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Do you know how hard it is to live everyday loving you while blocking you from everywhere, to think about you almost every day, all the time, to not be able to forget what you did, who you really are but still not being able to unlove you....

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One thing I have realised about myself through all that have ever happened that I will never be deprived of love. I am so full of love, have so much love to give to the world to ever be in loss of it.

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If you can love the wrong one so much and for so long imagine how much love you will have for the right one!!!

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I have just started watching The lord of the rings with my sister and I have been crying, shouting, jumping, screaming with fear in just 1 hour into the movie what will come next broooo!!!

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You have to be perfect totally perfect. Yeah okay you don't judge people for their imperfections but does that mean they won't too? No.

You need to be perfect in every aspect cause your little mistakes like maybe spilling the milk can be tremendous because that's who you have been since childhood the perfect good girl.

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dollhouse

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Also the mujhe apna ghar mil jata hai tujhme..

The feeling when you are slowly having a new comfort song is totally different. Like this song by Osho Jain 'tu aisa kaise hain' is slowly becoming my new comfort song whenever I am feeling frustrated I go and lay in my terrace under the clouds and play this song and it gives me so much comfort like it makes me feel that it will be or say it is so easy with you (my soulmate wherever he is), like you are me. The line tu vi mere jesa pagal naadan kese hain then the teri ankhon me vi mujhsa toofan kese hain..... It's so comforting uff..

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The feeling when you are slowly having a new comfort song is totally different. Like this song by Osho Jain 'tu aisa kaise hain' is slowly becoming my new comfort song whenever I am feeling frustrated I go and lay in my terrace under the clouds and play this song and it gives me so much comfort like it makes me feel that it will be or say it is so easy with you (my soulmate wherever he is), like you are me. The line tu vi mere jesa pagal naadan kese hain then the teri ankhon me vi mujhsa toofan kese hain..... It's so comforting uff..

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I love a slow love, a just a 'our song' love, a shakily holding each other's hand love, a first hug love, a first forehead kiss, a lots of cheek kisses, a first embrace love, a love that will slowly become your everyday, your everything, your life even before you know that you are in love.

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Please never let me see the highschool snapchat version of me ever againnn dude!! What the hell was that??!!😭😭😭

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So what are your thoughts on dragonn 🐉🐲 fruit🎀 ???

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It's been days that I have not thought of you when suddenly yesterday I had a mild connection towards you as if you were calling me.... yeah I didn't say a strong connection because what's strong in a relationship that died so easily. It's been more than a year that we called it quits and I guess a month or so that I removed you from everywhere.... No I don't love you anymore neither do I think of you that often nor do I want you back in my life but that feeling made me wonder were you thinking of me? were you calling me? I don't know.... I will never know

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Two days ago I was crying to waka waka by Shakira cause it felt nostalgic and today I got my period.

It's been 7 years and I still don't get these signs lol cause I really fought with some people that yeah I can cry listening to that song it's not my period! maybe this was a sign too haww.

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I would deadass stare into just nowhere while the most happy or romantic song will play in my ears!!

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What if I was an email that disapproved your leave request? something like that idk...would you still love me then?

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I loveee people who are passionate about something in life like anything like you have something in life talking about which makes your eyes shine like how I love painting some people write poetry or maybe sing or dance.

Once me and my friend were practicing a song for an event. There was a group of seniors helping us do so, one of them among them was singing and he was justtt soo into it like his face with all those expressions and his eyes were shiningg and after the session one of them said "let's do a song to freshen our minds" and I was likee yess broo goo do it do what you like yeah like I draw to freshen up my mood, You sing! You go boy! that's when I realised that the people I keep in my life people I like should be passionate about something should have something they can call there own all of it.