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I could eat your art, this is so good !!!!

you know the meme right? you know it right?

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#opyoucooked #thisisogood #omg #wow #imspeechless

So I bite off more than I could chew on this one but it's still rushed. Don't expect to pick this up as I based the premise on Digital Devil Saga.

Warrings: Self harm, mentions of vomiting, and cannibalism😔.

DDS.AU with G1 verse

(Day 1)|| (Day 2)|| (Day 3: Sacrifice) || (Day 4)

After one hard battle Optimus begins to wonder if they could ever find peace before execution. Primus sets a curse free and promises the last person standing shall recreate the new world.

Another battle rages on. The smell of sulfur, over heated metal, and gas exhaust pollutants the air. Broken glass and left over parts shattered the ground. The sky is black as the sun has been covered in ash from the flames of war. Every bot is giving this fight their all in hope of pushing the other side out.

Optimus Prime stand in the front line. Standing tall, rushing foward and knocking down Decepticons as he aims for Megatron. He is the beacon of hope for the Autobots. Unfathomable and indestructible, he leads the troops to forge their own, better tomorrow.

But Prime himself has doubts that would happen. That there will be no winner, all will be lost and that they as a species will drive each other to extinction. He wonders how long can he promise a better future to his comrades.

I am Primus

A voice rings into everyone's head.

And I can no longer stand by watching this blood shed as all of you kill each other with no honor.

For this I shall cast a curse upon all of you my children. An unquenchable hunger will fall on to you that will only ease as you devour each other one by one. But do not despair as the last to survive will be granted audience with me and they will shape the new world.

The voice dissipates and a blinding light rises from the ground. It hits every bot all at once and the planet stays quiet.

".... Optimus!"

The Prime jolts upright from the berth. He looks around and finds that he is in the Iacon Medical Center. Actually looks like all Autobots are here, but all of them have no visible wounds.

"Sorry for waking you." Ratchet says as he moves towards the sink to sterilize his hands. "This part needs to be present but once it's over I'll need you to try to go to bed." He then walks over, placing a hand on Optimus's thigh while putting a finger in front of his vision. "Just follow my finger."

"Is everything alright? I'm not quite sure how we returned to base."

"No one does. I just woke up with a lab full of unconscious mechs." Ratchet nods and moves to check his vision with a flashlight. "How are feeling, any pain or hunger?"

"Hungry, excuse my asking but it is out of your standard asking."

He hears a sigh as Ratchet goes to grab a cube of Energon and give to to Optimus. "It's strange but everyone has been waking up with an itchy T-cog and a strong sense of hunger." After handing it off to his patients, he crosses his arms as he walks away from the medical bed. "I haven't been able to find the cause or even treat it. I even give them more than they should have and it just doesn't go away."

"I'm sorry Ratchet, it's so painful. I'm so hungry." A voice towards the back of room rises in volume.

"Punchbug calm down!" Ironhide's can be heard as the sound of the other bot transforms. Horror runs through his body as he doesn't see a vehicle but a monster. All of thier eyes are missing and a large mouth forms where his mid section is. Both teeth and tongue are large and sharp.

Punchbug then tries to lunge forward towards someone sitting in the berth in front of them. Ironhide grabs their head from behind, takes out their blade and cuts through them. Before anyone else could react Ironhide also transforms and with his new form devours Punchbug.

"Ratchet," Ironhide says, "I think I found the cure."

The bell of death rings through the base.

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After the incident happened they discovered that the only cure for the disease was to kill one another and devour their opponents.

Ratchet had to come up with an alternate, but nothing works. Everything is getting worse and soon in fighting will happen.

Tonight he made the hardiest choice, he opened the door to the morgue and let them eat the corpses.

So here both he and Optimus lay together in bed. Prime holds the medic in his arms and let's him rest his head on his chest. He tries to comfort him, rubbing Ratchet's back and trying from keeping from escaping.

"First we went from cannibalizing our own to being cannibals." Ratchet says no longer hiding his tears. They had spent an hour earlier stuck in the ICU ward. Ratchet trying and failing to purge himself of the one arm he ate. "How much father must we fall? When will it all end?"

Optimus says nothing, he can't formulate words at the moment, not that Ratchet would want to hear them. He tries to talking with Primus, every day since the curse was placed upon them he's tried for answers. The Matrix of Leadership sits dead in his spark and not a word pass through.

He thinks back on the last words, "that the last one standing shall be granted audience with him and make a new world". Could it truly be that all must fall for one to rise.

Should he even ask whom among them will get the honor.

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This is their last stand.

After years of fighting off the opposition army and taking control over the Well of All Sparks. Optimus and the Autobots now have to work to decide whether of not they fight to see who descend and who will parish.

Everyone is silent, it is too much ask them to roll over and sacrifice themselves. It is equally as hard to make them fight each other after not one week pass, they've all protected each other.

In the end it was Ratchet who brakes the tension. He walks towards Optimus and everyone steps aside to let him meet him. "Optimus. I've made up." He grabs one of Optimus' hand, "I can't fight you, any of you." A tear falls off his face, "And I rather it be you who remakes the world."

