alsanjxde

[alsanjxde]

Chapter 6

[Y/N's POV]

(5 Years Later)

It's been 5 years since me and Levi joined the scouts, 5 years since the start of our new life. It's ben peaceful so far Levi now has his own squad with specially picked people in it, me being one of those people in it. Me and Miche are still together it's been a nice life so far. We've been on plenty of missions over the past few years. We're actually currently getting ready for another mission in Wall Maria. Getting on my uniform and gear I remember the plan that was for this upcoming mission, we go all the way to the forest and then come back once we've seen what else there is about the titans. Finishing off the last strap on the restraints I exit the room and head towards the shed to get my ODM gear. On the way there I bump into Miche and the rest of my old squad. "Morning" I say to them smiling, but edging closer to Miche to give him a hug. The rest of them just nod and leave to go get ready.

"Morning love, are you ready for the mission today?" Miche replies wrapping his arms around me suffocating me in his warmth. "I'm nearly ready, I just need my gear." I reply while nodding my head. "Mhm okay. Make sure not to die on this mission okay?" He says jokingly. "I won't I promise. You make sure you dont die on me" I say hitting his chest lightly earning a chuckle. "I won't die on you either." He pats my head and gives me a forehead kiss. "Lets go get our gear then" I say grabbing his and and dragging him with me. We approach the place that holds our ODM gear and separate our ways with a quick peck and embrace. Entering the squad Levi shed I see Petra and Oulo standing there arguing about Oulo trying to act like Levi, as usual. "Are you trying to act like Captain Levi again?" Petra crosses her arms and looks at him in disgust while saying that. "I've always spoke like this, what do you mean?" Oulo responded acting confused. I just listened in while getting my gear on. "Hm sure just don't bite your god damn tounge from acting all high and mighty" "Oh I wo-" And he bites his tounge of course. "I'm not even suprised that happened to be honest." Petra said and then just rolled her eyed walking out. Finishing off getting my gear on I walk outside and head towards the stables where the horses are kept.

A while later we're all on our horses sitting near the gate embracing to exit the gates into the area which was once ours; Wall Maria. "56th expedition mission. Embrace for start! 3! 2! 1! Dedicate your hearts!" Erwin yelled setting off out of the gates the rest of us follow behind him. Letting the wind harshly hit against my face causing me difficulty to breathe but eventually adjusting to it. "Immerse yourselves into long range formation!" Erwin demanded shooting off a smoke signal to let the people further away know to take formation. Taking formation me and the rest of the Levi squad moving forward more and slightly towards the right. As soon as we're in formation the ground starts to shake obviously being from titans running towards us. Slotting a blade into each of the handles and pulling them away from the ODM gear, and shooting an anchor into one of the titans and zooming down and slicing the nape. The titans blood spewing everywhere, the smoke rising from out of the titans corpse which is already starting to dis-integrate. Landing back on the floor the titans blood evaporated, jumping back on my horse and getting back into the formation.

Getting closer and closer to the forest we slay more and more titans draining our supplies as fast as anything. "We're nearing the base now make sure not to die before we get there." Levi said while whipping his horse's reigns to make it go faster. We all nodded or hummed in response also whipping our horse's reigns. Less and less titans seem to be appearing now, which is obviously a good thing. The last few titans ahead of us are an easy kill; a 7 metre and a 4 metre. Once again just like we had done to the rest of the titans we flew our anchors into their skin and slice their napes. One thing I've always noticed about the titans is that their limbs seem to be lighter than you'd expect but I've never thought anything of it, getting back on our horses to see a small building- big or enough for about 3 squads- in the distance. "Alright, here we are" Levi said riding off towards the house. The sun had already started to set so the sky was a pretty purple like colour. Arriving at the stables outside the house we get off of our horses and put them in. My horse is like a deep black colour, distictivently different from everyon else horses. I named it Midnight as that is what I first thought of when I saw it.

Entering the small building we see two squads already in there; Squad Hange and Squad Miche, well at least I have someone. We all decided on Levi being the 'leader' in this building and with that he stated "Everyone go to sleep now no dilly dallying if we want to stay alive tomorrow morning we have to be up before sunrise." Everyone nodded understanding it and went to the places they'd be sleeping in and fell asleep. Unable to sleep I lay down staring at the ceiling craving some sort of comfort and affection, a sudden wave of emotions rushing over me. I look around to see practically everyone asleep except Levi but he wouldn't mind me going out for a breathe of fresh air. Standing up I put my jacket on and stand outside letting the night sky breeze slap me in the face. I stand there looking at the sky remembering Isabel and Furlan and just smiling to myself "I still miss you guys you know." I chuckle to myself my voice cracking during it. Suddenly, a pair of strong arms wrap around me giving me the comfort I craved I instantly knew who it is. I turn around returning the embrace sniffling to myself, Miche notices that and moves his hands to my face and cups my face making me look upwards, "What's the matter love? Why are you crying?" He says softly while he rubs my cheeks comforting me. 

"I wonder what life would be like if it was normal, without titans, without the walls, without the underground. So many people have died from countless things, whether it be murdered; eaten or naturally. I've lost so many people I don't want to lose anymore. I miss them. I miss Furlan and Isabel." I cried out to him letting more and more tears form a stream.                                                "Sh, it's okay darling. I'm here and won't be leaving any time soon I've already promised that remember" He pulled me back in hugging me tighter and giving me the usual forehead kisses. I nodded back, "I'll see them again one day won't I?" I ask wanting to know the truth.                          "One day you will just not anytime soon. Now I suggest we should both get some rest love" He said picking me up as I yawn.                                                                                                                            Walking back into the house he places me where he will be sleeping and joins me "Goodnight Darling" "Goodnight." We exchange our goodnights followed up by a kiss and then we fall asleep in each others amrs.

"Oi you two, get up." Levi says while nudging us with his foot abruptly waking us up.                          At first I sit up in confusion but then I remember we're still on a mission "Oh I forgot sorry." Standing up I go to where I was supposed to sleep and grab my jacket. 'Today really will be a long day' I think to myself while huffing and puffing. Once everyone is ready it hits sunrise and we set back off towards home. Slaying the odd titan or so as we go, not as many as yesterday but still a reasonable amount of them. Nearing the walls we call home it is once again around sun set. Suddenly the hole in the wall is sealed up by a massive boulder being hurled into it. "What the...?" Everyone questioned obviously confused. "Over the wall!" Erwin shouts while latching his anchors into the wall before anyone else does. Following him everyone follows over to see a whole bunch of titans around everywhere. "Slaughter the titans and find out what happened here!" Erwin commanded

Swerving around the city slicing titans napes. Me and Levi notice 3 cadets by a decaying titan one of them fainted, then we notice two titans running towards them. We both swerve down from bellow and take out a titan each and stand on the bodies looking at the scene that occurred in front of us. "Oi brats one of you better tell us what happened here, for now lets just get back to the wall." Levi spat out harshly and set off into the distance to slay more titans. Suddenly the armed artility (the canons) started going off, this must have been planned surely it was planned. If it was planned it was a quick plan hence the amount of people who died. Once all the titans had been killed, I took a stroll around the city to see the masacre of dead bodies which lay upon it. There was headless bodies, bodyless heads, bodies with chunks bitten out of them. One death seemed to hit more, it was a young looking boy half of his face missing sat up against a house, he looked around 15, freckled and like he'd be kind, he was in the cadet corps still. Rest well cadet, whoever you are. 

