alivegirlsam

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killed in bed, brother mad at him for going to a thanksgiving dinner, brother mad at him for hanging out with a dog, brother mad at him for going to college, resurrected, brother throws away the present he gave him for christmas when they were kids...he came into the apocalypse mad as hell

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horse behavior

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Nov 5 moodboard

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There's only one option I can't kill the pain so I must kill myself (―Kim Hyesoon, Face of Rhythm)

#samweek2024 Day Five Psychic Powers ｜ Demon Blood ｜ Lucifer

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Sam after he saw Jessica burn to death on the ceiling

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SUPERNATURAL (2005-2020) 11.02 ❃ Form and Void

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Do you have more muslim sam headcanons? 😭

I adore you 💞💖💗💕💞💖💗💕💞💖💗💕

and yes here you go:

he is super obsessive about doing wudu correctly and praying every rak’a correctly so if he catches his mind wandering in the middle of it he starts over from the beginning

type of american muslim to ask abt pork cross-contamination when he eats out (dean bullies him ruthlessly for being Prissy about it)

doesn’t cuss while fasting during ramadan and if he accidentally does he’ll automatically cover his mouth and go “astaghfirullah” like 5 times (again dean bullies him ruthlessly for this)

fasts even when he’s sick against the advice of all the muslim Q&A sites he frequents

type of guy to beam at a hijabi girl in public (mozlem american solidarity but she doesn’t know that)

never misses fajr prayer no matter where they are. he’s prayed in some really weird places/positions before.

makes duaa in both english and broken arabic and owns several editions of the quran in english, simple arabic, and classical arabic.

dreams of the kaaba sometimes

cries while listening to recitations of surat al baqarah (“the cow”) and surat al rahman (“the merciful”)

TL;DR he’s a more pious muslim than I ever was lol. I like to take the spark of magic I used to feel as a child on long ramadan nights after iftar with my family and let it run through sam’s entire being. or whatever <3

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i wish i was a cishet guy so that i could start a podcast and go to the gym and allow that to fulfill me spiritually. but instead i have these visions

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someone needs to draw sam as this thing....pls

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he’s thinking about the systematic oppression women face in the workforce

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also i’m sorry but calling samwena a “pair the spares” ship is actually wild. he had a sexually charged hallucination about her. she flirts with him all the time; he’s always smiling around her. they went from enemies to best friends. they’re the only ones that understand each other’s lucifer trauma. they pretended to be fake married for a case. he was literally DESTINED TO KILL HER. and then she left all her stuff to him after he did. totally random pairing though amirite

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the worst part about the voter fraud on that spn "who is gayer, sam or cas" poll is that it makes all samgirls look bad when all the sam bloggers that *I* know are incredibly normal and sexy and too cool to care, their strongest opinion on it was probably that they just think sam and cas should kiss 😞

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The times where Sam's hallucinations wanted him to k*ll himself

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Supernatural S2E01 In My Time of Dying