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I am on my feet a lot, and I’m these shoes a lot 😹 I think I got them from target, and I think I need to get another pair. We get to wear jeans at work for a short period of time. I’m relishing in it. I love jeans. I love pants in general. Nothing like a skirt or dress to make me feel out of my element.

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Just enjoying my first drink of the day 🥰☕️☕️☕️

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Sometimes you just need to keep you chin up.

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When you wonder...

Sometimes I wonder what life would be like if I grew up in a stable, loving, caring environment... not that I didn’t have my share of love and support, but it was scarce and not as unconditional as one would hope to receive. It took me a really long time to love myself because of this. It took me 28 years... I wonder who I would be if I were given a better chance, or had been born into something different. When all the wondering happens, I start to feel angry, and mad at myself for being where I was. It’s silly. I get mad over something I could have never controlled. Here I am, well into my adulthood, and still I struggle with accepting love. My husband loves me, he shows me various was in which he loves me, unconditionally, but sometimes it makes me feel guilty, because I feel like I don’t deserve it. I’ve been conditioned to think that first, before acceptance of love, first I always have to question it. I hate that about myself. When someone is nice to me, I question their motives, not just think to myself “oh, they’re just being nice.” Maybe it was where I was, or what mindset I am in, but I’m over it. I am learning how to be enough, for myself and my journey. It’s been a rocky road, but I feel like it’s starting to finally take off. It only took like, 28 years 😅 I am in the year of self reflection for myself. 2020 will be the last year I’ll be in my 20s, I’ve got to gear up for the next 10 years. These next 10 will have less self loathing, hopefully. I am better than what I was given.

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When you end up with a face of makeup you like, you take multiple photos, with multiple faces. Because why the heck not? Trying to love myself again this year. Blue hair and all.

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He's afraid of commitment... and she knows it 😲 ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ #thesimsalley #maxis #maxismatch #simming #ts4 #thesims #thesims4 #ts4legacy #simstagram #donlathario #legacy #simaddict

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Sometimes Riley looks back on her life before her parents left this earth. She wouldn't even be here if they hadn't left. ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ #thesimsalley #maxis #maxismatch #simming #simstagram #ts4legacy #ts4 #legacy #riley #lincoln

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Chilling with this goof (Aikira) and then this other good walks up. #weirdtownies #townies #townie #maxismatch #maxis #simming #thesimsalley #thesims #thesims4 #ts4 #ts4legacy

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You decide!!! But don't forget about the 🐘 in the room. Don.... Oh what to do! #thesimsalley #thegallery #maxis #maxismatch #simming #ts4 #thesims #thesims4 #choices #besties #simstagram

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WHAT THE HELL IS VLAD WEARING 😂😂😂😂 Can we just take a moment to look at this. It's like he's trying to trick the teens into hanging out with him so he can eat them 🙁😮😐 ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ #maxis #maxismatch #simming #townies #sim #vlad #ts4vampires #ts4 #sims4 #thesims #thesims4 #😂

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Directions: I only use #maxismatch Sims, so if you have an alpha, just make sure there is a version that won't look crazy in a maxis match world 🌎 1: comment your Orgin ID with the name of the household you want me to download. 2: If there are any lots that go hand in hand with your household you can add that to the comment. 3: That's it. It was that easy. 😂 ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ I will be doing shoutouts for those creations during the stream. I am doing the 100 baby challenge on the stream, so male Sims are the most needed, but females add drama 😜 ⚫️⚫️⚫️⚫️⚫️⚫️⚫️⚫️⚫️ #simming #maxis #sim #ts4 #thesims #thesims4 #thegallery #thesimsalley #twitch #streaming #mmcc #100babychallenge

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When potty training: make sure to capture those moments when your toddler has no idea what's coming out of them 😂 her face is killing me! ➖⚫️➖⚫️➖⚫️➖⚫️➖⚫️ #ts4 #thesims4 #thesims #sims4 #parenthood #pottytraining #😨 #simstagram #simming #maxismatch #maxis #ea #eagames

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My townies have been so extra lately. Like bro.... what have you go on?! ➖⚫️➖⚫️➖⚫️➖⚫️➖⚫️ #ts4 #thesims4 #thesims #sims4 #townies #maxis #maxismatch #cc #screenshot #simming #simmer #simstagram

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Check out my other account @tsa.100baby to check out my 100 babies on Twitch! This is Jolene Johnson, my first heir for the challenge 😍😍😍 ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ #twitch #ts4 #thesims4 #thesims #sims4 #100babychallenge #jolene #simstagram #prettysims

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Rileys POV: What the heck is she wearing to the Romance Festival?! 😐 ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ #thesims #thesims4 #townies #romancefestival #ts4 #sims4 #sanmyshuno #sulsul #simstagram #sim

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Poor Riley.... Ashe worked so hard and tirelessly on making enough money to build a house. As soon as she is able to cook, she goes for it... and wouldn't you know, she almost burned her new house down 😭 She looks so angry 😡 ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ #ts4 #thesims4 #thesims #sims4 #legacy #simstagram #simstories #simlegacy #twitch #youtube #gamer

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What I'll be doing tonight, and what I'd rather be doing tonight. 😂 ➖➖➖➖➖➖➖➖ #linkinbio #youtube #simlegacy #legacy #sims4 #thesims #thesims4 #simming #ts4 #simmer