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victor hugo, les misérables / nora sakavic, the sunshine court

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THIS WAS TORTURE

I was NOT happy while drawing this

Fly high, Speerly cousins, ​​consumed by power and revenge

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Hi! Would it be ok to use your artworks in tiktok edits and as a profile picture (with credit ofc!)? It's so beautiful 💗💗

First thank you very much 🙇‍♂️❤️

Second YES OFC!

If you want to credit me you can tag my tik tok account @bitterendw or just put my tumblr username

Both are completely appreciated!

I love seeing the edits, they always leave wanting stab myself in the windpipe but they are so cool

you guys are so creative

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might fuck around, listen to the voices, get "permets-tu" tattooed on myself, idk

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first time doing pixel art

it's really fun

I needed to try it with my favorite gays

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It was " I could kiss you" Or "I could kill you"?

Because I'm dyslexic

(Don't pay attention to the background, I did it quickly,and yes, Qara is there

kill Altan,Qara, I trust you )

Guess who was practicing how to draw profiles JSJKDD

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dude I feel like english speakers are missing out so much on bands from latinoamerica, our rock bands from the 80s go so hard

we all know about their bands and stuff but they never know anything from here because it doesn't get as much attention and it's kinda sad because all those revolutionary lyrics they praise in british rock are nothing compared to any song from, for example, Los Prisioneros

but that's what they get for never taking the time to learn about our culture ig (still if anyone wants a list of songs hit me up I never shut up ab them)

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I lied, put your clothes back on

I'm going to explain to you why Altan, Qara and Chaghan are the characters that were telling us in advance about the end of the trilogy and the trifecta formed by Nezha, Rin and Kitay but we didn't pay enough attention to them

Altan, Chaghan and Qara are the" failed" trifecta

Altan's sacrifice breaks the cycle, paving the way for Rin, Kitay, and Nezha to become the next generation of the trifecta

Each reflects the mistakes of the past: Rin as Altan and Riga, Kitay as Qara and Jiang, and Nezha as Chaghan and Daji, all trapped in the same vicious cycle

In the end, Rin understands that, like Altan, her destiny is to sacrifice herself to break the cycle. Her death, along with Kitay's, leaves Nezha alive and ruling, mirroring Chaghan's fate

In the dynamic of Rin, Kitay and Nezha, it is clear that they represent an echo of Altan, Chaghan and Qara's failed attempt. Rin takes Altan's place as the center of destruction and strength, Kitay represents strategic and emotional stability as Qara did, while Nezha, being the only one left in the end, is a distorted version of Chaghan, the survivor who carries the weight of the world

Rin understands, at the end of the trilogy, the meaning of Altan's sacrifice: not only was it necessary to break the cycle to create something new, but his sacrifice was also an act of love towards her, giving her the opportunity to build a future that he never had. Rin's sacrifice reflects that understanding, breaking the cycle of hatred and revenge that Riga perpetuated in his generation

(I hope you understand, English is not my native language)

I should be drawing I Know...

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I tried a more semi realistic(?)style

A little speedpaint 😋

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nothing says friendship like having your bro’s eyes implanted in place of your own

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guys i love r f kuang books so much how does she hit so hard every time if i could consume babel and the poppy wars i would

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my fav genre of books is called "what the FUCK richard"

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Rin please take advantage and stabs his throat with the sword

Please Rin

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I think what most people fail to understand is the sheer scale of not only the horrors but also the consequences of the dictatorship.

In 17 years of dictatorship, the official human rights reports count at least 40.000 victims of repression in all its forms, almost 3.000 of which were forced disappearances, and of those disappearances, several hundred victims were minors. There are still 1162 people whose fates and whereabouts are completely unknown, fifty years later. There were around 200.000 people who fled into exile, and there's probably countless more whose suffering we just don't know about. There are hundreds of people who were never born because their mothers were purposefuly tortured to the point of abortion. Schools, stadiums, hospitals, houses, all turned into concentration camps and torture centers. The Chilean dictatorship was one of the bloodiest in all of Latin America.

And the same dictatorship was the one who created the structures we live under to this day: they privatized the mining industry, the education system, the healthcare system, they set the precedent for the later privatization of water, they installed the current pension system at literal gunpoint, they completely redid every aspect of daily life in Chile and fifty years later we're still trying to undo the damage.

It's hard to convey how much the dictatorship still affects our life, it's hard to put into words how deep the wounds go, but it's there. It's everywhere. Wherever I look, wherever I turn, whoever I talk to, it's in the little coincidences that made the difference between life and death, and in all the unspoken family histories, it's in the endless wait lists for doctors' appointments, it's in the fucking wealth inequality that makes it so that the 1% of the population is sitting on over 50% (if not more) of the country's wealth and still have the fucking gall to tell us we live in one of the best economies in the world, that we're fucking lucky.

This is our reality, this is what we live with every day, and I wish I didn't have to give an entire dissertation whenever I want to discuss it. We don't deserve to be relegated to "the other 9/11". We deserve a way forward.

Ni perdón ni olvido

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I understand you Rin, I would also burn entire cities and countries for her

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This is SO REAL

i physically cannot read the burning god lord have MERCYY i cant wait 300 pages to reunite with my beautiful princess Chaghan

RF KUANG PLSSSSS WRITE A BOOK FROM HIS PERSPECTIVE 🤞🤞🤞🤞

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give me a strategist character that is a darling sweetheart but is also a bit of a little shit, and i'll kiss your forehead tenderly.