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ARE YOU READY?

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next episode be like

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things left on the cutting room floor

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some crumb cat doodles i make recently

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babygirl day babygirl dayyy

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i love it when characters are package deals, i love duos i love trios i love quartets, i love groups and squads, i love it when you can’t find one without the other(s), i love it when they’re glued at the hip, i love it no matter the context of these dynamics, i lov

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cheng xiaoshi, you... really have no clue, do you ?

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Please, hold my hand

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you are 16. you are talking with a gay man in his 50s or 60s, a friend, huge and gentle with a scarf and short fluffy curls of gray hair, who has directed you in two plays staged in your mid-size artsy town. (he has not yet asked you to be in his production of The Laramie Project which will change your life. this conversation will also change your life.)

he is talking about theatre. he is talking about theatre when he was younger. he says, "of course, it was AIDS then." in the pause, you ask him. clumsy and quiet and 16 and "straight," you ask him. what was it like.

he takes a moment in which his face is not like a person's face. "there was a time," he says, "i'm not sure how long, years. when i went to a funeral every weekend." he tells you about two funerals in a day, and choosing between friends when you couldn't make it to both. he does not look at you, he looks at them. his wet grey gaze is so clear that you start to see ghosts. it will be years before you understand why it feels like your grief too. why the ghosts call you family.

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drew this for the anon from last week who said they come back to my crazy:b drawings when they're feeling sad... sorry i didn't respond to it directly, i wanted to keep it close to my heart forever bc it really got to me 😭💛 thank you kind anon i hope these bees can contribute to curing your blues another time..!

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an 8-page rinniki comic i set out to finish for for niki's birthday and i DID

it's sooo hard to write romance idk how some people do it! i need to make a joke every 2.5 seconds or i combust. anyway i hope you enjoyed!! niki is my #1. when i had just discovered enstars and was just looking thru the characters on the wiki my friend showed me niki's autograph signature and was like look it's a frying pan you will probably like him. and they were SO RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

on granola: you can rly play around with the recipe because if you add more honey the granola clumps together more; more peanut butter means it gets crumblier. i've experimented with swapping pb with tahini (great results) and olive oil (meh flavor). i imagine swapping honey for maple syrup could also work but im a honeyhead i cant abandon it... a dash of cardamom with the cinnamon also rules. basically... endless granola!!!!!!

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slow day at cafe cinnamon. bring on the (looks at smudged writing on hand) calico critters discourse

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i’m not aromantic but i believe in their beliefs

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i have tried to be super normal about how much i like the series, but i can't...i can't be normal i like it too much

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normal people

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