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get thinged idiot

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ideal relationship dynamic is a triad wherein im on the periphery of an emotionally turbulent couple, giving me the ability to vicariously experience toxicity because im too self aware to knowingly indulge in it any more. i get fed the table scraps also

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I started swimming laps in early August and I go 3 or 4 times a week, as much as I can. I also watched IWTV for the first time in August. When I’m swimming, I’m usually working out plot points for the novel draft or making to-do lists, but mostly, I am thinking about Those Vampires.

Like, me, stone faced, very focused on arm movement:

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i'm genuinely having so much fun writing a jock protagonist. can't believe i never tried this before. all these years i've been limiting myself needlessly

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happy fagged out friday

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i think of this image approximately every day of my life

Magellanic Penguin (Spheniscus magellanicus) observation by kiwikiu

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Husband material

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Heath Ledger and Jake Gyllenhaal Brokeback Mountain (2005) dir. Ang Lee

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hey let's start spreading the reminder now that you cannot safely self-manage an abortion with herbal medicine or essential oils. natural abortifacients function by poisoning you; you wait for your body to realize you're dying and reject the pregnancy in order to conserve resources, and hope that happens before the rest of your organs shut down.

i think there will be an upsurge soon of unscrupulous and/or malicious actors preying on desperate pregnant people; do not help them kill people. don't spread recipes for herbal medicines or ingestible essential oil mixtures that purport to cause a pregnancy termination.

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sketchbook drawings of my beloved Louis 🖤

trying to figure out how i want to stylise him, like i did with Claudia. I have a bigger iwtv project in plan 🤫

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happy fagged out friday

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ok well this blew my mind

This is also true with filmmakers. Western filmmakers pan their cameras mostly left to right and Iranian filmmakers do right to left.

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I see a man (fictional), I am generally like "okay". I see the same man (fictional) being put in a situation, covered in dirt and blood, perhaps soaking wet, actively sobbing and shaking like a chihuahua, and I am saying "yay" and "yippee" and things of this nature