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does it weigh on you?

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I honestly hate food so much, If I didn't need it to survive I just wouldn't eat.

Yet at the same time I have an obsession with it and it's all I think about .

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if you're not taking care of yourself, then what are you here for?

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"I just forget to eat.. Like it gets to 10pm and I'm like shit I forgot to eat haha" "like I always forget to eat, it's an issue"

Shit up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up

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When you start being cold all the time but it means it’s working >>>>>>

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(Heartstopper Season 3 - Episode 3)

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(Heartstopper Season 3 - Episode 1 - Netflix)

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…I think I've been like this for quite a long time. But I didn't want to admit it, and… and now it's gotten way worse. So I… I was thinking maybe I could go to the doctors about it. Maybe they could help.

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Heartstopper (2022) S03E02 - "Home"

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guess who does this all day (me) !!!!

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ponyboy obviously has a smoking problem but i think after the book he would develop an eating problem too

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“My brother, my little brother, he's soooo perfect, but he's- he doesn't like food, like, literally doesn't like food, or, I don't know, he loves it. He loves it so much that it has to be perfect all the time, you know? And then one day he got so fed up with himself, he was like, he was so annoyed, he hated how much he loved food, yeah, so he thought it would be better if there wasn't any food. But that's so silly! Because you've got to eat food or you'll die, won't you?” -Tori Spring, Solitaire

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a month from now you can be 10lbs lighter or 10 times more miserable

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luna moths don't have mouths, so they cannot eat

they live to be beautiful, and then they d!e

having an 3d makes this fact feel poetic in a way