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I have NEVER had anyone analyze one of my fics like this nor did I ever dream anyone would. This is so wild and flattering!! Omg I am over the moon!! Thank you so much!! I am so glad you loved it!! I just finished my semester at university so I will be able to write more in the next few weeks!! Thank you for all sticking around and being patient with me!!

Yours pt. 2 (Paddy x reader) (Speak No Evil)

Okay for now I'm just calling this miniseries Yours until I find a title I actually like.

Warnings: Paddy (he is a warning himself), manipulation, age gap, mentions of death, controlling relatives, lies, lots of lies, mentions of p in v sex, morning after pill, you think Paddy is being sweet but its mostly all manipulating

This story will get dark. this is your warning, this part isn't really that dark

Word Count: 3200+

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I woke up at some point, feeling something on the inside of my leg. When my eyes slowly opened, the room was mostly dark with just a soft glow coming from the bathroom door that was half open.

“Sorry, darling. Didn’t mean to wake you. Just wanted to get you at least semi-cleaned up.” He said from where he was sitting beside me, gently wiping away the evidence of our time together earlier in the night.

He had put on a pair of sweats, but I was still lying on top of the sheets, completely naked. A small shiver ran down my back, causing me to wrap my arms around myself.

“Here, put this on.” He said, handing me what I could only assume was one of his shirts.

“Thanks.” I said, sitting up as he finished wiping off part of my leg.

I put the shirt on, relishing in how it smelt like him, before looking over at him, “What time is it?”

“Early. You can go back to sleep.” He said.

I nodded, “Imma go to the bathroom first.” I said, turning to get up off the bed.

“Ciria’s makeup wipes are in there if you need some.” He said as I walked off, and I gave him a nod.

I went and did my business. Honestly I was surprised and quite frankly curious as to how he had managed to clean me up so well without me waking up sooner, considering how much of a mess there was between my legs when I fell asleep. However, I was too tired to question it too much. Once I was done, I washed my hands and found the makeup wipes he had mentioned. I quickly wiped off whatever wake was left on my face from both sweating at the club and jumping into the pool.

When I came back out, Paddy had moved from his spot on the bed to the chair in the corner.

“There’s something on the side table for you.” He said, nodding to the one closer to me.

On it sat a water bottle and a box of Plan B.

“I know you said you were on birth control, but better to be safe than sorry.” He said.

I nodded and grabbed the box, “No, I agree, thanks.” I said before taking it.

The sheets had been pulled back, clearly indicating that he was okay with me sleeping under them rather than on top like I had been earlier. However, he wasn’t making any moves to join me.

��Are you coming back to bed?” I asked.

“I wasn’t sure if that would be okay with you… I didn’t want to cross any boundaries.” He said with what I would’ve sworn was a nervous laugh, but Paddy didn’t seem like the type of man to ever get nervous, especially in the bedroom.

“Paddy, I am pretty fucking sure you bruised my cervix last night… I don’t think we have boundaries…” I said.

He laughed a little at my comment but still stood from his chair and came to join me on the other side of the bed. Once he was settled in, I scooted over to him and looked up at him from where my head was resting on his chest.

“I meant what I said… if you truly want me, I’m yours, Paddy.” I said.

He didn’t respond verbally. Instead, he just leaned down and kissed me gently. I responded immediately, returning the kiss before a yawn forced me to pull away. Paddy laughed to himself and smiled at me.

“Get some rest, baby.” He said gently.

We finally woke up a few hours later. Our families had plans for brunch at a cafe a few blocks away and we both needed to get up and get ready for that. Paddy got up and got dressed fairly quickly after deciding to lie to Ben and Louise, saying that I had gotten sick on my dress and needed a change of clothes to get dressed over here.

3rd person PoV

Paddy walked through the halls of the hotel until he got to the room where Yn’s aunt and uncle were staying. He knocked twice, then waited. Louise opened the door and was shocked to find Paddy there.

“Hi, Paddy… where’s Yn?” She asked, clearly worried for his niece.

“Oh, you fret far too much over her, Louise. Don’t worry, she and Ciria are back in our room. I think she was getting in the shower when I stopped by.” Paddy said.

“Stopped by?” Louise asked, confused as she leaned against the doorframe.

“Yes, when we got back, it was quite late. We didn’t want to bother you, so I let her and Cira take our room. It was a king-sized bed and the two of them seemed to really be hitting it off and didn’t seem to mind having to share. I slept on the floor in the room we got Ant.”