He stands on his peds, reaching to kiss Prime's face plate. Transforming his other hand to stab his exposed spark. "Please.", his last words are, "Make the next world kind."

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#ilovethissomuch #crying #whenisitmyturn

sorry guys posted on the wrong account. the old bots get to kiss, that is all.

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#metooratchet

Rizzing

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It is an unspoken rule that if a little kid is hiding under a blanket or couch cushions, you are required to comment on how lumpy the blanket is and pretend to sit on it to try and “smooth it out.”

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My Favorite Parts of Bumblebee (Spoilers)

• Immediately started crying when Ratchet, Arcee, and all showed up at the beginning I had to stop myself from whispering to Mom who they were.

• Don’t know why I didn’t think Bumblebee wouldn’t talk on Cybertron but his voice was incredibly pleasant and kinda wished I could’ve heard more about it.

• I’m so glad his original name was B-127. Cause I’m not even sure if Bee even knows what bumblebees are.

• John Cena was a strict but playful guy when introduced and I appreciate that.

• Bee’s “Run” when Blitzwing showed up.

• Ya’ll are gonna hate me but the whole “I’ll never talk” “Then let’s make it official.” Right before Blitz ripped Bee’s vocal box was a fantastic scene. I live for creative attacks right after a bad ass one liner.

• Like me Charlie has her headphones all the time and I can relate to that.

• Her step dad was something else I’ll tell you that. But Otis was adorable and he deserved more screen time.

• Memo was the loveliest nerd I ever did meet.

• Bee and Charlie first meet? 100% wholesome and pure 👌👌👌

• Bumblebee cheerfully waving at Charlie after her mom snagged him

• Charlie telling her mother who is a nurse she can’t handle their chill little doggo having to go to the vet.

• Beach scene is perfect, of course.

• Bee’s flashback to seeing Optimus fighting Soundwave and Shockwave and RAVAGE!!! That’s his Dad yo!

• Bee is a Breakfast Club fan~❤️

• THAT WHOLE SCENE WHERE CHARLIE POURS HER HEART OUT OVER HOW MUCH SHE MISSES HER DAD WHILE HIS FAVORITE SONG PLAYS AND BEE TOTALLY KNOWS HOW LOSS FEELS AND THE FREAKING HUG THEY BOTH SO DESPERATELY NEEDED!!!! IVE BEEN MURDERED AND THE KILLER IS TRAVIS KNIGHT!!!

• The extreme satisfaction when Bee DESTROYED Bully Girl’s car!!! HECK YEAH!!! And she’ll never know how it happened 😈

• Oh I forgot the Deceptions!

• Shatter and Dropkick were a fantastic couple.

• Which reminds I didn’t think I’d see people and decepticons explode like that but that definitely happened.

• “This is humiliating.” Dropkick grumbles within ear shot of the humans they’re suppose to trick.

• “They’re called Decepticons! Doesn’t that raise any red flags?” THANK YOU John Cena you make an excellent point!

• Bumblebee momentarily freaking out when he almost sat on the doggo while he destroys the living room.

• PROTECTIVE BEE! When he put his arm in front of her when Sector 7 surrounded them and then carried her off like oh yeah! That’s his girl yo!

• Charlie pressing her face against Bee’s after she revived him??? That forehead touch???

• I like random little things so when Cena and co. grabbed the kids and Bee reached for Charlie-it was nice.

• And then Cena threw Charlie to the ground and cute little Bumblebee became HORRIFYING!

• His eyes turned red! Can they do that? Can Autobots do that I don’t follow the comics!

• He may have killed some of Sector 7 too I’m not sure.

• Good on Charlie’s family for helping she and Bee escape that was nice.

• “But you know, I would hate anything to happen to her.” 😭👌😭❤️😭

• My boys Bee and Dropkick kicking each other’s asses! That chain scene?! PHEW! That’s how you do a giant robot fight scene, Bay!

• Charlie helping Bee save the day!

• Shatter making the fatal mistake of threatening the girl Bumblebee blows up a dam for.

• The look he gives Charlie as he sacrifices himself.

• Charlie overcoming her trauma to dive into the water and get to him.

• John Cena saluting Bee who responds by throwing his fist in the air Breakfast Club style-what a card.

• THAT FREAKING GOODBYE!!! I KNOW THEY LOVE EACH OTHER BUT ONE OF THEM COULDVE AT LEAST SAID IT OUT LOUD IF CHARLIE WASNT GOING TO GO WITH HIM IM INSECURE I NEED TO HEAR IT

• Bee turning into a camaro much to Charlie’s offended amusement before riding off on the Golden Gate Bridge with his papa, Prime

• I need a sequel just to meet the other autobots I bet they’re dandy.

• So like yeah Bumblebee was fan-freaking-tastic and deserves to be treated as such

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So…we’re not gonna talk about how Optimus Prime in the new Bumblebee movie was an absolute unit??? I mean

Look at him!!!

