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Fly Me to the Moon playing from another room Frank Sinatra

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sometimes, when no one is around to see it, the mask slips

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judgehund replied to your post: * y’know, i was gonna say i was gone for so long...

* help

* rip bud

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* y’know, i was gonna say i was gone for so long because i may or may not have forgotten the password to my account, but now i remember why i left....

* y’all are nasty

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oh also i gave sunny her own blog since it’s easier to run than a side blog so here she is

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judgehund replied to your post: hey, it’s been a little while ! and i’ve got some...

givs u a smooch you take care of you ok?

smooches i’ll certainly try

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sorry for being so inactive ! i’ll try to get back into the swing of things sometime very soon, i’ve just had writer’s block and lack of motivation kicking my ass for a while now,, 

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knittmonster replied to your post: i’m making the mistake of watching gh.ost...

// Which episode are you watching? I think the one that freaked me out the most is the one where they went to that abandoned hospital that was turned into some kind of entertainment thing.

[ I’m watching last night’s episode since I missed it ! I think I know which one you’re talking about and yeah, the hospital ones tend to be some of the creepiest,,, ]

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bonevis replied to your post:    * videos keep defaulting to 240p     * thanks...

* Sorry babe but I’m laughing… have you tried changing the display option in the settings?

    * :’( don’t laugh at my pain, babe

    * yeah and then it never loads...     * i just want to watch people make a giant breakfast sandwich, is that too much to ask??

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sinevotum replied to your post: other asks to be answered later ! I’ve got errands...

[ ’ high-five for arizona apparently forgetting spring is a thing and making us suffer. ’ ]

[ u gh it’s the worst,, high-five for our state having all of two seasons: nonstop summer with maybe a month of winter thrown in there ]

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other asks to be answered later ! I’ve got errands to run u gh it’s too hot outside for this,, it’s like arizona forgets all about spring and just skips straight to summer

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"Stop lying." ( hNNG--- )

anonymous messages || accepting @bonevis

     What was he even supposed to say to that? How was he even supposed to feel for that matter? He was hurt. Upset that this would be brought up so out of the blue. Mad at himself for lying to him for so long. And mad that Bovis didn’t understand.

     “listen, you think i like lyin’ to you? maybe consider why i’m doin’ it in the first place before you come makin’ me seem like the bad guy. do you think i’m doin’ this just for fun? you really think i enjoy makin’ excuses for why i’m late or why i go missing for a few days before coming home bloody and beaten? it hurts me just as much as it hurts you, babe.”

     It wasn’t like him to blow up like that, especially not on Bovis. But he had been beating himself up over this so much lately that this just tipped him over the edge.

               “good to know you don’t actually trust me as much as i thought you did.”

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me: (sends ask) okay, done! me: me: me: wait shit was that on anon??????

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“It will get better.”

anonymous messages || accepting

     “y’know, i’ve been tellin’ myself that for years and nothin’s gotten any better. thanks for the reminder though. maybe you’re right.”

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Questions/Comments to be sent anonymously!

(though off anon is fine too!)

“Is there someone you hold dear?”

“Don’t you feel any guilt?”

“You’re actually afraid to be alone, aren’t you?”

“There must be something you fear.”

“Do you have a home?”

“Is there someone you like?”

“Are you really expecting a positive outcome out of this?”

“Aren’t you ashamed?”

“Aren’t you happy?”

“Who do you despise?” 

“How do you sleep at night?”

“What do you think of kindness?”

“What do you think of hatred?”

“Why do you fight?”

“Why do you live?”

“How much blood have you spilled?”

“How much death have you seen?”

“Don’t you think your actions are reckless?”

“Don’t you know how much good you’ve done for others?”

“Can’t you tell they love you?”

“Can’t you see he/she would die for you?”

“Can’t you tell the truth for once?”

“You’re not tainted.”

“You’re not alone.”

“You’re awful.”

“You don’t think of anyone but yourself.”

“You’re an emotionless robot.”

“You’re just a lap dog.”

“It’s not over.”

“He/she needs you.”

“Stop lying.”

“Stop fighting.”

“Stop pushing others away.”

“You’re cruel.”

“You’re far too kind. Too kind for your own good.”

“You depend on him/her too often.”

“You’re overprotective, it’s stifling.”

“He/she is bringing you down.”

“You’re too timid, it’s easy to see you as a target.”

“You need to listen.”

“You need to speak up more often.”

“You’re weak.”

“You’re too proud.”

“Quit blaming others for your mistakes.”

“You won’t always be around to save him/her.”

“One day, he/she won’t need you anymore.”

“You can’t cheat death.”

“You can’t hide forever.”

“They’ll find out the truth eventually.”

“That person is only holding you back.”

“They’re too good for you.”

“You’ll be rewarded for your efforts if you keep trying.”

“It will get better.”

“You look lonely.”

“You look bitter.”

“You look tired.”

“You’re hiding a painful burden.”

“You’re perfect.”

“You’re beautiful.”

“You will always be worthless.”

“Your hands are too dirty, too tainted to be clean.”

“You’re lost in this world. Wandering without a purpose.”

“You’ll rise above them all.” 

“You’ll find your place in this world.”

“Eventually, someone will knock you off your pedestal.”

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                     well, I know a thing about contrition,                          because I got enough to spare…                       and I’ll be granting your permission,                    'cause you haven’t got a P R A Y E R …

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