“He has his own room?” She asked.

“Yes, it’s across the hall. Kinda hard to enjoy certain aspects of your vacation with your kid 5 feet away from you, if you know what I mean.” He said with a laugh as Louise smiled politely, but it was clear she was uncomfortable, “Anyways… I came by to check that our brunch plans were still a go?”

Lousie looked back into the room to Ben, who just shrugged.

“Yeah, we’re just about to get ready.” She said after turning back to Paddy.

“Perfect! I also came by to get Yn’s clothes… she got a little sick on her dress. And so she asked me to come by and get her clothes for her. She wrote down what she needed on here.” He said, handing the note to her.

Lousie looked at it and was a little confused. It listed the sundress she wanted, her makeup bag, what she needed to do her makeup, the jewelry she wanted and where it was in her bag, and what shoes she wanted… but that was it. It lacked any undergarments of any kind.

“O-okay. One second…” She said, pushing the door shut.

“What’s that?” Ben asked, seeing the note in her hand.

“The clothes Yn needs… she threw up on her dress or something, so she’s going to get ready with Ciria in their room, I guess.” She said, walking past him to get to Yn’s suitcase.

She collected everything that was requested but hesitated, seeing her undergarment bag… maybe she had just forgotten to write it down. The dress she was asked for wasn’t form-fitting; it was nice and flowy, so she shouldn’t have to worry about lines if she wore underwear. After some debate, she grabbed the first pair from the bag, not wanting to invade her privacy, and folded it up into the dress. She put everything into a small bag and went back to the door to Paddy.

“Here, that’s everything she asked for… I put a few things she didn’t ask for as well, like her uh- her daily medications, purse, toothbrush, that type of stuff…I just figured she forgot to write that down.” Louse said, handing it to him.

“Thank you. I will let her know. And I will see you lot later!” He said before walking off.

He got back to his room just as Yn was getting out of the shower. He knocked on the bathroom door and handed her the bag, which she thanked him for with a small kiss.

He then went and grabbed some clothes for Ciria before walking across the hall to give them to her.

“Can’t I come back over and get ready with you?” Ciria asked as he handed her the clothes.

“No, Yn is still there. Get ready here, and get the kid ready, too. We have brunch with the Daltons.” He said.

“Why is she still there?” She pressed, a pang of jealousy laced in her voice.

Paddy didn’t reply. He just sent her a look that warned her to quit asking questions.

“Sorry, I’ll go get ready.” She said, and he nodded once in approval.

“Remember, all three of us went out last night, and you and Yn slept in the other room. You go along with anything I or Yn say. She believes we do this all the time, I told her that you wanted me to have the night with her. You go along with that. Got it?” He asked, making sure she went along with the string of lies he told Ben and Louise.

“Yes, sir.” She said before closing the door to get ready.

Yn’s PoV

Soon, everyone was ready, and we were waiting for my aunt, uncle, and cousin. To tell the truth, I was sad when Ciria and Ant joined us. It was nice pretending it was just Paddy and I, but I had to remind myself that he had a wife and kid, I was just his fun vacation side piece for now. Then, when I saw my family, it felt like even that was ripped away.

“Everyone ready?” Ciria asked, holding onto Paddy’s arm, to say I wasn’t a little jealous would be a lie.

“Yeah, I think so.” Louise said, and we all began walking to the restaurant.

“So, did you have fun last night, Yn?” Ben asked while we sat down waiting for our food.

“Yeah.” I said with a shrug.

“Still a bit tired, I bet. We had a pretty crazy night.” Paddy said, “Right girls?”

“Yes. Oh Yn was so much fun to dance with! I wish you all didn’t live so far. I would kill for girls' nights with her… and of course you, Louise.” Ciria said, much to my surprise.

“I would love that.” I said with a smile over at her.

Paddy was sat between us. Since it was a round table, there was no real way to separate the two families, not that I was complaining. His knee kept grazing mine under the table, and I was trying not to let myself wonder if it was on purpose or accident. It wasn’t until he leaned forward to tell my uncle something and his hand landed on my leg that I knew it was on purpose. I watched him as he spoke, unable to keep the smile from my face. Until a name brought my attention to my uncle.

“Me and my brother Brandon used to work together years and years ago.” Ben said.

“18 years ago.” I corrected him.

