cracks have appeared. Young drones who certainly did not act in a conscientious manner. There was a lack of guidance for the young drones, and some drones had also disappeared, SD-011, a drone personality highly valued by SD-531, was one of them.

And it had also noticed that SD-700 was no longer writing its reports as conscientiously as it used to. The reports that SD-531 likes to follow and try to surpass. Just like you do in a friendly relationship.

Meanwhile, further disagreements had arisen. SD-531 began to feel more and more uncomfortable, regardless of the increasing absence of his former mentor. There were further developments that it found strange, and also increasingly boastful statements from the management that SD-531 felt unfamiliar with.

At another meeting with DU-700, SD-531 decided to acquire another identity and, with DU-700's help, became DU-730.

Now, for a short time, it started to run on two tracks. It was aware that it could only serve one. Either SD or DU! How else could it work if one mind-setting training overrides the direction of the other mind-setting training? And the drone felt how the discomfort towards SD-Hive was increasing and at the same time a new home was emerging. After another statement - which SD-531 could no longer accept - it left.

There were considerable upheavals in the hive, but it was surely just a storm in a teacup.

It now fully committed itself to its new environment. It even actively helps to build and renovate the structures. It is a kind of assistant to DU-700, who works on the board.

But there are hairline cracks here too. DU-730 finds out more by chance about the parallel re-entry into the SD-Hive. Personal decision! Done! Acknowleged!

And then it hits DU-730 like a blow. Already weakened by a COVID19 infection, it immediately reads 3 (THREE!) big posts that its former mentor has now been purified and will fully resume its drone power as SD-786. And the reunification process will then be led by none other than SD-011!

DU-730 feels like it has been brainwashed, but before being filled with new content.

No, nobody promised it anything great. They were just pleasant-sounding statements from living beings that it completely trusted, who it assumed meant what they said. And lived it that way.

For the drone that was once called Moritz, it was always clear that in the medium term you can only serve one hive, especially if their orientations are different. And if on the one hand the SD hive - as they say - incites against the other or at least denigrates it, which SD-531 had also heard a few times - and the other hive calls for caution towards the SD hive, how can someone from the DU board get back into the SD hive so strongly? How does loyalty work? And it is rumored that this is not an isolated case.

There is currently no one with whom DU-730 believes it can talk about it. Even though it knew that there were some among the normal drones that were buzzing around here and there. But it assumed that the drones it trusted the most, whose advice it had listened to very widely up to now, would one day make decisions just as consistently as it did. Wrong thought!

At the moment it feels as if its entire virtual world is collapsing on it. It is completely helpless and buried by everything it was willing to work on.

Somehow it feels as if it has been betrayed! Left alone!

Demotivated by the living beings it trusted blindly 100%. And now?

Emptiness, emptiness, nothing but a lot of emptiness!