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just read the book of bill so i am now thinking abt gravity falls shenanigans with the doctor

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🐝  *  ―  𝑫𝑰𝑭𝑭𝑬𝑹𝑬𝑵𝑻 𝑾𝑨𝒀𝑺 𝑻𝑶 𝑲𝑰𝑺𝑺 𝑺𝑶𝑴𝑬𝑶𝑵𝑬.

[ peck ] a quick, light kiss on the partner's lips or cheek [ french ] a deep, passionate kiss with the use of tongue [ forehead ] a gentle kiss on the partner's forehead, conveying care and affection [ spiderman ] an upside-down kiss, just like in the movie [ mistletoe ] a playful or romantic kiss under a mistletoe [ hand ] a chivalrous kiss on the back of the partner's hand [ lingering ] a long, slow kiss filled with emotion and desire [ neck ] a kiss or gentle sucking on the partner's neck [ nape ] a kiss placed at the nape of the partner's neck [ teasing ] a light brushing of lips against a partner's skin without fully kissing [ earlobe ] a light nibble on the partner's earlobe [ tango dip ] a kiss shared while one partner is dipped backward [ celebration ] a joyful and exuberant kiss to celebrate an achievement or milestone [ stolen ] a quick, stealthy, and impromptu kiss snatched in secret [ bite ] a playful kiss that involves some light biting [ goodbye ] a heartfelt kiss when parting, showing affection and fondness [ rain ] a romantic kiss in the rain [ scars ] a gentle kiss on the partner's scar(s) [ injury ] a careful kiss on a partner's wound to make it all better [ wedding ] a romantic kiss shared during a wedding ceremony [ comfort ] a tender kiss to provide comfort or reassurance [ sunset ] a kiss shared during sunset, often romantic and serene [ butterfly ] a light fluttering of eyelashes against the partner's skin [ seductive ] a deep, slow, and deliberately intense kiss filled with passion and desire [ shoulder ] a tender kiss on the partner's shoulder [ knuckles ] a kiss on each individual knuckle of the partner [ slow motion ] a kiss in slow motion, accentuating every moment and sensation [ reunion ] a longing kiss shared after being apart for a while [ passionate ] an intense and fiery kiss, expressing raw desire and strong emotion [ underwater ] a kiss shared while submerged in water [ wrist ] a tender kiss on the inside of the partner's wrist [ wake up ] a loving kiss to wake the partner up [ apology ] a kiss offered as a way to apologize or make amends [ hummingbird ] a series of light, rapid, and fluttery kisses on a small area [ trail ] a trail of kisses along the partner's jawline or collarbone [ blowing ] a kiss in the air and send of the gesture towards the partner [ surprise ] a sudden kiss to catch the partner off guard [ hickey ] a kiss that's supposed to leave a mark on the partner's skin [ single lip ] a sucking or nibbling of one of the partner's lips [ nose ] an affectionate gesture where partners rub their noses together

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"IT WAS MY FAULT" PROMPTS *  assorted dialogue for owning up to your mistakes, adjust as necessary

that never should have happened.

i should have listened to you from the start.

this is all my fault.

you can blame me for that.

i was completely out of line.

i screwed up.

i owe you a sincere apology.

that wasn't what i thought would happen.

now you're hurt, and it's all my fault.

will you ever forgive me?

it was an honest mistake.

i didn't mean to hurt you.

that was wrong of me, and i know it.

if only i'd been more careful.

next time, i'll be better.

please forgive me.

how can i make it up to you?

i wish i hadn't done that.

i accept responsibility.

i can't live with myself.

are you going to hold this over my head forever?

i said i was sorry.

i made the mistake of not listening to you.

please don't blame me for everything.

how many times do i have to tell you i'm sorry?

i crossed a line.

not sure what i was thinking.

the words came out wrong.

you deserve better than that.

there were plenty of other options, and i didn't listen.

i wasn't listening!

that's my fault!

i'm the one who got us into this mess.