He sighed, “Yeah, 18 years ago…”

“Oh, what happened? Did you have a falling out?” Paddy asked, seemingly unaware of the tension building between my uncle and me.

“He died.” I said bluntly, “He and his wife, my mother. I was only three. They were in the car, heading to Ben’s place to meet his new girlfriend. I was staying with my grandparents. A drunk driver hit them head-on.” I said, staring at the mimosa I had ordered.

I picked it up and downed it in one go before excusing myself from the table. Ben never talked about him around me. I wasn’t sad. I was pissed. Everytime he talked about my dad it was a slap in the face that he had actually got to remember him and have memories of him, and I didn’t. And it was his fault.

I had left the restaurant and went and sat on a bench a little ways down the road. Even though Paddy was there and I wanted to spend as much time with him before our paths parted but I had zero intentions on going back to that brunch.

“Can I sit?” I heard his voice say cautiously as if speaking to an injured wild animal.

“Sure… sorry for storming off.” I said, not looking at him.

“It’s okay… Ben explained.” He said and scoffed.

“What’d he say? That I still wasn’t over the untimely death of my parents? That I was sent to live with my oh so loving godfather?” I asked sarcastically.

“Yeah, that’s pretty much it. He said he and Louise raised you, tried to get you to go to therapy to work through you feelings about what happened.” He said.

I shook my head, “I don’t need therapy, not now at least. Louise only wanted me to go because Agnes goes and she’s into all that new age parenting. But I know exactly how I feel about it, now, and I got there without a fucking therapist.”

I took a deep breath before explaining what really happened, “I was at my grandparents. Ben had invited my dad and mom to his apartment to meet the girl he had been dating, Louise. On the drive over, they got into a car accident. No one survived… it was their fault. If they weren’t going to his apartment then my parents would still be here.”

Deep down I knew I sounded crazy. But it was the only way I could rationalize their death.

“I’m sorry, darling. Come here.” He said opening his arms for me.

I hugged and he held me close.

“Then when Agnes was born, I was pretty much cast aside. Everything was about her because she’s their really daughter. And I was left to the sideline to watch her get the childhood they took away from me…I’m sorry, I know that makes me sound crazy probably…” I said when I pulled away.

“Not at all.” He said much to my surprise.

“Really?”

“Yeah, I’ve seen how they treat you now. I think they realized their fuck up and are trying to reverse it now but its too little too late to try and parent you. What’s been done is done and they can’t undo what they did to you. I’m so sorry you were treated like that.” He said.

“Thank you, Paddy. I’ve never really told anyone all of this and I was sure if I did they would think I was insane… by the way I’m not going back to that brunch. Fuck him. Feel free to go back. I’ll be fine.” I said, secretly hoping he would stay.

“Well I told them I would go find you… and I think it’s taking a lot longer to find you than I expected. Come on lets get get something to eat.” He said with a smirk.

Although I really liked that idea, part of me felt guilty about keeping him from his family.

“I can’t keep you from your family, Paddy.” I said.

“You can if I’m the one offering. Besides we only have a couple more days together. I intended to use every excuse I can to spend time with you.” He said, leaning over to kiss me.

A pang of sadness hit me suddenly at that. I knew it was the truth, but I didn’t want to think about that. I knew the likely hood of me seeing him after this vacation were slim.

“However…” He drew out the word, catching my attention, “After Ben told explained everything about what happened to you and how you all ended up moving and everything. I suggested you all come out to our farm for a bit. Give you a break from the city, get a change of scenery. I told it may do you some good, being out there with the fresh air.”

“Seriously, when?” I asked, admittedly a bit too excited.

“Whenever!” He said smiling at my enthusiasm, “I just need your help convince them to come out and see… for you to come see me.”

“I will.” I promised.

“Good, now, how about that lunch, hm?” He asked raising an eyebrow and offering me his hand. I nodded with a smile and took his hand before we stood together and he walked us further away from where everyone else was having brunch as we went off to do our own thing.

In the following days I spent as much time as I could with Paddy. Any excuse I could think of to get close to him I went with. At one point I even agreed to play chicken fight in the pool with Agnes on my shoulders while Paddy had Ant on his. But when the day came for us to leave I was overcome by sadness. Paddy made me feel seen and made me feel more alive that I’ve ever felt before. And now I was leaving that behind back to being the bane of my uncles existence.