Going back to the wall I see the squad leaders standing in a crowd, I decide to go and join them as they treat me like a squad leader anyway. "Does anyone know what happened here?" Erwin said just as confused as anyone else. We all shook our heads giving a no, "Wouldn't it be best to ask Commander Pyxis?" I suggest while looking slightly up at them all. "I guess so, well for now us scouts can rest for a while before our next expedition." Ending the conversation on that we all use our ODM gear to get to the ground. The image of that dead cadet replaying in my mind making me feel sick, I gag unable to handle what I saw. "I should be used to this" I grumble in annoyance; heading towards the headquarters we see kids happy that we're back calling us heroes. 'Please whatever you do little kid, don't join the military' I think to myself not wanting anyone else to end up like that cadet.

Getting back to headquarters we head straight to our rooms taking a show to clean ourselves up. Getting changed into normal clothes was like a dream at the moment it felt free. Suddenly every single bad memory or death I had witnessed played in my mind causing me to rush to the toilet and be sick. Disgusting, I look at what I had thrown up into the toilet bowl. Flushing it I go back to my room only to be greeted by the one and only living teddy bear, Miche. Jumping on him I nuzzle my head into my neck. "Hi." He chuckles out rubbing the back of my head. I cling to him like a panda again "Hi Teddy bear." I say giggling at the nickname I gave him. "Teddy bear? That's new.." "Well your hugs are comforting and like a teddy bear so I just thought it suits you." "It's cute baby, anyway it's time for sleep now." He says while smiling at me. "Awe, can't we talk more?" I say disappointed that I have to sleep. "We can talk more tomorrow, Okay?" "Okay." I nod lying down with him suddenly sucked into his embrace even more and the blankets. "Goodnight love" "Goodnight Teddy bear." I reply and then give a goodnight kiss like usual.

(A/N: I haven't got much time but as my laptop is gonna die but thank you for all the love and support I love every one of you. Stay safe and take care of yourselves. And sorry this chapter is late I've had no motivaition but here you go.)

[alsanjxde]

Chapter 5

[Y/N's POV]

Waking up feeling a pair of arms wrapped around my waist, the grip being tight but still loose enough for me to be able to slip out. I lean into the embrace even more remembering who was cuddling me from last night. Miche. I turn around so my back is no longer facing him and I just stare up into his face. Suddenly he looks down with his eyes open and just smiles at me. "Morning love" He whispers his husky morning voice running shivers down my spine. "Morning" I cooed back while nuzzling myself deeper into his chest. "We have training today." He said softly while moving one of his hands up my back and to my hair to play with it in his fingers. "Oh we do?" He just nods and then moves his hand away from my hair and to his side; the temptation to grab his hand and start playing with it slowly rises up my body so I give in. Grabbing his hand I realised how large they are compared to mine, I start playing with his fingers like I'm a little chile and he just chuckles at me. "Alright love, I better get going to my own room to get dressed okay?" He said as if asking permission to leave. "Mhm okay, I'll see you at training" I respond sullenly wanting to stay in his embrace longer but knowing I have to move. Shuffling out the way so that he can get out I help him up and then yanking him into another hug. "Bye bye, I love you" he babbled leaning down to give me a forehead kiss. "I love you too" I mumble while my face proceedingly goes red.

Once Miche had finally left I go get ready into my uniform ready for training. Thinking to myself 'Is Miche into stuff like PDA'. I wonder I'll have to ask. Getting my jacket on I walk out with a slight smile on my face but not one that's so obvious. Making my way to the training grounds suddenly someone leaps on me. Hanji. "Y/N~ Why was Miche coming out of your room this morning~?" She teases me while nudging my side. "What do you mean?" I ask with the worst poker face you could ever witness. "Oh that isn't going to work on me hunny. So what are you two like dating" I just give in and tell her everything that happened last night and this morning. She screams in the highest fangirly sound you could of ever heard. I just hit her around the head and walk off as she comments "You two look so cute by each other by the way" I just roll my eyes and continue making my way to the training grounds.

Stepping onto the training ground I see the rest of my squad there all waiting for me with their gear on "Hey, hurry up we're all waiting for you." Gelgar said standing there with a broken nose looking pathetic as anything. Being the idiot I am just slows down to purposely annoy Gelgar everyone else finding this hilarious. While I'm getting my gear on I hear Miche explaining the training route to the others- even though we've already done it over 100 times. Once I'm ready I leave and immediately everyone shoots off. I guess i better follow them. Shooting the anchors up into the air they dig into the trees bark and I shoot myself forward using the gas.

(A/N: This isn't the end yet but I genuinely do not know what to write 🧍)

During training I kept zooming off the track as I didn't know what else to do as everyone else was rushing ahead to get the fake titans. I obviously got told off for it but I didn't mind. I decide to rush of ahead of everyone instead of letting them get all the cut outs. Zooming past people my anchors suddenly fall out the tree causing me to fall with them. Not again. I brace myself for impact with the floor but instead someone catches me. We already know who that person is yes yes. The chlicé 'I've fallen over and got caught by the one one only'. Landing on the ground he leans down "Are you okay?" I just nod in response to anxious to speak he just pats my head "Come on we've only got a little longer left to go." Flying up into the air being more cautious than last time.

An hour or so later and training is now over so I decide to make my way over to my dorm room and sit in there to wait until it's dinner time. As soon as I shut the door i hear a knock on the door. Knowing who it'll be I just open the door and let him in. Immediately he wraps his arms around me and pulls me into a hug. "Hi" I say returning the hug. "I was scared you could have gotten injured earlier you know" He pouts which makes me look up at him. "I'm here injured though aren't I so don't be scared" "Mhm okay." He stops hugging me and sits down on the bed, patting the space between his legs for me to sit there "Hm. Miche, what do you think about PDA?" I question while moving to sit down. "I don't mind it, why?" He replies while snaking his arms around my waist and placing his chin on my shoulder. "Oh I just wanted to know because I can be quite clingy." "Ah okay, I wouldn't mind you clinging to me. It's cute that your clingy." "You're too kind" I turn around to wrap my arms around his neck and put our foreheads together. "You better not die on my anytime soon" He says. "I won't, I promise" I stick out my pinky finger indicating that it will be a promise. He interlocks his pinky with mine and just looks at me with a soft smile. "I love you" he whispers placing on of his hands on my cheek. "I love you too" I whisper back.

We just sit there staring at each other for a little while admiring the other person, until someone slams the door open. "Oi, it's dinner time and what the hell is he here for and why is he holding you like that." Levi grumbles obviously annoyed. "Oh it's already dinner time?" I ask trying to avoid his question about Miche. "I just said it was brat. Stop trying to avoid my question." He tsked out proceedingly getting more annoyed. "Oh we're dating not that it matters" Levi looks at me angrily and grabs me by the arm. "What the hell Levi?" He doesn't say anything and just drags me with him to the roof.

"So you're with the enemy now?" He asks his words being angrily hurt. "Do you not understand what we were sent here to do?" He shouts at me obviously angry.

"How are they the enemies. They're literally just like us, they do what's necessary. We killed many more people that they did we're enemies to plenty. And don't act as if I don't see you sucking Erwin's ass like a goody two shoes." I reply keeping a straight unfazed face.