if it weren't for me, we'd be out of here by now.

this will never happen again.

oh, i learned my lesson.

i'm forever haunted by my mistakes.

will you ever find it in your heart to forgive me?

i'll say i'm sorry until i'm blue in the face.

this wasn't part of the deal.

i never should have listened to them.

i thought i was doing the right thing.

they didn't do anything wrong. i did.

i'm the one you should blame.

i feel so wrong about this.

i didn't mean to hurt you.

be mad at me, not them.

if you want to yell and scream at me, go ahead.

it was an accident.

i don't deserve forgiveness.

if there's anything i can do to fix this, please tell me.

what can i say to make it better?

can you please take me back?

they promised me they wouldn't hurt you.

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hey google tell me how to stop feeling a crippling and deep seated fear of abandonment

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lies on the floor. i finished the david tennant specials and I'M SAD

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I did it... I finally finished Jodie's run

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DOCTOR WHO (2005–) 3.06 The Lazarus Experiment

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the silly <3

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Man, I should do stuff with @timerelative again.

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“ In the eyes of Gallifreyan society, I suppose so—though oftentimes those two things come hand in hand, “ the Doctor responds with a nonchalant shrug, but his voice is low and thoughtful, as if pondering events from so long ago. How long had it been now...? He loses track so easily, and his age is never an indicator for time passes just as quickly as he does. He doesn't quite know whether to dub it nostalgic. His eyes pass over her gentle gesture, and he lets it sit as his eyes wander to the time column. “ Bit of an outlier, anyway; never quite got on with the government, or well. What it stood for. “

He pauses for a moment, recalling how quickly it had all happened, and you would think he would forget most details. Like Susan had said so long ago, a timelord's memory is a curse.

“ She was an accident, “ he states, then seems to backpedal on his sentence as if realizing the connotation he just lent. Rubbing a free hand on the back of his neck, he looks away awkwardly. “ An... accidental passenger, I mean. “

The Doctor runs a hand through his hair.

“ And to leave her behind would have put her in danger. Her connection to me, would have put her in danger. It all just sort of happened. “ Suddenly, his canvas shoes look very interesting. “ I was a runaway train she'd caught at the station, set for greener pastures. For worlds and times that needed me, needed us. “

she knows that the doctor has lived hundreds of more years than she has , that he's seen , had , more lives than she could count. still , it surprises her more than it should that he has a granddaughter. no , perhaps that he admits to having a granddaughter in the first place. she had to push him to talk about his world , the way his ...

oh. she hopes the shock and realisation is kept out of her eyes , but the doctor is observant. still , she tries to keep her expression open so he doesn't shut it all up in a box again. she starts to rub the back of his hand with her thumb , a quiet , soothing gesture. the doctor won't acknowledge something he doesn't want to bring up.

' so , you're telling me that you're a criminal and a thief ? ' it's supposed to come out humorous , but instead it comes out quiet. like talking too loudly would startle him back into his shell , never to come out again. ' and you dragged your granddaughter into it ? '

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doc💥

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@yoakkemae / cont!

Martha Jones is like Atlas; the Doctor is certain if she had the option to hold the weight of the world at her fingertips, she would—if it were even feasibly possible. She's like him, someone dedicating her whole being to helping people. That's one of the many things that made her soul shine. Something he respects, but something he also worries about with her mortal constraints. She puts so much on herself... and sometimes, the Doctor worries he puts too much on her. A similar feeling he has many a time before, and it's always a rippling wave of sadness and mourning that follows right after.

And here is where he doesn't quite know where to place himself, what to do or say, which is extremely rare for a timelord that never stops talking. There's a drawn sigh as he leans back against the wall, wrists sitting on his propped knees. His head flops slightly, turning to look at her as she offers her hand. And then tentatively, he gives her his hand, one that feels heavy and exhausted. The crack of a smile on the Doctor's face is broken but brief, and he looks back up to the roof of the TARDIS.

Sometimes, he still sees the skies of Gallifrey, and sometimes, he wishes he didn't.