As we came down from our room with our bags, Paddy, Ciria and Ant were all there to see us off. I smiled when I saw him and his smile grew even more when they landed on me. I had secrently kept the shirt he had let me sleep in after the night at the club and I was wearing it right now.

I waited as everyone else said bye to one another. I gave Ciria a hug telling her I hoped that we could visit soon and her and I could hang out more. I even gave Ant a small side hug telling him Agnes and I had fun playing with him and his dad in the pool. Then I got my turn with Paddy.

“Oh come here.” He said, wrapping into a tight hug just had he had done with Louise.

I hugged him back and took a long inhale of his scent knowing I wouldn’t be able to see him for awhile.

“You look great wearing my clothes… god I’m going to miss you, and your perfect cunt.” He said quietly so no one else would hear.

I sighed, “I’m going to miss you too… don’t forget, I’m yours.” I whispered back, before pulling away.

He leaned forward and pressed a kiss to my forehead, which didn’t seem too suspicious considering he gave Lousie a small peck on the cheek as well.

“Here, let me help.” Paddy said grabbing my bag along with Agnes’s before following Ben and Louise out to the car.

We got loaded up and drove away as I sat in silence in the back seat. My only hope was that I could convince my aunt and uncle to actually go out to the farm so I could see him again.

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Yours Pt. 4 (Paddy x reader) (Speak No Evil)

Warnings: DDDNE (that is your warning that this is gonna get a little fucked up here), manipulation, controlling relatives, lying, p in v, infidelity, let me know if I missed any

Word count: 4355

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After we were shown around the house, we made our way back downstairs. Ant had to go finish his chores outside which included checking on the animals. Agnes wanted to go see them as well and so after getting approval from Paddy, she was allowed to go. Lousie being the overprotective mother she was of course had to follow her out, which prompted Ben to go as well.

“Ciara, why don’t you join them? I am going to check on dinner.” He said, and she gave him a smile and nod before following them out.

I had actually ran upstairs to use the bathroom and when I got back I was going to head out with the rest of them to not create any suspicions just yet, but Paddy stopped me.

“Yn, wait, I need to talk to you.” He said, urgency in his voice.

I walked over to where he stood in the kitchen with a confused look on my face.

“Remember how I said that we are going to have to be very careful about what we say and do around Ciara… she may be a little jealous over what happened in Italy.” He said.

I covered my mouth in shock, “I’m so sorry, Paddy… I thought she was okay with it… I- I had no idea… did she see the pictures too?” I asked nervously.

He shook his head, “It’s okay, and she was for that one night… but after that…” He sighed heavily and shook his head, “And no, I hid the pictures, keeping those for my eyes only… and don’t get me wrong, I still want you more than anything… I just need some time to take care of some things first, okay?”

I was a little skeptical, “Paddy, I have to ask… you told me I wasn’t going back with them… if that’s the case, what is happening with you and Ciara? I may be young and sweet, but I am not one for sharing, not long-term… so how does she fit into this?” I said, motioning between the two of us.

Paddy flashed his charming smile and looked me in the eyes with his piercing blue ones, “You still trust me, don’t you?”

His charm was like a spell. However, it was one that I not only didn’t mind being under, it was one I wanted to be put under.

“Of course I do, Paddy.” I said, biting my lip slightly as I glanced down at his before focussing back on his eyes.

“Ata, girl. Come here.” He said, pulling me to him and kissing me roughly.

“Don’t worry, I’ll take care of everything.”

“Okay, … is there anything I can do to help?” I asked, genuinely wanting to help him with anything he needed me to.

He smiled at my offer and used his hand to cup my cheek before giving me one last kiss, “Not yet, baby, soon, but not just yet.”

I had no idea what he meant by that, but the way he said it sent a wave of excitement over me for some reason. And the smile he gave me made me melt. I knew that when it came down to it, I would help him with anything.

Reluctantly I stepped away from him and went to join the others outside. We stayed out there until the sun began to set. Conversation mostly just included the two kids having their own while Ciara talked with Ben and Louise, leaving me to just sit and listen mostly. I was beyond relieved when Paddy opened the door and called out, letting us know dinner was ready.

We all went inside and made our way to the kitchen. Sitting on the counter was a dish covered in tin foil. It smelt absolutely amazing.

“Ta-da!” Paddy said as he grabbed the tin foil and ripped it off, revealing some type of roasted bird.

“Wow, that looks amazing, Paddy.” Ben said.

