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[alivee123]

what do you do between the affirmation and the outcome?

part one — linked here — not required to read, but heavily recommended by yours truly.

so, you said it.

you affirmed. maybe in your head, maybe out loud, maybe barely whispering it into something such as your pillow.

"i'm in my dr" / "i have what i want" / "it's already done."

however it came out, you did it, you chose. and now.... what? what do you do after? alright, you said it, maybe you even meant it, you felt kind of good about it, maybe even a little proud or relaxed or still, but now you're just sitting there.

blinking. wondering if something's supposed to happen.

maybe wondering if the air is about to shift (ha), or if your bed is going to turn into your own specialised limousine or if someone is going to come knock on the door and hand you your desire wrapped in one big red bow.

and, let's in this case and scenario say that nothing happens, or at least it doesn't look like it does.

let me discuss the space AFTER the assumption, aka the in between aka the what now. because ! maybe people don't talk about it, but everyone did feel it at once:

you said it – why is nothing occurring?

let me be the first one, or maybe even not, god knows, to say it. there is nothing wrong with that little in between space, simply because it's not a test or a delay. what i would call it, is the specific moment where you decide not to switch back to your previous assumption.

you're staying. staying rooted in your assumption.

you already moved the needle when you said it, right? the moment you affirmed, the shift happened, because attention moves fast.

you now, in this in between space, are letting your awareness stay where you already told it to go.

your desire, your desire, wherever, doesn't matter. but you're telling it where to go.

so between the staying and the seeing, what you do is ........ nothing. or at least, in more simplistic, not - overcomplicated terms, you keep acting as if it has happened.

you stop checking, and you stop entertaining the idea that you might NOT be there.

when, maybe, you see the world not shifting around you in a way that's instant or impressive or movie worthy, you do not take that as a sign that it doesn't work, or that you now have to scream at a cloud calling yourself a failure.

what i believe happens between the affirmation and the occurance is that you give yourself no reason to look back, and so......you don't wait, and you don't hunt for proof, and you don't poke at it to make sure that it's alive.

not babysitting your manifestation to maturity as if it's going to wander off and die if you don't keep it in your sightline.

it won't. your subconscious is that powerful.

you, simply, because it is simple like that, assume that it is handled.

you said it, so now it is.

yes, sometimes, perhaps, your brain will flicked and sometimes you'll want to double check, and sometimes your eyes - they will land on something in your physical world and immediately start categorising it, declaring that as real and your assumption as failure.

and you know what? that's fine.

don't fight that thought, and don't crash out into immediately damage control.

just go.

" regardless, i'm already in my dr. " // " regardless, i already have my desire. "

during that space between the affirmation and the shift is not an active zone, and therefore you don't have to do anything there except not contradict what you've already decided. which is actually easier than it sounds, if you simply stop trying to prove something to yourself every other five minutes.

your mind is used to earning, to fixing, to checking. and you can let it be loud if it wants to be loud.

but, remember, your awareness goes only where you dictate it to.

you've already done the one thing that matters, you affirmed, and you chose.

so maybe you make breakfast, dinner, lunch, whatever. maybe you text someone back, maybe you go for a walk, or rewatch a show, or sit on the floor, or do absolutely nothing.

but whatever you're doing, you don't start playing detective again, and you don't search the room for clues, glimpses, to see if it's working.

what you do between the affirmation and the occurrence is exactly what you'd do AFTER the occurrence, if you really assumed it happened.

meaning?

you live and you move and you think whatever you think, and you don't attach meaning to every flicker of doubt or slowness or quiet.

now let me pivot a bit, and go back to what my entire account is focused on anyway. choice.

you get to decide what the in between is like. you could assume i'm doubting, i'm feeling normal, and i'm still there, and that will become the truth.

you don't have to built up enough capital of faith and only then you're allowed to pass through the door.

the moment one decides their destiny, they're on the track. so, if you say i'm there, even if i feel unsure, you're still there, why? simply because you're the one writing, producing, and airing the terms.

because, if you're the operating power, which you are, by the way, then you're also the one who decides whether this part, this middle part, counts or not.

