aldinaja

[aldinaja]

A not so love letter for someone who has captured my heart since day 1, shayna arunika.

your waves; my shore

I look at the sea, and it reminds me of forever. I look, and the beauty of its mystery overwhelms my heart with curiosity.. and I guess, that's exactly what I felt when I first saw you. I look, and I can't but be intrigued by the boldness of its waves never sticking to their limits, always nearing, always threatening to swallow me whole.. but I stay. I stay, and I look, and I look around to find that everything else is looking at it with me.. and I wonder, is it only me whom it waves crave? Your waves crashed into the shore of my heart, and I thought I was the one you chose. I waited for your waves everyday; watched every single one of them, but each only came to leave.. each only came to fade away once its droplets caught up with the sand of my heart.. I watched, and I waited, deafened by the sound of their rushing steps running away from you.. I watched, and I wondered, are you really running away from the depths of your unknown, from yourself.. to me? Will my heart tether your storms, or will your storms shatter everything my ribs have ever held in between?

i love you.

i love you. i have loved you ever since i can remember. all i know is i wanna be with you forever. i've pulled an all nighter just listening to music and thinking of you. I've written countless letters to you explaining my feelings. i just want to run up to you and hug you tight in my arms and never let go. when people ask me who my crush is idk what to say because your the only one i TRULY want. i want to go out with you and walk through the park holding your hand, then i want to just sit with you under the stars and talk about life, and then i want to spend the rest of the night in your arms. i want to keep you around forever. i love you more than i have ever found a way to say to you.

Be mine?

actually, i'm a type of boy who doesn't have any romantic experience, so i give you this. also, we're so far awayy and i can't meet you by now. i know it's kinda weird to confessing my feeling by tumblr HAHAHAHA but i hope you'll like it ya sha? your presence has made my life so beautiful. If there's happiness and laughter in my life, I owe it all to you. please give me the honor and privilege to call you my girlfriend.