“Thank you. Was, Libby, our prized goose, out on the farm. Killed it and cooked it with my own hands.” Paddy said as he began to slice it.

“Oh, you didn’t have to do all that.” Louise said from where she stood off to the side, clearly already uncomfortable.

“You’re our VIP guests. It’s the least we could do.” Ciara insisted.

I watched as Paddy sliced off a piece of meat and the turn to walk with it over towards my aunt. He approached her, holding out the fort ready for her to eat off of it, “Our gift to you, Louise, the best part of the roast.” He said, bringing it up to her.

She tried and failed to deflect it to someone else as Paddy insisted further, “Come on, doctor’s orders.” He said and she finally gave in, taking the fork in her mouth.

I had to hide my laugh behind a cough as I watched it all happen. To tell the truth, I couldn’t tell if he had purposely done it or not, considering she had told them she was a vegetarian in Italy. Either way, watching her struggle to chew it was satisfying. If it were anyone else, I probably would have spoken up on their behalf so they wouldn’t have to eat something they were against. But she was such a people pleaser it was satisfying to watch her reap the consequences of it.

The rest of dinner went on fairly uneventfully. That was until Ciara turned her attention towards me.

“So, Yn, why do you still live with your aunt and uncle? You’re old enough to move out by now, aren’t you?” She asked.

Her question must have caught Paddy off guard as well because his eyebrows shot up as he looked over at her and then to me, waiting for an answer.

“I’ve been trying to save up to move out, actually. But it can be hard, making a steady income doing what I do.” I said, causing Ben to scoff slightly.

My uncle didn’t approve of my career choices, saying I would never make a living doing it, but it was my life.

“Oh, what do you do?” Ciara asked.

“I’m a photographer. I’ve done a few bigger jobs like weddings, but I mostly try to stick to private photoshoots.” I explained.

Paddy nodded, “Yeah. I’ve seen her work. It’s stunning.” He said, giving me a subtle pointed look, and I knew what he was actually referring to, “She showed me some back in Italy.”

“Ooh, I’d love to see them sometime.” Ciara said, and I nodded.

“Of course. Maybe I can even take some for you while I’m here.” I said.

“That would be nice.” Paddy said with a smirk that only I seemed to catch.

After dinner concluded, everyone began going their separate ways. Ciara and Louise went upstairs to put the kids to bed, leaving just Paddy, my uncle, and myself downstairs.

“Are you sure you’ll be okay sleeping down here? You can always stay with Louise if you want to. I can stay down here. I won’t mind.” Ben offered to me out of nowhere.

“What? Are you and here still having issues? If you don’t want to sleep with your wife, say so. I am fine sleeping down here.” I said, rolling my eyes.

“It has nothing to do with that, and you know you’re not supposed to bring that up. I just wasn’t sure how you feel being so… exposed to an older man in his house.” He explained.

“Oh, after Italy, I thought us two were just going to bring up things the other has explicitly told the other not to… and for the record, I feel perfectly safe around Paddy.” I said just as Paddy walked into the room.

“The two of you have got to try this. Here.” He said, handing each of us a bottle.

I eyed it suspiciously, waiting for him to explain.

“It’s hard cider, made it myself with our farm-grown apples.” He said, popping the lid off his and taking a swig.

I followed his lead and did the same with Ben not too far behind me. It was unsurprisingly very good. After that dinner Paddy made, I had little doubts that there was anything he couldn’t do with his hands.

“Damn, Paddy, this is really good.” I said, before taking another drink.

“Slow down, killer,” He said, leaning forward as if to say something to just me, but he still said it loud enough, obviously, for Ben to hear it, “I don’t think your aunt and uncle would take too well to me getting you drunk again.” He joked.

“Getting her drunk again? When was the first time you got her drunk?” Ben asked, clearly suspicious.

“Okay, maybe not me directly, but when she, Ciara, and I went to the club in Italy, Yn did get quite drunk.” He explained, throwing Ben off his trail immediately.

Ben nodded, “Oh, that’s right.”

As the two other adults arrived back down stairs, Paddy was pulling out a hand-rolled cigarette. I eyed it, wondering if it was, in fact, what I thought it was. Neither Ben nor Lousie knew I had ever smoked weed before.

“Geez, it’s so quiet out here. Do you even have neighbors?”

“Yeah, all the way across the valley, but you know we look after each other,” He paused, taking out his lighter, “You don’t mind if I?” Paddy asked, hesitating before lighting it.

