aleondos
Take Two
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Content warning Mention of CSA, neglect, miscarriage, abuse, and other themes may occur. Trauma blog. Trying to articulate my story to spread awareness and to get it out of my head. 18+ please.
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aleondos · 5 years ago
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Lol remember me asking if my relationship is worth it
Well
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I’m pregnant lol
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aleondos · 5 years ago
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I am having a massively hard time deciding if my relationship is worth it anymore
If it not I have nothing
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aleondos · 5 years ago
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Told my therapist I was suicidal the last few weeks
She said to me
“Maybe you lost the babies because your head isn’t fully in the game, you keep giving yourself this out”
So apparently me having clinical depression is what caused my miscarriages. Apparently I killed my babies just because I wanted to kill myself before I knew they were growing.
Thanks for coming to my ted talk
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aleondos · 5 years ago
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aleondos · 5 years ago
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My fiancé has done nothing but play on the computer for the last week. I cannot go anywhere. I cannot go hang out with anyone else. I cannot invite anyone else to my home. I am literally stuck at home in mostly complete isolation for the foreseeable future. He doesn’t see how this is a problem.
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aleondos · 5 years ago
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aleondos · 5 years ago
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aleondos · 5 years ago
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I just got lectured for telling someone I need help LOL
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aleondos · 5 years ago
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aleondos · 5 years ago
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I am not sure if I am actually an intiment danger to myself or if I am being dramatic and it’s not that bad
I’ve teetered the idea of going to the psych er the last couple of days and I don’t know if I’m wasting everyone’s time or not
At the same time I just cut myself for the first time since I was like 16 so clearly there’s something fucked up but ayyyeee maybe I’m just being dramatic right idk
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aleondos · 5 years ago
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Dream..
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