whether this is a build up or a a simple backdrop.

whether you're seated in a waiting room or the actual place.

and you're allowed to pick. always.

if you choose that this is what living there feels like, then that's what it is.

you don't have to keep apologising to yourself every time you slip or wobble or 'get thrown off' your path.

a simple this is what living there looks like today will be the truth. because as awareness goes, it will follow your word.

so if you say, even this counts, then it does.

so actually, maybe even throw this whole post away. what you do between the decision and the manifestation is ..... entirely up to you. you can let it doubt, and you can let it be certainty, and you can let it be whatever. but you can still be there.

you can live with the questions and still be living in the answer.

[alivee123]

How to make the ego stop when it says "no that's not how it works?"

Don’t argue. Don’t explain. Don’t fix. Don’t even answer. The ego only survives through debate. It throws a thought like a bait. “No, that’s not how it works” and watches to see if you bite. The moment you try to reason with it, you’ve already stepped into it's frame, a trap. You're trying to convince what was never real to begin with.

Instead, treat it like background noise. Not because you're avoiding it, but because you see it has no authority. Just how a passing car doesn’t need your attention. Neither does a thought.

You don’t stop ego by suppressing it. You stop feeding it by not being interested. It can yell “that’s not how it works!” all day long and so what? Who is it talking to? Who believes it? It's a screaming child begging for attention.

When you know it’s not you, it loses its grip. Silence is the only reply it can’t survive. Not forced silence just indifference. No hook, no story, no identity claimed.

[alivee123]

Non Dualism Basics + Manifestation (for people who want to be freed from limitations)

•°. *࿐ Honesty non dualism changed my life for the better and I will always be grateful to know about this :)

Non-dualism is the recognition that there is no separation between you and reality, awareness and experience. There is only awareness, appearing as all phenomena: thoughts, sensations, perceptions, what is called the external world.

The person you believe you are is not a fixed identity, it is merely a pattern of thoughts and memories experienced by awareness.

In non dualism, your true nature is consciousness or awareness. Everyone's true essence is consciousness, and it makes up everything you see: the ego, the physical world, the imagination, everything. This all exists because consciousness let it exist, meaning you, as the creator, expect it and allow it to be.

There is no authority higher than awareness, yet awareness is not a being. It is not human, not otherworldly, not a force, not a person. It is everything and it is nothing. The “power” to shift, change, select is not owned, but it is simply the fact of identification. Whatever awareness identifies with, it materializes. Whatever is taken to be “I,” becomes experienced in the external.

You are simply awareness identifying/living as a human, which means you aware of a ego. An ego is simply the human you are aware of: their visual field, 5 senses, thoughts, emotions, feelings, all of it!

The ego is not an entity, it is the illusion of being a person, the thought “I am this.” It is simply a cluster of sensory data and thought appearing in the field. The sense of “my senses,” “my thoughts,” “my experience,” arises only through misidentification. Drop that, and what remains is pure being: awareness itself.

You’re not a human trying to reach awareness, you are awareness appearing as a human. The only limitation is believing you are the ego: the thoughts, the personality, the sense of being a separate self in a physical world. That belief filters your experience to match it.

The ego isn’t the one manifesting anything. It’s just the appearance of a character in the dream (the physical). What’s actually manifesting the dream is awareness itself. The moment something is fully accepted as true, it appears. Not because a person made it happen, but because identification shifted.

Everything is consciousness. Imagination and "real life/3d" are not different from each other, they are the same appearance, made of the same thing. When awareness identifies as the ego, the ego’s world plays out. When that identity drops, the experience shifts.

You don't become awareness, you just realize you never were anything else. Theres nothing to fix, nothing to get, because as awareness, you have everything already, you just need to decide/select it and it is done. There is no desiring when you already have it. You just refuse the old and accept the new.

Selection is not a doing, it’s simply no longer denying what is already true.

Ok but get to the burning question, how do I "manifest" something?

You don’t. Not really, but hear me out.

You dont "manifest" as a person. What’s called “manifestation” is just awareness identifying with a new version of reality.