When he was met with no pushback, he lit it up and took a long drag from it.

Ben laughed to himself before responding to what Paddy had just said, “Ours are right across the hall, and I don’t think we’ve ever spoken.” He said.

“Mr. and Mrs. Gibson. They’re a sweet old couple. Have cute Tabby cat that I’ve taken pictures of before.” I said.

“Well, I guess Someone has spoken to them. When did you even meet them?” He asked, confused.

“When we moved in.”

“Louise, you have a bad neck?” Ciara asked suddenly, diffusing the tension building between Ben and me and drawing the attention to my aunt.

“No, uh… it’s just something that flares up sometimes.” She said.

I rolled my eyes. Yes, she had a fucked up neck. Has had it for as long as I could remember, honestly. But again, she’s a people pleaser and would never admit to anyone that she wasn’t 100% comfortable, nor would she ever let anyone know that she and her family were anything less than perfect.

“Medicinal? It’s homegrown.” Paddy offered her his cigarette.

“No, thank you. I took a pill.” She said.

“Oh, modern medicine. It is amazing…”

As Paddy spoke offered it over to Ben, and I was truly stunned when Ben took it and brought it up to his mouth. He passed it back to Paddy after taking a hit. Truth be told, I wasn’t listening too much to the conversation, too busy watching Paddy as he smoked. The thoughts running through my mind were filthy. Oh, what I wouldn’t give to kiss him right now and have him shotgunning it into my mouth.

I snapped out of my trance as Paddy leaned forward once again to pass the blunt over to Ben. But before he could grab it, I leaned forward and snatched it. I settled back in my seat with my eyes closed as I took a long drag from it. I slowly exhaled. When I opened my eyes, everyone was looking at me.

Ben looked just plain shocked, Lousie looked mortified, Ciara seemed slightly annoyed and Paddy looked like a mix between proud and turned on.

“Yn, what are you doing?” Louise asked.

“Enjoying myself.” I replied, taking another hit.

“When did you start smoking pot?” Ben asked.

“You make it sound like I do it all the time. I just do it when I feel like it. And for the record, like 4 years ago.” I said before finally passing it back to Paddy.

“Who would have thought this perfect, sweet girl would have such a wild streak in her?” Paddy said, leaning back in his chair before taking a long drag.

“She does seem to be full of surprises.” Ciara agreed, sending a worried shiver down my spine.

“You don’t even know the half of it.” I said, feeling a surge of confidence.

I continued to sip my drink and just listened, I had closed my eyes, letting the weed in my system and the warmth spreading through me from the cider relax me. That was until I felt like someone was staring at me. I opened my eyes and scanned the room, expecting to be met with Louise’s unapproving sideways gaze, but she wasn’t looking over here. My eyes then landed on Ciara, and if looks could kill, I would be six feet under and then some. But the moment she saw me catch her eye, she averted her gaze to Paddy as she looked at him lovingly and reached over for his hand. I tried to ignore the pang of jealousy that hit me as I reminded myself that in a few days, somehow, he would be all mine.

“Well, I think it’s about time we retire for the night. Let Yn get some sleep.” Paddy said.

“I think that’s a good idea.” Louise said.

There were plans to go out on a hike the next day so we really should be getting to bed soon.

“Oh, Yn, just a heads up so I don’t scare you. I do get up quite early to do the rounds with the animals. I’ll do my best to be quiet, though, so I don’t wake you.” Paddy said, sending me a subtle look.

“Oh, Paddy, I am sure it would be okay if you slept in for once. I mean, we do have guests. I don’t think the animals’ schedules will be thrown off that badly. Besides, you wouldn’t want to accidentally wake her. He’s never quiet in the mornings.” She said the last bit, turning to me.

“It’s alright, Paddy, I am intruding on your home. Please do what you need to, and don’t worry if you wake me up. I really don’t mind.” I said sweetly enough to let him know I got his hint but not enough to cause suspicion… I hope.

I was gathering up my PJs and facewash to go get changed and ready for bed in the bathroom when Paddy came back downstairs. At first he paid me no mind as he went to lock the front door. I nearly jumped out of my skin when I turned around and found him standing right behind me.

“Shit, Paddy, don’t sneak up on me like that.” I said with a small laugh.

“Sorry, just needed to see you before I go back up there.” He said, reaching a hand up to cup my cheek. I immediately leaned into it.