"Tsk, so you're forgetting the mission that Isabel and Furlan died for?"

"I never forgot it I wish we never took it. But that was my fault too wasn't it? Everything is my fault. I'm always in the wrong, just leave me to live my fucking life."

After I said that he just walked off. "Don't fucking hurt her I will kill you if you do" I hear him say to someone. I just stand there frozen, what did I do to get him so angry? Never mind. I shake my head and go back into the building to see Miche standing there I just nod at him knowing he'll ask if i'm okay.

Entering the mess hall everyone suddenly goes quiet and looks at me and Miche. They probably heard me shout don't worry, out of nerves I step closer to Miche so he knows. He pats my head and whispers "It's okay i promise" Taking my hand he leads us to the table where Erwin, Levi, Hanji and Moblit are sat. "Ah Miche there you are, glad to see you today." Erwin says before putting a bite of his food in his mouth. "Good to see you too Erwin" Miche replies untangling our hands and sitting down to eat. I sit down in silence and then I pick up my fork and begin playing with my food as i'm not hungry enough to eat. "Hey Y/N you know when I asked if you'd like to move into my squad?" I nod continuing to mess around with my food. "What do you think about it now?" She asks her voice slightly going up in pitch hoping I'd say yes. "I'll think about it, I like the squad i'm in I just don't like some of the people" I say putting down my fork. "Awe okay let me know if your mind changes" I nod and give her a slight smile.

"You need to eat love" Miche says looking at me with concern pondering on his face.

"I'm not hungry at the moment" I turn to look at him.

"At least try and eat a bit?"

I just pick up my fork and eat a bit of it not a lot but a bit. While eating I hear the conversations of everyone around us. My main focus is on Erwin and Levi. He literally looks like he's in awe with the man he's supposed to kill.

Everyone finishing off their food we just end up in pointless conversations so I decide to go back to my room, Miche obviously comes with me. We walk down the hallway in silence until I break it.

"What if i'm actually the enemy to everyone?" I say letting the tears that couldn't fall earlier fall now. 'Stop crying Y/N you need to be stronger than this' I tell myself.

"Is this about what Levi said earlier" Miche asks looking down at me from the side to see me crying. "Don't cry baby it's okay. Enemy or not I still love you with everything I have to give." He hugs me and I just jump up and wrap my legs around him like a panda clinging to him. He just supports me up with one hand and rubs my back with the other comforting me in anyway possible. "It's okay" he hushes. Remembering we were in the middle of a hallway he continues to walk with me clinging to him crying. Everyone around us just becomes quiet and starts whispering instead.

Entering my room he sits on the edge of the bed "Look at me" I pull back a bit so I can see his face. He carefully pushes the back of my head so our foreheads are touching. "I will love you no matter what always. If everyone turns again you I will always be here for you" I just cry even more and nod. Leaning in I give him a quick kiss. He gets flustered which makes me happy and I just chuckle. "Thank you" I say while reaching my hands upwards to play with his hair. Finding a hair tie I tie his hair up into a little sprout, he just chuckles at how cute he finds me. "Don't we need to shower today since we didn't yesterday," He says looking at me. "Um yeah I guess. Can you come back after though, please?" I ask knowing he'd come back even if i didn't ask. "Of course I'll come back Darling. Well I am going to go shower now..." He says while I get off of him and he stands up. He presses a slight peck against my lips. "...I'll be back"

After showering and sorting ourselves out I leave the door slightly open so he can come back in without knocking. After waiting a while he comes in with his hair wet and tied back into a ponytail. He shuts the door "I'm back."Smiling at the sight of him I pull him down to cuddle so we can both sleep. He accidentally stumbles and falls on top of me. We just burst out laughing at each other. Finally calming down he pulls my back towards him and puts the cover over us. "We should probably sleep now" I say leaning backwards into his embrace.  "Yeah that's a good idea" "Goodnight Miche" I say turning around to peck his lips earning a slight smile in return. "Goodnight Darling"

(A/N: Okay so this chapter is late because I never slept last night at all so I ended falling asleep. There will be a time skip to when the scouts come in next chapter so yeah.

Everyone remember to take care of yourselves and stay safe. I love you all <3)

[alsanjxde]

Chapter 4

[Y/N’s POV]

Finishing off the drawing I put that on the wall along with the one of Furlan, Isabel and Levi. Exiting the room I see scouts everywhere just chilling around chatting, I decide to go to the roof because I assume that'd be the quietist place. While on my way to the roof I run into Nanaba and Gelgar. "Are you actually not in a slump today?" Gelgar sarcastically asks giving off the 'I'm better than you' vibe. "Who said I was ever in a slump? No one, exactly." I harshly reply not having any of his narcissism "Well anyone would be in a slump if they're two best friends died right in front of them and they couldn't do anything except cry and be a wimp." He blurts out unexcpectedly obviously trying to boil my blood which worked, so I just get the courage and belt him a few in the face teaching him his lesson giving him a nose bleed and accidentally knocking him out. "Whoops." I murmur as I then continued to make my way to the roof in silence. Knowing someone's following me I just keeping going, opening the door I stop "What do you want?" I turn around to see no other than Miche behind me. "I just wanted to come to the rooftop I had no idea that was your intention too. I can leave you be alone if you'd like." He replied calmly which gave me a comforting sensation and the anger Gelgar caused suddenly left my body.

"It's okay you can stay." I open the door more                                                                                                          "I saw what happened with Gelgar" He breathed in heavily, "Just try and ignore him he can be a bit of a dick with his narcissistic personality."                                                                                                          "Just a bit." I mumble back walking over to the edge to sit down on it and just admire the sky and scenery. Stepping on the edge I almost fall backwards however Miche catches me and just picks me up and sits me on the edge. Well that's, suprising.                                                                             "Do you ever wonder what life without the walls or titans would be like?" He questions out of the blue making me confused, however I still give a reply                                                                                  "I wonder all the time but then I realise it's best for there to be the walls and titans," Miche looks at me his face full of oblivious confusion. "If it weren't for the titans the survey corps wouldn't of let me and Levi live they would have just killed us off. Plus there are some truly admirable people in the survey corps that I'm glad I met." I end off looking over at him awaiting his reply.     "You do have a point I guess. I wonder what it'd be like to be able to live freely with someone I care deeply about or love." Oh he's a hopeless romantic.                                                                                   "That's honestly a nice thought but it'd be the case of finding someone, unless you've found someone?" I say in a slight monotone teasing voice, in response he mumbles something I can't hear and then goes silent. "Oh so you do have someone you love? Good on you." My reply accidentally sounding harsher then it should have. Why am I so agitated he loves someone? Oh well. "Yeah good for me, I just wish they notice."                                                                                                    "They'll notice soon I'm sure of it. Anyway are you going to sit down or are you just going to stand there?" I say inviting him to sit next to me he nods and then comes to sit next to me.