Because all possibilities already exist in awareness, nothing needs to be created. You’re not making something happen, you’re dropping the identity that says it is not already so.

What you are being = what you are claiming as “I am.”

Not what you say.

Not what you visualize.

Not what you feel.

Only what you be.

There is no gap between desirer and desired, as both arise within awareness. The “thing” and the “one who wants it” are the same illusion.

Drop the self who wants the thing → The thing appears because there is no one left to need it.

You can’t lack anything if you are the source of all of it. Lack only appears when you think you’re a separate self (ego) who has to get. If that identity isn’t claimed, neither is the feeling of want or desire or need.

From non-duality, there’s no “manifesting” something outside of you, because nothing is outside. There’s just awareness appearing as whatever is identified with. That’s it.

It’s not about making it happen. It’s about not identifying as the one who lacks.

So:

Drop the story of “I want it.” Ignore the ego, do not claim its thoughts or feelings or external world as yours.

Be the version where it’s normal, obvious, already here. Decide what it is the ego "wants" and claim it to be true now. Identify as the ego (person) who has it, rather than the ego who doesn't. As awareness, both those identities hold equal weight, so pick the one that suits you best.

Don’t wait for it. There’s no waiting in being. If you’re waiting, you’re still wanting.

That’s literally it. "Manifestation" is not doing. It’s being.

But how do I become a new identity???

Identity is not built. It’s selected. You don’t need to feel like it nor think like it. You only need to know: This is who I am now. And you refuse to claim anything else.

Think about it like choosing clothes, you dont need to "become" a new outfit. you put it on. done. no waiting, no steps, no convincing.

You are awareness, you can be anything and have anything. So select it and in that moment, it is DONE, it is now your truth. Stand firm in that decision and ignore anything against it.

Wait Evangeline...but what about thoughts or affirmations??? Arent they what manifests???

If you are coming from a loa perspective, this might be what you are thinking.

Well its not the thought or affirmation themselves, it is the stance behind it. They don't create reality, the identification does.

If you identify as the version who has it, the experience reflects that. If you identify as someone trying to get it, then trying is what shows up.

Think of it like this: When you open a door, you don’t have to affirm “I open the door” over and over. You just open it, because you know you can. You already identify as someone who opens doors. It’s natural.

Affirmations can help if they express what’s already true for you. But if you’re using them to convince yourself, then you’re still not being it, you’re still trying. I find that affirmations are often not necessary, as if you know you are something, you don't need convincing. The only thing that needs convincing is the old ego, but you aren't that anymore so ignore it.

Like, if you have a car, you don’t affirm it 10k times daily to keep it. You just know it’s yours. You are the version who has a car. That’s the only reason it's there.

Same with anything else. You have it when you're not trying to get it. You are it when there’s nothing left to prove.

Doubts from the ego don’t matter. Ego doesn’t choose. Ego has no part in what is identified with, nor what is "manifested." Awareness does. The one watching the doubt (awareness) isn’t doubting. Ignore the ego, don't claim its thoughts and doubts as you. It is not the real you, you are the observer.

Now for the big guy in question... the 3d:

The "3d" is not real in itself, it is simply a mirror of identity. The external world is not separate from you. It is a reflection of identity, projected through awareness. It appears “outside,” but it is arising within consciousness, just like imagination. The 3d does not exist independent of awareness.

You don't change it by pushing on it or screaming at it, you change it by dropping identification with what it reflects.

The "3d" is not a cause, not a source, and definitely not a judge. It is a reflection of what's being identified with (not what's being thought, affirmed, or forced by the ego).

There is no need to worry about the external because:

It is you projected as form, it is not separate from you

The "3d" is not the source, it has no authority to determine what is real. You do.

It has no power, so it cant show anything that isn't being projected by you as the creator.

It always has to mirror who you are being, it has no choice

No need to worry. The 3D follows you. Always. Because it is you.

If it’s showing something unwanted, it’s because identity hasn’t shifted yet. That’s all. But do not get caught up in this, as time is not real to infinite awareness. Choose to stop observing the "3d" of the old ego, choose to stop giving it attention, and it will cease to exist.