We stayed like that for a moment, in a comfortable silence, just reveling in the fact that we were back together once again. Slowly, he leaned down and pressed a gentle kiss to my lips. When he pulled away, he rested his forehead against mine.

“God, this may be worse than just having the pictures to look at. Knowing you’re down here, so close, yet not being able to have you is absolutely tortuous.” He whispered.

“Soon.” I said, pressing a quick kiss to his lips, “That’s what you told me, right?”

He nodded, straightening back up to his full height, and dropped his hand, “That’s right.”

“What time do you get up in the morning?” I asked.

“Early. 5:30.”

“Mhm… out in the shed?” I asked.

“Sometimes…”

“Well… hopefully you are tomorrow, preferably with a blanket at… let's say 5:45? Because that’s where I’ll be at that time…” I said sweetly.

“I think I can manage that. Just know what you agreed to. You sure you’re going to be able to go on the hike later tomorrow after I’m done with you?” He asked.

“Hmmm, we’ll see I guess.” I said giving him one last kiss, “You should get back upstairs before she gets suspicious.” I said with a sigh.

“After you.” He said, stepping to the side and nodding me past him to go up first.

I laughed, knowing he was just letting me go first to stare at my ass, not that I was complaining. When we got to the bathroom, I stopped and faced him. “Good night, Paddy.”

“Good night, Yn.” He leaned over and kissed my forehead before passing me and heading up to his and Ciara’s room.

Once he was out of sight, the door to the guest room opened, and my aunt stepped out.

“What was that about?” She asked, confused.

“What?”

“I thought I heard Paddy out here… telling you goodnight.” “He did, he came downstairs to lock up, I was heading up here to change and wash my face.” I said confused by here questing what was happening.

“Did… Did he, um, kiss you goodnight?” She asked, eyebrows knitted.

“It was a quick peck on the forehead, no more than the one he gave us when we left Italy. What’s the big deal?” I asked, getting annoyed.

“Isn’t that still a little weird?”

“No, I think he’s just friendly. It doesn’t really bother me… Look its late, we were in the car all day I really just want to get to bed.” I said before slipping into the bathroom, not giving her any room to say anything else.

When I got downstairs I set an alarm on my phone just in case I didn’t wake up when Paddy came down in the morning. Luckily I fell asleep quickly with the anticipation of being with Paddy come moring.

When my eyes peeked open again I found Paddy sitting at the other end on the couch. He was lacing up his boots seeming completely unaware that I had woken up. That was until he spoke up.

“Sorry, did I wake you?” He asked with a smirk.

I stretched some and sat up, “Hm… maybe.” I smiled.

“Make sure you turn your alarm off, darling, don’t want to wake anyone else up.” He said, leaning over to kiss me.

I smiled into the kiss, “Should I just come with you now?” I whispered.

“I was hoping you would.” He said, pulling back and standing up.

He offered me his hand and I took it. I was secretly hoping my hair wasn’t a complete mess as I slipped on my shoes and followed Paddy outside. The sun hadn’t even risen yet as he led me through the yard, to one of the doors of the shed. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a leather cord that was attached to one of his belt loops on one end and had a set of keys on the other. He unlocked the door before gesturing me in. When he stepped in he shut the door before moving to lay down the blanket on top of the straw-covered floor.

“Sorry, it’s not the fanciest.” He said, turning to look at me.

“I don’t care.” I said, immediately closing the distance between us and kissing him.

His response to the kiss was instantaneous as he took control and backed me up to the side wall. My back hit the rough bricks, but I couldn’t find it in me to care.

“I’ve missed you darling… missed this with you.” He said between kisses.

“Take me, Paddy, please.” I begged as he began working his way down my jawline to my neck. I had been dreaming of this moment ever since we left Italy.

“So eager.” He mumbled against the hickey he was making on my collar bone.

Part of me was worried it would be seen by the others, part of me didn’t care, but secretly the majority of me wanted them all to see it. I wanted them all to know I was his… especially Ciara.

Next thing I knew, he was moving us away from the wall and over to where he had laid out the blanket. I kneeled down, bringing Paddy down with me.

“Wait, what the fuck?” I asked, feeling something weird under my ass.

I grabbed it through the blanket and found it was a lock.

“What’s this for? Is it like some secret sex dungeon? Or are you secretly like a serial killer or something?” I teased.

