aimlessetymology
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aimlessetymology · 17 days ago
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the ending of bliss RUINED me. the fuckinf cigarette + sofia looking up at oz while he lit it + “i don’t know where to go from here. i don’t know how to trust you / how bout i keep showin you how” ITS SO OVER!
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aimlessetymology · 1 month ago
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i need oz x reader x sofia fics YESTERDAY. reeves universe bisexual noir media has struck yet again and i need those two BAD. i need my murderous wife and old ass husband who wants to be remembered as a sweetiepie i know they’d dote on me soooo much i just want sofia to pet my hair and kiss me everywhere while im using oz as a mattress
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aimlessetymology · 2 months ago
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im 20 and havent been able to get a job or start college since i graduated high school. my parents neglect me and im getting too tired to try to leave. id do anything for a fucking haircut and a shower and a meal. why do i have to live like im homeless just because my parents are too fucking careless to acknowledge that they have a human being in their house i cant keep doing this i need to get out i just want out i dont even have any reliable ways to end it because of how strict they are and i cant keep lying i just want tk live like a human being i dont care that im not one i just want to pretend to be for a few weeks is that too much to fucking ask
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aimlessetymology · 7 months ago
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oh to be glaring up at a woman who has a knife in my chest asking her if she’s still human while holding onto her arm in a death grip
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aimlessetymology · 8 months ago
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is there some form you'll take,
a shape i'll be able to recognize?
will you come back to me or
will i have to keep searching the shadows for you
like i'm waiting for my end
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aimlessetymology · 9 months ago
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is there something to be said about how some of the most powerful/deadly animals on earth often ponder their existences and their relations to other species/each other. is that a thing
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aimlessetymology · 10 months ago
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i never thought i could love this much but the way i ache, hurt for you puts all my past selves to shame. how much i’d give myself to the sole purpose of making you feel all the love you never did
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aimlessetymology · 10 months ago
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you are one of the only people who makes me feel so much that i can sense it physically trying to work its way out of my throat. something violent, organic, like i can retch up the presence of you in my heart and still come back to you safe like an animal curling up by a loved one
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aimlessetymology · 11 months ago
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decentering men is so fun until you accidentally isolate yourself because you have to realize just how much EVERYONE is conditioned to focus more on men than women and if you're mspec you RARELY ever find people who are willing to entertain you speaking about people other than men and oftentimes you feel unwelcome in sapphic/lesbian circles for their own reasons and
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aimlessetymology · 11 months ago
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there’s some amount of love that can be seen in jewelry depicting the human skeleton. this thing that’s inside all of us, that is so heavily scrutinized, is being made into a little charm, a pendant, an ornament, something to display on your person. this thing hanging from a chain that is so judged within the context of the human form is seen as something to be admired, gazed at, loved. suspended in the air like crystals meant to emulate raindrops, or like something anatomical, to be studied with care, or like something used to hypnotize people. jewelry depicting the human skeleton, or sometimes a love letter to the human body in one of the most unaltered forms possible
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aimlessetymology · 11 months ago
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you stick out like a sore thumb, you don’t like all the things they like, you can’t bring yourself to fake being one of them, why do you bother?
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aimlessetymology · 11 months ago
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i am the only person i feel this amount of grief for
what's wrong with me, i don't even feel like
a human
like an animal in the shape of a person walking amongst
everyone else and feeling their stares
knowing everyone can feel that something's wrong with me
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aimlessetymology · 11 months ago
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cage an animal for long enough and they will begin to feel like an animal they will reject their humanity they will gorge themself on being let out and feel sick afterwards
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aimlessetymology · 1 year ago
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the hell happened in s2. i know usagi and arisu werent the problem bc i loved them in s1 but what happened. i know the woman that screeched while tackling people and jumped out of multi story buildings with no hesitation was not the same woman who got beaten in a fight by niragi’s crusty half burnt dying self, saw him standing on top of a car with a loaded gun and still showed up with her “ARISU” shtick, and decided to nearly bleed out instead of just saving him normally in the last game. and i know it wasnt her because i wouldve LOVED more of her running on those shipping containers, or whatever happened when she decided to save kota by bringing him to a game. i want more of that instead of elephant hot spring
also i loved the king of spades but what happened to his aim with the main characters. i know ann is enough to distract anyone but they didnt even get grazed. why didnt the queen of spades get a name and why toss in a kid if it wasn’t dodo. just made her a terrible person for no reason
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aimlessetymology · 1 year ago
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JOHN KRAMER.
i love headcanoning old men as ftm. like considering fandom loves to equate being transmasc to being young no one will probably agree with me but i look into his eyes and see the wisdom only a post-menopausal man could provide
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aimlessetymology · 1 year ago
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i'll hide you behind my eyelids and keep myself fed with memories of you, no matter how much i've been starving
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aimlessetymology · 1 year ago
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being a leftist and holding those ideals in your mind and having to come back to life as it is outside of discussions of solarpunk and utopia and automation and realizing how fucking barbaric society is right now, especially just trying to survive as someone who doesnt get the grace of a community or privilege in the white rich cishet person way
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