If you get doubts from the ego, ignore them, remind yourself that it is "not me" and "not mine." You are the observer, the one who has everything, so don't pay attention to the ego with lack. It is not you anymore.

Be indifferent to the old ego's "3d," be indifferent to its lack. If you see it still, just observe, and know it is not yours.

Do not think this means you have to abandon the old ego's life if you still "see" it. You can still do things in the old 3d without identifying with it or claiming it. Simply know it is no longer you.

How to know you are the new identity:

You no longer ask "Am I doing it right." You no long chase proof and you no longer entertain the old storyline. You stand in: "This is what I am. Nothing else matters.”

It is not about effort, it is simply refusal + knowing + indifference to all else.

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I want to tell a story to the artists and would-be artists out there.

When I was 19, I made a large oil painting of the nerd I would eventually marry. I poured all my attention and care into this painting. It's the only art I have from back then that still holds up as a work I'm proud of today.

I entered it into a judged show at the local art center. It got an honorable mention. I went to see the show with my beloved model. One of the judges came up to talk to me, and highlighted that all the judges really liked the painting. It would have placed, except, you see, the feet were incorrect. They were too wide and short, and if I just studied a bit more anatomy-

I called over my future wife, and asked her to take off her shoe. Being already very used to humoring me, she did. The judge looked at her very short, very wide little foot. Exactly as I'd lovingly rendered it. I would never edit her appearance in any way.

The judge looked me in the eye, and to his credit, he really looked like he meant it when he said "Oh I'm so sorry."

Anyways the moral of the story is that all of those anatomy books that teach you proportions are either showing you averages, or a very specific idea of an idealized body. Actual bodies are much more varied than that.

So don't forget to draw from observation, and remember that humans aren't mass produced mannequins. Delight in our variation. Because it's supposed to be there.

[alivee123]

[alivee123]

How to manifest anything.

saying this AGAIN as a reminder to myself and anybody else out there. 　

Figure out what you want 　

Make the decision to detach from the 3d declare to yourself that you will no longer look towards the 3d for it anymore or concern yourself with whatever's going on in the 3d. detach from it, it no longer matters to you since you have what you want now. 　

Also make the decision to let go of the old story declare to yourself that whatever happened or was true a moment ago is no longer true for you anymore now. whatever happened no longer matters anymore since the story has changed now. 　

Claim you have whatever it is you want just start telling yourself you have whatever it is you want. that's it. don't go back on that decision or concern yourself with anything else anymore since you have it right now. 　

Extra: If you ever doubt, just remind yourself you have it. anytime you might have a doubt or opposing thought just remind yourself that you have it by telling yourself again "i have _ right now". that's literally it. you don't need to fight yourself on it, just remind yourself and move on. 　

♡ 𓈒　Example

I want long hair 　

i will no longer look at my hair in the 3d or even care what my hair looks like in the 3d. the 3d doesn't matter anymore and it's time for me to decide the new story for myself, despite what the 3d shows me now and later, cause i'm the one who makes the decisions here. 　

i will also no longer care about the fact that my hair used to be short. that news has expired and i am now someone who has long hair, so goodbye old story. 　

i am now someone who has long hair. i have long hair. my hair is long now. done lol, it's so easy. 　

if i doubt i'll just tell myself again "no lol i have long hair now, that's my story now, that's true for me now, and i have it."

[alivee123]

hello mx toy, i was wondering, howd you get good at drawing faces and expressions? your expressions are some of my favorite parts of your art!

wow, tysm!! :D facial expressions are one of my fav things ever, so i’m rly glad it shows in my work! i don’t think there’s anything i could tell you that you wouldn’t be able to learn from online tutorials, but i’d be happy to take advantage of this opportunity to infodump give you my thought process ^__^

in the same way that art is more observation than drawing, i love looking at expressions and saving a mental roster of faces from characters/irl to mirror. hell, sometimes it’s not even for art, sometimes i’ll rewind a video a few times if my brain latches onto a good expression, it’s like coco melon to me lmao

intentionally or not, i can usually tell where i “source” my expressions from, like muscle memory or artists that subconsciously make the same face that they’re drawing