He let out a small laugh, “It’s nothing. Promise. And do you really think I could be a serial killer?”

“I don’t know, you may look cute, all covered in blood, chasing me down…” I said, only half joking.

“What is wrong with you?” Paddy asked in amusement as he shook his head, smiling.

“Okay… one of my biggest crushes is Billy from Scream, okay? Just something about fucking with their victims before killing them, it’s kinda hot. I know that’s like so fucked up, but I can’t help it! Ever since I watched the movie at like 15, I was hooked, and it never went away…” I admitted.

“That’s so fucked up, Yn. He killed people…tsk tsk.” He said, shaking his head but still smiling.

“I know! I know, I can’t help it though.” I said blushing slightly.

“Hmmm… so you like serial killers then?” He teased. “I mean, I guess in theory.” I said.

“And in practice.” He said, tone suddenly changing to be much more serious.

On the surface I was confused but something deep down in me understood.

“Paddy… what do you mean?”

“I think you’ve already connected the dots… I told you, you wouldn’t be leaving… and I meant it. Your aunt and uncle won’t be either… I want you to be by my side when it happens… you can even help if you want to. Or, you can let me take care of it, let me free you from them… you said you were mine, didn’t you?” He asked, gently caressing my cheek.

I nodded immediately, “I’m yours Paddy. Please, free me.”

I pulled him back down to kiss me. He groaned into the kiss, gripping the back of my head to pull me closer. Then in one swift motion he flipped us so that I was straddling his waist. I could feel his hard cock, begging to be freed from his jeans underneath me. I grinded my hips down onto it and let out a soft moan as his bulge bumped up against my clit.

His hands went to my hips, slipping up under my sleep shirt. It raised up exposing the fact that I hadn’t worn any bottoms.

“No panties, sleeping on my couch? You trying to drive me crazy?” He asked.

“Hm… maybe.” I said, pulling away and reaching down to undo his belt.

I unzipped his pants and he helped me pull them down along with his underwear just enough to free his cock.

I lifted myself up on my knees and reached down to line him up with my entrance, but he stopped me.

“Wait, darling.” He said, reaching down into his pocket that had been shoved down. He pulled out a condom and used his teeth to open it before quickly putting it on.

“There we go, don’t want to risk anything, do we?” He said, grabbing my hips once again.

He guided me down onto his cock slowly. I let out a loud moan as he stretched me open slowly. Once he bottomed out I sat there for a moment to get reacquainted with the size of him.

“As much as I love the pretty sounds you make, love, I’m going to need you to keep it down. Okay? Don’t want the wife hearing you now, do we?” He asked.

I shook my head. Then he gave my hips a gentle squeeze before guiding me to move up and down on his cock. I had to bite my lip to keep from moaning. One of my hands stayed on his chest to steady myself, and the other went down to my clit.

My pace was matching his pace, slow circles just enough to drive me crazy as the pressure slowly began to build.

“You’re getting close, aren’t you, darling?” He said.

“Yeah,” I sighed out, subconsciously speeding up my pace on my clit. Paddy picked up his pace as well, sending me even faster to my climax.

“Fuck, darling… you look so good, so fucking good, on my cock like that.” He said, and I knew by the way his cock twitched inside of me he was getting close as well.

“Paddy, shit. I’m…” Before I could finish my sentence, my walls were clutching onto him as I came.

“Damn it, love…” Paddy groaned as he came as well.

Honestly, I was cursing that condom from preventing me from feeling him shoot his cum deep inside of me. But I knew it was for the better. We were already taking so many risks together we couldn’t afford to be that risky… not right now at least.

We both caught our breaths and after a moment I went to lift myself up, but Paddy stopped me.

“Not yet, just come here, darling.” He said pulling me down to lay on top of him.

I laid down gently, resting my head as best I could onto his chest.

“I fucking missed you, darling, and your perfect pussy… it truly was made for me, wasn’t it? All of you was made for me.” He said, rubbing his hand up and down my back.

“Only you, Paddy. I want to help kill them. All of them… I just have two conditions.” I said.

“What are they?”

“I get Anges and… I get to kill Ciara.” I said, turning my head to look at him.

“Who said anything about killing her?” He asked, raising an eyebrow.

“I did. I said I am yours, if that’s true, then you don’t need her anymore. She needs to go too.” I said simply.

He smiled evilly, “I like your logic, dear… you have yourself a deal.”

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