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[akilovesjoo]

Sweet smile.

Summary: it’s been a while since you first got into college. It haven’t been easy, you’re constantly feeling stressed and anxious, being away from your home and friends isn’t helping nether, but maybe someone will.

Warnings: anxiety attacks, mention of loneliness, probably grammar.

Genre: comfort, fluff, strangers to friends.

Word count: Idk, sorry.

It’s winter, it’s late, it’s freezing cold, it’s lonely, it’s dark. That was a usual thing after classes lately, ever since you got into college you’ve been feeling alone since you’re away from your family and friends and with how introvert you are you couldn’t make any friends either.

You’re stressed about your calcifications, you feel that even when you study the most and did your best is not enough, it never is. You start to shake and your heart is starting to beat faster and faster, you wanna run to a corner, sit on the floor with your knees to your chest and cry hoping to get better soon. Luckily for you, you’re near your favorite room, although you don’t even have classes there, the music room. You don’t know why but it just makes you feel good being there; it’s quiet, the smell of the instruments is delightful to you and when there are people playing with those instruments you love to listen to them.

You went into the music room as fast as your shaky legs allowed you, you sat down on your favorite corner and started to cry. Letting everything you’ve been keeping in your chest, it feels good, but so so bad at the same time, you feel how your chest is pressing against your heart and lungs, how your throat starts to close and how little you’re able to breath. You’re not just crying anymore.

You’re immersed in your “anxiety state” that you don’t notice when a tall young boy walks up to the room, he turns on the lights and talks.

“Are you ok? Do you need any help?” He looks worried, he doesn’t move from the frame of the door.

You don’t answer, you try, but you can’t talk even if you want to. He notice it and walks up to you.

“Hey, hey, it’s ok I won’t do anything to hurt you. Can you write what’s happening to you?” He says softly, he kneels and hands you his phone with the notes app open.

“I’m just having an anxiety attack, it’s ok” You feel so ashamed of the situation. You feel guilty because a random boy is worrying about you.

“Oh, I see…” He looks at you in the eyes, his gaze is soft. “Maybe this can help.” He gets up and takes a bass out of the case he was carrying, he connects it to the amplifier that was near you two and sits down. “I don’t know if this would be much help, but I find the sound of the bass relaxing, so I hope you do too” He starts playing, you don’t know what he’s playing so you’re focusing your attention in it.

Your chest feels lighter, your breath feels consistent, you’re feeling relief.

He looks at you, he starts to smile when he notice that your breathing is getting back to normal. He’s happy to be helping you in his own way.

His smile is sweet, you’re thinking. He starts singing, now you get that he was playing Blender by 5SOS. His voice is soft, everything he did since he got in the room felt soft.

A few more minutes passed and you’re finally able to talk. “Thank you” you tell him, your voice is weak. He still has that sweet smile on his face, that makes you feel better.

“No worries, I’m glad that you’re better.” He leaves his bass aside. “I’m Jooyeon by the way, nice to meet you.” He leans towards you.

“I’m y/n, nice to meet you too Jooyeon” You gifted him a little and weak smile, although you feel better and the anxiety attack passed away you aren’t fully recovered yet. He notice it.

“So, y/n, I won’t ask you why it happened what just happen ‘cause I don’t wanna make you feel uncomfortable. So instead I’m going to invite you something to eat, what do you think?” He isn’t talking as soft as before, his voice now is more upbeat, is obvious that he wants to cheer you up.

You hesitate to accept his offer, but something to eat sounds good after all the energy you just lost, plus, he reminded you of a cute dog, maybe a golden retriever and you couldn’t say no to a golden retriever. “Sure, that sounds good. I’ll pay my food though.”

“Oh don’t worry about that” he stands up and starts to pack his stuff. “I want to pay for your food, but if you want to after that we can get a dessert and you can pay that.” He laughs a bit, his smile is not just sweet anymore, is bright and joyful. “Here, let me help you” He extends his hand, you grab it and he helps you getting up. “ok, let’s go.”

“Let’s go.” You two left the room to get some food.

You made your first friend here, not in the way you wanted, but a friend nonetheless and he was a great friend.

That’s everything for this first ever imagine I’ve made, I hope you enjoyed it and don’t forget to leave any feedback or request you have!!

See you next time!!

[akilovesjoo]

Welcome

This is my first blog (although is a secondary one) and I’m going to write fan fiction about Xdinary Heroes (mostly Jooyeon cause he’s my bias), I’m planning on only writing fluff.

Here’s some basic info about me:

you can call me Aki, but it isn’t my real name.

I’m a 05’ liner.

I speak English as my second language so I’m sorry from now on if you see a grammar mistake

Spanish is my first language, so if you want me to write something in Spanish just ask! <3

DNI:

if you’re racist, xenophobic, transphobic or homophobic.

I won’t write:

NSFW

If you have any requests pls let me know!!

Bye!!