“ Did you know this TARDIS isn't actually mine? “ he starts, a soft snort at the memory. “ Swiped it at a repair shop. With my granddaughter, Susan. “

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@wasme / cont!

The man continues down the cobblestone corridor, hopping over the protruding stones that threaten to trip him with a skip in his step. His instinct beckons him to the turn on the right, and he blinks, turning back to look at the unassuming bowtie man he'd picked up along the way. Unassuming being the keyword—timelords always had that instinct that something was off when it came to being around their own species, but until proven guilty, it's a thought he'd not considered or placed.

“ I mean, I assume. Look, it's going ding. Would it be going ding if we weren't going the right way? “ he asks quizzically, raising an eyebrow at the stranger. He ponders to himself. “ Or is it dong... “

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The man had strode like he hadn't a care in the world, hair bristling and a sonic device sitting firmly in his hands as he looks out toward the threat. His brow had been set with a type of volatile determination, cogs whirring in his brain as it calculates a plan. Yet, the way he goes about it is just as dangerous—strangers wouldn't quite place it, so much as they couldn't place the strange man that looks death in the eye without blinking. In their minds' eye, he had lost nothing, and would never lose anything again. It's not until the other's actions snap him out of his stupor, finding himself behind cover, literally and figuratively.

Eyes pass over the blue hedgehog's face, and he's not sure what set him in such a way, but he can't afford to think on it now. Zoning back into the conversation, he flicks up a screwdriver in his hands, watching its idle glow and whirr for a few brief moments before bobbing his head up above their cover, if only for a moment.

“ Violence... I'd chide them for being so cut and dry, but I don't think I'd ever want them to consider being creative about it, “ he grumbles to himself with a shake of his head, pressing his back hard against the Jersey barrier as he pockets the device. “ I've had worse. “

The man stares at the hedgehog sternly.

“ Whatever this is has alien components, military-grade. I've seen it before, some planet far off to the east. Not the most deadly of technology, honestly like swatting a fly there – but to Earth, it's a tank. It's essentially a peashooter with regenerative armor. Not good warranty, though, didn't survive a fair degree of wars, but this planet won't make it through that durability, and that's even if an idiot is piloting it. ” He glances back to the spreading flames, the carnage ripping through long-since abandoned cars across the motorway. “ But, it was also discontinued because it inherited a very fatal case of Achilles' Heel. If I can get to that weak spot, then I can use my sonic screwdriver to deactivate it. At the very least the regenerative shields. “

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     "Woah!! Hold it, pinstripes! I dunno what planet you're from, but on this one, bullets hurt! And unless that suit'a yours is secretly made outta kevlar, I think y'might wanna rethink this one!"

     Motion ignites like the flash of a gun — Who did this guy think he was!? It's a swift whip of wind that kept the human from walking any further, the gust then surging forward in an attempt to sweep the blue duo into a little bit of cover. Tall and small together, both temporarily away from danger...

     He appreciated the confidence the other clearly exuded, but excuse the hedgehog if he was worried it was a little bit misplaced! Take it from the speedster— he knew a thing or two about striding chest first into a dangerous situation with nothing but a side-cocked grin, a pocket full of instinct, and a head clouded with the overwhelming need to right the wrongs that had befallen those around him.

     ...But he'd be a fool to think that the greatest of gifts didn't come from the oddest of packaging. Despite looking so unassuming, there was an undeniable air to this guy. Some of which that, with a little bit of squinting, could bear a resemblance to the hedgehog himself. Two remarkable souls who often needed some exceptional friends to keep them in check.

     "Look— I'll make it easy for the both of us. You tell me what'cher up to and I'll help ya out with it! Clearly you're no stranger t'this kinda stuff, you walk towards danger like you're takin' a step out onto yer front lawn. I like that! But livin' to tell the tale of the adventure y'just had is the best part! Can't have ya missin' out on that, can we? After all, y'made it this far. We're not gonna break that streak just yet!"