^ it’s practically a hobby in itself

expressions = personality. it gives character and context to your subject, and it’s always personal. whenever i struggle to draw someone’s face, chances are it’s bc the expression doesn’t feel “in-character.” most emotions are universal to some degree, but the way those emotions are expressed is unique to the individual. every character has their own style of emoting, which is why i have to “get to know a character” before i can draw them. if i don’t have a sense of their personality, even just visual personality, then i won’t feel like i have the tools to properly portray the character

a lot of ppl already understand the concept of “he would not fucking say that,” and the same thing applies to art. two characters shouldn’t have perfectly interchangeable styles of expression. if they mind-swapped, you should be able to know just by looking at them. “he would not fucking smile like that.”

^ dif or simplistic art styles, but still signature expressions

additionally, expressions = storytelling. i tend to plan out comics by drawing expression thumbnails before anything else bc the emotion is the first thing we recognize in a given exchange. i’ll usually already have a script written out by the time i put pencil to paper, but the most important part when transforming my scripts into actual panels is capturing the Feeling (which is why my first drafts are so rough lol)

it kinda ties back into the personality thing: if you rly know your characters, you can portray them at their barest essentials, even as stick figures. body language is such an effective form of communication that you can even tell a story thru the characters’ faces alone, no dialogue needed

for more tangible advice, you can put this into practice by just copying other ppl’s expressions. i feel like i learn best when i do redraws, but i try to copy the feeling rather than the exact expression, looking at the emotion rather than the individual lines creating them, and then build off of it:

this def could’ve been shorter, but i love thinking abt this kind of thing. thanks for giving me the chance to talk abt it!

[alivee123]

How it feels getting back into fanfiction and all my old interests again after going off them for a few months

[alivee123]

What Being the Void Truly Means And How to Act Like It’s Already Done

Imagine this: before the world was made, before any thought, before any desire there was just You. Not your name. Not your body. Not your fears or wishes. Just pure awareness. Still. Powerful. Infinite. That’s what we call the Void. It’s not a place you travel to. It’s what you already are underneath everything.

The Void is not something outside you. The Void is the truth that you create reality not chase it.

What Being the Void Feels Like:

You don’t need to beg for anything. You don’t have to try to manifest. You are the Source. You decide and it simply becomes.

It’s Already Done, but how to Live Like It’s Real Now???

:This is not a trick. It’s not lying to yourself. It’s remembering who you were before the doubt came in.

If you were already in the Void… what would you do? You’d smile. You’d rest. You’d enjoy the silence…because your work is done, you already have it.

No more praying for results. Lay down tonight like the creator who already built her/his world.

You don't create from emptiness. You create from knowing you're already everything.

You are not on a journey to the Void. You are the Void. You are the one who decides. And your decision is final.

As you drift off tonight, don’t ask. Decide. And don’t hope. Know.

You don’t need proof. You don’t need signs. The moment you decide, it is already done.

Now sleep like the master of creation you were always meant to be. The Void isn’t coming. It’s who you are.

[alivee123]

CONTROL THE TIME

When it comes to manifestation, one of the biggest lies you have been taught is that time controls you, that you have to wait, hope, and eventually, maybe someday, things will line up for you. But the truth is the exact opposite: you control time. Time bends, folds, stretches, and collapses according to your decision, your certainty, your focus, your persistence, and your consistency. It is not a rigid external force. It is a soft, flexible system that your mind projects outward into reality. Time is not your master. It is your tool. The past and future don’t truly exist, they are only mental stories replayed or imagined by the mind. You never experience the past again, and you never arrive in the future. All you ever have is this one unfolding moment, always now. Even memories or plans happen in the present awareness. Time is a mind-made illusion but reality only lives here, now, and never leaves.