For what was hours and hours me and Miche spoke about our dreams and aspirations and other things we didn't know about each other. The sun had already set and assuming the quietness everyone was already in their rooms asleep or getting ready to sleep. I start to feel sleepy but then my belly rumbles. "Are you hungry?" Miche asks while turning to look at me I nod and stretch my arms out roughly so they don't get stiff but I accidentally hit Miche in the face. He just rubs that spot and mumbles out an ouch. "How can you be so strong from just stretching?" He groans out his hand still on his cheek. "Stop being such a wimp." I say sighing out a laugh "Let me see where I hit" He removes his hand and I turn his head a bit by grabbing his chin. "Oh, it's actually left a mark. I'm sorry" He chuckles a bit and then ruffles my hair "It's okay, now lets go get food" Getting off he reaches his hand out to help me down I take it and leap a bit down. Walking towards the mess hall the hallways and outside areas are quiet so it's just me and Miche wondering about. Approaching the mess hall I start to space out thinking about other stuff. "Y/N? Are you okay?" He asked while bending down to see my eyes. "Huh, yeah I'm fine why?" "You sort of spaced out for a minute or so" "Oh. Yeah I'm fine" I affirmed following Miche to get food. "I wish they had a bigger supply of meat" I complain feeling a sudden craving for meat. "Who doesn't?" Miche chuckles out in response to my greediness. "Hey it's not funny that I'm hungry" "No it's not but it's cute." He cooed while looking smug. Did he just- No he didn't. I'm hearing things. I feel my face go red so I just shut up and eat. "You're flustered huh?" I shake my head in response. "Sure your not." I can feel his smirk as he looks at me and then starts to eat. We eat in a comfortable silence while looking at each other every now and again, making my heart slightly race. I like him don't I? No more like I love him. He already has someone else in his mind anyway. I sigh letting the train of thoughts continue while we finish of eating.

Leaving the mess hall we walk close to each other but not to close. "Do you want to chat more in my room it might help make me tired" he just nods and follows me. He's probably sick of me by now. I lower my head down losing hope in any chance I had. We enter the building the rooms are in and he just keeps following me in silence. I don't even know what we could speak about anymore.

We come up to my room and enter it making little to no noise. He looks around the room as if he's never been here and sees the drawings and goes up to them. "Did you draw these?" He questions looking at me with a happy spark in his eyes I nod and smile and explain them. "Well the first one is obviously Furlan, Isabel and Levi hugging each other" "Why aren't you there?" "Oh well I don't really look in mirrors so I have no idea what I look like.." "Oh okay what about the next drawing? Is that an animal?" "Oh that I drawn it this morning actually. I don't know what the animal is though it just popped into my head." He just stares at it in awe as if he's a kid who's seen some candy. "I could draw you something tomorrow if you'd like?" He nods at me vigorously. How can such a large, intimidating looking man be so cute.

"So who's this person you love?" I ask looking at him. He sits there looking at me with shock and starts getting nervous. "You don't have to tell me." He just nods and says "What if I were to say it was you?" HUH? What the hell does he mean by that. I just look directly in his eyes and he does the same to me. "What do you mean..?" I stutter out feeling my heart suddenly race. "I mean that the one person I love is you." He states still gaping his eyes on me. He stands so we're both now standing and then just pulls me into a hug and whispers "I love you" I just slip into the embrace and keep quiet. "It's okay if you don't love me back I just-" I shake my head causing him to look at me confused. I pull my head up to look at him. "I do." 

A few hours later and we're chilling upon my bed just sitting there. I almost occasionally dozed off but I kept myself up. Suddenly the reminder that I have to bandage my cuts again I get up off the bed and go and get the equipment. "What are you doing..?" Miche pondered "Oh I'm just getting the stuff to bandage my cuts up again." "Okay." I walk back with the stuff, "I don't want to ask you this but can you help me bandage them up?" "Of course I'll help. Come here" He pats his lap motioning him to sit down so he can help and so I do.

He carefully rolls my sleeves up and looks at them "I'm sorry" He whispered softly and then put he healing ointment on first and then carefully bandages them up and just wraps his arms around me and lies down with me. I turn around in his embrace so I'm facing him and then I look up at him "Thank you" I hush and dig my head into his chest and he kisses my forehead. "Goodnight Love." 

(A/N: WOOHOO CHAPTER 4 OKAY OKAY. So I had him confess so early because he's not really seen much in the show at all and I have no idea how long I plan on making this ff and this chapter is really short. But it's something!)

[alsanjxde]

Miche Zacharius - Right person Wrong time

Chapter 3

Y/N's POV

This chapter could contain some triggering content like s3lf harm and su!cidal thoughts. Please do not read if you are triggered by these!

The sounds of inaudible blabbers fill my ears, the ringing in my ears deafening them out, my migraine slowly getting worse. Where am I? Oh, that's right we're on out way home from our first mission. I sit up in the wagon and rub my eyes, exhaustion getting the better of me. When I sit up a familiar male voice questions me "So you've finally stopped crying?" I was crying? I look up realising that voice belonged to Levi. Why would I have cried? Looking around I try and find Isabel and Furlan, then it hits me. The scene of Isabel's head laying on the ground and Furlan's limp corpse in the titans mouth, being bit in half replaying in my mind. They're actually dead. I just nod in response not letting any more tears fall. My heart hurts, already missing them, however I will not let myself cry again. Looking at Levi I see his cold stare looking at me, but I also notice the sheer bit of hurt in them. Why them, why not me? I sigh as I see us nearing the walls we are held captive in like a pack of sheep in a barn. The gates slowly rising giving us entry into our home. The crowds and crowds of people surrounding us cheering us up until they see the despair that lies within our face expressions and the air. The little hopeful kids cheering us on as if we have just saved humanity. 'Not yet kids but will have done so soon'. Approaching the scout headquarters we start taking off our ODM gear.

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Getting out the wagon I stumble upon the sudden pressure on my legs, the numbness in them residing. I walk over to the shed that keeps all the gear, keeping my gaze on the floor and my mouth sealed. Entering the shed everyone stares at me in empathetic silence. Subconsciously tears start flowing and I let them; putting away my gear I finally get to exit.

I walk over to the dorm awaiting the wave of insufferable loneliness that's to soon overwhelm me. I stand in front of the door; taking a deep breath I enter, the scent of Isabel still in the room. I close the door just to sit against it and sob. It hurts. Why did they have to die why not me. I hug my knees wanting to scream, shout or whatever but nothing coming out except quiet whimpers slipping out. I stand up heading to the bathroom my mind full of intentions to die. What's the point in living anymore, I've asked that question several times in my life but I finally know the answer. There is no point. I find the spare blades to my razor and pick them up, locking the bathroom door behind me. Would Furlan and Isabel want to see me do this? Of course they wouldn't, but they're dead so I might as well. One cut after another the blood slowly dripping onto the wooden floor. I let no tears fall, I'm not weak and I never will be. I look at my arms with deep regret but I shake it off. In attempt to hide the evidence I get the cleaning supplies and scrub, the smell of bleach driving out the smell of blood. I get unchanged and turn the shower on getting in letting the dirt and mud run off of me.

I get out the shower and look for the medical supplies needed to bandage up my arm. Knowing I will have to go out the room I put on a long sleeve shirt to cover up the masecare on my arms. I enter the nursing room and find the right equipment and gauzes. Taking my leave I notice the multiple dead corpses lying out side in the open. I see a small head shaped bump and a bump the size of half a body. It's them. I look away feeling broke and go back to my room. While leaving I over hear a conversation between Erwin and Miche."Where are we going to bury these, there's not enough space in the main graveyard." "We're not burying them they're getting cremated all together tonight." So they're not even going to get a grave are our lives that meaningless. As soon as I enter the room I replace my long sleeved shirt with a short one revealing the mess brought upon my arms. I get the healing ointment and put it on feeling the light sting that comes with the application. I open up the bandage package the scentence 'We don't mean anything to the scouts we're just tools for them to wipeout' repeating in my mind. I start wrapping my arms tight enough to stop the bleeding. Finishing off I hear a knock on the door. "Hold on. I'm not dressed" I shout out to them my voice cracking due to my throat being dry. I hide the remaining medical supplies and open the door to see Miche standing there. "It's time to go dispose of the corpses." He grumbles while looking down on me. I just nod in response and follow him feeling a wave of nausea rising over me once again.

