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It’s strange to say I was so lonely that I somehow made my preexisting disorder worse on purpose and then got so panicked about it that I sought out a cure but it might be true 😭.
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I think when I was cooped up all the time and kept to myself I coped by separating myself into distinctly different parts and somehow it feels like the more I fall into the world I fall further from those other parts of me, Regardless of whether I had/have some sort of disorder or not or whatever else I thought was happening to me, it’s sad to lose them , it’s like having a ghost hanging over me that even I’m losing the ability to see . I used to stress a lot and wonder if I was faking it , not really a concern anymore & I’m embarrassed that I cared so much to put labels on it online & IRL , but whatever , now it just feels strange that something that affected me so much isn’t doing what it used to, even in the past 6 months . Maybe it’s because I’m #Happy these days . 🤷♀️Maybe someday something really horrible will happen to me and I will go back to reading articles about OSDD again
#This is speculative I just don’t really put these thoughts anywheee else#Some days I really wonder if I had some other regular issue and I exacerbated it by reading about other things too much#But i really undeniably felt and feel things that still line up ….Well whatever#Anyways yeah I
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These pics of me are so cool I often forget im physically capable of hiking and whatnot but I really am and I climb awesome mountains and see clouds and go to the woods and whatever else. Im so grateful to nature like seriously when I go there it feels so wonderful that I feel like living there forever
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I want to have clothes with music notes and staffs on them …I saw a cool lady with a zip up hoodie with music on it. I would’ve dashed out of that restaurant and begged her to tell me where she got it if I was less composed
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Home library of the late Richard Macksey, legendary Hopkins prof.
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The ones that low key fuck with omelas
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