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Kit to Ty

Election day: misery, stress, hair-pulling, at least for Americans (and a lot of other people around the world affected by our politics!) So I thought I'd post a distraction; I hope it helps and doesn't annoy!

A while ago I posted the beginning of a letter from Kit to Ty, created for a Kickstarter backer. Here's the full text:

A letter from Kit to Ty, never sent.

Ty, Ty, Ty.

Your name looks strange written out like that. Like an abbreviation. But Tiberius would be so formal. I never think of you that way. Or, I suppose I should say, I never thought of you that way. Tenses matter in these situations, I guess.

It’s late, past midnight, and I’m sitting on the windowsill in my bedroom at Cirenworth. Jem and Tessa gave me one of the best rooms. Of course they did. It has a view out over the gardens. Sometimes I see the ghost of a dog there, a golden retriever I’m pretty sure, running in and out of the flowerbeds. He seems like a pretty happy ghost. I think about how much you like animals and how much they love you, because of course they do. But it’s too late; this dog passed away a long time ago. You probably couldn’t even see him. It’s too late for a lot of things, now.  

I’m still mad at you, and I don’t feel good about that. Maybe if I could forget, I could forgive. But I can’t forget that night you brought Livvy back. I’ll suddenly remember even when I’m thinking about something else. I’ll be in the middle of helping Tessa in the garden and suddenly I’ll turn around and I’m back in Idris. 

I remember I told you I loved you. I remember I told you I would help you, but not if you raised Livvy from the dead. Not if you did necromancy. But you wanted that more than you wanted me.

And I understand that. I’m not angry about that. Here’s what I’m angry about: when you brought Livvy back, you changed yourself. You made yourself a different person than the one I loved. I don’t know the person you are now. You took yourself away from me. I can’t forgive that. And you made me someone who has to keep a secret I never wanted to keep. I was raised by someone who had so many awful secrets, and when I started my life as a Shadowhunter I wanted to do it openly, and honestly. But now I’m just someone else with secrets I can never tell. Just like my dad.

It makes me angry, so angry. I want to yell at you. I wish you were here so I could yell at you.

Kit

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my new favorite thing to do is tell myself that i’m going to continue my assignments but i actually just watch a whole season of criminal minds

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I bring a book with me to places for moral support, but the book ends up being the reason I need moral support.

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uns flashbacks malditos de quando meu crush pegou o violao no meio da aula e começou a tocar pra MIM

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achei aqui mais bonito mas tbm mais complicado de mexer

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vei eu nem sei como comenta no post dos outros aqui

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vei com eh que responde nessa porra? 

nao sei usar tumblr alguém me ensina

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nao sei usar tumblr alguém me ensina

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The OC // 3x25

Even if this episode ended tragically I love the graduation part.😍❤️

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I got a home, family. Part of me feels like I finally got it together. I’m not sure I’m ready to leave that.

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Tumblr’s new bot:

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ACTUAL FOOTAGE OF NEWT REACHING TO TAKE THOMAS’S HAND & TRYING TO LEAD HIM SOMEWHERE

credit for the gif goes to @assakill

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jacob black who takes care of his disabled father, gets no help from literally any-fucking-body, took care of his–let’s be real–suicidal best friend after the guy he warned her would do some fucked up shit to her did (you guessed it) some fucked up shit to her, carried her home after he had to fish her ass out of the fucking ocean and give her cpr, carved her a little wolf pendant, gave her a dreamcatcher to keep the nightmares at bay, was her only confidant and friend during the worst period of her life, was the one who fixed up the truck she was gifted when she got to forks, let her use him as a radiator so she wouldn’t die of hypothermia in the snow, let edward’s family call him anything and everything they wanted to both to his face and behind his back, was dealing with sam’s constant antagonizing and fighting his own fucking birth right, fought so hard to keep his best friend alive and breathing, fought so hard to keep his tribe and the other werewolves safe in a war he didn’t start and didn’t fucking want to be a part of in the first place, but fought in because he loved his best friend

and y’all wanna talk shit and forget all that

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Like or reblog if you save, sweetheart 🌙

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pior que escrevi mesmo kkk

posto coisa delena sim

e se reclamar escrevo fanfic

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when esme tells carlisle she’s bi,,, he’s just like “bitch me too the fuck???”

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i'm not the good guy, remember? i am the selfish one. i lie to my brother, i fall in love with his girl, i don't do the right thing. i take what i want, i do what i want...but i have to do the right thing by you

Damon Salvatore, The Vampire Diaries