Arriving at the disposal area I find Levi staring into a bright fire with nothing else but hurt on his face. I walk over to him and say "This is them huh?" He nods and looks at me noticing my bandaged up arms. "What happened to you?" He mumbles his words coldly but full of concern. I shake my head and he understands and pulls me into hug. "We'll avenge them properly, I promise." I feel him start to shake and embrace him back I let him cry out on my shoulder for the last time. When it's over I look into the sky remembering the conversation we had the day before 'Believe in us,' I believed and now you're dead, what did we get ourselves into. I leave Levi and head back to my dorm to sleep. Hours later and I'm ridden with in-escapable thoughts and the inability to sleep. I look outside to the moon and estimate that it has to be at least 3AM, I get up and get into my uniform ready; seating myself in the brown armchair sat in the room I think to myself. 'I wonder what it would be like if they were still here' 'It's my fault for leaving them' 'I deserve to join them up there.' Eventually I fall asleep.

I'm woken up by the scene of their deaths haunting me in my sleep as well. I know it hasn't been long since I fell asleep so I decide to do some drawing. A few hours later I finish the first drawing not noticing training had started a while ago. I take a few steps back looking at the drawing realising what I had drawn. It was Furlan, Isabel and Levi in the underground all hugging each other, I hang it on the wall and notice scouts flying about the entrance of the woods. 'Oh well what's the big deal if I miss just one training session.' I decide to unravel the bandages on my arms to let them breathe. I put the old bandages in the bin and apply some healing ointment again and roll my sleeves up and stare at my arm. Furlan. Isabel. I'm sorry I'm not able to join you yet but as soon as I kill the man who got you killed, Erwin Smith, I will join you. Shortly after my thoughts are disturbed by my door swinging open, revealing a not so happy squad leader. "Why aren't you partcipating in practice today?" He interorgated obviously wanting an answer. Not replying I just turn back to the window. "Answer me" "I just don't feel like it." "That's not an excuse Y/N L/N. And what did you do to your arm?" Hearing the hint of concern in his question I turn around and lash out. "What does it matter that I'm not at training? And why the fuck should it matter to you what I did to my arm?" He looks shocked, maybe even slightly hurt, at my reply but plays it off "Why wouldn't I care you're one of my squad members?" "Is that all we're known for here 'squad member' or 'captain'. Are we just known as part of the bullshit heirachy here?" "Insubordination has a punishment of death, you know that right?" "Of course I know but does it look like I really care? We're all going to die some day I could care less if I die right now I'd rather be up there with Furlan and Isabel than down here" I bellow back at him with tears threatening to fall, but I don't allow them as I'm not weak anymore. He looks dull as he sees my eyes. Why though? "You may not care but I sure do, not just because your a comrade or a squad member it's because I care about you. So please, stop harming yourself." With that he exits the room slamming the door without any other words to say. I stand up calling myself pathetic I grab my jacket and head to the training grounds to get my gear.

Flying up into the air following the rest, them not realising I'm there. I see a titan cut-out ahead and decide to brush past everyone and knock it down. "Hey! Look who finally decided to join us" Gelgar groaned in annoyance that I was late. I don't respond and I just carry on with the training route. Everyone gets confused as I am normally an upbeat person but today I'm more kept to myself. "Jesus what's up with her?" Gelgar mumbles. I just roll my eyes and continue training, however I notice Miche doesn't rejoin them at all. I don't even see him outside, that's strange. I continue on with training and end up finishing first. Still no sign of Miche though, oh well who cares. Taking off my gear I notice Nanaba walking towards me, I gather myself knowing she'll ask if I'm okay. "Hey are you okay, I've noticed you've been a bit out of it today?" She asks full of genuine concern. "I'm fine." I reply bluntly and just walked away. There's no point beating myself up over the inevitable, like I said to Miche we all die one day. After putting my gear away I see the squad Levi was placed in, it looks so much smaller without them. I walk over there wanting to speak to Levi and then Hange notices me waiting "Oh! Y/N there you are! I have a question. What do you think about joining my squad!" She questions while jumping on me. I shrug her off and just reply with an "I don't know." Levi walks up to me "Oi, what are you doing over here?" Levi asks crossing his arms. "I was going to speak to you but unless you don't want me to I'll go" "No you can speak just wait for me to get my gear off" He replies while getting his gear off and walking towards the shed. Hange just stands there watching us like 'what the hell is up with them two?' "Hey Y/N? What's your relationship with Levi?" Hange asks out the blue. "Oh, We're siblings why?" "Ohhhhh so that's why you two are so buddy buddy." "Yeah, I guess." Levi walks out pulling his pants up. He just walks away without a word but I follow him knowing he wants to speak to me now.

"Alright, what do you want to speak about?" Levi randomly stops and asks; me almost bumping into him. "Oh, I just wanted to speak about random things" I reply looking down knowing he'll ask about my arm again. "Tsk, I don't have time for this, I'm going but before I go.." Yep here is comes. "What happened to your arms, you weren't injured on the mission." "Oh, just it doesn't matter" Suddenly he grabs my left arm and lifts the sleeve up slightly, as soon as he sees the mess I made he drops my arm. "I'm sorry." I mumur out. "You know I was hoping it wouldn't be self harm, but I had a feeling it was. Just don't do it again. We lose people everyday we lost Mom, Kenny left and now Isabel and Furlan, there's no need to beat yourself up over it" He says bluntly making his point and then leaves me there. Great, I've been lectured by two men about my self harm. I leave the building we're in and go to the roof top and just stare up at the sky, not noticing someone's presence behind me.

I stand at the edge of the roof, it's rocky and I know I could easily slip off. "Isabel. Furlan. I wish i could join you right now but we all know that's not possible. I'll stay strong for you both. Like you once said Furlan 'Believe in us.' This time it's a believe in me. Rest well." I look up at the sky. "This is our last goodbye now. I will miss you but now I realise it's best to forget and move on for now. I'll start keeping myself to myself and let no one else in. I'm not getting hurt over someone else ever again. Goodbye Isabel. Goodbye Furlan. You were loved. You are missed but it's time for me to move on already." I finish off with a slight smile on my face and a tear running down my face. I hop down from the roofs edge and make my way to my room keeping my head up but maintaining a distant look on my face. Entering my room I get changed slowly taking my clothes off and putting clean ones on. I sit on Isabel's bed. I guess this really is a goodbye huh? I duck my head into her pillow and start crying. About 1 hour later I'm still crying and someone knocks on the door. Knowing my luck it's Miche. "What?" I say my voice still trembling. "I'm just here to say sorry for walking away earlier" And with that his presence was no longer at the door. I just opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out, so i pressed my head back into the pillow and cried until I fell asleep.