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I FOUND THIS ON INSTAGRAM BUT IT’S NOT IN ENGLISH THEY WERE TP-ING SOMETHING AND BEE JUST TOOK THE WHOLE PACKAGE AND YEETED IT IM SOBBING I LOVE HIM   HE’S TRYING HIS BEST AND THAT’S ALL THAT MATTERS 

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Okay, this is the last one I swear but that movie…was just so pure????  Like, I think I can speak for the fandom and say this is the movie WE HAVE BEEN ASKING FOR FOR LIKE *counts on fingers* TEN YEARS!!  Ugh, we are so blessed right now.  Actual characters who interacted with one another and (get this) CARED ABOUT EACH OTHER.  The relationship between Bee and Charlie was so cute (a bit cheesy at one moment or two I will admit) and fun to watch.  The only thing I feel could have made it better was Steven Jablonsky's score, but that isn’t keeping from loving this film.

In addition:

No one was sexualized 

No racist jokes were made

There were fight scenes the audience could actually follow and understand what was going on

There were no annoying human characters

the transformers were actual characters *gasp*

WE GOT TO SEE CYBERTRON PROPERLY REPRESENTED

In summary, Micheal Bay is quaking right now.  If you haven’t seen it yet, please go support it and show the producers that THIS is the path we want Transformers to follow.

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spiffed these up a little to post to instagram, may as well have them together here too lol

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“thank you for giving me a voice”

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Bumblebee movie (Minor Spoiler)

I watched the movie yesterday with my dad and younger brother and oh my God this movie is so amazing! This is the movie we should have gotten along time ago! I love Charlie and Bumblebee took my heart away, he was so cute. But my favorite part of the movie was Bee and Charlie’s relationship. It was too good for this world. They were two broken pieces that needed each other at the right time. I loved them so much. One of my favorite parts of the movie, that I didn’t fully appreciate until today, that was so clever and so heartbreaking and so beautiful was when Bee is driving away from Charlie near the end and we see her in the side mirror and the wording on the mirror was so clear for some reason. At the time I didn’t get it. It wasn’t until today when I was driving home after running errands did I truly get the message which was this:

SHE WILL ALWAYS BE CLOSER THAN SHE REALLY APPEARS BECAUSE SHE WILL ALWAYS BE IN BUMBLEBEE’S SPARK!

And that, people, is how a soft round beautiful Bee and his angel child best friend stole my heart and I am not mad about it.

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some of y'all: i will publicly execute travis knight for the crimes he has committed against humanity. the bumblebee movie is a fuckin’ sham and blitzwing can suck my fat di

me:

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B-127

I couldn’t help but wonder why Bumblebee has a designation of B-127, and everyone else has a name. So what if everyone on Cybertron starts off with this kind of designation, O–132, R-759, etc. and ultimately every bot chooses their name based on their experiences. Like their name find them.

Sometimes the name is given to you by a friend, other times you choose it based on what you like, or what you’ve achieved, or you name yourself after a friend who died, or maybe just really like the sound of something.

Optimus obviously took his name when he took the matrix, before that, Orion Pax was from his favourite book. Hot Rod just wanted to sound cool. Skywarp because of his teleporting. Starscream was a compromise. He was obviously meant to be a star, but his trine mates insisted he talked too much. It certainly explains why so many Cybertronian’s names fit them so well.

And Bumblebee is just so young that he hasn’t had the chance to come up with a name yet until Earth. Until Charlie gives him one. 💛

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Spoilers for ‘Bumblebee’:

Ok so I don’t think ‘Bumblebee’ is written as a falling in love story between a girl and a robot as so many have said, but rather as a ‘two individuals learn to help each other heal from traumatic experiences and become found family’ type of love story.

Bumblebee is a victim of a violent assault during which his voice and memory are taken away and Charlie has PTSD via family trauma in which her father has passed away and she has yet to recover whereas it seems the rest of her family has moved on- with or without her.

There’s a scene people keep talking about as a euphemism for first time sex (Charlie even says “I’ll be gentle…”) but having watched it? No way.

It’s moreso the tone of a caring doctor preparing a terrified assault victim for an examination, which is exactly what happens. She has to gently probe inside Bee’s body to assess the damage he sustained.

This goes both ways, Bee also helps Charlie conquer her PTSD. She opens up to Bee in a beautifully intimate moment about her special times with her dad, of listening to his favorite record while working on an old Corvette together and how she hoped finishing it would help her reach him. In the same scene, she fixes up his now iconic radio which he used to communicate, giving him a form of language which he can now use in place of his missing voice box.

Bee also helps her conquer her fear of diving because she associates it with the last time she saw her father before his death. She’s terrified to jump until she has to in order to check on Bee.

So yea it may be a love story but not romantic. Bumblebee is a story about platonic love and how two scared, lonely souls helped each other start the process of healing from their past traumas and how their bond grew tighter and their friendship stronger because of that.

I love this movie, it’s so fucking great.

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I LOVE MY DAD AND HIS SON I’M CRYING 

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