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Bootblacking is top level kink because it's one of the few I can think of where the nominal sub is treated as a thoughtful, knowledgeable technician from the outset.

Like, a flogging bottom might be praised for their ability to take pain and know their limits, or a rope bunny might be recognised as keeping themselves in good physical shape so they can hold complicated stress positions for longer than a novice, but even the most beginner of beginner bootblacks has learnt a little bit of materials science (Will this type of brush scratch this patent finish?), a little bit of basic chemistry (If these were last polished with a silicone wax, how do I remove that to start to bull them?), a little bit of leatherworking history (Is that natural fibre stitching on those surplused Warsaw Pact boots, will my polish rot it?) and spent time practising techniques on their own boots.

And it's one of the few kinks I can think of where the top is so immediately physically and emotionally vulnerable to the bottom in that way: I put my foot in the hands of a stranger bootblacking at a party, and I trust that they won't damage the boots I was gifted by my long-dead Master when I was 17, that they won't soak the stitching and start the rot of the boots I was wearing when I first fucked the love of my life, I trust that they'll carefully work around and treat the cuts and scuffs in the leather that I picked up wearing these same boots marshalling at a dozen prides and going toe-to-toe with strikebreakers and scabs on twenty years' worth of picket lines. The experienced bootblack can look at my soles and where my boots crease, and see that I have a weak hip, that I'm slightly bowlegged, that I don't drive and that I walk even in the weather where I'd rather not. And I trust that they'll see that worn-out, poor, slightly sad old man and still call me "sir".

It just feels like a lot.

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found a flower that matched my lingerie & got inspired

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NEW KUNG-FU KENNY

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NIGGA WHAT DO YOU MEAN KENDRICK JUST DROPPED?!?

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inventing a new kind of sex where you crawl into my lap as pathetic as you want to be and unburden your heart to me and no matter what you say i pet your hair and coo in a soft voice that you’re so brave for telling me and it’s gonna be okay and then i hold you and let you suck on my tits for several hours while i rub your back. and you’re still the top btw

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tentative groceries goal of $100 ?

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Femmes talking about fisting make me go fully actually braindead. I've been slowly stacking my fingers and making a fist for nearly an hour now.

Unrelated fisting rings look sick as hell

If I could earn that tat I'd get it as soon as they pass out

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it's strange seeing myself in hq video...

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I hope you give trans women their flowers now and every day. We know how trans women are treated not just by cis straight people, but people in our communities. We must do everything we can to ensure their safety in a world filled with ignorance and hate. Too many times we’re giving flowers to people when they’re gone. We must do our best to protect our trans sisters now more than ever.

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Does domperidone work for trans women? I can’t find any particular resources for inducing as a trans woman but I’d really like to!

Yes it does :) If you don't have breasts your mammary glands will be pretty limited in terms of quantity but it can absolutely induce milk production.

if you're not on HRT, it'll probably have effects on your libido and might cause some erectile dysfunction. I recommend looking up the effects of prolactin in AMAB people - I can't give you my experience on this but there are conditions that cause elevated prolactin levels no matter your assigned gender so that'd be a good place to start

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so there is a painted version of this photo that has a beautiful but obscure title to it y'all please help me find it its probably one of my favorite paintings ever

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NO ANIMATED MOVIE NEEDS A LIVE ACTION REMAKE. STOP THE MADNESS. MAKE A NEW MOVIE

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