(A/N: Hey so I'm sort of in a writers block it's literally took me about 6 hours to write this and I'm not even sure if it's good but yeah. If it's a bit bad that's why. But enjoy I guess. I CANT ADD THE SNAZZY THINGS NOOOOO)

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Miche Zacharius - Right person Wrong time

Chapter 2

❀ Y/N's POV ❀ ＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚ Our first day at the scouts wasn't all that bad. It was shockingly fun, except for the fact that I was placed in squad Miche out of every squad I could have been put in it was squad Miche. It's been a few weeks since our first day. We have one more week of training then we're going on our first ever mission. I'm so anxious to find out what the titans look like. Oh well i'll just suck it up even if i am petrified of them. I look outside the window the early sun shining in it has to be about 5am? The scouts are definitely not what we all expected. We expected a high level intense 24/7 training schedule. But it's not all that, it's occasional fun training sessions- most of the time they're serious though-, it's making friends with the rest of the scouts. It's comforting like a second home if i had to call it something. Levi hates it here though. He finds it dirty and disgusting but that's just Levi. Me Isabel and Furlan love it here, we've made many friends. Fun fact: Me and Miche are actually getting closer; his sniffing habits are still questionable but it's dealable.

"Hey are you awake too?" Isabel yawns out. I sit up immediately "Yep yep, i'm awake, Good Morning." Isabel then gets out of bed and looks at me. "Up for some early training?" She says smiling ear to ear while looking smug. "Sure" I jump out from the top bunk. When i get down me and Isabel do our little handshake ending it with a fist bump and then a little shimmy. "Alright let's get ready" She yells excited. We both walk toward the wardrobe getting dressed while chatting about random things. Getting changed quickly Isabel randomly blurts out "Hey, you know you look tiny by Miche?" I just look at her confused with her random statement. "Pft, Well he is like 196cm" I state while laughing. "How do you know his height?" Isabel looks shocked but also weirdly interested. It scares me sending shivers down my spine. Eugh. "Is it not normal to know someone's height now or something?" I question while fixing up the straps of my uniform. "Huh? Oh no no nothing like that i'm just curious, the only people's heights i know are yours, Farlan's and Levi's." Isabel clears up while struggling with her straps. "Oh..Need some help with them?" I chuckle watching her struggle to tighten them to their needed size. "Thank you" She mumbles while crossing her arms in annoyance that she still has not got the hang of tightening the straps. "Okay well we won't be able to train on the titan cut outs so it'll just be manoeuvre practice" I state while helping her out, "Huh? Why?" "Oh you don't know that they said we can train on our own just without the cut outs." "Oh that's fine it's more fun like that, Oh! I know we can have a race!" Isabel jumps up as i just finish her straps. "Alright let's go" I shout as i run outside towards where the gear is kept.

Approaching our gear i notice one is missing someone else must be out here i wonder who, i forgot who keeps their gear near mine. I quickly throw the gear on and damn is it heavy. For all you thinking you could carry this oh you couldn't. Oh am i breaking the fourth wall? Oh sorry back to what was happening. "Hey! Are you ready?" Isabel yells out from the corner "Nearly" I reply rushing to put the gas canisters in the slots. I grab the handles/grips and exit to see Isabel on a tree ready waiting for me. "Wow you're so impatient man" I shake my head out shoot up into the same tree but just lower down. "Yeah i know. Okay ready for the race?" Isabel readies up. "Always" "3. 2. 1. GO!" We both shoot of in the same direction there clearly being a path to where we should go. I zoom past the trees doing spins and shit to keep my balance. The air flying through my hair but still keeping me fabulous.

Nearing the end of the race I hear someone else using the ODM gear other than me and Isabel they're getting closer to use but I just ignore it and keep going. "Hey! Wait for me!" Isabel yelps being far behind. "Isn't this a race?" I say  confidently and continue forward not looking where i'm going. Smack. Ow. My head. I flew straight into a tree, just my luck. "Y/N!" Isabel calls out. My sight going blurry due to the concussion I gained. Another person landing near me and Isabel. Who is it? Their conversation becoming inaudible I slowly close my eyes and pass out.

❀ Isabels POV ❀ "Y/N" I called out seeing her hit the tree and then tumble down to the ground hitting her heard multiple times. She's so stupid sometimes. Phwoosh. Who's that? Oh Miche. So that's who the missing gear belonged to. I wonder what he was doing out here. I landed by Y/N so did he. "What happened?" he bluntly asked. "We were practicing and she hit her head i'll take her back to the dorms now, don't worry about it" I reply inching closer to Y/N and attempting to pick her up but failing due the my petite size. "Hey um, Miche is it? Could you help move Y/N to the dorm i can't pick her up." I ask nervously waiting to be turned down and told to do it myself. He just 'tsked' and picked her up "Show me the way" I nodded in reply and started heading towards the forest opening. Weird. Normally squad leaders would tell people to build more strength and courage. Huh? He must not be that bad.

We made it into the dorm and I took Y/N's gear off, bandaged her up and gave the gear to Miche so he could take it back "Thank you" I calmly said. He just nodded and left. He is so strange. I wonder when she'll wake up. I check her pulse just in case. She's alive good. I sigh and smile to myself "Oh you really are stupid sometimes"

Next week ❀ Y/N's POV ❀ Waking up i see the sunlight of midday. Oh i wasn't out that long then, I sit up and look around to see Levi and Furlan standing by the door. "Tsk, you're finally up" Levi rolled his eyes in annoyance. Finally? It hasn't even been that long. "It's been a week by the way" Furlan says scratching his neck. "Oh" Silence crowded the room. If it's been a week that means tomorrow is mission day. Of course i wake up the day before an important mission. I sigh getting up. "Is there training today" "Nope, we're just going through the mission plans" "Oh okay well can you two wait outside while i get changed please?" They both nod slowly taking themselves outside. What a long day this will be.

I exit the room into the hallway to see people staring at me from all places whispering 'She's finally woken up' 'i'm surprised she's not dead' I just sigh ignoring everyone and continue walking towards where we go through the plans. Reaching the room I wipe the small droplets of sweat off of my forehead and enter the room to be met with a wave of overwhelming silence. "Oh nice to see you again Y/N." Erwin said with a cold face but with good intentions. I just nod. This will be your last day on this Earth Mr.Erwin Smith.

The meeting coming to an end me Isabel, Furlan and Levi were placed in the same formation squad. Maybe they know our plan and want to see us try? No surely they can't. "Hey! We're placed in the same squad just us four that's cool" Furlan says as me him and Isabel look for Levi to make a statement. "That just makes our plan easier" Isabel states full of confidence. Opening a door to the rooftop we see Levi sitting there looking up at the moon. "Levi. We're not letting you go alone." Furlan states, "You said that when we first step outside it'll be the four of us together" Isabel continues crossing her arms full of sass. "Have you forgotten?" He really has nothing to sa- "It's the same. When you can't see the moon or stars, the sky up here is just the same as the sky down there." Levi bluntly murmurs in a state of despair. I'm confusion me Isabel and Furlan look up to see the grey clouds storming the Navy blue night sky. "The colour of the sky, sure. But-" "But it's different" Isabel cuts in. Levi turns around and looks at her giving her a 'what' look. "We know that there's no ceiling. It's completely different!" Isabel continues her words full of hope "That's right. The sky is endless." Furlan says Isabel's words rubbing off on him. "It may be just as dark, but it's far different from underground." I say softly trying to be involved. "Look!" Isabel shouts looking up at the sky causing Levi to turn back around. "The moon is so bright!" she continues. "Right?" She asks Levi while taking a seat next to him; me and Furlan joining them. "There's a difference isn't it there?" I jump in. "Yeah. We're not underground." Furlan inputs looking back up the rest of us doing the same. "We'll never go back down there." "He's right, Bro. The four of us pulled through, right?" Isabel questions. "It'll be the same with the titans." I add. "Let's do this together" "Levi, believe in us" Furlan states his words depending on the future that lies upon the next day. Levi in a state of panic looks around and then back up at the stars looking lost and hopeless. "Alright. I'll believe in you." Levi states while subtly smiling. "Yay!" Isabel squeals "Bro sure is a stubborn one, Isn't he?"