At its core, time is not a law of the universe. Time is a perception, it is a structure created by consciousness to track changes and events. Physicists have proven that time is relative; it moves faster or slower depending on gravity, motion, and observation. But what they don't often say outright is that on the level of personal reality, the world you live in every day your perception of time is the ultimate authority. The stronger your decision, the stronger your control over time. Manifestation happens at the speed of your certainty, not the speed of the clock.

Have you noticed how time feels slow when you’re bored, but speeds up when you’re doing something exciting? That’s because time isn’t fixed, your awareness controls how you experience it. When you’re bored, your mind notices every second passing, stretching the moment. But when you’re fully engaged or having fun, your focus narrows to the present, and hours can feel like minutes. This shows that time is not an external force, it’s experienced through you.

When you decide something is yours right now, you send a direct command to your subconscious mind. Your subconscious is the mechanism that projects your reality outward. It does not know the difference between past, present, and future it only knows the dominant state you are feeding it in this moment. If you keep saying "I will have it soon," your subconscious projects "not yet" into your reality. If you declare, "I already have it," your subconscious projects "already mine" and the outer world must mirror that back to you in the fastest way it can, rearranging people, events, and circumstances outside your logical understanding.

You are the initiator of time collapse.

You are the one who says how long something takes.

You are the one who gives permission for delays or removes them instantly.

Every second you spend wondering "when" is another second you stretch time longer. Every second you stand firm in "it’s already mine," you crush the timeline into the now. Reality has no choice but to respond to your energetic command. It cannot disobey you, because your consciousness is the cause of reality. You are not chasing after results. You are not running behind time. You are walking ahead of it. Time moves after you, not before you.

Imagine time like a river. Most people stand helplessly in the current, letting the river carry them wherever it wants. But when you truly understand manifestation, you realize: you are the one shaping the river’s path. You are the one controlling the current. You can slow it, speed it up, even jump straight to the destination without floating through all the points in between — by commanding with your certainty. Manifestation is not waiting for life to move you. Manifestation is you moving life itself.

Every desire you have already exists. There is no "someday" reality being built in the distance. All possibilities exist right now. The only thing separating you from living that version is your mental acceptance. When you mentally say, "This is mine right now," and truly mean it with every breath, every thought, every focus, you activate the immediate timeline where you and your desire are already one and the same.

For example, let’s say you want to manifest a specific person, let’s say being married to them and living your dream life together. Instead of waiting for time to pass or wondering when it will happen, you declare right now that this version of your reality already exists. You simply decide this is your reality. You focus on that version of yourself now, as if it is the only truth that exists. You don’t need to believe or feel a certain way; you decide. The second you decide, the universe starts rearranging itself to bring that Specific Person into your 3D world. It bends time, it alters situations, and it shifts circumstances around you to make it happen because you made the decision, and you are controlling the timeline.

Most delays happen because the mind wobbles. You say, "It’s mine," but a few minutes later you look around, doubt it, check the 3D world, and unconsciously tell yourself, "Maybe not yet." This small mental wobble pulls you back into linear time. It stretches the journey. It invites obstacles that were never even necessary. The clock does not move first, your focus moves first, and the clock responds. Your external world is not stuck — it’s you momentarily pausing your own manifestation by slipping into doubt.

If you want true speed, if you want to experience the power of instant shifts, you must develop the inner skill of unbreakable decision. Decision that does not look for proof. Decision that does not ask "how or when." Decision that is final, solid, and total. Decision that declares, "It’s mine now," and does not flinch, no matter what happens outside. It’s not stubbornness. It’s creative authority. It’s the way you demonstrate your true identity as the creator of your world.

Remember this forever: you are the master of time. Time is not ticking against you. Time is waiting on you. Time is not some enemy that delays your dreams. Time is neutral, it does whatever you say. If you say, "This has to take a long time," time agrees. If you say, "It’s already done," time collapses, folds in on itself, and delivers it to you in ways you couldn’t even predict.

Reality is infinitely flexible under the pressure of your certainty.

Reality bends itself around the story you tell.

Reality obeys your mental timeline, not the one you see on the clock.

You are the clock. You are the calendar. You are the timeline. You are the speed.

