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Wow. It's hard to believe it's been so many months since my last post. Since then, a lot has changed in my life - but not for the better. On November 14, 2019, my soul pet, my little miniature poodle Sam, passed away in my arms. And now, just a year and a half later, my beloved mother has also passed away. It's been just two months since she left me and I'm trying to get used to the fact that I'm now an orphan. But it's hard... unspeakably hard.

I don't know exactly why I'm writing this, so just consider it a little sign of life on my part. I'm still here and I'm still fighting.

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— The Monster of Grief    |    Beau Taplin

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— he has a monopoly on pain    |    @f-f-f-fight 

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—   to be able to be vulnerable in front of someone, you need to feel safe    |    e.j.z

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—   you are my future   |   a.m.g

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—  vulnerability isn’t brokenness   |   Topher Kearby

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—   damn the stars  |   Beau Taplin

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—   until it’s gone  |   Beau Taplin

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—   Translation   |   Beau Taplin

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❝… and you know             —  h e r o e s             make the best       l e g e n d s.❝

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❝You must understand …      they    f e a r   you. There is nothing scarier in their minds       — than a girl who knows the power of her   f l a m e s.❝

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Shadowhunters + Text Posts    ✿    3/∞

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— One day   |   Insp

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↳ URL graphics: made for @gayizzys  ❤️ ❝You caused flowers to grow in my heart❝    |   unknown

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↳ URL graphics: made for @fireheartfray ❤️ ❝Perhaps the butterfly is proof that you can go through a great deal of darkness, yet become something beautiful.❝    |   Beau Taplin 

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—   difficult to love   |   Beau Taplin

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—   There’s a fearlessness   |   Tatiana Maslany