The next day On our horses on the battle field out first official mission. The nausea from the anxiety boiling up inside of me. I'll be fine. It'll be okay.   We'll make it out alive. Me, Furlan, Isabel and Levi following other riding into the horizon ahead, just about visible as fog slowly storms it up. 2 titans come running towards us a 4 and 7 metre. Me and Levi jump off of our horses and slice the napes. Easy. "Good job!" Isabel compliments. Levi just nods. "It's time we split up we'll meet back up when the mission is done" Levi says fully immersed into the mood. "Good luck!" Isabel and Furlan state moving further and further away from us.

The fog impairing our vision. The only visible things around us are each other. I feel the nausea rising over me again. "Tsk, they can't have gotten that far can they." Levi grumbles. Suddenly me and him fall to the ground caused by our horses tripping over. We sit up look around. No. That can't be it just can't be. Isabel's head. It's lying there. Body-less. Her eyes drained of any life. In front of us we see a titan with someone in it's mouth please don't be- Furlan. No. I scream. Letting everything out i just scream. They can't be dead. No. I don't believe it. Levi next to me, I hear his little gasps of hurt and sorrow. He gets up full of rage and avenges our friends as best as he could. Slicing the titan to pieces, putting it through pain and torture before slowly slicing the nape. The titans body landing next to me and near Isabel's head. They're dead. Levi lands next to me standing there staring down just letting the tears fall.

The storm finally cleared up after 10 minutes. I'm still on the floor crying my eyes out. I moved away from the scene a bit. I couldn't bare to see it any longer than i saw it. Erwin, Miche and Hanji come out way. "Only two left, pathetic." Erwin says. In a fit of rage me and Levi go to attack him however i'm held back by someone. Miche. "Let go of me" I whisper. He just shakes his head and keeps me back while Erwin has Levi's sword gripped in his bare hand letting himself be cut. "You know our plan all along didn't you? Why didn't you stop us?" Levi says his eyes full of hatred for the one man stood in front of him. I turn around in Miche's grasp not wanting to see the scene infront of me unfold. He moves so he is kind of hugging me. I give into his embrace and just sob on his shoulder while he's giving little hushes as if he's giving a sign that 'It'll all be okay'.

(A/N: I am really really skeptical about how this has turned out. I haven't proof read it yet but i will soon. I'm sorry for the longish wait i have been busy struggling with other things but i hope you enjoy this ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ I read through it and corrected a few things so it should be good now ♡'･ᴗ･'♡)

[alsanjxde]

Miche Zacharius - Right person Wrong time

Chapter 1

❀ Y/N's POV ❀ ＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊ Finally the day has arrived. The day for me Levi, Furlan and Isabel to join the scouts. However, we're not joining the scouts to fight against humanities greatest threat- the titans- we're joining to kill the Commander. Why? We have been set up on it. If we do it we get a big amount of money or freedom from the underground. Amazing right? I wonder what titans look like. Are they as scary as people say? The only thing i wish for is that i was allowed over ground without having to join the scouts but unfortunately that is not possible. This world is inevitably cruel whether it be overground or under. Titans above ground, murderers underground. No one gets a break. Anyway we're on our way above ground.

"Hey, we're finally going to get to see the sunlight huh?" Furlan wondered. "I guess we are. This is exciting!" Isabel exclaimed while jumping about. Sunlight? I wonder what it looks like. Is it blinding? Is it comforting. "Oi, stay calm" Levi stated as we became closer and closer to the light at the top of the stairs. The closer and closer we get the more and more i feel the anxiety rising up within me. 'Will i die within a few minutes of being up here?' No that's stupid. We reach the top trembling from the soft breeze that scrapes our skin, goosebumps slowly rising on our arms. The sunlight reflecting off of us giving us a strong wave of heat, the sound of the horses hooves trotting along the stone path, the citizens all making a big commotion to get their food. Huh, it's not really that different from the underground. A carriage approaches us. It looks important.

"Get in." A presumptuous voice bellowed out. So we did as said. When we entered we see Erwin and the sniffer sitting on one side. Wait. How are all four of us supposed to fit there. "One of you will have to sit by us" Erwin coldly remarked. And so i did while huffing. I was small enough to fit in between the two bigger men. Of course, Mr sniffer man sniffs me and then commented. "We're heading to the scout headquarters now, when we get there you'll have to get in uniform and then be introduced and sorted into your squads." We all nodded in response. Silence overrode the carriagebut it was at least comfortable. The carriage jumping up and down from all the bumps in the road.

We arrived after about 10 minutes of overwhelming silence. A few other scouts came out and lead us into our rooms. Me and Isabel were in the same dorm, which we were euphoric about and Furlan and Levi shared a dorm to so all was good so far. But then it felt around the room and felt some dust. Ew. I immediately started cleaning. Once i was done a scout going by the name of Nanaba came in with our uniform. "Alright so i'll help you get the straps on, okay?" She said while smiling and handing it to us. "Just call me when your changed" and with that she left the room. This is going to be a long long ride. Me and Isabel begin to change. The straps can't be that hard to get on can they? I get dressed quickly and attempt to put the straps on. Then i realise i do not have a clue how they are supposed to be positioned, but i still continue putting them on. "We're done now!" Isabel called out, Nanaba then entering the room being impressed with how i already have the straps on and they're correct, however Isabel does need help with hers. "You're quick at picking up at things aren't you?" Nanaba interrogated me while helping Isabel. "I guess i am" I nervously agreed while rubbing the back on my neck. "Alright, that's that. It's time to go now"

Standing in front of many people made me shake. I could feel a certain pair of eyes on me. Mr Sniffer man. Oh how i hope we are not in his squad. Erwin stepped on the platform and began "Ahem, so these are the new scouts we scouted out from the underground." turning around to us he continued "Introduce yourselves" Isabel goes first "I'm Isabel Mangolia sir!" she says that while saluting. "I'm Furlan Church!" Furlan enunciated and saluted. "The names Levi" Levi moodily said. "Y/N" I calmly ended with a salute. "Now to announce the squads they'll be in; Levi, Furlan and Isabel will be in squad Hange, Y/N will be in squad Miche." Miche? Who is Miche? Then it hits me. Mr sniffer. No. Fucking. Way. "That concludes the introductions now it's time for training." Erwin indicated while leaving the platform. Sighing, I leave the platform to go meet my new squad. 'Why Mr sniffer?' As soon as i step off i'm greeted by Nanaba. "Good to see we're in the same squad huh" She takes my hand and shakes it. The rest of the members introduced themselves Tomas, Gelgar, Henning and Lynn. Finally Miche speaks up, "I forgot to introduce when we first met; I'm Miche Zacharius i am looking forward to see your skills" He scoffed out. Why is he so annoyed? I just rolled my eyes and continued speaking to Nanaba.