When you fully accept that your decision creates the when, not some external force, you will no longer fear delays. You will no longer wonder "how long it’s going to take." You will know that the second you stop doubting and stand fully in "it’s mine," the clock disappears and only the experience of already having it remains.

This is not fantasy. This is not theory.

This is how reality responds to human consciousness, all the time, whether you realize it or not.

You have always been controlling time.

Now, do it deliberately.

[alivee123]

YOU CREATE

You create you. No one else. Not the world. Not your past. Not what others say or do. It’s always been you.

Every day, every second, you are building yourself through the thoughts you choose, the self-talk you allow, and the decisions you keep repeating in your mind. You’re not reacting to life. You’re building it, from the inside out.

That version of you, you dream about? The one who’s confident, attractive, loved, rich, respected, chosen, happy, that’s not some fantasy. That’s just another version of you that you can step into right now by thinking like them. By choosing like them. By repeating the same internal pattern they would live by.

Let’s say you want a sharp jawline, clear skin, and bright eyes, that whole glowing, confident version of you that turns heads without trying. Instead of staring in the mirror and mentally listing what’s missing, you shift the way you think about yourself.

You start speaking from that version. “My jawline is defined. My skin is clear. My eyes shine when I look in the mirror.” You don’t say it to get there. You say it because that version of you already exists and you’re stepping into it right now. That becomes your inner voice, and your body follows the direction it’s given.

You are not trying to fix yourself. You’re not even waiting for change. You are declaring who you are now. And when that becomes your main or dominant state, when you think like someone who already has the appearance you want, things shift.

You look in the mirror and notice new angles. Your posture changes. Your face softens. Your mind sees differently. That’s the power of identity.

The version of you that already looks the way you want acts differently. They don’t keep asking “Is this working?” They just already know, “This is who I am or This is me” And you can start thinking like that person right now. Not later, not tomorrow, but right now. It’s your choice to decide this, not the mirror or anything/anyone else and when you decide, it becomes real in your mind.

Manifestation isn’t about controlling everything around you. It’s about controlling the direction of who you are being. You are not trying to become someone, you are deciding who you already are. That’s it. It’s not about doing more. It’s not about proving anything. It’s about locking in on that version of you and staying there mentally. When you say “I am this now,” you are not lying to yourself, you are giving your mind instructions to match.

If you keep thinking from the version of you that doesn’t have what they want, guess what? You keep experiencing that same version. That same cycle. But the moment you stop feeding that identity and you start thinking as the version who already has it, you begin rewriting everything. Even if things around you don’t shift immediately, YOU have shifted. And that’s the power. That’s the trigger that begins pulling everything into place.

This is not about pretending. This is not about forcing. It’s about choosing. Quietly. Repeatedly. Strongly. You wake up and choose. You notice a doubt, and you choose again. You hear something in 3D that tries to shake you, and you still choose. That’s how you create you.

Every time you say “This is who I am,” and you back it with your focus, your assumptions, your inner dialogue, you are shaping the version of you that shows up in the world. It’s not random. You are not stuck. You are not behind. You’re just one consistent choice away from shifting into the version you were meant to live as.

So, who are you creating today?

Keep that question in your mind. Not “What’s going to happen?” or “When will it come?” but “Who am I choosing to be right now?” Because that question, and your answer to it, is what creates your reality.

You don’t find yourself. You create yourself.

[alivee123]

you know what. you're a cool person. you're a damn awesome and amazing person. you're so freaking gorgeous, and you're smart and intelligent, and you're weird and fun and funny and so so so cool. you're someone who's presence makes people happier and lighter because your energy and vibe is just so positive and happy. you have the innocence of a little kid but also the baddie-ness of Nicki Minaj. people love and adore you AS THEY SHOULD because you're such a privilege to be friends with! you're so caring and sweet and kind to your loved ones and you're so fun and fabulous and funny to be with. you're a special and unique person. you're one of a kind. no one can find someone like you anywhere else, you make people feel so special and happy to be with! i love you and so should you <3 💌🎀✨💕🗯

[alivee123]

this is so freaking cool wtf

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[alivee123]

she’s my crazy girl :)