❀ Miche's POV ❀ She was put into my squad? Why? What is Erwin planning that snidey bastard. I sigh shaking my head "It's time for training come on" I said while walking away as if motioning them to follow me.

We're at the training grounds and i'm observing Y/N closely and it's obvious from the first time i met her to now that she is highly skilled with the ODM gear. Possibly even more skilled than me if i do say so. However, I do wonder how she'd do on the fake titan slaying. "Alright!" I clapped my hands together "We're going to practice titan slaying on the wooden cutouts, Y/N have Nanaba teach you how to hold the swords and slice the nape" I continued. Nanaba just nodded and Y/N rolled her eyes in annoyance and scoffed under her breathe "If you say so Mr sniffer" I stood there in shock. "3. 2. 1. Go!" I bellowed as the rest of my squad set off into the small woods.

❀ Y/N's POV ❀ "Why does Miche sniff everyone?" I blurt out randomly. Nanaba just looks at me and shakes her head. Just don't answer me then okay. We start approaching a wooden cut out. "Okay so you already know you have the head for the nape but you hold you blades like-" Nanaba was interrupted by the sound of the cut out being sliced. I had already figured out a comfortable way to hold them and then spun and sliced its fake nape. "Hey! You don't hold them like that" Nanaba scolded. "Huh? It got the job done though" I shrugged while landing on a tree. Miche following not long after looking at me with cold eyes, sending shivers down my spine. "You have to hold them properly if you want to be successful and not die" Miche grunted "Trainings over go back to base" ⭑･ﾟﾟ･*:༅｡.｡༅:*ﾟ:*:✼✿

A/N: Okay so Hi! I don't remember what squad Isabel and that were actually placed in so i just used squad Hange. Anyway i hope it's good enough if i made any mistake lmk and i'll sort them out!

[alsanjxde]

Miche Zacharius - Right person Wrong time

Prolouge

Y/N's POV: ＊*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚˚*•̩̩͙✩•̩̩͙*˚＊ It was the year 846. Me, Farlan, Levi and Isabel all have been living underground most of our life, we've know Furlan longer than Isabel but we're all like a small family. Furlan had light brown chocolatey like hair that looked soft and comfortable brown eyes; Isabel had deep hazel eyes -that you could stare at for days-, and gingery brown hair. They both looked completely different to me and Levi.

We are all currently getting ready to soar through the city looking for food to steal using the ODM gear. "Hey Levi help me out with this" Isabel called out. Levi just nodded in response and headed over to help her sort her gear out. "Are we all ready then?" Furlan questioned all of us, while walking down the stairs of our doorway. "Mhm" I hummed. Knowing the plan we all set off, the grapples of the ODM gear digging into walls as we flew through the air as if gravity was not a thing. The reactions of the people below us helped a smirk creep onto my face slowly. The gasps and shock in their voices made me happy. "You hear that! They're all shocked!" Isabel bellowed almost losing balance. Levi rolled his eyes "Just stick to the plan and don't lose focus, got it?" We all nodded and then parted ways.

The ODM gear made me feel things i've never felt before. I felt free and able to fly above the rest. I felt superior. I flew through the air giggling and yelling 'Woo!' It was really fun. But i had to stick to plan. Surfing through the air i noticed a stall with food i decided to fly down, grab what i can and then leave. Success! 'I should go meet up with the others' And so i did. As soon as we met up suddenly we felt a presence of a strong group behind us. The scouts.

"Shit we have to get out of here" Levi grumbled while fastening his pace. Me and the other two just followed. "Wouldn't it be best to split up?" I suggested, everyone just nodded and did so. Well i guess this success turned into a non-success. Dammit. I spun around my back facing the ground to notice a lanky, buff male following me. I have no chance. Starting to panic I turn around and make a dash for it. Eventually i'm knocked to the ground. "Shit" I mumbled.

The male on top of me making sure i can't move leant down and sniffed me. What the fuck? "Hey what the hell are you-" I try and ask but suddenly i'm yanked to my feet and we start flying again. Great. This day is going great. Looking down i see Furlan and Isabel both on the floor furthermore, I see Levi fighting the other big dude. 'These people really are strong huh?' Roughly, I'm chucked to the floor next to Levi once he lost his battle. "Tsk, Have some respect will you?" Levi spits out in a fit of rage, however that just leads to him having his head shoved into the mud. Disgusting. Erwin Smith, also known as Commander of the server corps, kneels down in front of Levi showing respect and then blurts out "Join the scouts, we could use your skill"

Huh? Us join the scouts? We're not even allowed out the underground. "Why should we, how do we know this isn't a plan just for you to lure us out and then kill us?" Levi growled. "Trust me, If we wanted to kill you we would have" The man behind me stated. Silence. "Fine we'll join" I decided for everyone. "Great, you have two days to get your stuff and then make you way above ground we look forward to seeing you then" Erwin declared and then just left.

"You're an idiot you know right?" Levi stood up and spat on the ground to get rid of any dirt in his mouth. "Oh well it's a chance to get to kill him." I state while reaching out to grab Isabel's hand reaching down to help me. We return home in silence.

'So we're going to be in the scouts soon? Let's see how this goes.' I complain to myself while packing my stuff. ⭑･ﾟﾟ･*:༅｡.｡༅:*ﾟ:*:✼✿

A/N: I really don't know if this is bad or good. It's rushed and it's 2:30AM but i hope you all enjoy it. 🏃

[alsanjxde]

Miche Zacharius - Right person Wrong time

Introduction

Hey Hey Hey! So this is my first fan fiction i have ever wrote. And i decided to do a Miche one as their aren't many Miche fan fictions! I'm sorry if it is not as good as you except but i'm trying my hardest! I hope you enjoy,,, so let's get into the characters!     Y/N Ackerman: Age: Same as Levi Height: 5'0" (I'm sorry to all the tall readers but i'm just using this height for it!) Family: Levi Ackerman -Twin Brother- Kuchel Ackerman -Deceased Mother- Kenny Ackerman -Uncle- Background / About: Y/N grew up with Levi underground not living off of much food and saved by Kenny however Kenny left when they could fend for themselves. Normally a very extroverted person however after Farlan and Isabel's death she become more self kept scared to get into close friend ships and them then die.

Miche Zacharius: Age: 4 Years older than Y/N (I have no idea what his canon age is but i'll just say this for now) Height: 6'5" / 196cm (He's so tall please) Family: N/A (no one knows his family i don't think) About / Background: He grew up with his childhood friend Commander Erwin Smith, He is quiet unless needed to speak. He has a sniffing habit that everyone find weird.

A/N: Its a short introduction but i hope you all stay for the next chapters to come! Like i said it's my first ff so i apologise if it's not as good as you'd like but i will try!

!!!THERE WILL BE SOME TRIGGERS AND I WILL PUT THEM AT THE START OF THE CHAPTER WITH THEM CERTAIN TRIGGERS!!! The triggers will be: S3lf harm, Suicidal thoughts, alcohol abuse, death and gore. Aside from that i hope you enjoy!